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    1. DEILD Journey #4

      by , 03-24-2018 at 06:12 PM
      I woke up repeatedly throughout the night but not with eyes shut. Didn't have too much time to set my intention perhaps. After my initial successes, a part of me is also afraid of failure because this is a promising technique that I would like to work for me, and now I'm somehow expecting it as a result. But I will focus on the progress, the successes, and remember that it is about training over time. I will get this. I will try meditating for relaxation immediately prior to my next attempts, and see if this helps. A part of me suspects that confidence in success is a huge part of whether or not it actually works.

      After a wake back to bed of 45 mins I try to WILD. I took an attitude of: anything that occurs is an experience happening to me, I don't control it, so I will just let it happen and observe whatever it is, even if that experience is me becoming too excited and things coming to a halt. I tried FILD on my back and became quite relaxed, body numb, and I noticed the swirls and blobs of light becoming more and more frequent. They became more intense than usual probably due to my mindset, and I felt my eyes starting to open automatically, and I struggled to keep them shut, but unfortunately they fluttered open a little bit. Switching to my front, I was on the brink of sleep and was sometimes forgetting what I was trying to do, and would then revert back to the FILD practice. I let myself forget about lucid dreaming, and just let myself sleep, but also remembering the finger practice without consciously thinking about the WILD attempt. Re-interpreting it as something I do to help me sleep normally, so that I wasn't so focused on lucid dreaming, which tends to keep me excited and too alert. I noticed rapidly flashing lights and the sensation that something had just happened to my body, like a heaviness or something. My alarm went off shortly.

      Later noon attempt: body became very relaxed and numb, and there were swirls of light, but I was drifting off less often than earlier. The excitement/heart rate was high and I was having trouble mindfully/gently allowing thoughts and metacognition to come and go, returning attention the task. Mindful breathing did help somewhat but improvements and dedicated mindfulness practice may pay dividends.

      Edit: Afternoon attempt (3pm): When had some HI and it felt like my view of it was zooming in, my eyes just automatically started to open. How frustrating!!

      Dream (from night before waking)

      I am in England with my girlfriend (I think), and am driving over what looks like a Scottish countryside road, replete with rolling hills overlooking beautiful small lakes. There are old stone buildings on the hill tops and elsewhere along the road, and the day is a cloud one, but still the scene is picturesque. I am sitting in an airport terminal with some people, KZ included. We discuss driving to Cape Cod (USA) before leaving England, because this is one of my favorite places and I would like to go. I think that KZ leaves today to go back to work, but he says that he is leaving in the morning and can go out on the town tonight.

      I am at work now, and there is a toy remote control helicopter similar to the one my girlfriend's brother owns. I play with it and fly it around the office. I almost crash it a number of times but manage to salvage the mini flight. The lights are off in the other end of the office, because I decided to save power and only turn on the ones that I would need. I am completely alone here, nobody else is at work. I am disembodied and flying a helicopter in the third person now, and am hovering above three warehouses below me. There is someone in one of them, communicating with me via radio or walkie talkie when I am hovering about them directly. This is some sort of drug bust, and they are perhaps undercover.

      Updated 03-24-2018 at 08:34 PM by 40630

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    2. Some fragments

      by , 04-05-2012 at 11:25 PM
      I was in a library with lots of medical equipment attached to me, such as a clip on my finger measuring oxygen levels. I am lying on the floor. Someone gave me some advice.

      I am going off into the woods at night and I stop on a stone bridge with a slight arch, over a river. I decide that I don't want a gun, and am afraid of a bullet accidently going off through my brain. I don't know where this is coming from, but I'm imagining the bullet going through my brain, and it makes me squirm its so disturbing. I dissasemble it and throw it in the river I think. The river rises and I start to swim across the bridge back to the where I came from. I get back to some building or something along the path and go inside as its the only way back. There are flames and stuff, and a corpse with wide eyes is hanging at the exit. Shit, I need a gun now to protect myself. Wish I didn't leave it back there.
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    3. Zombie Women

      by , 04-04-2012 at 08:35 PM
      I am standing in a line with Will and someone else. Theres an undead grandmother behind us. It is dark out and we are waiting to get to the top of some building, but they are only here for postcards. I get to the front of the line and start to climb up through this hatch in the ceiling. Like an opening in the canvas or whatever. The undead grandmother grabs my ankle as I climb up and I freak out like I'm surprised that she's a zombie. Everybody shouts at me to stop freaking out but I do anyway. Somebody won something earlier down the line..

