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After leaving the cage i realize that i have traveled through time, i see two men both in their 30s, and i notice that one of them is one of my professors at the University but younger, I ask them what year is it and they respond 1986 , i am at the entrance to a mansion but not the front door ... seemed a balcony and i came through the window. They hesitate but finally let me in, we walk silently through the corridors because the mansion belongs to an old lady who can not see me.
They tell me to go down a staircase alone, i do it and after that i am in a transitional floor where i stand on a platform in front of me and are stairs that lead to the lower floor.
I notice that the lady of the manor is downstairs and she noticed my presence so she comes up the stairs ... I panic and try to hide myself in a lot of toys but does not work and I got caught, I woke up after that.

01/05/2013

I had a long non lucid about these horrible worms that I started finding in my bathroom on the wall. They looked a bit like see-through leeches and were really hard to see against the tiles because they were almost completely clear. I realized they crawled into my brain on a night and affected my thoughts. They also could make you pregnant. The baby wasn't genetically half worm but they could affect your body somehow and create a pregnancy... it was weird.

My mum appaered from nowhere and said they were a parasitic worm from Africa that would eat your organs from the inside. I knew she was wrong because all they did was crawl into your brain (which is apparently not such an issue for my dream self ). I started catching them and taking them up the road to a little stream and letting them go. I thought it would be cruel to kill them. I then learned that they had originally come from the stream and the couple living in the house next to it had been moving them to the drain by my house so they would stop attacking them. The woman had just had a baby and they weren't sure if it was the mans child or if the worms made it. The woman was also really sick because the worms had been upsetting and controlling her for so long.

She showed me voice recordings the worms made for her during the night in order to taunt her. They were talking and sounded like the worm/bug things from men in black lol. I though I could prove that invertebrates had incredible intelligence with the tape recordings and got pretty excited for a bit. But then I forgot all about my scientific discovery She also showed me recordings they'd left for me and I got scared when I realized I was their new target.

Then suddenly couple were getting married and I was watching the wedding. The man stopped the wedding and said he couldn't go through with it. He was angry the baby girl might not be his. I could see so much hate in him I realized the worms were controlling him. He threw his daughter to the ground. She looked like a rubber pig shaped dog toy for some reason but blood came out of her ear and I realized he'd really hurt her. I was so angry but had to remember he wasn't doing it - the worms were.

I still didn't want to kill them though and still was trying to think of ways to get them out of the house without killing then. The only way to kill them was to burn them and I thought that was too violent. I then noticed my tummy looked a bit bigger than normal and thought I might be worm-pregnant, but woke up before I found out.

I was in place similar to dream 2 from this: http://www.dreamviews.com/blogs/chec...dungeon-46944/ , and was doing some things around the dungeon, then i was discussing some dreaming related things with somebody and inducing sleep on someone else.

LUCID

I became lucid while standing in the dining area of my apartment. There was a rap song playing by rick ross I believe. I thought anything I think of is true in the dream. With this thought rick ross started to chant om mani padme hum just by thinking of it. Then I thought I wanna hear a talk, then something important was said but I can't remember at the moment.

I was up until 2:15AM. Holly and Jarred were watching Majic Mike late at night (Holly thought it was a dumb movie she said the next day). I set my phone alarm to wake me at about 7 or 730AM so I could dream journal. When the alarm went off I could only vaguely remember any dreams, hence the first line below! lol The other more full recounts were from natural awakenings or Holly's alarm going off between 8AM and 12 noon Saturday June 1st 2003. Before going to bed I brought some water in and drank some before bed and a couple times in the morning when I woke up. As I fell asleep originally and after dream journaling I would tell myself in my head " I will remember my dreams" over and over until I thought it sunk in.

-------------- Dream Journaling, not edited ---------------------------- Lucid part in red below.
Was in an apartment building?

I was in a hotel looking for a clean room I went in the bathroom first to check it out but all the stalls had huge shits in them, then as I was leaving I started to say this out loud very unlike me. Everyone heard me. There was like ten stalls. But as I was leaving the janirot who was a latina woman attractive came in and she buushed by the door frame and made it seam like this wa disgusting her. I made fun of her to a drame character inferring that she was agoing to have a fun time with the poo. She proceded to go to a stall and wasn't happy. Then she went into a stall and there was someone on the toilet and she for some reason helped them taken a shirt/coat of but fouund that he had no arms and as she was slipping gthe coat off she fell backwards I guess the stall was pretty big. The strange thing about this person was that they would have pickup sticks fall out of their jacket like tons of them when they were nervoi nervous.




