lucid

Had lucidity for a little while before losing it. I forgot exactly when I had it and what I did with it, but I used it to set up control for when I was non-lucid. It was a mine craft themed dream with better graphics and I had .mod commands for the rest of the dream. I made a fort with secret rooms and trap doors and portals to the ground. I spent a lot of time trying to summon a girl, I was successful, but couldn't get further than that.

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I cannot remember anything about this really. I remember other dreams from the night, but this was further back, and instead of writing it down I just went in for more sleep. What I do remember was that it was short, and I didn't do much. I remember thinking it was a dream, not that sudden realization I love, but more of just a transition into knowing. I felt my body and thought that I was only imagining it, but then remembered that wasn't the position I was actually sleeping in. I made sure I was in a dream, and that I knew it was a dream so I could count it as lucid, then faded out. I should start remembering what to do once I get lucid, rather than just hoping for a lucid, otherwise I will ruin the few I have.

Lucid Non-lucid

*before bed I used my own incubation technique, except just wanted lucidity rather than a place. I guess it is the confidence technique but it is still my version since I make an artificial confidence for it.

I was with some people in a mans house, we may have been looking for food. I think I may have found some, which is sort of weird considering I later find out he is a vampire. He comes home and captures some of my friends. I jump down part of a cliff, land, and jump again and become lucid. I am doing high jumps so that helps me get lucid, and I am flying through the air. All I do is make sure that I am in a dream, and firmly say that I am dreaming in order to be sure this was a lucid when I woke up, and I did end up waking up. I think when I was in the dream I thought how lucidity is just as natural as a regular one and was sort of just like flipping a switch on to get into the other.

Lucid Non-lucid

I was with a few people at a park. One girl was hot and I convinced her to go up onto the playscape with me. I guess my mind knows that if I can get a hot girl alone, I can handle the rest of the situation more favorably while lucid. So while she was on top of me, I became lucid. I didn't even think of having a different dream since I became lucid in an already sexual scene, and tried to use my lucidity to extend the dream and to make sure I achieved something. I made sure to go really slow, and unbuttoned her shirt. Then for some reason the dream reset, and I found myself walking with all the people to the park. I retained lucidity, though it was deteriorating, and planned to just take the same girl up to the same place and resume. However I either woke up or lost lucidity.

lucid Non-lucid

I was standing by a building talking to a friend about lucid dreaming. He didn't believe me, but then I told him that it was a dream right then, so he looked around and seemed to become lucid, in the dream I was wondering if it was a shared dream. I knew it was a dream but didn't feel lucid, so it was more of a semi-lucid. Then two black guys walked toward us with a knife so I told my friend to run. We ran really fast and I expected a river to appear and then had us jump in to escape. We were caught so I reset the dream, and then started it out running and we got away. It carried us to a house where there were other people. I stared at objects like plants to see how vivid and lifelike I could make them and got them very realistic. I think I jumped pretty high, but soon I lost lucidity or woke up.

Lucid Non-lucid

I was inside of a normal dream, though I do not remember it much at all. I became lucid, and it felt like I was forcing it by grabbing the thought and refusing to let go untill I understood it. I didnt stay lucid long, but I remember somehow getting to the top of a impossibly tall tree and looking down, contemplating whether or not to jump.

9/18/11

Lucid Non-lucid

I was in a project making robotics parts for a rich guy. at the end he wants to kill us off to keep us quiet. He have to walk barefoot across a floor with poison on it, and if we touch it we die. We are being watched by his daughter and her body guards. I am able to knock her out and pretend to give her medical attention so the guards ignore me. I become lucid and notice she is hot, so i start taking off her clothes, and say some poison got on them to advert suspicion. After she wakes up we start having sex, and something strange happened (not writing it down) and i woke up.

9/17/11

See written Dream journal for context.

Lucid Non-lucid

I am in a non-lucid dream for a while, and end up pretty much on top of a girl. I become lucid, and get ready to have sex, but first I stop and remember to stabalize. I do not think I stabalized correctly, and when I began to go to work the dream ended.

Lucid Non-lucid
8/15/11 (on vacation so wrote down late)

i was at school, in the office with mr. crowley. he sent me down to the chapel with the nun (the chapel switched locations with the caff in this dream. we went down the stairs and told me that jesus said that if you believe you can eat poison and live, and she wanted to test her faith. she took a pill, foamed and collapsed. i freaked out, but she got up and laughed and said it was a joke. i went on without her. under the school there was a big church. i looked at it and thought that it was so beautiful and big and that god must exist. then i knew something was wrong. and then i also realized that the church wasnt part of the actual school, and became lucid. at this point i started having sex with someone (wont say who but seemed appropriate at the time). i realized that since i was lucid i could have someone hotter, and i may have pulled up a computer screen (or that was just later) and got a hotter girl. she had bright clothes on and i took some off and started. in this dream i did feel something and even though i had low lucidity and no deffinant point of realization, i remembered to stay calm and not wake up, and i did last a little while longer than usual. after that i wanted to do a girl i knew, so i stopped what i was doing and pulled a fb page out of the air and found a picture of a few girls i like hanging out at a pool or lake or something. i was planning to go in, but one girl was missing, and idk why i didnt just go for the other hot girls, ii think i just wanted what i couldnt have. i kept looking for her and woke up.

