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Had a lucid dream last night through MILD method I did without any WBTB.

I was in the dream, recognized I am dreaming and said to myself: "Yeah, I am going to mark this down as a lucid dream."

I said it because sometimes I forget that I had a lucid dream. Furthermore, I lost lucidity. Anyway, I saw Upon a burning body play a new song called, "Stand Your Dreams" but that's neither here nor there.

MILD from this moment onward and hopefully I will be able to provide some tips on how to MILD effectively. The goal is to lucid dream at least 4 nights a week.

details later

I was in school, it was some kind of a summer camp and students were sleeping in one of the classrooms. I wandered around, I had to do something important and looked for the teacher. On a hallway I met with a blonde girl with glasses, she was looking for the same teacher, but she wanted to look in a different place than I, so we split up.

There was a mixed person on stage with a black background. it was mentioned that this person's mother was black and their dad was wife who was a slave owner.

Forgotten lucid
I'm certain that in the morning, perhaps around 6am, I was lucid. I only remember walking down a white surface street, while still trying to stabilise or to regain my lucidity. Other than that I don't remember what I was doing -_- I do remember waking up or having a FA and attempting to get back into it, I think with success.

Fragments
» In one of my non-lucids I was Spider-Man and swinging to a skyscraper while my friend was watching me. My webbing was weird though. It seemed more like plastic wrap.

» I'm in Indonesia I think. I've got my thesis defence, but it is quite weird. For what seems like the first few minutes, I'm talking about only semi-relevant things.

» I'm in my student city in the Netherlands. I'm with my classmates and someone is telling me something about an area slightly to the north of the city centre. I can't recall what that person was telling me though.


Cops
My friend Sander is driving a Dutch car on the highway. I'm sitting in the back to the right. I think I'm playing with my phone. There's a motorcycle cop driving in front of us and Sander decides to mess with him. He pulls up very close the whole time and flashes his lights for a long time. I can see the change in lighting on the cops motor / back. To our left is a pick up truck from Rijkswaterstaat. I ask Sander if he is sure about this, because he'll get himself into some trouble. Eventually we reach a traffic light and a diferent motorcycle cop goes against traffic to pull up next to the driver's window. The cop isn't wearing a helmet, just a yellow raincoat hoodie. Strange. He gestures for Sander to follow him.

Date
In my student city again. I'm on roller blades and I'm not very proficient at it. I'm quite unstable. There's a mom and her daughter standing somewhere. They try to draw my attention from a distance. For some reason I try to ignore them first but after a few seconds I listen. Somewhere in this dream my glasses fly off and the right leg has broken off. At the same moment I was trying to look up directions using Google Maps for the two of them. I hand my phone to the daughter while I fix my glasses. It turns out to be quite easy. Pop in a screw and it's back to normal. Though the daughter comments that it is slightly crooked. Great.

We're standing somewhere else now, somewhere with a roof but still semi outside. It's around this time that I notice the mom's dress. It's blue/green and there are holes to allow her nipples to stick out. That is... ok...? She has weird elongated nipples. I also notice for the first time that the daughter's breasts are quite big and there is some cleavage showing. I don't dare to look too much though, cause I'm afraid they'll notice me watching.

We're at the train. I actually walk inside with them and then walk out again. The daughter shouts after me that we should go on a date. I don't really have the chance to reply. Somehow I know that they are from Zwolle. That's quite far.. plus I'm not interested.. plus I've got a girlfriend. I wonder for a moment whether she put her number in my phone while she had it. How else would she expect to go on a date with me? I don't know her name though. I wonder whether I should just not text her or text her to let her know I'm not interested.

Only non-lucid's and actually rather vivid but I don't have time for recall. I need to eat & get some rest. Burnt my feet on the concrete & one has a huge blister. A new slide there was a mistake to try. Literally only a few had went on it before we & I almost came out it. I was one that drops you like 8 stories straight down & there isn't much water. It was more of a free fall mostly. Anyway I got hurt. They asked me if I sat up & I said I lifted my head up a little to get my back off of the slide because it was cutting me. Had a good time anyway & I will be wearing water shoes in the future to go to other water parks away from home.