Dream before this I was driving and found myself driving onto a boat that ended up having a bunch of people on it. I ended up driving into a big huge room on the boat and tried to turn around but everyone in the rooom which I think included John hickman was starting to leave them rooom. It seemed lk like something immportant was about to happen. I think I followed them.

I remeber watching TV and Holly not wanting to watch what we were watching, perhaps my dreams were actually TV shows I was watching with Holly? Another show started and she said she didnt want to watch it but I convinced her to watch some of it before she dismissed it. I think it may have been or we watched a commercial for Mars Attacks but from the perspective of the martians, like it was reversed plot or something like that.+



Was at nine two six six, and for some reason Holly and I werere living there and we ended up buying a couch next door from the corner house that was sellin g themHoly and I liked the couch but ended up going back to the sale and winded up wanting to sell it back to an elderly woman who we talked in to coming and sitting on the couch. When we got back to the house to have the woman sit on it we found it got rained on and was not the color I told them it was and it was smaller than anticipated like a love seat. At this time one of the DC's turned into a young woman with cleavage showing, I realized this was a dream and I went towards her and opened up her shirt but I started to feel I was loosing the dream I tried rubbbing my hands together but I ended up losing the dream. This dream was detailed I even remember walking behind the neighhbors house and thinking how big the lawn was and how much work the neighbor must have done to get it cleaned up as we walked to a little house in the back of the lawn where the old woman was. I also remember the couch seeming like a car for a little while while holly and I sat on it in the house after buying it. It seemed like an old convertible that we could drive down the road, strange.

A new building was being built right over the remnants of 8 State St. Jim and Pritchard were there and it was very sad because we knew the entire building would be gone soon. I cried in my dream pretty hard and remember giving Jim a hug while I was crying right in front of the building. The remnants/facade did not really look like TekShop, nor did the inside as there were bedrooms in there but I knew what it represented.
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Lastnights dream although sadly not lucid, was fun.

I met a wealthy family of wearwolves, and a pirate (friend of the wealthy wearwolf). The dream appeared to be set in a time before cars as we were traveling by wooden ship, or horse.
The local malitia had been tipped off to some connection between the pirate and the family, and were trying to arrest the adult male wearwolf. Then they alleged that he was a wearwolf that had been attacking people (not true). There was another wearwolf family in the area, whose daughter wanted the Alpha of the other family for herself, and she had tipped the malitia off about a wearwolf attacking people.
My DC (I call her that because while she didn't look like me, she was the one whose eyes I looked through), while infuriated almost constantly by the pirate's interferance with her attempts to help his friend's family, seemed to be very much attracted to the pirate.
Near the end of the dream, my DC and several other people (the pirate, the first wolf family, the girl from the other family, and a few other people) were discussing how to save the Alexai (the pirate's friend and head of the wealth wearwolf family) from being arrested and locked away.
The girl from the other family suggested that he should run, not telling his family where he was going or where to find him when he got there (wearwolves can always find each other).
My DC suggested providing the malitia with the actual wear wolf that had been attacking people (she had witnessed the girl turn into a wolf and kill someone for the malitia to find). At that suggestion the girl and everyone except Alexai, his family, the pirate and my DC left angry about the suggestion. My DC turned as the girl was leaving and called her a coward. She then looked at Alexai and asked him to make her a wear wolf, at least that way she could get the attention of the malitia off of Alexai so he and his family could live in peace.
Sadly, that is where the dream ended.

Saturday, 6/1/13

Last night bed 10pm - 8:10am

DR 2am - I'm with kids from the streets. We are all kids, playing at the end of the street in undeveloped area as we used to. There is a ditch and we play tere too. There is a boy that used to be a troublemaker, and his mom. We are doing something with weeds.

DR 8:10am - Again, I'm across the street, same area as in first dream. It's a dirt field, just as it used to be. I have found some gems in the dirt and plan on coming back later. I look back and I try to remember the place - its by 4 small trees.

