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    Freedom Reign

    Welcome to my Dream Journal, Freedom Reign.

    This is officially Phase 1 in my lucid dreaming journey, in which my focus will be discovering my true self and being free in my dreams without any limitation. Of course, to truly be free in a lucid dream, I will first have to master dream control.
    Please follow along with me in my quest for Freedom.

    1. I Failed the Test

      by , 01-12-2012 at 12:21 PM (Freedom Reign)
      Lucid ||Commentary || Non-Lucid

      Broke my dry-spell

      I was doing a project in my Pre-Calculus class, in which we were to make a website about something. When it was my turn to present, Mrs. Ward (the teacher) said something about not being fully prepared. She loaded up my website onto the Smart Board in front on the room, and was browsing it. She then clicked on a link that was supposed to link to the first page of my friend's website, but instead, it linked to the entire website instead. Mrs. Ward pointed this out, and I felt bad.

      Afterwards, my mom called me on my cell phone. She told me she had to do something in McAdenville, and wouldn't be able to pick me up. I asked if I had to ride with my cousin (he lives in McAdenville, and goes to a different school), and she said yes. I tried to find an excuse to not go to McAdenville, such as I had soccer practice.

      I was now at home, unleashing my dog. As I was walking back to the house, I wondered why I wasn't at soccer practice. It then occurred to me that I had a car, and there was no reason for me to ride with Jalen in the first place. It also occurred to me I'm training for tennis, and soccer season had already passed.
      With this, the dream ended.

      I lied very still as I woke up, with the intent to jump back into the dream consciously. I felt the familiar tinglings of SP. I tried to visualize the dream where it ended. Very vivid images of the past dream flashed in my vision, then the tingling became more intense. I decided I would just ride the vibrations into lucidity. The vibrations became more intense, and for once, I saw HI. It wasn't very colorful; in fact, it looked more like "shadows" jumping around my room. Surprisingly, I wasn't scared and just remained calm. Once the vibrations subsided, I did a RC. I was dreaming!

      I was standing up in my room. "Well, since I'm in a dream, I can do anything, like passing the walls." (I mainly said this to affirm myself I wouldn't slam into the walls like last time ) I passed through the walls with ease. It was very beautiful outside; it was dawn and the sky was a mix of blue and orange hues. The environment was very vivid. I decided to seize the opportunity to further ground myself into the dream. I got down on my stomach and smelled and felt the green grass. It smelt very refreshing, and the environment around me in response to this got a little brighter. I got up with the intent of accomplishing the goal of contacted my 'subconscious,' or, the 'intelligence' behind the dream to find my dream guide.

      From back around my house, I see a figure. As it approaches me, I notice it's a Hispanic girl who was completely nude. She gave me a smile, and walked passed me. "CRAP," I thought to myself. This was definitely doing to interfere with my goal. I turned around and followed the girl, wanting a hug (wow, I'm surprised I just wanted a hug). She turned around.

      "Why don't you come with me for a bit?" I thought about this briefly. "Sorry," I said, "I'm on a mission here."

      She smiles again. "You're trying to find it, aren't you? Don't worry, it should still be here soon."

      At this point, I don't know what overcame me, and I gave into temptation. I went to the girl, and did some tasteless stuff. The girl allowed it, but her expression implied she was obviously disappointed in me.

      "Yea well....you better get going."

      I took a deep breath, about to ask my subconscious to manifest before me with firm intent. At the point however, I suddenly woke up.

      After waking up, I realize that that girl was testing me to see whether or not I had the conviction to accomplish my goals without getting distracted; obviously, I didn't . However, I'm happy that I broke my dry spell, and this definitely won't happen again. I swear I've seen this girl in a previous dream before....

    2. Regular Class?

      by , 01-04-2012 at 01:00 AM (Freedom Reign)
      Lucid || Commentary || Non-Lucid

      I have had a multitude of dreams over the past few days, I just got lazy and didn't post them here . Oh well, I need to do better in the future

      I was in my e-Commerce class on the first day back to school after the Winter Break, and everyone was trying to get their final project done, as it is due tomorrow. Talking to my friend John, this is how our conversation went:

      Me: "So John, going to get some Capstone work done today?"
      John: "Oh yea, I plan on talking to some people, eating, goofing off..."
      Me: "Don't forget playing Tetris!"
      John: "Yeah. THEN I'll get some work done."