Non-Lucid-Green
Lucid-Red
Side Notes-Purple
Astral Projection/AP-Brown

I checked into a hotel where I knew my husband had a room already. It was late and dark inside the hotel. It was closed for the night. A night clerk said they had 6 rooms left and asked me what kind I wanted. I went upstairs to let myself into my husband’s room while they were getting my room ready. Husband wasn’t in his room so I went back downstairs.

I was standing outside the hotel waiting for Mom to fly in to town. I saw a plane crash and land on it’s wing, then it tipped over upside down. I heard people screaming inside plane. I was worried my Mom was on that flight. Then I heard her screaming. I started running towards the plane and then saw that she was coming from the hotel and she was ok.

Walking around a town at night, it was getting dark.
For some reason it seemed sensible to take a shortcut through someones house. This meant climbing through their window and into their kitchen. Also once was not enough and we went around again. Second time round the owners turned up an oriental family. They did not seemed perturbed instead the dream became about the fact that they had a lodger and that it was some kind of tax avoidance thing. The lodger was being paid a few thousand and was actually there to do some building work and decorating.
Outside was a giant skeleton of a rounded building that was being delivered.
Next we went and crashed back at our place. This meant sleeping in a large floor to ceiling shower. There was someone else with us, who the girl with us had casual sex with. The previous night it had been the same.
I felt left out and left. I found a place which was a room filled only with beds. I created a body out of thin air but it was a bit ghoulish.
There was then a person in the next bed who kept trying to pinch my things. To avoid this I had to climb up a bell pull which was hanging down like a vine from above my bed. I climbed up and up, like Jack and the bean stawk. The guy kept pulling and I fell down.
So I created some mini soldiers of sorts to protect the bottom while I climbed up. They had cuttlery as weapons Oo.
Next when I came down there were some annoying old people who were trying to punch me. One had really crazy curly hair, and they seemed to be joined together. Anyway I only had strength in my right hand. Eventually I punched them and went back to bed.
By now the room seemed full of people. Chance of sleep or anything zero.

A dream I had last night, probably the longest dream I've ever been able to recall. It had several scenes that I'll try to get in the right order:

I know I was in my backyard, but I can't really remember the moments leading up to lucidity. I didn't even have to do any reality checks with this one, the thought just popped into my head Am I dreaming?" and there it was. I started to fly across my neighborhood. Houses were still there, and trees, but there was an ocean where the grass would be. I found myself not being able to fly very high, but I did dip in and out of the water as I flew across it. I remember being able to feel the cool sensation of the water on my skin very vividly. The colors were amazing; light blue, green and pink reflected off the top of the water and the rocks underneath. The song "Gifts and Curses" by Yellowcard was playing throughout that dream and remained stuck in my head when I woke up that morning.

I decided that while I still had control, I wanted to see two of my favorite characters kiss (I am a writer). The dream took me to a beach, and I found myself sitting at a small piano. The trouble was, I couldn't remember the wedding song! I kept striking random keys, thinking the dream would teach me how to play, but it didn't (lol, I guess that's not how it works). Finally, I thought screw it, I'm still going to see them kiss. The moment their lips met, I physically felt my heart skip. Seeing them smiling and enjoying each other was amazing. I'm pretty sure I was invisible in the dream, or else that might've been weird...

I was taken up to an arial view. I'm led to believe that this was a different beach than the previous scene. A hurricane materialized from the waves VERY quickly (I'm talking milliseconds here), ramming into a nearby glass building and shattering it. Several more hurricanes peeled off the water and ravaged the coast, though it didn't look like too much damage was done.

Next thing I knew I was in a car along an open road with someone I know from church, and neither of us were driving but I don't know who was driving. There was a GIANT-TASTIC tornado swirling on the grass off the road, and I remember bowing my head and praying like crazy. When I looked up, a Bible verse appeared on the tornado as it vanished into the ground.