I come back with a bucket and dig all over. The ground is pebbly and soft. I'm finding all kinds of gems. Nice amethyst of beautiful purple color, also some very nice green opaque stones. I remembered from WL, that I don't really like green stones, but these were really nice. I have also found someones pile of same green stones, and also blue ones. All opaque. There was also a small part of a seashell and I'm shoving it to someone. (4-5 days ago watching in WL show on weather channel about people digging for gemstones)

There are also some selling booth at this field. It seems that who first comes to this booth, can take anything he wants, even if it doesn't belong to him. I take a small statue, that's next to some tablets with egyptian hieroglyphs. (watching Ancient Aliens in WL). A guy - owner of the booth is disappointed that I snatched something, but he understands it was legal. I'm not very comfortable doing it.

In general, good feeling from these gemstones.

2013-06-01

#1:
It felt like I was in a Pokemon game. Not much to say about it, except I was only walking around.

#2:
At the end of a long "dungeon", there were books called Black to White and White to Black (I think this was a reference to Pokemon). The whole books were sort of like puzzles and the pages split from being black to being white in the middle of each page. They had a lot of pictures as well, and I think they were written by J.K. Rowling.

#3:
My dad had people over. I think he invited over the people with the first phone numbers (1-111-111-1111, 1-111-111-1112 etc) and quite a few came. My cousin was there as well. We were given riddles to solve collaboratively.

It was a long night and I kept waking up periodically and remembering fragments of dreams. They were too vague to be worth writing down, though, and I ended up forgetting most of them.

Only Fragmet I remember:

I was in Arkansas with my family. There were quartz crystal points lying on the ground and we were picking them up. They were all clean, unlike the ones you dig up from the mines.


Dream in the morning:

I was seated in a large building, I'm guessing as a member of the audience. My sister was sitting to my left. I had my iPad and was looking at everything through the camera view. At first I saw that there were what looked like thousands of people in auditorium seating. I think there was some sort of graduation ceremony, and a small group of people sitting in one corner were dressed in green dinosaur suits. They were picking up their awards or diplomas or whatever.

The next time I looked around the space, however, it was more like a library than an auditorium. A gorgeous, ornate library like one would expect to see in a royal palace or the Vatican. The atmosphere also changed from what had seemed to be educational to a more political one.

I was watching Peanuts on my iPad. Snoopy and Woodstock were leaving the house by sitting on plants that would stretch out their leaves to get them out the door. Woodstock's plant didn't stretch nearly far enough and he fell. He was starting to try again, with the plant closer to the door this time, when from behind him, Snoopy's plant grew a very long leaf and Snoopy was able to get out of the house (no idea why they couldn't just walk out!)

A Polish man who looked to be about 50 sat down in the seat to my right. He asked if it was alright if he lit his cigarette. I don't like smoke, and also didn't think it was legal for him to smoke there, but it seemed easier to just say he could. My sister appeared annoyed that I'd let him smoke next to us.

Next I was in a smaller group of people and the same guy joined the group. Apparently he was somebody important.


Note: this is the third time in two weeks I've dreamt of dino suits. First it was my dad, then my parrot, and now these strangers. Weird.

Lying in the bed beside of another person. Sex not important. One could see a TV-screen with icons which were lucid (bright), however very weak. I have chosen chicken with remote control. That pleases me, but strange, I couldn't hear them.

1. [non-lucid]
Walking through a long not too busy airport hallway, with two other people (didnt notice who). The dream ended, I think because my leg began to ake and woke me or i just don't remember.

2. [non-lucid]
Sitting on the edge of the pool, someone was in the pool willing me to drop into the pool and to catch me, I decided to not drop into the pool and instead I stood up and turned, the dream ends.

Saturday Morning 1st June 2013

Again i was horrifically drunk last night and wasn't expecting to have a Lucid Dream this morning, but i got one. I've found being hungover makes it very difficult to stabilize the dream, takes some effort! It's also harder to recall your dreams, but here is what i remember.

I don't remember much prior to being lucid, just being at some druggie sort of hide out in a dark area. This guy come up to me and started on me, it came to me pretty quick that i was dreaming. But i almost lost the dream and took me a while to get proper control. Anyways by the time i had it sorted the guy had gone, lucky for him.

