Ruesia's Dream Journal

Had this dream the night of January 3, 2016

I remember I am at a big box store. I have purchased several things but I don't know where I parked my car. I have an infant with me that I am carrying in a car seat like carrier, with the long handle. I know it is mine. It is only a few days old. Very tiny and pink. I am very protective of this infant. I ask a man working if I can set down my items (I have a ladder with me) so I can get my car and not have to carry it. He points to a place I can set it by the garden area. I walk out and find my car and drive off. I can't remember...I think I run some errands. I do something else. And, then I realize I left the baby with the things. And I panic. I know I have to tell my partner. I drive to the big box store and walk inside and frantically make my way to the garden area only to realize its a different store. I walk toward the front and my partner is there asking where our baby is. There is a daycare area of sorts at the front with several small infants and I frantically look for our son but he is not there. They are not him.

I start to cry and tell my partner I left the baby at the store but I don't remember which. He gets very angry with me. We pull out a map and start to look for all the big box stores. I keep looking in Fresno without realizing I am in Texas. I cry uncontrollably. Where is my son? What have I done? And how will my partner ever forgive me? I realize this is the end of the relationship.