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I took some Melatonin (3mg) last night to help with sleeping. I heard the alarms I set, but since I had some good sleep from the Melatonin, it was kind of hard to stay a conscious for a WILD. For the WBTB, I think I tried at least two times, I had the temptation to sleep quickly.

Woke up for the final time, and I feel like a new person. Remembered a lot more dreams, some where so long that I should've woken up for a while to write them down. Oh well.

05.07.2012

Left my Backpack (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

There was a huge dream shift that I probably forgot, making this dream confusing.

Basically, I go into some random men's athletics room, and I see my backpack to the right of me resting on a bench.

I had a herp derp moment, and took the backpack just like that. I move forward to left side to rest my backpack on the left bench. There's a guy already at a locker, and he has a bunch of crap to put in, or put out, not sure what he's trying to do, but he has a lot of clothes and stuff in a pile.

He looked like Felix in waking life that I used to know in Middle School and High School. There was a guy named Brian, who was his friend in waking life as far as I know, who came in. Felix tells him that the locker that Brian is trying to go to is occupied, and Brian says in an almost scared tone towards him,

"Oh okay...."

I don't know, either he was afraid of me, or he was doing crack or something, because he was kind of twitching a little too much for my taste.

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05.07.2012

Lady with Plug (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Some lady is our teacher, and I don't know who I'm hanging with at the time except for her. I think we're in a computer lab of some sort, and the floor is white, and the room is a kind of dark, I was wondering who is going to turn on the lights in here.

There was some lights from the outside hallway that provided enough to see what's going on, but it would've been a helpful to still turn on the lights.

A girl has a problem doing something on the computer, and I think the teacher takes the time to help her. There's some other stuff I can't remember to well, but there's a dream shift to where she explains to some girl that the plug, as in an outlet, is prone for error if not inserted correctly in an outlet.

I guess it served as some kind of flash drive in an abstract way, and it was white all over. It looked like your basic plug-in with a chunky white layer hiding the wires and all that, with the two outlet connections sticking out.

There also seemed to be something she utilized to protect those same ends sticking out, and when she did, it would light up a small bright green light, probably to confirm that things are in place.

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05.07.2012

Moving Circular Waterfall? (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Uh, I don't know how to describe this waterfall, not even sure it's a waterfall, it's the best I can come up with. I googled what a circular waterfall was, but that wasn't it...too lazy to edit it out with a different name....


I believe I'm walking on a Circular moving waterfall? It's kind of hard to describe it any other way, but it feels like I'm walking, or someone is walking while I'm looking in first person perspective on a waterfall that's moving.

I think I slip down one of the holes after going high to up, and it's basically seeing a person slide left and right in third person view now. Apparently, before the small shift, I think the reason that as each time the person went down, things started to fade more.

I think they needed a specific amount of points to go to a certain afterlife, but I'm not too sure on that, because even though things faded, the person still went deeper.

They finally reach the bottom, or at least a good surface point for now, and they start moving a bit. I'm not sure if I'm playing a video game, and watching the character move that I'm controlling or whatever, but it feels kind of weird. I think I'm at some kind of Game Expo or whatever like E3 or even Comic Con.....not sure, just hearing a few people talking, but their voices are diluted while I'm focusing on the video game.

Oh, and the person seemed to be in some kind of sky city, because the bottom level, you can clearly tell that if they fell off, they would be falling for a pretty long time from above.

I can't remember anything else from the dream.

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05.07.2012

10 Reports (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

The dream is kind of confusing to me....having a little bit of gaps in recall as well.

Some parts of this dream I remembered was being underwater I think to see how some kind of demon male can pretty much eat any kind of creature for some reason I can't remember.

The demon, or at least I thought it was, was dark violet, and when he turns around, he opens his coat layers or whatever it is, and there's a bunch of pink penises on each side. He had white hair too I believe, along with blue horns.

(The closest picture I can find is the demon girl made by uthstar01 in a certain gallery online)

The chick on the right...white hair, purple body, except it looked like a male in the dream.

There are other parts of the dream like me looking for some small animal in the grass, and then trying to kill some guys who want the same animal or object as well.

The dream shifts to where I'm inside a room, and I see a person that looks like my Biology 111 professor. I had a hunch I had to give my reports on the experiences I had before with the animal searching and all that stuff with the demon.

