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I had a dream that I made "So you think you can dance." That's all I wrote in my DJ. This dream was overshadowed by the 2nd i had that night.

I had a preconceived notion that I was watching the Crucible on stage at my high school, but the stage was different and so was the play. One girl flubbed a line. My brother sang a comedic song about being in a seat of authority down stage center. I then found myself on a lazy river around a small carnival island. The girl who had flubbed the line earlier asked me if i was going to come see the show. I said "Oh I saw it in the morning. " I got in the water which gently shifted counter clockwise. The water suddenly changed direction. I got back out at the island. A boy my age asked if I had come from the baby pool in a mocking tone. I entered the door for "current ticket holders." It was guarded by a middle aged man. The dream ends.

Ok so I was walking away from these apartments with one of my friends. He mentioned how much his mom liked the apartments and stayed there whenever they go on trips. I laughed and was confused, because they do not live in an apartment. "Well just me and my dad go. She doesn't like to be alone in the house." I said: "Oh ok. I thought she would go stay there as a vacation." We laughed about this. During this period of time, I was not paying attention to where we were going. We arrived in a very dark neighborhood. There must have been a game going on. Many people from my old school were hiding. I waved at some of them, and announced that it was my birthday. (On this particular night, my birthday was in fact the next day) I think someone behind me asked "your brother's birthday?" I replied, "no, it's my birthday." The group of my old elementary school friends had informally gathered around. My friend aforementioned was mysteriously gone. Everyone was kind of milling around. I was wearing a black hoody and tan shorts. I tried not to look alone in the crowd. Somehow, we were now in a gym I assumed was our rival school. Coach asked us to run 3 easy laps. I think it was the coach from my school. I thought I was running very fast and very well, but when i rounded the last corner, everyone was waiting in line, and i was in last. The stretch seemed to be much longer than the others. The female gym teacher from my school started giving instructions, until many students proclaimed that I wasn't done yet. So they waited. All watching. For some reason I had to free run the corner of the bleachers. A blonde mom walked past me and dropped the F bomb in conversation. I went over to join the group. We were to spread out on the sideline and run fast across on command. We lined up and got ready to run. Some jocks jumped the gun and got laughed at. We ran across in some sort of ice skating manner. The door to my right was open to daylight. The dream ends.

I wake up in ‘my bedroom’ (it does not look like my bedroom). I step out into the hall. There is a railing looking out over a large two story window. I see something falling out of the sky in the distance. It is shining like a meteorite falling into the atmosphere from space. It crashes down. I can’t see exactly where it land because it lands in the distance behind a hill. I see blue and green flashes coming from behind the hill.

The dream gets fuzzy. I think I saw people walking away from the crash site. They look like army soldiers; they are in uniform and are carrying weapons.

Suddenly there is a flying ‘drone’ (from the game bioshock) zooming around in my room. It shines a blue light at me. I scream ‘you’re not real, this is just a dream”. I look at my hands and start rubbing them together.

I wake up from the dream in my bedroom beside my boyfriend. It is my bedroom (it looks like my bedroom) but I know that it is in a house (not an apartment). My boyfriend is sleeping beside me but he is holding a boning knife that is pointing down on my sternum.

Now we are sitting in the living room (my boyfriend and I). We can see outside the window that there are many soldiers going from house to house. My boyfriend tells me to make an excuse when they get to us. I’m not sure what that means but I can tell that something is wrong. A soldier comes to our doos and asks if we’ve seen anything out of the ordinary. I stutter my boyfriend cuts in and makes up some sort of story to convince him that everything is alright. I’m thinking of the knife that morning, thinking that that was definitely out of the ordinary and it was terrifying.

Next thing I remember I was on top of a snowy hill with many people.
Now I am in a house with my dad’s side of the family. One of my cousins is screaming and swearing as she tries to get through a door in the house we’re in. It is unlike her to scream and swear. I feel like there is something wrong so I try to flee.

I am on a snowmobile outside of a house that I used to live in with my parents. I am trying to get my boyfriend. There is a young boy in a snow suit attacking him. I’m yelling and trying to get him on the snowmobile so that we can get away.

The End

Throughout the entire dream I felt that the meteorite crash, flashing light, and soldiers had everything to do with why everybody was acting weird.