Lucid

My brother woke me up and i made sure to stay still. I did a FILD and it felt like nothing happened, untill i did a reality check. i pinched my nose and breathed, and became lucid. i was still sceptical at first, so i continued to reality check, shoving my fingers up my nose, and when i opened my eyes, looking at my hand. i confirmed it was a dream and opened my eyes further ignoring their tiredness, and looked around. They closed but re-opened, and i was in my driveway, possibly from my previous dream. i realzed i didnt have much clothes on (what i went to sleep in) so i picked up some shorts from the ground, dusted them off, and put them on. Eli showed up and was annoying me, so i thought /ignore like i was in a video game and he was gone. i jumped up the front of my house and climbed the roof. i tried to fly and jumped to the other side of the roof, and then remember i wasted another dream like this. so i jump off the roof to the woods of the back yard and actually fly a little. at this point i wake up and re-enter the same dream with FILD. so i try to fly through the forest, but i end up jumping high as usual. quickly it turnes into jungle, and i am climbing up cliffs with water and vines growing down it. i come with a tree with empty bottles on the ends of branches (maybe to catch water) and turn into a tree frog. i see some people below, but i do not interact with them i do not think. then i figure i've been doing nothing for too long, and go out to look for a hot girl, and figure i will enjoy the dream as i look instead of doing a summoning. i do no stabalization and the dream starts to go down hill as i start to use less control. in the jungle there is an underground garage type thing, and a man trys to kill me. another man pulls me out of a window or broken wall back to the jungle saving me, but then some lady shoots me ending the dream.

Lucid Non-lucid

sleeping at dads, wake up alot during the night. anyway in the dream i am at a place that is dusty and brown with some vegetation, maybe a warehouse, maybe heading into a COD dream. i didnt like the vegetation and turned right onto a path because i didnt want to have a dream in that place. i found myself lucid, however it was strange and not like most dreams since there was no point of realization. however i knew it was a lucid because i flew (with very little thought, it just happened, proof of low lucidity i think), remembered i broke a dryspell, and to put this on DJ, and tryed to fly to a place with better scenery for a dream. however no stabalization at all, the dream was unexpected i guess. i found a greener place with water and a drawbridge, and was somewhat satisfied. i guess my goal was to find a better scene for a dream but forgot to actually dream once i found the place, and i woke up.

Lucid Non-Lucid

after a few dreams of being chased and such, i found myself in a rock shop, and i was looking at rocks, all too expensive, and some flouride in particular. i started talking to the girl at the counter, but her father (or someone) didnt want me talking to her. the dream progressed for a little, and we went up to her room to have sex. we started, but then i noticed one side of the wall was a huge window. kids were coming near and we didnt want an audience so we stopped. we tried to go somewhere else but her dad wanted me gone and was close. at the bottom of the stairs i became lucid (rapidly deteriorating from that point on). from there i figured that now that i was lucid i would finish what i started, i took her hand and led her back upstairs, i didnt care that there was a window i would just make blinds. then i quickly lost lucidity and woke up before i could get to the room.

Note: This entry marks that i am caught up, and should be accurate with the date. from now on i will post on the same day to keep track of the dates well.

Lucid Non-lucid

before i went to bed i had confidence i would have an awesome dream, and thought about the crocidile swamp as i said that. later when i was asleep, i had a few dreams, one where i was fighting some WoW type thing, and then the dream was cut short and i found myself in the crocidile swamp. i remember thinking about this and i become lucid. then i realize that when im lucid i want to have fun and always wake up by trying to have sex or something, and a fun dream is right in front of me, so i lose lucidity to enjoy it. however there are only a few crocidiles, and i fall out of the boat and find a shark there. i really shouldnt have given up on lucidity. later on i woke up.
(approx. date. 6-12-11)

See also: when trying the same MILD technique where i have confidence in a dream, i had a dream of a lightning storm, one of the 2 things i thought of, but no lucidity.

Lucid Non-lucid

i had a dream in what seemed to be the italian place in SC3 with a story like ADJL, then that ended and i had a new one. at the beggining of the dream i am in a small crowd of people at what seems to be the end of a bridge leading off to a empty city at night, it was dim with yellow streetlights everywhere. i find a cute girl and i put my arm around her, and we walk and talk and she laughs (i think she was jewish maybe, dosent matter tho since its a dc). then i realize i would never have enough confidence to put my arm around a random girl and start talking, and it wouldnt work out so well. at that point i became lucid, and we started walking. we were in a alley with brick buildings on each side and going in between chain fences, when i open a side door to one of the buildings so we can have sex somewhere. i turn on the light in there and i see a warehouse full of tables with boxes on them. i bring her over, but there are already people where i want to go. they tell me to go away, and this happens a few more times, since i soon find out the warehouse is full of people. some are really short and some look like muppets, and while i bring the girl to a darker corner i wake up. (approx. date. 6-7-11)