McDreamy

I was in a library with lots of medical equipment attached to me, such as a clip on my finger measuring oxygen levels. I am lying on the floor. Someone gave me some advice.

I am going off into the woods at night and I stop on a stone bridge with a slight arch, over a river. I decide that I don't want a gun, and am afraid of a bullet accidently going off through my brain. I don't know where this is coming from, but I'm imagining the bullet going through my brain, and it makes me squirm its so disturbing. I dissasemble it and throw it in the river I think. The river rises and I start to swim across the bridge back to the where I came from. I get back to some building or something along the path and go inside as its the only way back. There are flames and stuff, and a corpse with wide eyes is hanging at the exit. Shit, I need a gun now to protect myself. Wish I didn't leave it back there.