Then, I was in a restaurant. Going by what I was going to order (a fruit cup and waffle fries), I figured I was in Chick-Fil-A or something. It was weird, because I didn't actually get to order, I realized I was actually going to be taking orders. I got to work some really cool dream finesse: my mother would not stop telling me to come with her, and there was a customer who really wanted to order a smoothie from me, so I actually put my mother on pause and then went behind the counter. While I was making the smoothie, I realized I was getting bored with that part of the dream but wanted to finish making the smoothie, so I fast-forwarded that part (or did it SUPER fast), gave the customer the smoothie, and moved on with the dream.

By now, I was feeling like I couldn't keep my eyes open (and I guess that's because I was losing lucidity). I was back in my backyard. I was thinking it would be cool to know what it's like to die. A van appeared (like the church van in The Middle, if you've seen that show), but instead of plowing into me it ran into a hill at a speed of about 2mph. I guess I made a red Jeep appear (a Wrangler, I reckon), and it's headlights were on bright and there was no driver. I think it just sat there in protest. I thought fine, never mind, and looked at the palm of my hand to try that "world-collapsing" thing again, but my vision just blurred so I figured the jig was up. I told myself to wake up, and BOOM it actually worked! At least I went out on a high note

And apologies if I don't have the lucidity stuff just right, there were some parts where though maybe I didn't have complete control of the dream, I was VERY aware of details and such. I was also able to recall extremely well for a second lucid.

This was actually a dream from a few weeks ago, but I thought I'd journal it anyway since it was my first lucid:

I'm in my backyard by my pool, and my parents are yelling and raving at me for growing pot in my greenhouse. I walk away from them confused, because I've never even smoked pot in my entire life, much less grown it. I'm walking across my lawn to my greenhouse laughing, thinking to myself "I must be dreaming." BOOM, LUCID. I wanted to experience it before it all went away, so I did the first thing that came to my mind: flying. All I had to do was think about flying, and woosh I was in the air, flying over my greenhouse and trying not to fly into a tree. I went a little crazy with the lucid thing, since this was my FIRST lucid dream, because I wanted to try the whole "look at your palm and the world will collapse" thing, but instead of world-collapsing my vision started to blur and I thought I was losing it. I told myself to wake up.

It was a false wake up. If I can remember correctly, I was lucid as I recounted the whole dream to my sister: the accusations of growing pot, the lucidity, everything. When I actually did wake up, I wasn't sure if I actually HAD told my sister the dream, that's how aware I was even in the false wake up. I asked her if I had told her about a dream, and she said no.

I'm stepping out to the front yard of my childhood home in the daytime. I raise high into the air quickly, and tell myself "I'm lucid" as a concentrate to raise my awareness of the dream more. I continue to raise upward above the front of the property, and fly above the street. I want to test my memory of waking life, and immediately jump to dream goals I have been thinking of. My first thought is that I want to find my spirit guide. I look left down the road, then turn around to fly above a house. As I head above the roof, the dream collapses quickly and I return to my body.

I hold still and set to DEILD. I go through two rounds of vibrations...

And find myself in the front of my childhood home again. I brief memory of my previous lucid clicks, and I tell myself "I'm lucid" again as my awareness comes through. I begin raising up again to continue on with goals. I raise up and turn around, but the dream fades quickly to a non-lucid.

I fell asleep at 2am. Was anxious because of my dum thoughts but it was manageable. I woke up at around 4am. 4:41am I think. Had a non lucid dream with a small lucid. I ended up thinking of my fear of the unknown though and tried jumping up the ceiling like an idiot only to fall back down again. Aggh I just hate being alone in lucid dreams. I had it under control before but now it came back.

I went back to sleep at 5:30am. Had another lucid but this was really a test for me. I ended up in my younger brother's room and was non lucid talking to someone when all of a sudden I felt a stabbing pain in my stomach. An invisible dc did it.I realized it was a dream than and was afraid it was something demonic but it was not and I realized how dum I was to think that. The pain increased and the pressure built up. "Your not real. This is my dream.I can do what I want in it"I said as I tried to remove the hand now taking a form. Looked like little baby hands.