Plans: Go see MoSh and find out if Asuka is ok, meet Nomad in a dream, meet Pablo in a dream, the usual list of tasks from various sources.

Come Out and Play
I am in my room on my bed, though it isn't my normal bed. This doesn't occur to me as strange even though my regular bed is a waterbed. I get out of the bed when I hear a sound beside the bed. I figure one of the cats are getting into something or is up to something. I turn on a light beside my bed and I see something go under the bed very quickly. Was it one of the cats? I get down beside the bed and peek underneath. I can't see much under the bed, I can barely make out the shape of an animal and an impression of a cute face, two eyes are glowing softly with reflected light. I hear a soft growl from the bed as if the animal is warning me away. Am I scaring the cat? I am trying to coax the animal from underneath the bed, telling the animal I'm not an enemy, I'm a friend. I wake up to the sound of my cat breaking all new records in the volume of a purr. Maybe the growling in the dream was just the sound of the purring cat penetrating into the dream.


NCIS
I am in an open green field that is crawling with various cops, government agents, emergency vehicles, paramedics, and more. I am a bit disoriented, I am not sure what I am doing there, so I am trying to look like I belong there because I figure random people shouldn't be there. I look around a bit more and I see a helicopter has crashed in the middle of the field. There are fire trucks around it, the helicopter is still smoldering slightly. There are ambulances at the scene, but the bodies being taken from the helicopter are completely covered, they are dead. I go over near the ambulances and everyone responds as if I belong there. I see people from the NCIS crew… Tony DiNozzo, Timothy McGee, Leroy Jethro Gibbs, Ducky, Ziva Delgado… Gibbs is very angry, he is chewing out the paramedics and the officials around the crashed helicopter, he is saying they had no right to move the bodies before his team could take a look at the scene. They say it was an accident, there is nothing to examine. Gibbs says this was no accident. He goes over to one of the bodies and pulls the covering back from it, pointing at the dead man underneath. He says this man was shot, he died before the helicopter crashed. So did the other man. This was no accident, it was a double murder. One of the government officials asks how they could have been shot when they were the only ones in the helicopter when it crashed. Gibbs says that is what he and his team are going to find out.


A Child of Death
I am in a car with several other people, they all seem to be on a very urgent mission, everyone seems pretty stressed out, especially the woman beside me in the back seat. She is crying something about her baby. I wonder what is going on. The man in the passenger side of the front seat looks back at me and says it's about time I woke up. He says they have gotten a lead on the creature who took little Anabel, we would get there in a bit. The woman beside me, the one who has been crying, now looks angry. She says she wants to see that thing dead, she wanted to see it burn, she wants it to pay for what it's done to her baby. The man up front says there is no indication that Anabel has been harmed, we could still rescue her. The car pulls to a stop at the bottom of a tall building, I get out and look around. We are in a downtown location, but the place is strangely deserted, and there is an especially tall skyscraper next to us. There are dark clouds and lightning up around the top of the building, which is clearly our destination. The woman is already heading for the door, one of the men tells me to go after her and make sure she doesn't do anything stupid. They go around to the other side of the building. I follow the woman into the front door of the building, she is already at the stairwell and heading up at a surprising speed. I follow her, I am hoping I don't run out of energy while trying to chase her. I don't, and we reach what seems to be the penthouse area. We exit the penthouse onto a patio garden on the top of the building. The clouds and lightning are all around us now, and I see a strange creature standing on what seems to be a path of solid black clouds that leads into a vortex of clouds and lightning in the sky. The creature looks a lot like the grim reaper… the skeletal figure is holding a small baby wrapped in pink blankets, it is laughing evilly. The woman charges out and says the thing will not have her child, she then fires a blast of energy from her hand that hits the skeletal creature right in the center of its head. Her energy isn't powerful enough to kill it. I have another plan. I add my energy to her, focusing on it being healing energy, that seems like the right thing to do. My energy comes from the song Frozen, hers is an attack. Her attack weakens the thing's defense enough that my healing energy penetrates and has its proper effect. A strange golden energy surrounds the skeletal figure and it disappears. I telekinetically pull the baby towards us and hand the girl to her mother.


