Cities in the Astral

08-25-13 I think this was a WILD. The scene starts suddenly, so I do not know if I lost awareness first or not. I was standing in a room from a memory. the room was a party I had attended in the nineties. All the people who I would expect to be at this party seemed to be there. I was fully lucid already, thus it was likely WILD.
I saw a girl in the crowd I had had a crush on all those years ago. I know sex is a big distraction from lucidity, but once in awhile, I let myself go. I wanted to have fantasy sex with this old crush. I 'knew' she would leave the party with me, so I asked her to take a walk. The DC got up and left the house with me. I also knew we would find some private place and right out side was a van. The side door was open and a suede covered bed was in the back.
We got in the van and got naked (suddenly, no transition) I explored my fantasy and really spent time. I developed each scene slowly and made her body as real and life like as I could. This went on for some time.
I do not know what I was trying for, as far as keeping the scene rolling, maybe an actual wet dream/ release. It was not ever getting that far, just close. After awhile things seemed awkward and she commented on being uncomfortable. I tried to ignore this as just mental noise. I shifted the scene and started again in a new position. She still was fussing and uncomfortable, and I was getting more awkward. She finally said, "we have to stop, I am married."
Oh come on subconscious!? Fine... I stopped and figured I should focus on some task instead of just grinding and grinding and so on,,,
I tried to stabilize as things became blurry. I focused first on just one of her nipples, playing with it as a way to stabilize. Suddenly her nipple was gone and the scene had shifted. I was looking into my fish tanks. I heard someone call out to a friend of mine "hey Bob!" My sister was in the room talking. There goes the hey Bob sound again. She asks me what I am doing. I tell her that I am dreaming, and am wondering why I keep hearing those words. I look out the window and someone is outside.
Suddenly IRL I had to go pee so bad it was painful. I thought I could stabilize, but had to pee too darn bad. Oh!!! That is why the sex scene had broken down, my sub conscious was trying to get me to get up and pee ("I am uncomfortable,,)
I just let myself wake up at that point. Dur~10-15 minutes.