      I'm walking through some path in the woods and I can see an image of my french prof through the trees. I get to this spot where in front of me is a rock wall but kindof like giant stairs. I turn around and go back

      I'm in an exam in a library of a very old school. While everyone else is writing I'm looking for a book about knights? I'm standing beside a bookshelf and half the lights in the room go out in the room. I go into the hallway and speak to a very old professor, and tell her about an old supersition that I heard about. She says "Before I died, I heard about that."
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    4. Dorm room shenanigans

      by , 03-29-2012 at 10:54 PM
      I'm under house arrest in a dormitory room. The lights are all off and I'm just sitting there. There is some kindof courtyard outside and a very large pool where other students are hanging out and swimming. Aaron from school is sitting on a couch near the door and I ask him if he wants any bologna. I am holding like a pound of balogna. He insults me and I apoligize, and say he didn't have to bitch me out. He says I deserved to get bitched out for offering him balogna like that. The owner of the dorm/house comes by for a visit. He is texan and wears a cowboy hat, and built the place himself. He pulls a gun on us, and I think that we are going to die. We eventually got into an elevator together and fought for the gun. It turns out that it was just a big prank, and I say "fcuk you!" very loudly a lot to the camera that I am somehow holding. I am outside now on a street that is sloping downwards with a large store to my left. I am wearing a top hat and some victorian era clothing like an old english gentleman. I start to skip along, and somebody behind me starts swearing at me and calls me some names. I'm afraid they'll jump me but I wake up.
      ---
      I tried to MILD but only remember a fragment of a dream where I was watching a terrying movie in my room alone in the dark.
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    5. University Execution and more

      by , 03-25-2012 at 04:02 AM
      I am driving through some streets in what I think is montreal and it is raining heavily. There are lots of people walking across the road and I almost hit some of them, so I finally turn on my lights. I get to the party I was going to. Cops pull up and turn on their lights and I think they are pulling me over, but its someone else so I drive off a little. Its suddenly inside, and the cop has his gun pointed at someone. The guy disarms the cop and kills him and then turns the gun on other people. He shoots someone else in the head and puts the gun to someone elses chest and they start to cry in fear but he doesn't shoot. I run and I'm with the owner of the house in a kitchen and we are all very scared. It becomes like a video and I stopped and rewinded it to watch the disarm happen again.

      Earlier I was in some place like a cafeteria and a cute girl comes up to my table and says she wants to see me naked. I go with her and follow her up some stairs. She is a guy now and he wants me to go into this secluded booth with another shorter guy but I dodge it. I ask whats going on and they were timing me to see how long it takes me to help a gay guy. Earlier I was outside of a formal party at my school, but I wasn't going. I was standing in a group and peter is there, and he makes an inside joke to me about some suit and rolling up the sleeves so I can breathe, because maybe I was drunk one time and tried to roll up my sleeves saying "I need to breathe" or something. It was funny. I start to think it may have been a mistake to leave my program.

      Earlier I was at a bar sitting down with someone. A regular maybe. A waitor comes and makes a joke about why I'm not dancing.

      ---WBTB with MILD----

      I'm back at keith's, and asked questions about people at the table. His dad told him that he's not his father, and he should just think of him as a good friend. Kristen sais she has her own plane noww and yesterday she flew a 747. Caroll looked 90 and crushed me as she leaned on me to get somethng. Kristen was paying me back for something and gave me 80$ extra and said she could afford it. Kyle came in the door and after a short while we shook hands in recognition.

