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I have only a fragment memory of my dream last night.
It is a very explicit fragment... but very short.


Ya. S'all I'm saying.

So the plan was to wake up at 3am after a DILD attempt to try a WBTB WILDy... attempt thing.

I had it all lined up, some subliminal video directly before sleep, lots of B6, big glass of apple juice, nommed on some dark chocolate, subliminal music playing in my ears. Off I go to sleep, affirming over and over again I WILL reality check, I WILL become lucid!

..... Aaand there's my alarm at 3am.
????

Ok, wait... dream recall, what did I dream in those 4 hours? *draws a blank* Come ON! Really? Nothing, brain? You've got nothing for me? What about last week when we were having crazy dreams about canoes with on board toilets? And now? Seriously??
Au! du Scheiße! You have to be kidding me!

Fine, whatever, I'm over it. Will wake up now and concentrate on some DV posts, hope the old brain gets the message before I try my WILD.
Lots of RCs, check, more subliminal music, check, comfy memory foam pillow and alert brain, check! We are GO!

..... Aaand SP evades me. An hour goes by. Still laying here feeling numb but floaty, the fuzzy vibrations seem to threaten to come get me then piss off as soon as I see them coming. It's like they are taunting me, sadistic buggers. All I see is blackness, not even a decent HI to be seen.
Eventually got fed up and rolled onto my side to go to sleep.

*tags this post with a triple FAIL*