Muggler

18.06.2010

06.18.2010 (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Morning

This morning when my alarm went off, I had no idea where it was. Turns out, my phone was under my bed. No clue how it got there... But it took me about three minutes to find it, and it was semi-loud, so it kinda took me out of the relaxed state, and into the panic state. I didn't want to wake anyone up...

After I turned it off, I went to take a quick pee and then lay back in bed. I had my legs stretched out, was on my back, and had my hands on my chest. After a few minutes, it was like the darkness I saw with my eyes closed started to get brighter, and I got a little excited. I could feel my heart beating faster and faster, but that just made me more excited. I had to open my eyes and release the attempt, because I knew it wouldn't work if that kept continuing.

I waited a few minutes, then tried again. Nothing. I turned over, and I felt my legs and arms going kinda numb. So I tried to keep calm, but just thinking about it made the numbness go away. This is when I gave up and got in a comfortable position to try and fall asleep. The funny thing is, my body got even more numb! I didn't turn it into an attempt though, I just fell asleep.