Next i was on top of what seemed to be a massive climbing frame, like really high! I was on a platform overlooking lots of building on a nice sunny day. My dad was there working, (i work for my dad, scaffolding,) i said to him,

"I told you yesterday i wasn't working."

He replied,

"Well you might as well now you're here."

I thought i'd teach him a lesson. I turned around so i was overlooking the rooftops. I looked towards the sky and blew out gently, like you do when you're blowing on hot food. As i blew the sky darkened, the clouds moved in, and a hurricane style wind come steaming through knocking over anything in it's path. Dad was clinging on for dear life, he was panicking. He said he was sorry and asked me to stop. I put out my hand, palm down, and lowered my hand softly, as i did the wind died down, the clouds parted and the sun came back out.

I have a bit of a memory blank after this. The next thing i remember there was a lady there (still on the climbing frame thing,) i don't know who she was or what she'd done but she had definitely annoyed me.

I stuck my hand out, and used my mind to lift her off the ground. I walked her to the edge of the climbing frame, and off the end, still under my control. I lowered her down to ground level where there was a river flowing alongside us. I levitated her above the water for a bit, before dunking her in and back out repeatedly. She was struggling for breath and i was getting bored or dunking her so i dropped her in.

This was the last i remember of my lucidity. I then had the struggle of making myself write it down while i was feeling so ill and just wanted to sleep!

Thanks for reading

Dream recall from today's naps.

Dream 1(fragment):

I was playing first level of Contra: Hard Corps and somebody was commenting.

Dream 2(fragments):

I was playing some game with SilentEternity that looked like new XCOM, played like old XCOM and had completely weird set of units. We were controlling each different team and at one point one of my scout units that looked like a dog had to fight enemy robot mini-tank like unit. The game was taking place in snowy place that looked like village but with a few industrial structures.
Then later i was talking with SilentEternity on skype and he was "ping testing" some videogames with weird names that looked like their author had broken caps lock, one of the game names SilentEternity mentioned was "tHE pIT".
Then i had very short false awakening about some family members entering the room and then i woke up properly.

Fragment: eating apples with my older son. A lot of worms in them. I decided to turn it into a lesson in need for insecticide. I think we ate the apples anyway, but then applied a small quantity of insecticide to remaining apples on tree, and would check next time whether apple had any worms.

I want to talk about my experiences with sleep paralysis for a moment. As a child, it affected me in such a way that my parents took me to a sleep study, around age 5. I remember seeing shadows moving across my walls at night, they would grow in size, get close to me, and when the light would be turned on, vanish. I still see them, moving around in mirrors, darting across the hallway that is always kept dark. They frightened me a lot when I was a kid, but they're either there with bad intent, good intent, or they're passing through. Some are simply travelling around, and have no business with you in particular, and some seem to keep an eye on you- I'm not sure if it's good intent, but that's debatable. Because none of us know what they are to begin with.

Anyway, any time I've had SP, it's from these things. I'll see one of them hanging around the ceiling, or it's pulling at my feet. Since I'm an adult now, I fight them pretty easily. I just scream at them and they'll get off of me and go away. The only pain that they've ever caused me was when I was sleeping over at a boy's house, and I felt tons of negative energy in his room and around him, I really wanted to leave and could barely sleep. I was woken up by what felt like hands and fingers of multiple things pulling me from underneath, almost like through a dimension or something. It was very uncomfortable. I could feel all of the fingertips and their hands grabbing, this is a sensation I'll never forget. It would be nice to sleep without these dumb annoying pests, which is all they are, bothering me. Any time I feel intense fear, they come hang around. In my waking life, I'm not often afraid, but if I'm walking through an area and suddenly become filled with intense fear that I can't explain, there's a shadow person hanging around.
Prayers don't help with these things, because using prayer assumes that there's evil in the world to be prayed away, and evil is merely a projection of our inner fears that we can't externalize. The only way to get them to go away is ignore them, pretend that they're not there, and don't feed them any fear. Just leave the area or try to wake up, show them who is the boss, you're alive and they're... well... not, I guess. I'm still not entirely sure what they are, but I'll say that they're not from our time, space, or world.