Pirates of DDO
I am on a dock, there are two men with me, and they look like they are ready for a fight. I have a feeling of recognition, but I'm not sure of who they are. I am thinking one of them is Nomad and the other is MoSh. We get onto a ship and head out into the ocean, the ship is an old style sailing ship. The wind is strong and the ship moves quickly, there is another ship in the distance. We are catching up with that ship at a quick rate, and soon I am able to see that it is a pirate ship.

We catch up quickly and then prepare to board the pirate ship. The reason we are chasing the ship is that the pirates have a hostage, they kidnapped a woman from the previous town and she is being held on the ship. We board the pirate ship, and a fight breaks out immediately. There are many pirates on the ship, and the three of us engage them in battle using swords. I am fighting quite a few of the pirates, I see a chance to try an interesting move… I swing around on one of the rope riggings on the sails and kick three pirates over the railing of the ship into the ocean. I see them down below trying to swim toward the ship as if they think they can climb the side, or maybe there's a rope or a ladder somewhere around the ship. They don't make it, there are fins circling down there, and those find aren't dolphins. I hear them scream and then there is blood in the water. No time for that. I am being attacked again, I think we have to find out where the hostage is. I telepathically scan the mind of one of the pirates and discover she is being held below deck. I am busy, but I call out to the man I think is MoSh and tell him where she is. MoSh heads below deck immediately. I continue fighting pirates, cutting one, blocking the sword of another, running a third through. I jump down into a hatch into the cargo hold to avoid being hit by one of the pirates' swords. I land in a pile of treasure, gold coins, gems, silver… wow… I think most of it will be returned to those from which it had been stolen. But no one would notice a little bit missing… I grab a few handfuls of coins and gems and shove them into my pockets.

I was auditioning for a play and we were being told if we were in or out. we were in a line and if you were not in the play we had to cross a very unsteady rail and slide down a pole thirty stories down. I'm afraid of height and a close friend of mine tried to comfort me by saying i'd be fine and at that moment 3 people lot their balance and fell over the railing. I was not in the play and was forced to go down the pole.

Dreams Are Beauty Dreams Are Love Dreams Are Amazing Dreams Are Lively Dreams Are Great

The following dream I had on 5-hours sleep. This would have been my 3rd REM cycle which means this dream may have been over 45-minutes long. It was extremely, extremely, realistic. To the point that when I woke up I felt I had not been home in days or weeks. The visual quality, in complete honesty, was more vivid than real life. I say this because in real life our eyelashes block our view and veins in our eyes can make some lighting conditions slightly blurry. I have 10/20 vision so this was not a product of wearing or needing glasses or contacts.

I woke up. My long time friend Lynn was massaging my right hand as I did. She didn't look completely sober and she seemed very bleary and passionate about giving me this hand massage. I felt uneasy, because I have a jealous girlfriend and I was wondering how I let myself alone with Lynn in a room.

Sitting in the room on a chair a few feet from my bed was an earthy/hippy looking guy in his mid 20's with rusty blond hair and beard. Lynn was saying something to me about working my energies or something. She eventually got off my bed and headed out the door. The guy sitting there laughingly told me about how Lynn had pulled a similar stunt and acted really weird to someone else recently in attempt to practice her Chinese medicine.

I did not recognize the room I was in. It was beige, metallic, somewhat cramped and had no windows. I felt confused as to where I was or how I got there. The guy started making small talk (which I don't recall and) I wasn't paying much attention, as I had a sinking feeling I was some how terribly lost.

The guy suggested I go into the living room with him, so I got out of bed and followed him. The living room looked shabby and unimpressive. We sat down on a brownish colored sofa and continued to talk as I desperately tried to orient myself. Soon afterward, one by one, all my "roommates" came home. There must have been at least ten other people I appeared to be living with. I didn't know who any of them were, but they all seemed very familiar with me.

They all sat around talking to each other about various things. (This part of the dream could have easily lasted 10-minutes by itself.) I sort of made excuses for myself for not knowing what the hell was going on. I just woke up. I didn't feel too hot. But eventually admitted, "I have no idea who any of you are!" They laughed it off, and implied I had done too many drugs or something the night before. I started to become terrified of the possibility I had a massive case of amnesia. I hid it, but inside the fear was swelling up strongly.