I pulled it off but than it continued and so did the pain."I feel no pain. Go ahead and go right through me"I thought. Still feeling hurt but it didn't go through me. I than got up and it pushed me up into the air. Kind of felt like a bulky long sword was inside my stomach now. "Dawn!!!"I tried calling out because nothing I did was stopping it and I couldn't realize what I was doing wrong. I think another dc came in the room but they did nothing. I tossed around a bit than fell to the floor.

The thing still stabbing me with some hard pressure. I backed up to the bed and sat there trying to see if the dc would take a form with an appearance. Its face appeared and it looked like an angry version of myself but than changed a bit till it didn't look exactly like me. It was speaking but with no words and was still kind of faded. I tried getting the dc to stop by thinking it was my dream and that it wasn't strong at all but it didn't work. I realized than that it was probably because my faith in it wasn't 100 percent there. I got up a bit and moved next to another dc who was on the bed but after feeling no pain and it stopping the dc stabbed my stomach again. I sat down feeling like I needed to work on being 100 percent sure. But than hugged the dc that was next to me. After a bit I became non lucid and was outside with my mom and brother. My mom was showing me the blue wrapped skittles she had.

:3 Still. Not gonna let those dreams put me down. Maybe next time I'll pet the dc's head and see if it lets me go.

1. I woke up in the dream and was going to the seaside with my family.
2. I tried to catch a mouse. It lived in a cupbourd with a kitten. And they seemed to be very friendly to each other.
3. I was with my classmates. We came to our school. Teachers gave us tea with cakes. We ate, talked and then walked around the school.
4. One flying guy tried to kill me with magic. Then he vanished and I wanted to find him. I thought he was in the locked basement. I started to pick the lock with a pen. When I was picking my classmate came. She told me that I wasn't gonna pick the lock with the pen. But I did.

I woke up in my bed, in my house. Father was watching TV while mother was making preparations for New Year's eve. Pals visited my younger sister, I was visited by a dark haired girl from my class. I was looking for something to do, but there was nothing interesting to do. With the girl we went to check out what's in a few old drawers. She found a few things for herself, while I still couldn't find anything. I was bored, it was evening. I went to the kitchen, mother was still cooking something. Looking through the window I saw that there was a huge crowd of people gathered, waiting for the new year a few hours before it was going to happen. A bald man in gray shirt with a long, dense moustache and his little son caught my attention for a while. I went to another room where sister was sitting with her pals. I just entered and left the room, then I went back to my bed and fallen asleep.

I found myself on some dark alley, it was evening. I heard a voice of news speaker in the background and immediately reminded myself that I almost always dream about things that my body hears when sleeping. The speaker was talking about situation in Turkey. I had a small ball that was trying to break free from my grasp. It finally escaped and I started to chase it around the alley. I finally caught it and thought:

"I caught it... It's a dream, I can do anything!" I realized that it's a dream and thought about what to do. Then I recalled ToTM tasks. I started flying, it was a long time since I dreamed lucidly (and flying was never my best skill), I flewn into a nearby flat, phasing through a glass pane. It felt as if a membrane surrounded my whole body. Inside I met that bald man and his son. I recalled a bonus task with creating earthquake. I moved my hands to the sides and made gestures as if I grabbed the whole world, then started shaking my hands. The earthquake started, I felt as if the whole world really started started to quake. I stopped shaking my hands and after a while the earthquake finished. Interestingly, there were no damages to anything around. The man and his child disappeared.

