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    Green eyed monster

    by , 10-29-2015 at 02:16 PM (349 Views)
    I'm at university, talking with a working group about a course we share. We resolve the issue and everyone get up and prepare to leave. We get out, it's still pretty early and we walk to the bus stop. We have to go up a slope, as the university is sort of sukken in the hill, and pretty decrepit. We pass close to some bushes between the university and the sidewalk, there is someone here, hidden. I go to him; he's scared by people picking on him because he's nerodivergent; I guess it's some sort of autism. I coaxe him out and walk him home. It's a rickety flat, very narrow and full of corner and half levels. There isn't a real bedroom; it's the living room, with two mattress throw in and bad, hash lighting. His mother is here; she's a stereotypical hooker, with bleached blonde hair, trashy makeup and black, lacy lingery. She's with a man, who doesn't seem happy with her son and me coming in. The boy have picked up some cookies while walking in the appartement and share with me, his mother is spitting venom at him. I try to be polite and told her that if I knew she had compagny, we would have go ty my place. She turn her glare on me and the situation feel so weird that I realise that I'm dreaming. I immediatly stand up and try the finger through the palm RC; it doesn't work, but I'm so sure that it's a dream and angry at her that I don't care. I tell the mother that she should care about her son more, and at least not have lovers hidding in the closed while accusing his son to bring girls in the flat under her nose. I take the boy hand and storm out. I look back at him when we reach the sidewalk, and he transformed into David. I smile and go to kiss his cheek, but he turn his head at the last moment so my lips land on his instead. I laught and playfully push him and he wrap a arm around me. We walk a little as I think about what to do, then I really that the sun is setting, and that the sea is on the other side of the road. I remember thet I wanted to take Eli to the beach, and we cross the road. I've been to the beach enough in waking life that I'm confident it will feel the same, and I use my usual technique of putting my hand behind my back to call him, but it take a long time for me to feel his hand in my and I call him louder in my head, telling him he's missing everything. He finally show up we the sea reach my knees, but instead of taking my hand he push David in the water and I'm dragged in and both swallow and breath in some water. I choke on it and it feels the same as waking life, cold and burning*, and I start to panic and blacking out.

    When I come back up, I'm in a flat, way nicer that earlier, and alone except for a small animal that looks like a cross between a wolf pup and a kitty. I pick her up and hold her close to my chest, it's my totem. The dream feel weird, loopsized almost. I get out of the room I was because the mirror covering the whole wall is really enerving to me and look for Eli. Something enormous jump in front of me, wearing a caricatural mask of a african man, scaring me. I grab the mask and rip it off, starting to really get pissed off. Eli, still wearing is costume, give me a cheeking smile, but I'm too annoyed to find it funny. "Really Eli? Really?!" He try to kiss me and I wake up.

    *When I was very young, I got caught in a rolling wave and my mother had to pull me out before I drowned.

    Eli is a jalous bugger. I was really ticked off when I got up, and we talked about me having dream friends and how it doesn't change my love for him.
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    Comments

    1. MeohMyoh's Avatar
      Wow...your family is getting bigger all the time....
      i feel embarressed everytime you mention wolfie i just go...omg omg omg so cute...nvm
      btw before you met wolfie...maybe a day or so before I was practising state awareness and saw a baby dear with giant antlers, it looked very cute but I felt it was kinda...silly...now I feel real bad about not paying it more attention...well full size antlers on a fawn! whats that about.
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      Updated 10-29-2015 at 05:24 PM by MeohMyoh
    2. Milly's Avatar
      It's not exactly getting bigger; David is more of a old friend, I met him a few years back when I started journaling. I think it's part of why Eli is so jalous of him, because I met David first and it makes Eli feels insecure and less loved. Which is totally false of course but feeling aren't rational
      ... You know, I plan to have a tattoo of deer antlers on my forearm since at least three years oO
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    3. MeohMyoh's Avatar
      Really...OMG...OMG...so amazing...i'd love if this was all fated
      hmmm talking of which ...my mentor doesn't take my synch seriously *cough* can I use your antlers on him
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    4. Milly's Avatar
      Go ahead =p