Then, Sabrina, a girl I haven't seen in many, many years walked in with a big smile. She looked thinner and healthy and I stood up to greet her. I somewhat shouted for joy. "Sabrina! Now you I know!" Everyone laughed. At this point I said "Now I don't know if I'm dreaming or not." I was so relieved to see another person I knew, the fear level dropped and I could pretend to fit in a little. (This part of the dream could have lasted another 10-minutes.)

Eventually my girlfriend walked in and it looked like she had just got off work. She looked sweet and very calm like she had a good day. When I saw her I felt desperate to take her aside and confide in her how lost and uncertain I felt. She told me "Lets go up to our apartment." I felt relieved, because I thought we all lived in that small unit together and I couldn't understand why I would ever choose to live that way.

We walked into the halls which were also metallic and had dark worn-out atmosphere difficult to put into words. The place looked futuristic but extremely old like something from the movie Bladerunner. I followed my girlfriend up flights of stairs like a lost puppy. She remained calm and not alarmed. On the way up the stairs I asked her "Can we go back to my home? I just want to know that it's still real." She laughed it off and we walked to our apartment door.

At this point I turned around and saw a crazed looking man was following closely behind me. I opened our door, which sealed like the door of a submarine and had a bright red glowing light above the thick black metallic peep hole. I seemed to know how to open it perfectly well and I shoved her in the door, followed, then double locked ourselves in. Checking the locks from inside, they seemed loose.

Our door entered close to the kitchen. The place looked even darker, more cramped, and less inviting than the first apartment. I was starting to become very, very, uncomfortable again. Our apartment was divided into three floors. The basement level I never went to, but it was nearly pitch black save for a few red LED's on the walls. I followed her upstairs to our bedroom area. There laying on a chair was a very pale girl with shorts on sitting on a chair half dazed.

I was alarmed, but my GF explained that was only our roommate. I told her I couldn't take this place any more and asked if we could go for a walk outside. She agreed, and we left through a side door and went outside where there was only an empty parking lot, and gray looking forest. We walked into the forest and I started to feel dizzy. (The dream started to destabilize.) Horror struck again...

I put my arm around her for balance and asked "Am I mentally retarded now? Did I have some sort of accident?" She only just slightly smiled and looked at me. --Then I woke up.

I want to emphasize, when I woke up I felt I hadn't seen my bedroom in at least 2-3 days. I felt like a stranger to my own life, and I noticed that my real room was not as visually intense as my dream room.

This dream falls into a common category of my dreams: Bizarre Apartment

abridged

I am in New Eden with Raven. She looks fucking real. In fact everything does. Not just vivid. FUCKING REAL. IT'S BLOWING MY FUCKING MIND.

I listen to Raven's heartbeat of her dream body. It sounds like a heartbeat... with music. I look at Raven's face. She looks fucking real.

I roll around on the grass, and lick it.

Raven: what are you doing, Nomad?

IT'S FUCKING REAL IT'S FUCKING REAL EVERYTHING IS REAL HYU IS RIGHT HOLY SHIT!

I laugh and cry. The emotion I feel I have never felt in waking life. It's a dream emotion. The best way I can describe it is: wonder, amazement, madness, grief and SHEER FUCKING TERROR.

I roll around, and the dream wraps around me like a salvia trip. I am falling through a psychedelic wormhole.

Somehow the music I am listening to right now as I write this DJ is playing in my FUCKING DREAM.

I turn into a large rakshasa and land in the Outback.

I run through dreams, kicking ass and taking names.

I'm not sure what order these came in.

1. My mum came in my room and woke me up to tell me what she was going to do today (weekend) (After I woke up properly I reality checked and thought to myself, 'I don't remember what she said to me'. Went out and checked her room and she was still asleep.)

2. I was with two other guys, and we had to get down a huge sandy/rocky hill. We tied a rope to a ?rock? and let it fall. We noticed it only went part-way down, and there was a colour change in the sand where it ended. One of the guys said that that was where the 'magnesium' ended and we would have to use a different kind of rope for the rest of the way. So we tied a red rope to the end of the normal rope and climbed down. There were a lot of sharp rocks at the bottom and I thought, 'Lucky we didn't run down here'.