      Im at a different university, and was looking to book a hotel for the night. The president of the university ordered an execution of someone who had an affair, and the girl said that I'll probably want to leave to room for it. I say I'm surprised because not even police can order an execution. We get onto the topic of sex, and she says that I should do it and still have fun but have protected sex. My parents are on the other side of the room laughing at something and didn't hear her. The university is going over the execution with some kids, saying they'll give them a drug to put them into a coma before they put them into a box and release the gas. I am walking outside along the street now, and there is a closed gate with a wall behind it blocking the university entrance. Something about throwing rocks.
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    6. Game shop of horrors

      by , 03-15-2012 at 12:38 AM
      I went to this games store on a saturday night with nothing better to do. I brought some stuff to play table top games with and I was looking for somebody to play against but there was nobody there, just the employee. She was really cute and I asked her if she wanted to play. She said she didn't want to, so I decided to watch the tv that was in the room until someone else arrived. It was very dark. We talked about the feel of holding one of the metal models. I went out into the room near the entrance, and I think there were lots of windows and tables like a restaurant. There were two older men sitting down there now. I think she introduced them to me. I vaguely remember meeting a bunch of younger people and becoming friends with them after a while. Then the posessions started to happen, and the girl (cute employee) would get posessed by a demon. This was all happening at the shop. I remember one morning leaving the shop and walking down the street trying to get away from the whole situation, afraid. Vaguely remember being in a bed with someone, and my parents dropping me off at the shop. Vague feeling of nostalgia about the friends I met.
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    7. Pool and Brooklyn bridge

      by , 09-24-2011 at 07:25 PM
      I got dropped off at another universitie's athletics facility in a car. The way there was confusing, and my sister and I had trouble figuring out where to go in. I get into the changerooms and I'm wearing a shirt thats different from their university tshirts. I'm getting some stares and am trying to get ready to go into the pool. Theres a number of showers with curtains. I get my scuba gear ready, and am following somebody along the side of the pool to the end. I get in the pool and swim through an underground tunnel with a group of people. The entrance is wide and tall, and is definetely a man made part of the pool. Before we go through the guy beside me kindof hits me in the mask because he thought that I had a crack in it. We swim forward and there are all kinds of vicious plants at the bottom that are trying to grab me with their plant hands. Theres lots of jelly fish too, and they are poisonous I think. The guy beside me tells me "don't let them grab you, they'll make you go insane!" I keep getting grabbed though. Some of the jellyfish have a face that looks just like a girl in my program.

      I'm near the brooklyn bridge with my dad. Its overcast outside. My dad and I jump into the water, which is shallow here. To our left theres a long stretch of vertical rock which might be part of the bridge stretching from where we are to an island with trees on it. My dad is wondering if the dogs will go all the way to the other side to drink from their water bowls? I don't remember. There's this small patch of beach or dirt/rock maybe a few meters wide on the shore and my dad puts a waterbowl there. He asks something about whether or not the dogs will be too afraid to drink from it here. Theres an asian guy about 24 years old swimming by me. I ask him if the water is sanitary here, and he says that we probably shouldn't drink it, but it should be okay to swim in.
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    8. Creepy house

      by , 08-01-2011 at 05:12 AM
      I'm trying to figure out how to get the car on the curb of the suberb street in front of a trailor. I'm in my house trying to figure out how to get outside without waking my parents. Josh is telling me near a small hill down the street from my house, that he thinks ghosts have been contacting him. I'm creeped out. He says that he can see my dad through the window. I'm at a coop now and I have this image on my phone of what it looks like to leave this place. Some property of somebody I don't know. Jesse is with this girl and tells me on the phone that they are all coming to my place, so I run to get home. On the way out I see the place on my phone for real. Its the property of the girl that is coming to my house. Its an enclosed property with trees and bushes surrounding a long driveway, with a fence too. I'm creeped out again and try to get to my house first. I run past a park with swings. I take out my cell phone while I'm running across the park and everybody suddenly stops what theyre doing and starts walking towards me like zombies. I get home and its very dark. I get upstairs and the lights are all out here too. Josh is there near the stairs and I know that the girl is coming, so I jump in front of the stairs and take a picture with my phone's camera and look at the picture but she's not in it.

      I become semi lucid while waiting for somebody to come into the basement. I jump forward and let myself hit the ground with my hands breaking my fall.
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    9. 2 Lucids!

      by , 07-22-2011 at 03:32 PM
      I am standing in the mirror after Jesse's lame birthday party at the movies. At this party I left as soon as the movie started and went into the school field and was doing something with the garbage. I got back as soon as the movie ended. Anyway I am looking in the mirror and my teeth are massive. My upper right teeth are not attached to the roof of my mouth, and are just free floating. After a long time I start thinking that this is weird. I nose plug and try to breathe in and I can. I don't believe it, so I do it 2 or 3 more times and can still do it. I realize its a dream but its a pretty sluggish realization. I drift into a non lucid where my dad is gangsta now and riding a motorcylce right behind our car.

