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Had a dream about Skyrim.... all I can remember is a Jarl saying "His speeches drive the toughest creatures to tears."

i was in a car with my family and i thought something wast right so i plugged my nose and i could breath so i yelled out im dreaming and ive always wanted to do that hand through the finger thing so i tried too push my finger through my hand and it worked but it felt wierd so i stopped and got out of the car and walked in a town where my cousin shawn was there and i knew i could comunicate with my subconsious so i said can i lucid dream tomorrow and shawn and all the people stopped and looked at me in confusment but i heard my subconsious say yes then i woke up.

also for some reason i have been lucid dreaming for the past three days and i havent even been trying plz can someone tell me why the past three days iv been have ing lucid dreams

Reality/Non-Lucid/Semi-Lucid/Lucid

Hrs Slept: 8, then 2 and half more hrs

I woke up at 7am because Smokey (cat) woke me, and it helped me remember the first of my dreams. Then I fell back asleep and had more, although I can't tell the order of these dreams very well but I did my best.

Fragment 1- I remember weird bits about hanging out with my sister and cousin in our backyard? And we were messing with hair or something, then I was going to a movie and had to get ready really quick but something was stopping me from getting in the shower. I couldn’t find a brush or something like that. Also I vaguely remember my sister had her cell phone outside with us and my cousin had her laptop.

Airplane-Bus
I’m boarding a small airplane with Abby on it, and it’s an older woman with a tight gray bun on her head who’s the pilot. I get the feeling I’ve taken this plane before. So we take off from my town using the on-ramp at the interstate and the woman whose piloting the plane is kinda diagonal from me (it’s set up more like a bus, and she’s in the driver’s seat and I’m in one of the front row). She keeps telling me and Abby about her piloting strategies. I don’t remember what she said exactly.
Next thing I know we are on a road even though it’s an airplane and we are stopped on a corner at a red light. I look out the window and see Abby doing something really funny on the corner there in front of a little restaurant, so I pull the bus/plane around the corner because that will give her more room to do whatever it is she’s doing. And I think I pull out my camera.

Visiting Spain
I’m with Abby and Jesse’s gf Lauren and maybe Jesse and Becca and we are in another country that looks like Spain or Morocco or something. But we step out from a huge building that has open squares with no panes for windows and it’s all made of stone or sandstone or something tan colored. We step out onto this large flat balcony type thing and look out over the sea. It’s a beautiful place all golden and lit up from the setting sun and I’m taking pictures like crazy. Then we go to eat in a little restaurant that’s part of the sandstone building and it has little square tables and set up much like an old fashioned dining car on a train. There are two men eating at a table near us and they are older but attractive.

Fragment 2 – I’m partying at Jessica’s house and chase is there and I go to use the bathroom and the toilet paper runs out and right as it does it makes a fart noise and there’s a note on the tp that says something like “fart paper! Gotcha" so I know it was a joke set up by someone partying with us. I remember Chase was there and thinking it was probably him.

1. Out in a city that was under siege. Parked in the central division were a bunch of air planes. There were air planes for dog fights and bombing. Somebody commandeered and weaponized the city's train. There only civilians out were hot girls. I called attention to myself and stole a plane. I flew like a champ and was doing aerial acrobatics like mad. When I landed, all the women ran to me and touched me.

2. There was a rather large party happening atop a building. It was central in a city, but outside of the bottom floor were shops and games. I sat around chatting by the parked cars for a long while. Eventually I headed inside to get cake. In the cake-room there was a projector with movies playing. After some time, I got back on track to get cake, but it was a lie.

Ever had a word you were trying to think of that was on the "tip of your tongue", so to speak? Well, that's how trying to remember my dreams this morning feels. I know I dreamed, it's like I can almost retrieve the memory, but it's just out of my reach. Grr...so frustrating.

Clearness: Very clear.
Vividness: Lots of things happened.
Realism: Pretty realistic, with a few fantasy elements.
Mood: Very fun.
Lucid: Attempted, and received a subtle signal, but failed.
Oh, btw, I decided to write side notes in purple.

This was a fun, clear dream. Great one for my first DJ entry here.
So basically I dreamed that a Hungarian friend of mine came on a vacation to Belgium, and various things happened.