      At this point I got incredibly hungry, and opened up my lunchbox to see if I had any food. Unfortunately, I had packed sausage and vegetables to eat for lunch, and didn't pack any snacks. At this, I requested John to go find me some snacks, and handed him my lunchbox. In the end, he just took the contents out, appearing to want it for himself. "The nerve...," I muttered to myself. At this point, I got up and circled the room. As I was coming back to my seat, I tapped this girl on the shoulder then walked away quickly. She fell for it and looked in the direction I tapped her in. "I can't believe she fell for that," I said to myself. My teacher then asked me if I had finished my 3 'Burst Responses', which John said were 3 assignments on the rubric to be completed over the break. I replied yes.

      At this point, a student named Maury came out of my Teacher's supply closet (this closet, in reality, is way too small to house a person in). My teacher asked him what he was doing in there, and he said students locked him in there, and sealed off the closet with huge strips of duck tape.

      Tags: school
    3. Residue Fragments

      by , 12-29-2011 at 03:00 PM (Freedom Reign)
      Commentary || Lucid || Non-Lucid

      Tonight, I tried MasterMind's technique of reviewing your day right before you go to bed in order to assist your subconscious in assortment of your memories (found here). These dreams were mostly day residue from today or yesterday. At least I'm on the right track of breaking my dry spell.

      Dream 1
      My friend Mitchel and I would recall past events. It was somehow influenced by the game tetris. If my friend Rachel Terrio 'missed' an event (corresponding to the first row not being completed), it would mean something special. I cannot recall exactly what though.)

      Dream 2
      Jon Allis, Kelsey, and I were at the Wherehouse, where Kelsey mentioned the topic of 'What if only players who jumped over each other would stay alive?' (I believe before this, we were watching football where we witnessed a player perform a front flip over another player.) Jon Allis made a joke out of it, stating it would be more like a game of human leap frog. We all laughed, and my 'vision' saw only 6 or so football players on the field (represented by digital markers at first) jumping over each other on purpose trying to stay alive. At this moment, I sort of realized I was dreaming, and my vision went black. I 'woke up' in bed laying on my right side, and underwent sleep paralysis (which is unusual for my right side). After it stopped, I did a RC and I wasn't dreaming (I believe it was a FA to begin with).

    4. The Machine

      by , 08-17-2010 at 02:42 AM (Freedom Reign)
      Commentary || Lucid || Non-Lucid

      I woke up naturally around 3:15. I attempted a MILD.

      I woke up in bed. I instinctively did an RC by pinching my nose, and I could breathe through it. I remained calm, and got up slowly. Is started to blow on, and feel my hands. They felt clamy. Clarity increased. I began feeling the texture of the wooden drawer beside my bed. I lost my vision here, but I regained it by giving a "Clarity Now!" shout.

      I left my room and walked down the hallway. I reminded myself it was day outside, and sure enough, I saw light creeping through the seems of my front door. I went outside and it was dawn. I looked up at the sky, and saw the second moon I had created during my first lucid (It's my Dreamsign). I went to where the concrete driveway and grass met, and bent on my knees. I knelt about 5 inches from the ground and started to examine the concrete and grass.

      My lucidity and clarity skyrocketed and this point. I though about summoning someone and haveing sex; however, I looked back at the house and my parents were awake doing dishes (My mom had a huge afro ). I then decided I wanted to change the scene to a beach like setting.

      I asked my dream to provide me a way of doing that, and I turned the corner. Sure enough, there was a machine sitting on my porch. Quite honestly, the machine looked like a large HP printer with a digital camera on top and a door that opened in the middle of it. Oddly, it seems like I didn't get inside the door, but jumped on top of it and tried to fly with it!

      As I was in the air, my logic kicked in a little too much, and I had a fear that I was going to fall. I then pulled a:

      "By the way, did I mention this machine has wings that will let me fly?"

      The machine (or my dream) retorted:

      "You must be at least 100 ft. in the air to fly"

      So I found a ramp (I believe I flew off the ramp in the first place) and placed it against a fence. I was going to get momentum and take off.

      I woke up here. It was bout 4:50.