      WBTB-30 mins ish this time, read a bit from a latin book to jog my mind, and meditated for 10 mins before setting my intention and vis. Took me a long time to fall asleep again. I had the intention of stabilizing the dream this time, but didn't work out.

      I am walking outside in the courtyard of a party, and people are at tables eating dinner. This just doesn't happen to me in real life. I think that its a dream, and also think that anything I want to happen will happen. The cute blonde girl I've been wanting smiles at me and walks over. I lose lucidity here. She climbs up on a ledge/balcony and asks me for something I can give her? I don't follow her inside as she climbs into the house through the window or some door, but wait for her instead. The next thing I see is her hanging from the balcony from her neck in a noose. Why did she kill herself? Earlier in a very tall building where you could see the stairs go all the way up many of us were watching and waiting for her to come out of the washroom, because something seemed wrong. Something about her dead relative who created a pill who could bring ppl back to life. Lazarus? I was walking strangely earlier and she commented jokingly but with interest and I told her I'd explain later. She was Latino then, not white and blonde.

      I am sitting back to back with her now, or someone like her watching a movie with lots of other ppl. There are two halves of the ppl facing eachother. I am happy that I'm making some connection with this girl. There is a brunette in front of me beside who I think is a boyfriend, who shyly slips her fingers in between mine. Its awkward and I'm not sure she's my normal type but I kindof like it.

      I have a false awakening where my friends are at my house in my sisters room making all kinds of noise and breaking things. Conners shoe flies off and almost breaks a grandfather clock that isnt usually there. There is a black guy in my room that I don't know, and he is floating and has his hands on me. I'm afraid of him and think he's gonna hurt me. Either way I want these people out of my house but can't do it. He has a knife pointed at me, and I take it from him. He's saying things to me and I want to stab him, but know that it won't even do anything.
      I 'wake up' and go into the computer room where my sister is. She is dressed as if she's about to go to a club but its daytime. She seems annoyed. I am on the floor sitting, and my mom is there too now. Something breaks and we try and get our dogs out of the room without them stepping on glass.

      Updated 07-22-2011 at 03:34 PM by 40630

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      lucid , non-lucid , false awakening
    10. Friend from the war

      by , 07-21-2011 at 10:08 PM
      I meditated for 15 mins before bed, and then focused on my mantra and visualized myself lucid. I don't remember the exact order of the dreams, or which ones happened after wbtb's. I had about 3 times I woke up and went back to bed. The most I stayed up was 15mins, which might not be long enough to wake me up. Will try 20-25 and doing some math or something.

      Dreams
      I am with my friends on a street parade. I dont remember what the parade is about, but Ashton Kutcher is at the back of it trying to get some attention. He is making an idiot of himself. For some reason we keep chanting "John! John! John!", almost as if its saying we don't actually know who he is as an insult. I try to take pics with him but they don't work whenever I click it. He's behind a bank teller booth now, and beside him there is a real bank, and there is an old coin they show me. They don't want the bank owner person to have it.

      I am at a party, and I really need to go to the washroom. There are a few of them, and I go into one. There is a toilet in a stall that I go into, but there is also a toilet outside of the stall that somebody comes into in a few minutes. I can't control my bladder and I start to pee, trying to find the toilet but its just too late. I aim it all into my shorts so that it doesn't go onto the ground. They are soaked in piss, and my friends call out to me that they are leaving, and I need to hurry up. I tell them to go without me, because I want to solve this situation without anyone knowing. This is the worst case situation of embarassement, and I am distressed by it. I have extra shorts that I put on, and carry the piss soaked ones. Can't really smell anything, so I hug one of my friends goodbye.

      I am with my friend jesse on a cruise. There is a platform that we jump to, and there are some cute girls on it. There is a girl in the water that is calling to my friend.

      Another party where we are crowded at this bar-kindof table. Someone rests their head on my shoulder to try and see the tv, so I move to the other table for room.

      I am on a winding road the forest, with a mine behnd me. I am with my dog and we are trying to clear up the gunpowder off the road to prevent an explosion. We don't get it all, and the mine starts to blow up. We run down the road and take cover behind some trees or boulders on the ground.

