Spending time with Her and Manly Urges
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, 05-18-2015 at 03:03 AM (383 Views)
Note: This first entry felt as if it were actually hours long. My recall isn't perfect at the moment, but I will journal everything that I remember. Whenever I woke up, I wasn't sure how much time had passed. I feel now that my dreams in general and my Lucid Dreams are getting a lot longer and I also feel like I am a part of them now because of my constant self awareness.
1. I was inside of my house and it was pretty dark. More specifically, I was in my room, and my lights were off. I got up out of my bed(that's odd) and I was already lucid, there was no "becoming lucid" because I already was as the dream started. I walked out of my room and went into my sisters room to see what she was doing. She saw my in her doorway and got up and was really excited. "Kayla, I'm leaving" I tell her just because. I then walk out of her room and walk into the spare bedroom. As I walk down the hallway to get there I look through our large glass window at the front of our house. I see that it is nighttime and the moon is out. Once I get into the spare bedroom I look around and just really take in everything.
I notice that all of the windows in this room all have a glowing green outline and have no blinds for privacy. I decide that I want to try passing through things, something I haven't done before. I take a few steps back from the wall and run into the wall with the intention of going through it. Instead of passing through this wall, I end up running head first into it and slamming my head with a lot of force. I fall to the ground, but I don't feel any pain. I get back up and I hear my sister running towards the room I am in. "Cory, let me come with you!" she asks. "No, you're not coming with me" I tell her. She continues to beg and tugs at the sleeve of my shirt and also my arm. "Please Cory, please!" she asks continually. "No, I'm going by myself" I tell her again and again. All the time she is begging me and I am practicing trying to pass through the walls and windows.
I finally go to one window in the room, and it still has a glowing green outline. I face my back towards it and truly realize that I can pass through it with ease. I walk backwards and jump backwards into the window. I pass through it halfway and then get stuck. "What the crap?" I think to myself. I am now at a 45 degree angle hanging halfway out the window. Now my sister is tugging at my legs still begging to come with me. I put my focus on the window and eventually I get free and start flying. I land on the ground nearby to think. I feel extremely aware and focused, and it feels amazing. I start thinking of all of the things I can do. "I could close my eyes and teleport" I start thinking, "Or, I could see her!". I now know what I am going to do. I walk down my driveway from where I was standing at the gate and go onto my street. "Lets go" I tell myself.
I start running down my street with the intention to run with great speed, like the flash. Slowly, I start building up speed and find that I am going pretty fast. I look at the houses as I zoom past them, and it feels good. I keep running, but I decide that I am going to go somewhere far away. Still running, I jump and take off into the air and start flying in whatever direction I am facing. After a minute or so of flying really fast, I come to a town. In this town there are many buildings, houses, and even a big radar communications thing. It looks like a really nice suburban area. The streets here are wet with rain and it is still drizzling lightly. It is also still nighttime.
After landing on the ground, I start walking down the street in front of me. There are houses all along the left side of this street, and on the right side there is a basketball court and a park, as well as a parking lot that is full of cars. About halfway down the road, the basketball court, park, and parking lot end and there is an area full of apartments. This road was really long, so halfway down the road was a good walk. Once I do get halfway down the road, I see a green house with its front door open and many of the lights inside on. The lights inside are all pure white so it is really bright to the point where it is a prominent light source even outside. I walk in through the front door with one thought in mind, "I am going to find this girl" I tell myself.
As I walk in, I look around. The floor of the house is covered in wood flooring of a dark brown color and the walls are green. "[Her name] I'm here, I know you're hiding" I yell in a non-serious playful way. I hear the sound of people eating. I walk into the kitchen area of this house and I see 4 kids, all about 13 or 14 years old, sitting at the dinner table eating their food. They look at me momentarily and then go back to eating, not even caring that a random stranger is in their house. "Come on [Her name] I know you're here". All of a sudden, a man in his mid 30's/early 40's comes up to me. "What are you doing here?" he asks me. "I'm looking for someone" I tell him. I assume that this man is the father of the kids that are eating and also that this is his house. "I think this person might be upstairs" I say. "Ok, well lets check, no problem" he replies.
With that we turn the corner and walk up a series of very narrow stairs. Once we get upstairs we look in the master bedroom. As we walk inside of it, I see that this guy owns a huge television, and it is placed on his wall. It looks like its about a 70" or so. Just then, a woman walks up from behind us and comes to us. It's his wife. She gives me an angry look like she wants to kill me or something. "What are you doing here?" she asks in an angry tone. "I'm looking for someone" I tell her. Her husband confirms this and she still gives me a nasty look. She looks of Asian decent and her black hair is up in a bun. She is wearing a silk green chinese dress that has designs all over it.