I remember a girl being next to me that looked like Linda, a Hispanic girl I knew in waking life. I was giving the professor my report, and the first one was kind of short, seeing how he read it so fast. I think he is getting more impressed each time he sees another report, and Linda is nudging me as if I got this thing for sure.

She was wearing a sleeveless black shirt and light blue jeans. She had black hair instead of light brown hair as well. I can't remember much after that.

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05.07.2012

Swimming to Alyzarin? (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

All I remember was that me and Alyzarin, at least I assumed it was her, underwater, and she looked like she was unconscious as she's descending. She's still near the surface though, maybe 3-4 away from it.

I'm trying to reach her by swimming as fast as I can, but I'm going to slow. I assumed it was her because the entity looked a lot like the person on her avatar. Green hair, wearing a light colored full dress. etc.

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05.07.2012

Spike Spiegel Dies (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

All I remember for this dream was Spike Spiegel and some girl who looks maybe 6-8 years of age walking together at some random park. They're on some stone road, and I believe there were Pink blossom trees, and some of the leaves are floating in the air.

I think Spike decides to kill someone, but I'm not too sure on that. Whatever the reason or action, this causes the girl he's walking with to pull out something that looks like a lipstick of some sort.

It actually is a mini-pistol of some sort, and she shoots Spike. Spike grunts, and says something like the lines of,

"You little....you took it while I grabbed your.." something.


That lipstick trick reminded me of a scene in MGS3 where Sokolov thought Eva was going to kill him with some weapon that ended up being a lipstick...lol.

(From 0:00-1:15)

Okay, recall is a little better now.

04.30.2012

Phenlypatin Explosion (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

The word Phenlypatin is what I saw in the dream, I googled what that is, and got Phenlypentane. Note this dream a little......


How should I say this......

murder...blood...explosion...laughter....

The thrill of almost being caught, the thrill of hearing others die in the next room because they couldn't handle the explosion right.

Blowing up things with ease with a random chemical that doesn't even exist, at least here.....it was crazy...I honestly am scared on how my non-lucid state loved all this.

Whoever knew that getting away for explosions was actually thrilling?

The dream starts out to where someone hands me some kind of small test tube with a pink liquid inside. They tell me that it is "Phenlypatin," and that when it's set to somewhere under 10 degree Celsius, it will cause an explosion.

This wasn't really good logic at all, seeing as since I'm in shade, it should've exploded instantly, but it didn't. Maybe they meant if it's in an environment near 10 degree Celsius or above...but whatever..

The environment is mostly consists of this huge uphill, and we're at the bottom of it. To the right of me is an extension for it for vehicles to turn left (on their side). It seems to be around afternoon in this dream, and the sky is clear, so it gives us this kind of light grayish atmosphere to it.

There's a huge tree to the right of me as well, which adds on to the shade in the area I'm in.

I believe I'm in the shade at the time, and behind me was some kind of old and abandoned house. I think someone lived there, but it was a really old female. I don't know how I started out in this area, but I threw some of this Phenlypatin stuff near the truck.

(Note: I didn't know it was Phenlypatin until later on in the dream).

I thought the truck should've exploded by now, but as it goes downhill from the long road slope down near the curve to the left (right curve in my case), one of the gray, shiny, and oblong shaped tanks it was containing exploded right in front of me.

I saw some gases come out, and they had these hues of white and silver to is. The explosion was more of a pop, rather than actual fire.

The blue truck crashed into the large tree or whatever to the right of me. Then I started to laugh because this stuff was actually explosive!

I spend more time throwing the test tubes at random vehicles, I think I threw one at a taxi, or maybe it was just a plain yellow vehicle, not sure.

After I started cackling like a madman, I'm shifted to where my Biology TA I had for my second semester as a freshmen gives us more of these tubes, but either she didn't know these were explosive and being ignorant, or was just a random DC set out to force me not to do a reality check.

(That should've made me do a reality check, seeing as I don't have to go to Biology lab anymore because I took care of the Practical Exam last week).

There's probably two more people with me, and they're waiting for her to give them more tubes. She gives more tubes to me apparently because one of the people asked if they can take some from me. I hold on to the tubes and moved my arms away from them so they wouldn't take it.