      I'm in the ocean, and there are all kinds of jelly fish. There is a couch that I am on, and I am hiding from them on it. Its a documentary now, with a narrator talking about the poisonous jelly fish. There is a scene showing a jelly fish attach its bell to the thing it was killing, and connect tons of sharp thorn things into it so it couldn't get away. It injected poison and killed it. There were too different outcomes from this part of the dream. First the couch went to the surface and It was against the wall in a room. I balanced on the arms of the couch to get off and not fall into the ocean again. I go and talk to some dude outside. The second scenario was I swam out of the ocean dodging jelly fish and ended up on some street. I get into a fight with a midget, and he is punching me hard in the stomach. I use some kicks and punches to get him back. He is in the circus, and I talk to the ringmaster who tells me to get out. I decide not to go to my car because they'll know its mine and break it.

      After the fight, I see my friend who isn't wearing his military uniform. He's carrying a bag. I yell to him and he hears me and turns around. He turns away again and keeps walking. I think he's angry at me but I yell again "Please stop!!". He turns around and I catch up to him and we talk. He's also talking to this really attractive girl in tight black pants who is upset that he's not moving in. She says "we can build another compartment." Something about her parents wishes. We continue our conversation, and it is so emotional. Its probably the last time we'll see eachother now that the war is over. He shows me his nose that I broke from the fight we had when we first met and I remember it too. (vague memory of being on a lawn with him) We talked about how we both won the silver arrow (like silver medal) and he tells me that he learned alot about life with me. We hug and I start to cry, and then I leave wondering if we'll ever run into eachother again. I think "facebook doesn't exist yet which makes it difficult", and the scene changes to about 50-60 years later at a veterans convention. There is some overenergetic guy who runs up to the stage and says "my name is ____
      ", and everyone says it with him as if they've heard it a hundred times. I have the thought that I'm going to see my friend again after so long.
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    11. MILD entry #3 Lucid

      by , 07-13-2011 at 04:00 PM
      The last couple of nights I have been trying something like "In the next hour, I will reality check." Trying to activate the goal seeking part of my brain. Then visualized preforming reality check. Still only hitting about half of my goals in the prospective memory exercise. Sometimes less. Not sure if this is for me.

      Dreams
      I am at a convienience store near where this old video store used to be. Someone in the line asks for milk with something, and the guy on cash says he's leaving soon so he doesn't want to go get it. He also says it will be like $1.50 more. He goes to get it, and I talk with the guy about the bad service. A big guy comes back too, and says to me "You're gonna buy that shit?" I am holding already made cold coffee in a jar. "yeah." Now it gets scary. There is a woman in the shop screaming. She is on the wall like a horror film, and she is about to see herself for the first time. Her face is darkened, there's something wrong with it. There's this demonic blackness on it. I see images of her as a child with the darkened face screaming. I see her trying to punch the image of herself in the mirror with the darkened face. I wake up with my eyes a bit watery because I was scared!

      --WBTB--
      Decided just to go with the mantra "I will lucid dream this morning or very soon", and visualized the girl screaming and realizing that it was dream. Decided to try WILD a bit as well, but after about 25 mins just wanted to fall asleep so I moved. Can only ever get to a point where I start to see flashes, but then get too excited and it goes away.

      Dreams
      I'm on the bus and there is a really attractive girl on it too, and she periodically bends over. This happens a lot, but her dad and family is right there so I don't want to check her out which is difficult not to do. She gets off the bus, and the next thing I remember is being at school looking for some attractive girls. I see some of my friends' sister's friends up this circular ramp. I am in a parking lot near my house now, with my dad. I am in the car, and I see this girl from my martial arts club, but she looks older and more attractive now. My dad and I are walking home but he is running now, and I ask him what is wrong. He says nothing, but he just feels the need to get home. He starts losing it or something. He says "In case you snap, I can tie you to this." I am creeped out, and get into a fighting pose. I try to throw a few strikes at him but nothing can land. He tells me if I try to fight him he'll hit back like a wrecking ball or something.

      I am thinking that I wake up, but then go to my window. It is wooden with portholes, and I open them up. In my tree in the backyard is a basketball net box, and a huge sandbox filled with cranberries! I remember asking myself if I was ever going to wake up. "This is just too weird to be real." I thought.

