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    1. Wednesday, June 1

      by , 06-01-2022 at 10:16 PM
      Iím with Makayla outside of what looks like my apartment. I have taken some acid. Makayla must know this, because she asks if Iím feeling high. Walking up the stairs I start to feel spacey, so I admit it and tell her yes. Sensations feel amplified and I feel euphoric and ready to laugh at anything. Inside now, my whole visual field instantly shifts to look like a static overlay on the scene. It is fairly intense, putting me on edge a bit.
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    2. Saturday, May 28

      by , 06-01-2022 at 10:15 PM
      Iím at a concert venue. It is full of people but I donít think I currently hear any music. I seem to be off to the side of the stage in what feels like a dugout. The crowd starts a circle pit with the inner group moving in one direction and the outer group in the other. At this point, I know itís a Grateful Dead concert, so this feels very out of place. I see the rest of the crowd sitting on the grass facing the stage and I end up over there. Itís a sea of faded tie dye and friendly faces. I end up next to a girl near my age with two others. We start talking and I mention that itís my first show. She gleefully exclaims this to those around. In my mind, the year is 1981 and the show is more than halfway over (though itís fully light out). Thinking of songs Iíd like to hear, Morning Dew and Black Muddy River come to mind.
      *A movie came on at Blind Dog last night and my guess was that it was filmed around Ď81 due to the hair and clothes styles.



      Iím at an empty park with a large play structure. Mark approaches, so I say something like ĎYou have something in, I take it.í He says yes as I walk up to a section of the equipment to grab it for him (I donít notice anywhere with books or even a shelf). Now we are in what looks like an almost empty living room. Zoe and Nicola are here, each at a computer. Mark is going to order some more; I pull up Amazon on a computer as he sits behind me. The first one comes out to more than $40, to which he gruffly says no. He seems a little less friendly than usual and is wearing darker clothes and a ballcap. I notice and get frustrated with how dim it is in here, so I go to open these blinds just like the ones in our apartment. I twist the rod and every blind looks like itís starting to split.
    3. Friday, May 27

      by , 06-01-2022 at 10:13 PM
      I am with Julia and maybe some others. Weíre walking along a rocky creek bed. The rocks are dark gray, smooth, and large enough to create a few feet of space between us and the water below. I end up climbing down to the water. Julia reacts as if I shouldnít be doing this, but I think itís fine. I continue further, eventually submerging and then surfacing in a large, circular pool. The walls seem to be stone, though possibly with windows around towards the top, like a cross between a natural space and an aquarium. There are several sea animals swimming in here with me. Jon is here also and I think I jump into the water once or twice.



      I am walking outside when I pass by someoneís yard. The path seems to go right next to the chain link fence. The yard is fairly large and at a slight incline. Thereís a large rock right by the fence; I climb up onto it. There are two dogs here and I am impressed as one climbs onto the steep side of the rock. Iím not sure if the dogs are coming over to be protective, but I end up playing with them. A younger middle aged lesbian couple come out of the house through its back door and start to apologize for the dogs, but I donít mind at all. I throw a ball for the dogs. I also sense the couple is tired and trying to go to bed.
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    4. Wednesday, May 25

      by , 06-01-2022 at 10:12 PM
      Iím in either a pool or hot tub with Melissa. According to its circular shape and small size, itís a hot tub - I just canít tell if the waterís hot or not. There are also no jets running. It seems like this hot tub is in a slight alcove and partially covered by a ceiling. Weíre facing the rest of the patio; itís empty save for one younger, blond woman. A teenaged looking girl comes over and asks if weíll need towels. She seems behind schedule and like sheís doing the bare minimum. Melissa and I glance at each other and tell her no. She comes back in a moment with a roll of paper towels and sets them on the water. I hesitate and then grab them out. Melissa is now sitting close to me in the water and Iím touching her between her legs, under the bathing suit. She is fine with it until I start to go inside, after which she says Ďplease stop.í



      Iím outside somewhere with Julia and Jessica. The area looks maybe like an empty parking lot beside a park. The trees are flourishing and casting solid shadows to contrast with the golden sunlight. Theyíve set up some games, I think as an event for Grassroots. The only one who shows up is a very genial black man and his son (around 7 years old?). One of these games involves a tiny Ďhoopí. Iíve taken it in my hand and inverted it. It feels more like a paper cup and now I worry about getting it back on right. Another looks like a tank on four wheels that can be towed. Itís filled with what looks like different colored cotton balls. I think the Ďhoopí goes on top and then the object is to drop a marble/jelly bean? and follow it down. The little boy is now playing with multiple soccer balls.
    5. Saturday, May 21

      by , 06-01-2022 at 10:11 PM
      Iím at what looks like Basecamp with someone else - Makayla? This space seems a little more open and the floors look harder than the usual padding. Iím in my street shoes but I still step up to try a problem. The holds are blue, the small one after the starting hold quite a ways away. I attempt it not expecting to get far at all and end up sticking the first move. I do lose my grip and swing off after holding it for a few seconds.
      Tags: climbing
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    6. Thursday, May 19

      by , 06-01-2022 at 10:11 PM
      Iím at some club (I donít ever see its name, but I think itís One Up). Iím with some others, but Iím not sure who. At the entrance I give the bouncer my ID, though it seems like he wasnít going to ask for it. We are the only ones in here. The space is small and each wall is an overwhelming LCD display of moving neon, psychedelic patterns. There is talk of going to get high and I think Iíll join, imagining how the walls will look. Outside now, it looks like a bland strip mall and I see someone familiar. He is moving some doors. I go over to help him, screwing two doors together and screwing the bottom of the door? After I finish, I realize Iíve done it backwards, so I tell him Iíll have to start over. It seems like he is waiting on me.
      Tags: club, door
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    7. Tuesday, May 17

      by , 06-01-2022 at 10:09 PM
      Iím outside somewhere, maybe an apartment complex. I have Stella with me and notice a couple with a dog approaching. It looks like a black border collie and I recognize it as a dog Stella has seen several times but hasnít been able to meet. Stella notices the dog, but the couple keeps approaching. The man, shirtless and fit, wearing sunglasses and a stoic expression, asks if he can ask me something. I say yes and then ask if our dogs can meet because theyíre so close right now and havenít gotten to meet. He amicably says yes and I explain that she gets frustrated when sheís on leash and canít meet other dogs. Their dog, what now looks like a retriever, sits by me and playfully chews on my fingers. I clearly feel its sharp little teeth. Stella is very close but is largely ignoring the dog. Now one of them jumps to his back and he catches it with his hands behind his back. He never asks me what he was going to.



      Iím walking into a building, a restaurant or something similar. Iím also a woman or dressed as one. I have on a light blonde wig that is not very convincing. I think I also have womenís clothes on. There is attention on me as I walk through to the restroom; Iím aware that I donít fully look like a woman and stand out to judgmental people but donít really care. I walk with confidence. Thereís a small 90 degree hallway into the restroom, the floor of which is very cluttered with what looks like green foam blocks. Theyíre hard to get around and I think of what a hazard/liability they are. In the restroom now, the urinals are taken and 2-3 people are waiting. (I went into the menís, slightly unsure, because I think I still have a penis). I notice two stereotypical straight white men who I know are going to throw a fit about me being in here.
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