      Updated 08-17-2010 at 02:44 AM by 34318 (Font Editing)

    5. Mysterious Attack, Camp Trip, and Blind Fight

      by , 08-17-2010 at 02:23 AM (Freedom Reign)
      Commentary || Lucid || Non-Lucid
      I went to bed at about 11:30. Set me alarm to wake up at 5. Go figure, I woke up at 4:50. I went to sleep and recalled two dreams.
      Dream 1

      I was teaching this girl how to fight. She had an attack which required to be charged up. When she finally released it, the Earl (from the anime D.Gray Man) was gone. There something about here attack that resembled an octopus that I didn't recall.

      Dream 2

      I was staying at some hotel at some camp. I was staying with my brother, and we hung out at the pool several times. I recalled some events about a car (My Aunt's? Maybe some Dream Residue here because she visited my that day). It was red with a red/black custom interior. We were then in a library. This black guy sprayed some spray (pepper spray?) at my face. I got mad. My face felt warm and I couldn't see. I started swinging at the guy. After I was finished, I saw I had beat the crap out of him. I avoided him for the rest of the trip.
    6. Birthday Party and Sex - Day 4 [Non-Lucid]

      by , 07-31-2010 at 06:48 PM (Freedom Reign)
      Commentary || Non-Lucid || Lucid

      Day 4

      I first went to bed with an intention of doing a DILD. Repeated my mantras and everything. Went to bed at about 11:00.
      Unfortunately, I do not recall any dreams after I woke up at about 12:50. I got up, used the bathroom, and went back to bed for another attempt at DILD.

      Again, no results. I woke up at about 6:30. I then decided to try a WILD. I got up, used the bathroom, and went on this site and researched Lucid Dreams a bit more for about 20 minutes.
      I went to bed, and started.

      I tried to focus on my breathing and relax as much as possible, following the "One. I will have a lucid dream. Two. I will have a lucid dream. etc" technique. I counted to about 700 breaths then got exhausted and bored, as I was experiencing no hallucinations. I could feel my body get fairly numb, but otherwise, no results. So I just decided to go to sleep.

      Again, no results. I woke up at about 9:00. I got up, used the bathroom (I drank a lot of water the previous day before bed) and went back to bed for a morning nap. For the first 20 minutes, I listened to Isochronal beats to calm me down and get me in the mindset, then I went to sleep.

      I woke up, and after spending 2-3 minutes in bed, had recalled my previous dream in amazing detail. I began writing it down. Although it wasn't a lucid dream, I'll still tell it:

      Note: The entire dream was in Third Person

      I was at my friend's birthday party. Several people I had just met on a weekend Church trip were there. At lunch-time, we were served fried shrimp (Which I had for dinner last night). I heated it in the oven because it was cold. When it was done, oddly it was still cold so I heated it in the microwave for 30 seconds.

      The dream then skipped places, yet still remained in the same general setting.

      I was then in my mother's car, with my aunt in the passenger seat and my mother driving approaching my friend's house in which he was having his B-day. In the backseat, sat two tubs filled with hot water (I can't believe I didn't do a reality check here). It one tub was me and in another was a girl. We were both naked.

      I believe the girl tried to seduce me by rubbing her breasts together. I told her to get in my tub while my aunt wasn't looking. She jumped in, and she started to stroke me. When my aunt started to look back she went into the other tub.

      I then had a scene which I don't remember too well where I wasn't anywhere related to the B-day party. I talked to a manager and he showed my how many people went to his store in a day. Time was then fast forwarded, and I took an omniscient point of view (I think I was already) and saw people buying things from the shop and leaving very fast (Like when you speed up a surveillance camera).

      I was back in front of my friend's house with the girl (we both had clothes on). Horny, I grabbed her hand and headed inside. There were two bathrooms inside. One was very spacious with a large hot tub in the background. However, it was being occupied by a person I had met on my mission's trip, so we went to the second bathroom.

      The second bathroom was noticeably smaller, and had a very small pink bed beside the tub which was located in the middle of the room. The girl leaned on the bed, and I dry humped her. She said to stop and she wanted it inside of her so I obliged. I then humped her a couple of times and told her to suck. She died it briefly (Surprisingly, I kind of felt it and it felt amazing). I then woke up.

      Hopefully next time I'll have a lucid dream and it won't be in third person!