      Updated 07-13-2011 at 04:06 PM by 40630

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      lucid , non-lucid
    12. MILD night 1

      by , 07-08-2011 at 03:49 PM
      So, I'm trying to MILD using Steven Laberge's method. Every day I am doing excercises to improve my prospective memory. When possible with scedule I try to wake up in the night first, then use a mantra of "the next time I'm dreaming I want to remember its a dream" or something like that. Really understanding the meaning though, not just an empty mantra. Then Visualizing myself becoming lucid using dreamsigns from the previous dream. I plan to record my progress on here. Tried doing it twice last night but fell asleep first at 3 am, and couldnt get back to sleep at 930.

      DREAM
      I am at my old elementary school and am walking outside the doors to the soccer field with the entire highschool rugby team. We're going to a tournament. Its winter, and the snow is very deep, and we are all wearing heavy warm clothing. My snowpants are orange and I have some sort of parka on. Its like were a military unit in arctic exercise. Its difficult to walk but I have my legs kindof spread out and Im moving without really doing anything. Suddenly its not winter anymore and there is grass that has been cut with patches left behind from not overlapping the lawn mower, and its about a meter high. Jesse from middleschool jumps out of the tall grass and tries to run away, but our coach runs him down and catches him. I am walking with him now at the front of the group, and more people from middle/highschool are behind us. We are talking about something that I can't remember, but I remember he pulls a gun on me. Its a toy gun, but I still disarm him and am about to flip him but decide not to because its obviously fake. He talks about bullying Jaime, and how he kicked him in the face. He kicks high in the air to demonstrate. We get to a school and we are on the side of it on some grass. There are other teams wearing soccer jerseys waiting there on the grass. We do a chant like the Hakka. Left leg forward and place it out on an angle. Same with right leg. Same with Left leg. Scoop up your guts from the ground and try to sell them for a decent price. Something about defeating your enemy? Or was it scoop up your guts and keep going? I wish I remembered for sure it was pretty messed up hahaha.

      I am talking to James about how I haven't played rugby in two years. I say that I don't have my mouthguard and don't know what to do and he replies "I don't know man." Hes not likely to play rugby so its odd that he is here. I am very nervous to play and don't have my mouthguard but I line up anyway because a big part of me wants to do it, and I think it will be a great time if I don't lose any teeth or anything.

      Wake up
      At the same time at 930 I tried doing a WILD with the MILD but gave up because I often go for 45 mins without noticing any sleep paralysis or anything at all. I usually can't sleep after trying WILD so probably reduced my chances of MILD because you need to sleep for that! No lucids, but interesting dream at least.
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    13. Cookies and Gangstas

      by , 06-24-2011 at 04:57 PM
      I am at my dining room table and my sisters boyfriend as well as her other friend are here as well. Erica made some large cookies on sticks with smarties in them. Plus some other chocolaty balls of cookie dough or something. They were really good and they made me try everything. I grabbed for the biggest cookie but it was kindof meshed together with a bunch of others and wasn't working, so we just pulled pieces of of it and ate. Erica did something and sis's bf uncharacteristically screamed as a joke. He's usually quiet and mellow. Somehow I'm on the other side of Erica now, I decide to go back to my regular seat and drink some milk. She looks odd. Almost the same, but not quite like real life.

      I'm at a party with a few friends. I remember two couples were going down into the basement to have sex. Kayla is at the party, so is Robbie. That's all I remember.

      I'm trying to catch a bus at school. There's this giant hill I have to run down to get to the train tracks to get the bus. I run along a path and see a couple people from school. While inside the station I'm trying to find my way out to the platform and run into Connor from when I was little.

      I'm walking home and outside of my house there is a gang of people. One little teenager tries to get into a car infront of my house. He gets inside. Wait, that can't be his car I think. I yell and run up to the car and try to get him out of it. He drives up the street and there are lots of gangsters behind him. One of them pulls out a pistol and starts firing into the air. I am scared, so decide not go inside through my front door because I would be exposed to them for longer. I run into the backyard along the side of my house, and hide near some hedges on the side. There is a small small crack between my house and my neighboors which I peer through to try and spot where the gangsters are going. I see them walk by again. They are coming into the backyard, oh shit! I try and find a place to hide and go to the side of my house and lay behind a small wall. There is no way they would come over here. They have no reason to want to come in my backyard let alone where I am. They start walking towards me, and start walking through a hole in a fence leading to the front yard that wasn't there a moment ago. I'm pretending to be dead but one of them spots me! They all have guns but I wrestle the gun out of one of them and for some reason don't get shot.

