Sugabombs

I was ready to take a nap yesterday because I was super tired from having to run around stores all day long.

I laid down on my back in my bed and I was super determined to have a WILD. I've never felt so confident.
As I laid there I thought about something I read here on Dreamviews.. "..it is impossible to WILD without first falling asleep. This is your main focus." And I've almost only focused on being aware all the other times I've tried WILD so this time I allowed myself to fall into a dream.

In the dream I was in a car on a big field of grass. I was looking at a picture of a couple (I know) on a laptop in the backseat. Suddenly I see them coming behind the car so I quickly tried to close it.. Didn't want them to know I looked at them or something. So I went out of the car and I see my mom. All of a sudden I hear the sound of a car turning fast on gravel. I turn my head and my dad and his friend jumps out of the car in question and act real freakishly with a pair of hockey sticks. My dad frightens me. He acts like he is possessed.

I wake up. And [U]now[/U] it begins.

As I wake up, I don't really wake up. I am only aware of my body once again and everything is black. My eyelids are closed. Do you know the feeling when you've been sleeping on your arm and you raise it up and there's a tingly feeling that feels kind of weird? I got that feeling, in my entire body. I realized that this was it, Sleep Paralysis.
And as I realized that I felt like I was falling through my bed. Like I didn't weigh a thing.

Next thing I know, I have entered an LD. I bolt out of my bed and I see my dad running outside my bedroom, looking for me and it scares the hell out of me. I call out to him and I am 100% aware of what I'm doing.
He turns to me and he's coming at me as I scream at him "Dad! You're acting weird in my dream! It's a dream! Dad!"

He bolts at me and I wake up.


[U][I]My own comments[/I][/U]: I told my brother about this and he asked me "Why didn't you just teleport away or something? You knew it was a dream didn't you?" Well, [I]first [/I]of all I was pretty scared and my adrenaline was pumping (in the dream) so I didn't know what else to do.
[I]Second [/I]of all, I have a long track record of being a dumb Lucid Dreamer. I can have the most obvious dream signs, and not wake up. Although [U]I was[/U] aware 100% this time, it seems I am still dumb in my dreams. I could have went through the floor or whatever but the thought didn't cross me.


Still! Progress is progress and progress is awesome. :banana: