I fall asleep I am very stoned I am floating through other peoples minds and inner dialogues. I am going through their lust They think of decisions they make which only bring more suffering I tell them to act otherwise They seem to laugh and take pride in their foolish decisions I forget who I am I am waking up trying to figure out who I am or the meaning of the world I exist in knowing that I'm here for some reason I cannot remember Ideas and concepts come together and I begin to remember I am used to forgetting who I am it doesn't surprise me