This dream sort of morphed into my nightmare, I think I was supposed to be with one of the guys

3. (Nightmare) This guy and I reached our destination, (the scenery reminded me of Atacama Desert in BFBC2) we were sort of just instilled with fear and images of the ?teenage girl? flashed up a lot. (Its a bit vague how I knew it was a nightmare at this point). I 'woke up' to find myself in a dark room next the the other guy, and the girl in front of me. She said something like. 'Oh, you woke up. We'll just have to use a different method then.' I saw her move over to a selection of sharp and painful surgical items. By now I knew it was a dream but I was too scared to become lucid, so I decided to wake up.



On reflection, I should have stayed in the dream 'cos no matter what happens I'm safe.

NOTES

Raven and I meet on the Moon. She asks if she can come to Hawaii.

We go into the astral plane of Hawaii, then the dream plane.

We go swimming underwater with the animals.

We swim in lava. I am terrified, but Raven doesn't seem to mind. We can see through it.

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MoSh and I are walking on a sidewalk talking about dreams. He is kicking a can. I pick it up and throw it away. He gets mad.

We morph into a naga and jaguar and battle. the sidewalk becomes the Amazon.

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Selene and I are sitting on the Mountain near the tranquil pool where Angel and I used to sit. Selene and I are watching the earth rise. I feel Angel watching us from behind. She realizes I am aware of her. She quietly sits down next to Selene, and we watch the earth rise together in silence. Then, the sun rises. I look at Angel. Her face looks so crisp and real. She looks melancholy yet serene. She fades away. Just Selene and I remain.

We stand up, and embrace. The Biodome is no longer a dome. The Biodome is New Eden.

I feel Selene so real and close to me. I feel a strange steady individual love, one that is unique and knowable only to her and me. I caress her thick black hair. She rest her head in the crook of my neck, and we close our eyes, yet I can see in now a different way.

We kiss, and her lips feel perfectly real.

I open my eyes, and look into her magnificent dark brown almost black eyes in her pale face. I examine every detail. I don't want to forget.

"This is real."

"Yes," she whispers.
[I]
"This is my real life.
The other one is a passing dream.
While we are living the other
this one seems a dream.[/I]"

"You remember!" she softly smiles and a tear rolls down her cheek. "You taught me that when we were children."

"Who wrote it?"

"You did, Nomad. You wrote in a past life in France, so we would always remember each other, so you would always remember how real you are, and how real I am."

I am walking on a beach.. I think.. it is really flat and all of the sand is really wet, but there is no ocean, just wet sand. I see shells and sea weed, and I can feel the that it's cool and wet underneath my feet as I walk. There are a lot of other people walking around. I think someone is with me, maybe M?

...

I'm walking underneath an over hang of an outside restaurant.. seems like somewhere in Costa Rica. I'm trying to be by myself but get the feeling I'm being watched. Now this is odd: I take a pitcher of water and pour it on my head and down the front of my shirt. I'm wearing the shirt I slept in.

So yeah, my last DR was on the 23rd, had several days of absolutely nothing and today it luckily came back. A bit...

So yeah, here's the fragment.

4th of March 2011. Non-lucid, Lucid, Extra Comment

Can only vaguely remember my dream. It had something to do with school though. At some point, my maths teacher wanted to reschedule a lesson from 18:00-22:00 (Which is truly an absurd time to be at school at anyway, stupid I didn't see that one as a DS) to some other time. He started erasing the text on the board, at which point I awakened.

I then fell back asleep for a couple of minutes. I recall fiddling with my iPod clock, which for some reason made me think I could control the flow of time. Don't understand how that thought entered my mind, nor do I think it was something I dreamt in that second period, seeing how it only last 7 minutes at the most.

Perhaps my success was due to me telling myself I would remember my dreams before I fell asleep, perhaps it was just a lucky shot, I don't know. I just hope it continues for some time to come.

Had pretty good recall lately, and have just been overwhelmed with too many long dreams to write down.
This one if from today, and I may write down some of the more interesting ones from the past week later on.