MY TUBES was my behavior at the time....lmao, I really have gone crazy with these things..

Then I'm alone in this dark room now, and I hear some sounds coming from the wall. I presume that it's people that were near me before.

They were doing some countdown, probably for another Phenlypatin Explosion.

Altogether, they declared,


"3.............."






"2.................."


"1......................"



PLOP!







They're all dead. I hear the sound of their bodies exploding from the inside, it had this squishy sound to it. I guess the blood was splattered all over the walls to create that weird sound.

It shocked me a little bit, but they were stupid to activate the explosive in short range. I honestly thought the explosion would be strong enough to cause the Phenlypatin near the wall to explode as well.

Then I get out of the dark room, and apparently some Authority figures come in, and they're telling us of the incident. I believe I ignore what they're saying for a few seconds to look at a box that had the name of the explosive, which said Phenlypatin.

I'm surprised they didn't know I was part of the group with the explosives, and then as everyone leaves, there's this random guy who turns towards me, but is walking backwards.

He puts up the middle finger at me, and he makes this face like he's trying to get his upper lips to touch his nose, which causes his top head region to stretch down as if he's mad.

I don't know why he's mad, but I didn't kill anyone at all. The people who caused the explosion and got themselves killed were the idiots...not me.

Then I turn around and see a tube sticking out from the bedroom, along with some kind of plastic needle medium that you press down on the top to squeeze out whatever liquid was inside.

I quickly shove it under the sheets so the authorities wouldn't take a glance at my bedroom (they didn't check my bedroom, and I was honestly scared that they would, seeing as I knew I had a lot of these test tubes in a container near the wall that I mentioned before).

I realized the last portion of my dream occurred in my apartment.

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04.30.2012

Victoria's Body on Me (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I find it funny that I dreamed about Victoria again, a girl I had for Biology class in High school when I was Sophomore. The last time I dreamed about her, it was because I looked at a few photos of her one time.

And I when I was on IRC posting women I met before, I dream about her this time. Funny how my mind works.

I'm inside someone's bedroom. The sheets are white I believe, and it's a small bedroom, with a lot of stuff, but it was organized, to some extent.

There was a window to my left, and I was near the end of the bedroom, probably holding on to a part of it, waiting for someone.

Then Victoria comes in.....


And she's smiling, she's happy to see me obviously. Her blonde hair, something about it made me enticed by her. Her radiant energy from the last dream I had about her was there.

I know it was there, and it was even stronger....strong enough to fabricate high and intense sexual energy.

The way she's moving coming towards me, I eventually laid my back on the bed. Then she gets on top of me.

She holds both my hands....

I'm now trapped in her presence, her wonderful sexual energy. She keeps smiling at me, giggling even as well. Then there's this other random girl that looks like a girl named Z that I had for an art class before.

Z was wearing a dark red shirt I believe, along with a super short pink skirt. She was going inside one of the brown dresser shelves, the bottom one.

As she's bending down to go inside the dresser, I realized she had no panties on. I'm seeing all this from third perspective mode, while Victoria is still on top of me.

Seeing Z bend down like that turned me on for some reason. I wonder why she was putting herself inside of a dresser, lol.

Maybe because I would use her later on like how I put on my clothes?

LOL, that's being a little bit too extreme, even if she could be a sex partner in this dream.

Anyway, back to Victoria. Having her whole body on me was amazing, and I think at one point, she wanted me to get naked. I think I do it, but I'm not sure if it was me, or some other person getting naked.

I can't remember anything else, other than seeing a small dream reset of Z bending down again to go inside the drawer, without her underwear.

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04.30.2012

Change of Heart (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I'm walking somewhere, and I managed to get out of a building to get inside of what seemed like a garage. The floor was gray and shiny, and it felt like it was a workshop garage or something.

I see a tennis coach I used to have treating one of the teammates I knew in High School. Apparently, it looked like he was doing an Electrocardiography operation on the teammate of mine.

(I'm not surprised, seeing as I did an ECG in Biology Lab this semester).

The coach is asking John,

"Don't you have a change of heart?"

I didn't really pay attention to the meaning of that, but now, it's probably when I asked someone on the IRC last night why they had a change of heart.