At some point I showed him my underground mushroom farm under the basement (this part sort of references Terraria), which was like a little underground forest (resembling the Ancient Forest from FF7), with blue mushrooms growing in it. I told him I had some problems with it, because only blue mushrooms were growing and no red ones.
So he suggested we should go to the market to buy some red strawberries then. (Notice how it's suddenly strawberries...)

We made a walk to the market, and we decided to go to the baker to buy a strawberry cake (Notice how it's suddenly strawberry CAKE he should make up his mind).
The baker wasn't there at the moment, so we just took the cake, cut it in half, and ate it while we waited for him to show up. He showed up, gave us a friendly greeting, and we paid him.
Then, for some reason, he decided to go back by car, and I was gonna go back by bike... even though we went there on foot in the first place. I was riding my bike back home, and I suddenly felt a need to go very quickly... and for good reason, because seconds after I felt that, it started to rain (that ALWAYS happens if I go somewhere by bike).
I arrived back home with my hair being only a little wet, and for some reason, to go back inside, I needed to go up a staircase that has a 90° turn to the right every few steps. In front of me was a man who, at EVERY turn, hit the wall and felt groggy for a few seconds, and then continued. I dunno what was up with him, maybe he was blind, maybe drunk, but it was a funny sight anyways.

When I arrived back in my house, which was suddenly my dad's house, we decided to watch the Olympic Games on tv. One of the disciplines was IRL pac-man, with a guy dressed in a pac-man suit, and four others dressed in ghost suits, and the pac-man guy tried to eat all the dots in the maze as fast as he could.
I joked to my dad and my friend that he's gonna puke if he'll eat so much dots.

Then I watched some weird videos on youtube (from the typically "weird side of youtube") with my friend, and some other minor stuff.

At the end of the dream, quite notably, my friend talked to me about dreaming. This was very probably a subtle sign that I should do a reality check, as I was telling myself in my mantra before I went to sleep, but unfortunately I didn't catch it. Ah, better luck next time then.

I went to bed way too late last night.

Dream One(Fragment): I'm at the lake, on the pier, playing with Pokemon cards.

That was hardly worth an entry, lol. But maybe entries everyday again will fix my recall and all.

Still not much going on in the matter of a dream life right now. Waking life is getting in the way lol.

Dream One: I'm at the Cabin at the lake with a bunch of other people. It's got to be a party or something. I decide to walk down to the water, but when I follow the path to the water I end up at my moms old house instead. I go inside, and there are a lot of people there too. I turn left and go into the living room where my husband is talking to my friend L. They're talking about anime, and L is saying he likes bleach. I'm pretty sure in waking life he's never seen it lol. I start agreeing that I like Bleach as well and we talk for a bit about how bad ass Ichigo is. Then I get up to go to the bathroom. When I get to the bathroom though I decide I need to do laundry not use the bathroom. I open the bathroom door and it's dark inside, but when I go to turn on the light I hear someone say Woah! Some how L has gone from being in the living room to being in the bathroom and is completely naked. I try to apologize, but he tells me to turn the light on and get a better look. I laugh and shake my head not daring to turn the light on now that he's told me to, and then grab the laundry and duck out quickly and embarrassedly. I duck into a room that I seem to think is mine even though I never lived in that house with mom. I take off my clothes and put them in the laundry basket and grab a pretty dress with rainbow stripes. I throw on the dress and grab a bandana off the dresser next to me. I start trying to figure out how I'm going to wear it, wrapped up as a head band or folded in half to cover most of my head. As I look in the mirror trying to figure out what looks best, I find that my hair looks like it's shrinking. It's like it's growing in reverse, getting shorter instead of longer and at a really quick rate. Then I lean in closer and my face is getting dark and I have a five O'clock shadow coming in. I rub my hand on my face and freak out that I have a beard coming in! I watch as my face starts to morph and look more and more like my husband. I start to flip out and panic, thinking to myself that I don't want people to see me like this, looking like a guy. Then I close my eyes and take a deep breath. I start telling myself over and over to calm down, there is no way that I am growing a beard. I do not look like my husband and I do not have facial hair. This will go away. It works, and my face is back to normal when I open my eyes, though I haven't realized it was a dream. Then L walks in, and tells me that my dress is the tackiest and ugliest dress he has ever seen and he loves it. I make a sarcastic crack about how sweet that was, and then I wake up.

