Linkzelda's Dream Journal

12/08/11

NON-LUCID
LUCID

Dream 1:

These were just random lapses between video games and cartoon shows. First was Resident Evil 4 I think (because I had to stop and aim at some red monster that was creeping behind me that looked like a Hellhound from Runescape, but just with better graphics). I was using a rocket launcher to aim, missed, and tried again, but I killed something else. The environment was mostly grassy, but with video games, it was sort of plated with green shades of pixels.



More monsters started to come at me, but they came out of nowhere like in chopped segments, so I decided to just end the game.


Then I believe Azula from Avatar: The Last Airbender paralyzed Aang with Lightning. I thought he was going to die, but he just slammed to the floor saying “I can’t move!”



Then fire starts to come out of nowhere behind him, and Azula has that smirk on her face (that smile that makes you think that you better get the hell out of her field of view before some real shit happens).



I think she said that if Aang decides to open the door to get out, she will be there to take care of things and destroy him.



The door closes, and as Aang tries to get up from being paralyzed, he opens the door, but some random figure outside of it is apparent, so he closes the door back. That’s all I remember for that one.

Dream 2:

I was at some random school, and I picked up a shirt that I left for a while now that was exposed to the sun for a few days now, I see random DCs get their clothes off the fence of what seemed to be the entrance to some Football Stadium, but I wasn’t too sure of it.

I think when I left, I was hanging out with some random Asian guy I knew in my IPC class in High School. He wore glasses, wore a white shirt and pants I believe, and had spiky hair. I told him “See you later man.” And he responded, “Yeah” in a content voice.

Then I’m in Mayde Creek High School, but I knew I was in college in this dream, so it wasn’t just a memory that made the dream fade, but at the same time, I wasn’t lucid at all. But the clarity and vividness imitating real was astonishing to me. (Dreams normally had a slightly mystical feel to it, which is why it didn’t feel so compelling at times to become lucid I guess) I go my AP English 4 Literature teacher I had, and I see her inside with only 2 students.

A girl was giving a presentation on something, and I believe she was wearing a white fluffy jacket (looked like it would feel like leather, but white), and some random DC with glasses with thick black rims to them.




After a while my teacher got out, and I think she was just letting the girl talk more and more while she quickly attended to something. After the girl is done giving her speech, the teacher comes in and tells her what a good job she did. As they exit, I was talking to them about something, maybe college, I remember myself declaring to the girl about college, like “Yeah It’s pretty easy..” with a smile on my face. She was elated and asked “Really???”

But I lied to her, probably because I’m used to college now to brainwash potential applicants to get their hopes up. But I didn’t care about how I felt at the time in this dream, I just went with the flow.

Then I’m outside in a weird environment. It was bright as day, maybe around 4:00 PM-ish, because there were some manifestations of the sun coming down a bit. I was walking and remembered what I said to the girl before about college being easy.

I think I told myself that I should make myself into a Scumbag Black Man and make it into a meme.

I was running like crazy in a random neighborhood. I dashed across to short distances at high speeds by putting one foot forward, and thrusting my whole body.

(I was basically dashing like the guy in the video).


At the time I wasn’t lucid, but the feeling felt great. At certain points, when I met random DCs, I said things to them like “Hello there neighbor!”

Then was I’m running more and more by dashing with thrusts, I see this girl I had in my previous dreams (let’s call her C. Longoria). She was in a dark greenish jacket, and was wearing a cloth covering for her head (I’m not too keen as to the specific type of cloth), but as I pass her, she was smiling at me.

Then as I’m going more into the neighborhood, I start to realize it’s the one I used to be in Katy Texas (where I was in some bluish house with a slight green tint to it). Then when I see a certain vehicle that looked like an Equinox I believe that was RED, something was weird. I jumped up really quickly when I saw another vehicle almost make a collision with me; I believe it was a black jaguar or something of the nature.

Then when I step on the grass to check out this Red Equinox, I do a RC check (for once I do it naturally!) and could breathe through my nose. I finally realized I’m dreaming, and to my amazement, I remained calmed and just looked at the vehicle again for a while. I go across from the house I saw the familiar vehicle in, and I saw another red Equinox.



Before I moved like crazy again, I decided to stabilize my dream by saying that I will look more in detail on this Equinox. I screamed, “I AM DREAMING!” while retaining a stoic demeanor, and I kept looking at the Equinox more and more.


It felt that as I was analyzing it, it manifested more features, but some parts where a bit abstract, but everything around me looked just like reality, that it almost scared me. The girl, the random DCs (two of them I think), and then this.

Then when I tell my subconscious that now that I know that I’m dreaming, my words to it were “I will do more research to find out who I really am!”


The environment started to digitalize itself, kind of like in Assassin’s Creed: Revelations (I watched a few videos of the TobyGames channel on YouTube do a new commentary series on it).



But for some freaking odd reason, despite this rare lucidity, I wanted to see if my thoughts could gear back to waking life. It took a while (which is good, meaning I’m getting a little bit better at dream control).

Out of all moments of me complaining to myself of not having a lucid for several weeks now, I moved my eyes as if I was trying to look at my nose (crossed-eye myself basically) and I had the thought of saying “Wake up.”


Back in waking life, but I sure was happy to become lucid after weeks of just remembering dreams!

Dream 3:

I believe I’m inside of some mini Asian house, it was temple looking like. It’s overall color was brown.



I was inside my bedroom in my apartment though, so the room was basically attached to inside the Asian mini-temple. This girl named Angie that I knew in real life was trying to tell me something.

I can’t remember what she said, but she was complaining about something, so I decided to record what she said with my voice recorder I had in real life. After she was done talking, I told her “Thank you Angie for letting me record what you said.”

I believe I did a RC to see if I was dreaming, but I knew I was dreaming. Instead of just running around like crazy whenever I get the chance to become lucid. I thought to myself “Okay, it’s time to meet my dream guide…I’m tired of this!”



I walk outside of the Asian room, and went into another one. I screamed out “EVA! I know you’re here somewhere!” As I go deeper into the other room, I turn left to another path, and I see an arm pass by quickly, and I could tell it was a person wearing a jacket, just like how EVA wore her outfit in Metal Gear Solid 3





(If by now you don’t know who I’m trying to find, I’m trying to find EVA from Metal Gear Solid 3, since I met her in a dream once, I’ve been fascinated in making her my dream guide, or at least, that’s what I want my actual dream guide to alter their form in).

I started to chase where she was going, and I’m going through various rooms, and every time I turn my head to go to another area, I kept augmenting my confidence that I will see her! But I just kept seeing parts of her body dash to more rooms. I can’t remember much after that though.



I you EVA! :3