TSA at Disney Land
Recall: 6/10
Sleep: Good
Sleep Position: Unknown

My family and I are at Disney Land. We have just entered, and my brother and I are walking along the outer gate when we are accosted by security police. They begin to give us attitude, and when we try to extricate ourselves from the situation, they accuse us of hiding drugs and demand to search us. I tell them "I don't submit to searches", but they grab us and begin to search us anyways.

One really tall security guard in particular is a real dick. He's over 7 feet tall, and I think to myself he just thinks he's tough because of his size. I wish his buddies weren't around so I could cut him down to size. They tall guy puts is hand down my pants to search me, but he just fondles me with a sneer, enjoying his abuse of power. I rage quietly inside the whole time.

They finally let us go, and my brother and I walk down a hallway filled with old people. There are walkers and canes littered everywhere. I pick up a metal cane, and think this would be a good weapon. Then I spot the tall asshole. I grab another cane and use them like my legs are crippled to sneak up on him.

Just as I'm about to jump the guy, I see my parents, and figure I'd better let them know I'm about to be kicked out of Disney land so they don't go looking for me. Then I go up to that tall son of a bitch and whack his knee, which drops him to the ground. I beat him senseless with the metal cane.

Back at our Hotel, there is a wicked awesome anime on the television. It's about a guy who's the only one who can see this demon-like entity with a goat skull for a head. It's always surrounded by they spirits of the people it's killed. The main character doesn't trust the thing, but he finds out it's incapable of lying, and it tells him he's the chosen one. But chosen for what he doesn't know.

I had this dream on the night of March 2, 2011. I don't remember much

I was in a parking lot, leaving work. One of my coworkers called after me and I walked back to see what was wrong. He was one of my superiors. He asked me what I was doing later. I told him I was busy and he touched my face with his hand. I was very uncomfortable. He continued to talk to me and touch my face, then when I backed up, his hand brushed against my chest. I turned to leave. I found my sister sitting in the parking lot in my old car and told her that one of my coworkers was acting really strange. We then saw him walking our way and I tried to hide behind the car to get away from him. It was autumn, dusk, and there were clouds in the sky. There was a gentle breeze. Not cold, but cool.

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I was in a Mexican grocery store/market. I had a shopping cart and I was browsing the aisles. I left my cart against the wall for a minute while I grabbed food from the deli, and when I came back, a woman had taken my cart. I had some items in there already and tried to communicate that she had her items in my cart. Because she spoke spanish, we had a difficult time, but she handed me a cart of hers and indicated I could use it. However, it was her personal cart, so I went outside and tried to find another cart to use. They were all frozen and covered in ice. I couldn't find an unfrozen one and didn't want my groceries to get wet. I thought it was weird that the carts were frozen when it was really hot out.

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I'm dropping my girlfriend off at home before she and her family go on a long vacation. They are all in their rooms when we arrive and I let her know I don't want to stay around for dinner, though I normally do, because I'd feel like I was overstaying my welcome. Instead, I eat a few slices of grilled chicken real quick and stuff some steak into the front pocket of my shirt.

Her mother walks out from her room. Instead of her normal self, she is Fran Drescher. And though my girlfriend is still with me, I feel very awkward when her mother begins to start conversation with me and ask me about my day. Her mother laughs under her breath at my lack of social skills, but passes it off as though nothing happened. I take my girlfriend out to the car to say goodbye to her officially, but she wants me to test out the helicopters with her they'll be taking on their trip.

I agree and jump into the back of one of the two helicopters now in the middle of their house. Her mother, who is now back to her regular self, lifts the helicopter from the ground. She has clearly never done it before and I remember being worried she was going to crash it. I informed her how the controls worked so that I would feel a bit safer. She seems to get the hang of it very quickly. I told her you can pull up as fast as you want, but you have to gently lower it to keep it from slamming into the ground.

My girlfriend wanted a turn, so her mother handed the controls over to her. She was very forceful with them to the point that I had to tell her to take it easy. She pulled up as hard as she could and when she was lowering it, slipped. The helicopter crashed into the water. Everything turned dark blue and I couldn't see the inside of the helicopter, much less which way was up. She made it out fine, when relieved me. I then took my time unbuckling my seat belt, the entire time wondering if this was really happening. Upon getting it undone and exiting the sinking helicopter, I decided it wasn't and woke up.

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