And last night's dream continues! Well, sort of. This one was pretty vivid, too, but it got kinda fuzzy once I woke up. Actually, I can hardly remember specific details now. This time, it was more like a typical video game dream for me; I could only see the screen, like watching a dream in third-person, except I knew I was playing the game (in the other dream, I could still see my room). Also, other characters could actually talk, as opposed to having a dialog box pop up on the screen.

I was playing the "new" Zelda game again (see my previous entry: http://www.dreamviews.com/blogs/fenn...a-games-37018/). This time, though, I'd already completed the game and was replaying it because I'd unlocked bonus stuff or something. I was in this building, and there were various traps and things that I had to get past (but I already knew how to because I'd apparently done it before).

I eventually reached a glass elevator and went down. Then, I got back in and went up, hoping I wouldn't end up on the same floor as before (remember, it was a video game, so things like what floor I went to weren't necessarily up to me). It went all the way to the top, where there was a shop. The shopkeeper offered me two amounts of money - a larger amount and a smaller amount. I can't remember the exact values. I chose the smaller amount, but then he started yelling at me, telling me to take the larger amount, so I did.

I think there was more to the dream after that, but I can't remember.

After that dream, I woke up and started thinking about it to recall as much as I could. I ended up falling asleep again after a couple minutes or so, causing me to have a dream where I was in the car, thinking about what I was going to write in my dream journal when I got back to my cousins' house (that's where we were going). We soon got to my cousins' house, which looked nothing like it does IWL. When we got out the car, my dad said it was raining, but my mom claimed it wasn't. I couldn't feel any rain, so I stuck my hand out in front of me and could feel rain. I thought it was a little odd that the rain stopped about a foot in front of me, but I didn't really think much of it.

In the next dream, my mom and I were walking down Main Street in the village near where I live, heading for a certain shop (which doesn't exist IWL). We were going there to find and purchase some natural remedy for... something. We entered the shop, arriving in a pink room that smelled strongly of perfume, with a white curtain sort of separating it from the shop itself. We walked past the curtain and into the shop.

Inside, the woman who owned the shop was busy giving a tarot reading to a customer, so my mom and I sat down at a nearby table to wait. There were tarot cards at this table, too, but they looked just like normal playing cards. My mom dealt out some cards (all the while, I was just thinking that she had no clue what she was doing) and then jokingly said that the cards said I would pick them all up (there were a lot on the table), but she picked them up anyway. Then, she told me that these cards were wider than the ones back in England, which meant that they had some sort of special meaning (of course, the real reason they were wider was because they were playing cards, which are wider than tarot cards anyway).

Then, I saw Makayla, a young girl from my church. My mom said she was here to tell us we have to take my friend's mom (not Makayla's mom) to the hospital, as we apparently had to every day at this time. She asked me if I just wanted to be checked out at the hospital while we were there or if I wanted to come back here afterwards instead. Honestly, though, I had no idea what we had even come here for.

Hello everyone. I am very new to lucid dreaming, and have only encountered one at the age of four, at which time i didn't understand the possibilities of the experience.

I will be attempting LD from tonight, but last night i had a dream and thought I may as well post it:

I was seeing the scene in a third-person perspective, and there was an unidentified insect (which I knew was me) being verbally punished for something (though I can't remember what it was), and suddenly a wooden door opens and I see Hitler with a look of shock on his face, and a large green "ant" (In the dream I identified it as an ant, though it was green and had a six-pack) was on his shoulder, doing the "win stance" that Bolt did once he won his event in this year's Olympic games.

Note: It feels like a nightmare now, though it didn't feel like a nightmare in the dream.

[COLOR="royalblue"]Non-Aware (Dream)[/COLOR] - [COLOR="blue"]Partially Aware (Lucid Dream)[/COLOR] - [COLOR="navy"]Fully Aware and Vivid (Astral Projection(OOBE)[/COLOR]

[COLOR="royalblue"]This night I still ended up going to bed late about 01:22.
I don't remember much, but I had one very vivid dream where I was not lucid but not completely unaware either.
The best way to describe it is that I was controlling the dream but was not aware of that it was a dream :eek:
I think I was a 7 year boy and I were on a grass-field with some friends. I took pace and run and jump as high as I could but I started levitating and I got pretty excited. I kept jumping as high as I could and when I tucked my body together like a little meatball, I kept remaining in the air for a bit. Then when I noticed that I was still in the air without really doing anything I tried leaning forward so my weight were in the front with my head and I started to fly forward!
At one point I even thought to myself "Finally I have found a way to control my flying." I have had levitation dreams since I was a little kid, but this was the first time I really found a way to control it. Still need to find a way to fly higher up though... I kept experimenting with the flying but then I woke up. [/COLOR]

