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Haven't updated this in a while due to relatively crappy recall for the last month or so. can't seem to maintain a 'normal' sleep cycle and this seems to REALLY screw with my recall. I have had several entries in my physical journal, but typing all of them out is going to be far too much of a pain. I will, however, post the dates of the more than two or so line entries - 5/14, 5/15, 5/17, 5/19, 5/20, 5/25, 5/28, 6/2. I think not posting them here has also contributed to the decline in recall. My comp was down for several weeks though, so I have an excuse there at least.


slept 430am-730am. had broken sleep from 8-11, but remembered no dreams from that time.

There is a montage of several different scenes, but only remember the one that... expanded. A guy is on a tour in the future - the people are on these hoverbike type vehicles (all different - their own i'm guessing) with free range of motion. The guy its focused on started falling asleep on the tour and kinda fell off the other's train and hit a tree branch. He wandered around for a little bit till he ran into a Trex attached to a harness and in a parade type deal attached to several other dinos (more passive) and santa clause leading them. Something my guy did knocked the dino out of his line - it started following the guy. He pulled the T Rex around and did a full on charge of the santa train. Apparently something like that was supposed to happen, but not until the end of the float/parade. The commenters are talking - well, one guy and the santa guy are talking. The trex is referred to as santa's knight. When I was rushing towards him (as the guy on the bike), there was this howooo noise - halfway between a wolf howl and a siren that I was suing to encourage the dino to move ((If you've ever heard the tornado sirens, it was essentially that)). The T-rex was more the stature of a velociraptor.

My old house. My old room. There is sand... The AC kicked out for a little bit and it's *much* warmer upstairs than down. There are a couple of asians in my room with me - they have something to do with the sand - cleaning it? They don't speak english. When I go upstairs there is a doctor that is supposed to give me a shot to boost my resistance to getting allergies to the sand, but all the sand they brought was dirty already. I think this is my fault and feel bad. To test my potential allergic reaction I go through some sort of weird gauntlet that turns into a Monaco ((x-box game i've been playing)) looking 2f thing. When I get through it (after some loud alarm like noises) there is a health/healing for me to use.

sleep from 6am to 4pm

'cookie dough' was code for 'i love you' (halo)
i was going to school - had four classes and another 4... like another day?
My mate is upset - drinking Jack Daniels - I don't want him to leave again. ((personal neurosis - my mate isn't a drinker and has never left me)).

I'm cleaning up stuff on the ground There are a whole lot of leaves. Some of the leaves can be turned into kittens if you do some sort of little ritual - saliva on the leaf I think. I was going to pick out a few choice leaves and give the kittens as presents. Someone was there sweeping the ground up - janitor or something. I yelled at him to stop and he said he couldn't - it was his job. I managed to grab a few leaves anyway.

Some sort of competition is going on. You have to defeat the other competitors in battle. Kill them, but they would respawn after the fight. I killed this bug thing and it made a high pitched noise - letting everyone know I killed it and to exact revenge. I didn't think this fair - That was the point of the game after all ((this was indoors))

In some sort of prison. There are hammock bunk beds. The person on top is almost literally on top on the bottom hammock.

sleep from 550 am to 2 pm. no remembered wakings


My mate and I traveled up the beach and down the beach and past a punk rock bar. We went through a house that no one was living in with a cloth bag holding some goodies. on the way out of that house there was a woman with a basket of laundry heading inside. Got down to the beach area and it was just me (ish - I think I might have been black). Something was mentioned about me being a survivor. I scoffed, looking at my current life, but then remembered how I got here. That I can hop to in a pinch. I've gotten soft though, living like this. The dog is talking - trying to get a guy from upstairs (in an apartment complex) to come down for a date. yelling in fact. I think all the guy hears is barking ((I'm remembering a dead friend now - David - maybe something to do with the apartments he used to live in)).

Went to a restaurant with my mate and some friends. I was a little late getting there. There was a pillow so I could lay down. Someone ordered cheese sticks. I nabbed one. There was a bar. Downstairs was a forge. A friend (rob) of mine was there - Ironing out some marks in a few metals pieces he had just made. He was just starting out - hadn't done much smithing. I came back up and layed down. someone was asking for the slayer. I was sleepy enough I didn't budge (I was the slayer). Eventually she suspects me and we start talking. Just chit chat. me telling her how cute her necklace is or something - making her think I'm not who she is looking for. Someone comes up from the basement - its started to flood - we have to go NOW! we all run - out and up a hill. I have a bunch of stuff in my arms - a book or two and some other things. I'm trying to protect them from the spray behind me. It surges forward - splashing my back and then dragging my ankles back as it regroups for its next surge. I'm kinda in front of everyone else. I get up the hill. someone (mate?) drives a car up. At the top the girl finds me again. Spike pinned her and handed me a sodden splinter of wood. I bitch and am still hiding who I am from her but she is buying it less and less. I find a more appropriate wooden stick and use it on her. drive it through her chest, but it doesn't work. she is a vampire - her forehead is all wrinkles. she gets away somehow and the hole is a missing chunk in her windpipe. She disappears and is found but in the body of a little boy. I am not going to kill a little boy.

I'm in an arcade with my mate. Lots of video games. I think we left most of the people playing other games (no video) or having other fun (dancing, skating, etc). something weird happens with one of the games.

Loki was feeling his keyboard and looks at me because it was kinda sticky. I told him it was dirty and I had to clean it. The sticky would go away soon.

5/3
sleep 10pm wake 7am

Terraria - constructing something - can't get the lava level quite right for auto killing mobs

((sry for the confusing wording here - was still mostly asleep and remembering as i went along))think i'm having a hard time remembering my dreams because i'm turning to musings in my dreams. There are rectangular projections of various parts of this womans body. There were a few different demo models. the rectangles are concentrated heat spots. I got this dream bc I was music about where humans were hottest. i was looking at a more traditional heat image at first, then the rectangle thing. the computer read the hot spots and then a projector was used to put them on a human body.

I was visiting my dad's side of the family. I was pretty much in the middle of nowhere - at least a couple of hours away from any sizable human population, though there was a small community ~30 min away. I had hurt my left foot somehow. I was thinking nerve damage. It hurt as if it had be charlie horsed, but only in one spot - middle, kinda to the outside and mostly on time. The pain was very intense and the heads of house were trying to help me with it (aunt, uncle). I had to go back to... mom's side or civilization or somesuch and the time it took was in issue. My dad was going to drive me.

5/4
zombie apocalypse. had to leave Totoro behind for one run, and the second was a run onto a sky tram on one. we were at the house i grew up in - much modified. there was training going on. and water. on the skytram i was seeing that the spots we missed in terraria had turned much more corrupted. a musical started with me as a princess. it was a spell gone wrong or something - a curse? and my hair was blond and had occasional purple streaks in it. ((the fuck?? i erm... totally forgot half of that dream apparently. teach me to not type them out the day i have them >_<))

5/6
asleep - tentacles come through anyway.

spike sexins

((wow... erm... that was... disjointed. i'll try not to go so long in between typing these out >_<))

Woken early by loud noises. 4-5 hours of sleep
sleep 2-3
wake 7

Giles (from Buffy) is getting info from some 'thing'. demon. It claims he is a wash-up - out of practice and old. that he is an empty threat. He threatens back and makes a display till the demon 'takes it back'.

Making an addition to the house in terraria. The second house is a background of glass and dirt and is holding all the electronics we found in hell. We are setting up a waterfall between the two houses for asthetics. Rob started the second house.