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Last night i had a very clear lucid level dream ( i had no control)
I started when i had gotten ammonia a few years back but this time it was fatal my family and i all knew this.
My parents decided to take me out to a ball game. We laughed at some racist guy who offered us his seats so he did sit by a woman (I'm not racist).I had a moment of coughing so they injected me with some medicine. I woke to laying my head in my mothers lap when she had been crying my dad was sleep in a chair and she gave me pill and i was off to sleep. Sadly i woke up alone in my bed calling my mom repeatably as i slowly died i woke up from this dream in a fade out straight to SP then allowing myself to wake up.
i woke up however feeling gratitude for my parents(a little bit of loneliness)