Somehow I discussed with my friends about gregarious animals. If these animals were attacked, they would keep together. Somehow I thought it would be better for many situations to disperse e.g. if the animals would attack something.
I don't know who mentioned it, but we thought about this situation in computer games. Actually this system would be reversed: If a group of creatures would be attacked they would not stay together because the enemies could cause splash damage. And if they would attack someone they would stay together.(I did have an argument for this one but I don't remember it)

I have been on a LD hiatus for about 12 months. Truly being able to LD on a nightly basis takes an almost, medatative state of mind. I slipped out of the ability as I decided to go back to drinking alchohal. My mind id now off of that, cleared up agian. I have been reading Tibetian Dream Yoga, I have been considering the non duelism, I have found that most issues caused in my life are from directing to much energy twords one pole of the duelism sphere. I am either very angry and negative or I am happy and excited, I think that is why I enjoyed drinking, that allowed me to just be...until I got to drunk too function and then that allowed me to be an irrisponcible, ash***, that made neither a good parent or a friend. It also killed off my ability to have lucid dreams or even a small amount of awareness. Last night i drempt a normal dream, non LD. I saw a movie of my husband with his ex wife, they must have been dating when it was taken, it was an old movie- it was playing on a VHS tape I believe for added emphises to it's age. He was dancing with her, he was touching her lovingly, he was looking at her as if she was the only other being int he universe. I felt so much jelously I hit the roof, I struggled with myself in my dream as I was caught up in the scenario. I tried to calm myself and tell my self that that was the past and I could not be mad about an event that happened before me. But my jelously got the better of me and I was ranting at my poor dream husband. Nothing was getting solved, I was only exhausting my mental energy. When I woke up I was STILL angry about it, I talked about it with my husband relating the pure jelousy I had felt, and how even in waking life it still was sucking my energy out. I realised though that I had been given a gift, I should have used that dream to become non duelistic, to refuse to accept anger for the past, to choose not to be happy about her relationship ending with him and my being with him, to only feel it and then send it back out not really allowing any of it to soak into my soul, my karma, my being. Now I have a real goal, something I have lacked and part of the reason I let LDing go for a year and chose to drink agian. I had no direction after a while, I had reached a platue of learning, I had created a wall I couldn't scale by not knowing where to go on to next. Tonight even if I cannot go totally lucid, if I can become aware enough of my goal I can use it in my next dream scenario, I can choose to not react, I can see where that brings me in my dreaming and my lucidity... It is good to be back! It is good to be a student of the mind once agian.

1:00AM sleep time 2hrs.

Something about a doing dishes, a gas station, a long familiar dream road. WBTB alarm. Looking at phone. Then strange indescribable optical illusions.

I wake up and remember not to move. I did move one foot before I caught myself. I try to DEILD. Evertime I get close my heart rate would go up and my breathing would quicken and totally ruin it. I have been unable to sleep since. I'm so fucking pissed. Maybe it was the Super B Complex vitamin I took? Hard to believe that would induce such insomnia.

Wow. Incredible. After months of having no fully lucid dreams, I finally had one! it started like this. i opened my eyes in my dream, i was in bed. so anyways my bed was rotating once again... in real life i have a fan next to my bed. in the dream, it was nowhere to be found but i could still feel the air blowing on me. i was in a dark room. but i soon realized it was not my bedroom. and i was 100% aware i was dreaming. but theres a bit of a problem. i could barely move. Does anyone know why this is...?! I was completely lucid in the dream, but I was like "Frozen" I guess... I could move my arms maybe about a few inches across the bed, but that's about it.... I even found it difficult to open my mouth, and especially difficult to talk. The room was kinda big. and the ceiling was pretty high. i remember seeing light coming in from the windows. not much though. everything was still pitch black. I had pretty much no control in this dream, which actually makes me sad considering that this is the first one i had in a while. Another weird thing... as soon as i entered the dream (which, by the way, happened twice), i could hear my moms voice saying random words. quite loudly too. But why was i so weak in the dream...?! Seriously, I need some help here.