Not being able to find this girl, I walk out of the house and go back onto the street. As I leave the house, I walk directly across the street into some grass just before the basketball court and parking lot. There is a wire fence that separates the basketball court from the road. I go up to the fence and look through it easily since it is just wire, and I see a guy that looks like he is having trouble with something. He is bending over and looks like he is working on his car. The odd thing is, this guy looks like a ghost kind of. His entire body is gray in color and is about 30 to 40 percent transparent. All of his clothes are also gray and the same percentage transparency. "Hey you need any help man?" I ask loudly since he is across the basketball court. He looks up from whatever he is doing and looks at me. His face is blank, he has no facial features and his entire head basically looks like slenderman but it doesn't look scary, it looks pretty cool. He is also wearing a baseball hat as well.
Since he doesn't respond I figure that he actually does need help. I figure since I'm not doing anything at the moment, it wouldn't hurt to help somebody out. I go up to the fence and try to jump over it by just jumping high enough to clear it. I jump up but I only jump a normal height's worth. "Wow, really?" I say to myself. I focus and jump up again, this time with the thought in mind, "I'll jump high, but not to the very top probably" and that is exactly what happened as I did so. As I land back on my feet, I look back at the basketball court and now I see at least 20 cloned versions of the guy that I was going to help. They are all walking around and playing basketball and what not. Suddenly they all stop and look at me, or at least it seems to be me. I then look to my right and left and see 20 more clones of this guy all standing and facing the other clones. Suddenly they all get water balloons and start throwing them at each other. I am in the middle of all of this.
I pick up a few water balloons and throw them over, but after that I leave the scene. I walk down the street even further and this time with the intention to find the girl I have a crush on. "Hey Gabby, where are you?" I yell out. Suddenly I see her walk out to the street from a house that I think she was in. I walk up to her and I realize how beautiful she is once more. Her eyes glimmer in the moonlight. I bring her close to me, and she does not object. Our eyes stay locked on each other this entire time, and it feels so magical. We start to kiss and as we do I hold her. After about 5 minutes or so of that make-out session, we stop and look at each other, still in the moment. "Gabby, your gorgeous, and I feel like we should start something together" I tell her. "I think we should too Cory" she replies. With that we hold hands and walk down the street. While doing so, I see not far ahead of us a line, and for some reason I get a feeling that we need to go to it.
We walk over to the line and I see that it is all of the people that are in our English class. I realize that everyone is in alphabetical order and that we need to get in line. Me and Gabby would stand right next to each other, but one girl, Julia is in between us. As we walk up to her to get to our spot in line, she notices that me and Gabby are talking somehow and tells me that I can stand in front of her so I will be next to her in line(what a big deal lmao). We stand next to each other and talk for a few minutes. Suddenly, the door to this building opens and everyone starts walking inside. As we walk inside, I slap Gabby's ass, knowing that it is probably too soon for that, but not caring at the same time because she has a nice ass. It turns out that this building is a classroom, at least on the first floor that we are on, and we all get into out seats. At this point, I know that Gabby has somewhat caused me to lose some awareness because of the pleasure that I felt kissing her and everything else. I now know that I need to perfect my self awareness even more. The dream continues on from this point for a really long time, and I mean really long.
Note: The time I was Lucid in this dream felt like hours long. At one point in the dream I even realized that I was going to have a hard time journaling everything because of how long it was. I also remember feeling a wave of various pleasant sensations during the dream that I have not felt before.
2. I was in my house, but it wasn't fully my house. Half of it was a mix of another house. I had just walked down the stairs to the living room. On my way down I encountered a kid a little younger than me and he was a bit overweight and had some sort of mental disorder. I felt sorry for him and wish that I could fix it. Anyways, once I got into the living room, I suddenly decided that I was going to sleep there tonight. From my kitchen a random girl walks into the living room where I am. She is petite and is wearing a short dress that is tight on her. She walks over to me and starts touching my body. I become lucid. My animal instincts take over and I take off her dress. We start banging right there on the floor and now she is fully naked.
[explicit] I grab her tits as we bang and she moans in pleasure. I remember thinking just how sexy her body was in general. All the while we are kissing and the entire thing is just really hot. We stop momentarily and she tells me to come outside in a few minutes for a surprise. I wait for a few minutes and once my dad randomly walks in the house, I walk outside. As I do, I see the girl from inside and she has tied herself down in ropes. Her appearance has changed a little bit and she now looks like a girl I know from school. I look her in the eyes in a seductive way and suddenly she turns into my sister. WTF? I am completely grossed out and disturbed and I walk back inside the house.