      I'm at school and walking up some stairs. There are two gangsters in the stairwell and one is screaming at the other. Something about doing things right. Now they are yelling "were going to get you!". Me and another guy both run through the halls of people. There are lots of gangsters with guns chasing me now, and I am bolting through doors and jumping down staircases trying to get away. I just can't seem to open and shut these doors fast enough, and they are really difficult to lose. I remember holding a glass door shut while one of the gangsters tried to open it and shoot me.
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      non-lucid
    14. MILD fail

      by , 06-21-2011 at 04:06 PM
      Tried to MILD last night, but didn't work

      I am on these dark brown plains of dirt and gravol, with pools of water intermitently. This is around a larger body of water. The sky is a darkish grey. All of the animals are being confined to their own area. The seagulls in one island, the penguins in the other, etcetera. I don't know why this is, but there is someone with me who seems to be some kindof park ranger authority. I forget what happens first, me jumping into the water or the penguins, but both of us jump in. I'm swimming underwater and I run into the penguins swimming past me at lightning speed. I collide with some of them. Then I think I saw the seagulls fly across the sky, and everything was mixed up again.

      I am with one of my friends on this small plain of islands (if that makes any sense, hard to describe). I realize that I can do whatever I want to do, and decide to go flying in my plane. (Don't have one IRL but have flown alot) I jump across some mounds of dirt/gravol that are raised a bit with water in the recesses. David says "Its too wet!" as I step in one place, "Its too dry!" as I step in another. I get to the school that is near my house, and I see a small biplane in the yard. I go up to them and ask them where they got it, because I had a plane like this tied up here before the storm. I forget what they say, but I see a few more biplanes tied up near the soccer field of the school. I see a much bigger biplane, a Curtiss JN4 Jenny. There it is! I go up to it and see that it has some damage. I notice that the stabilizers are damaged, and there are some in the middle of the tail which there are usually not. They are made of plastic, but more like a thin plastic wrapper, nothing that you would want on your plane.

      I decide to go flying, and my old flying instructor is suddenly there. He tells me to turn on the radio and check for something. My parents are here now too, and my dad gets in the plane. He puts it into reverse which is impossible on these planes, and I am mildly annoyed. My instructor mentions something to my parents about how he wouldn't let me solo in these temperatures, but either way I'm about to go up! I am feeling nervous because I haven't flown in a long time, but also feel a sense of adventure in it. The next thing I know I am with my parents and two random girls in dresses that I do not know, near some trees next to the field. I think they made some clothing for me but I don't remember. One of them definetely likes me, and the other mentions that she could give me whatever clothes she made on an icecream date or something.

      I have some fragments of another dream where I was in this store, and it was closing up. I was picking up some of my model soldiers from a box to take home. The owner was there, and so was my rival. (??) The owner mentions that I should go and live at the other retirement home now, she doesn't want me here anymore. I go around the corner where there are some older people in chairs near some stairs. I think I am crying, and tell them what happened when they ask. I remember being in a room with my parents and a bunch of others, and this girl I know from school comes in and is introduced to them. She is a lot cuter than I remember, and we make small talk.
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    15. World flipped over

      by , 06-21-2011 at 01:45 AM
      Had a nap after not much sleep last night.

      I was with some friends near this pool of water. It was really blue and looked very inviting. We were talking about how it is inviting and refreshing in the beginning but then turns red and burns you. As one of them said this I experienced being in the red water for a moment. The next thing I remember is that the Earth starts to turn on its side. Oh no, the world is ending. It was like the planet was flat and turning on its side, because I was struggling not to fall. I start to float and eventually start to fly but there was nothing unusual about this and I didn't become lucid. There were tall trees upside down and I was floating between the earth and them, looking up at the tree tops and the sky below them. I start to fly higher and now couldn't actually see anything, I just knew I was moving. I was going to go up through the atmosphere into space to look at the earth and see what was wrong, but the thought became kindof scary and I stopped.
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