I jumped out through the window and time of day has changed. It was an early morning. I recalled the lightspeed task. At the end of the alley I was able to see a city hospital with an ambulance parked in front of garage. I focused and took a step forward, with speed of light only one step was enough to get closer to ambulance. I tried it a few more times, but it wasn't working as good as previously. I took a walk around the area and noticed a small, yellow carousel. Nearby the carousel was a garage with a tractor. I thought about turning the carousel into a flying pod, in a UFO manner. I sat on it and just started flying up to the sky. I flewn back to my house, I was flying above my backyard. Time turned to evening. Still flying on my flying pod, I thought that I never met any dream guides so I decided to call out for one.

Suddenly lime green beams of light started to shoot around and then everything turned green. I found myself in some kind of scyscraper, wearing only underwear. My vision was strangely changed, it seemed like I had much extended field of vision, seeing my body in the middle and then sides of the room. My movement was somehow limited, my whole body was in pain. I felt as if I was dismembered and chaoticly stitched back, turned into an abomination. I could feel every stitch on my body. I was standing in front of a table with commission composed of a few doctors, a man in suit and a huge, muscular and black skinned man wearing a military suit and a red beret on his head.

They told me to come closer, one of the doctors said "Now you'll be mr. Trump's dream guide!" I was just standing there in pain, but I felt that my body was slowly turning back to norm, each part of body feeling a slight release. It was accompanied by a feeling of cold liquid on my skin. The doctors were about to come closer and start experiments, but suddenly a teenage blonde woman appeared out of nowhere and told them to wait. She related a car accident to them. I immediately identified it as dreaming about what body hears during sleeping - a TV turned on news when I was sleeping. I used this distraction to fully restore my body into it's normal form.

The black skinned man noticed this and decided to attack. I tried to control his body or grab him telepatically like any object, but he was resistant. He charged at me with a dagger, but I managed to disarm him and grab the dagger. I started stabbing, but I couldn't pierce his armor. I tried again, confident and expecting his armor to fail. With another stab I pierced his armor and wounded him heavily. A few more strong stabs and he was lying dead.

I looked around for an escape route and decided to jump out through a window. I jumped forward, phasing through the window, making a flip forward and landing perfectly on my feet. I looked back at the building and decided to utterly destroy it. With one hand I made a gesture and the whole building literraly exploded, glass shards flying in the far away. In the same time I summoned an earthquake with the other hand and forced the skyscraper to collapse. I teleported away, ending at a terrace in another skyscraper. I thought what to do next. I started losing lucidity. I heard a voice of a little girl telling "It's enough daddy! Wake up!" I started drawing what I did in this lucid dream, then saw how it turned from paper to reality. After a while I woke up.

I was with Tevin, it was nighttime. We were going inside a house. The house was dark and dirty, extremely dirty. There was trash all over the place, even what I thought was manure, dirty plates stacked on top of one another on the floor. We went up the stairs and I made sure to follow Tevin's footsteps, thinking that would decrease my chances of stepping on shit. When we reached the second floor, a group of girls and Diego came into the house. They lived here and I wondered how someone could be so filthy.

Tevin told me to race him to he main door and I found myself doing parkour and skipping the stairs completely, I wondered where I learned to do all that. Once outside I notice there were a lot of people there. We were now at a field. I took my camera out and started taking pictures. Andres N. was there, we went for a walk and he borrowed my camera. When he returned it, it had a small lense on instead of my professional lens. I asked where it was and he said it would probably be by the fire. I couldn't find it and he started freaking out when I told him it was a $700 lens. Diego was warming up for a soccer match but he started helping me look for it too. At one point I realized it didn't matter if I found it because it would still be on my camera by the time I woke up, but I didn't become lucid.

I went to the university and I was swimming in an indoors pool. It was kinda like a tank and there were fish everywhere. I looked down and saw a great white shark approaching me slowly. I got scared but I just swam calmly towards the edge. The shark sniffed me and didn't seem interested in eating me. I got out and saw AJ by a set of monitors. He told me he was studying the sharks as part of his Masters degree. I turned towards the monitor and saw he was releasing two small dogs into the shark tank, and next thing I knew there was a cloud of blood spreading throughout the tank. I started yelling at him and he told me we had to leave because they were coming for us.