Anyway, I prepare to go outside, and I see another familiar face who looked like James that I knew in waking life. He smiles at me a little bit, but I ignore him as well.

I continue walking to go to the right diagonally. The sky, it looks like it's going to rain, or at least drizzle. Then I see a girl that looks like J, a girl that I saw in a High school who was Black, but light skinned.

She saw some friend of hers that acknowledge her presence, and they started to run to each other, but I ignore this as well.

Then I stopped for a moment, and I something tempted me to cough, like I was sick or something. I don't know what it was, but I managed to get back up from having one knee to the ground.

I can't remember much after that.

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04.30.2012

Math Teacher (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I really don't care too much of this dream, too boring to recall the details.

To put it as simple as possible, I'm in a math class, but it seems to have an elementary setting to it, and I'm asking some old lady on what problems I had to finish, but I think she said I don't have to worry about it.

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04.30.2012

Biology Review (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Since when does my apartment become a blood study guide for random people?

And because I had this dream, I'm worried about how it's going to play out with the Biology Final I have this friday.


All right, the dream starts out in my apartment, and there are quite a few people inside of it (missed reality check #1).

I see my Biology 111 professor I had at the time is there (missed reality check #2) and he's answering a few questions a student has. She was a female, and she was wearing a light turquoise shirt along with short black sports shorts, and she seemed to know what she was saying. (a girl in my apartment? missed reality check #3)

But the professor corrected her by saying that some purple material is in fact the yellow material's properties, I can't remember what specifically.

Then there's this random Asian guy, who is fairly chunky in size, and he's holding a paper with his right hand, and basically reads from it asking the professor that we don't really need to know what has to be excluded from whatever set of chemicals or whatever they were taking about.

They were either talking about amino acids, or something random, but I swore I remember someone saying related to them.

After some time has passed, maybe five minute or so, the professor and everyone else in my apartment decide to sum up all that they said, and they go their separate ways.

I decided that I should clean up this apartment, since it was kind of messing, random things being placed with other things...

I paid attention on how my professor would leave the apartment, and apparently, when I go to my bedroom, there's this door the leads to the outside on the right as soon as you turn your back from coming into the bedroom.

(Missed reality check #4....isn't that cute...)

He opens the door, and goes on his way. It's really bright outside, and after he's gone, I realize there's two men near some kind of coal burner of some sort. I presume this is my heater, and I ask them what they hell they think they're doing inside of this new attachment for my apartment.

It was kind of like a mini-garage, with maroon colored walls.

I don't think they understood what I said, they seemed like foreigners. They just look at me, and go back to what they're doing. I see they're putting more goal inside a machine, like the ones those people put in trains to fuel it.

Then I shift my mind towards apologizing to them, since they're doing the dirty work for me by filling up my heat source.

I don't know why I was shifted to that mindset, but it was better than dealing with people who wouldn't listen to me.

I close the door, and I forget what happens next.

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16-04-12
Around 6:30am

Sadness
Genre: Tragedy
Non-Lucid

I was in my old High School. I was back with a few others from the school, we were brought back to talk to the biology students. We were apparently experts in the subject. There was five of us, we each took turns talking to the class. Next thing I know, I am in the corridor with a girl who I was friends with at school. We are walking down when I notice a bank machine, I go up to it and insert my card. However, for some reason my pin doesn't work, then I realize I'm putting it in wrong. I finally get in. My memory goes fuzzy at this point and the next thing I remember is sitting on a cliff, looking out over the ocean, even though there is no ocean where I live for miles, nor any cliffs. I remember I am sad about something. I remember one of my best friends had passed away. She had died in a car crash. Another of my friends came up to me, and walked with me down a street. I don't remember what she was saying though. I then woke up.

04.13.2012

I love you Mother, Eighty-Two (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I thought I didn't remember any dreams, but I remember two vivid ones....one kind of scared me, the other was............I don't know.


Dream 1: I love you, mother

My parents came to my apartment, though that really shouldn't be the case, it seems I still went along with the flow.

The apartment is a little weird in its structure. Instead of having my bedroom at the end of the small hallway, there's one on the right side. There was a fairly bigger bed than the one I have in waking life.

It's covered in white sheets, and I believe the bed head and bed ends were composed of metal. The overall color of the bedroom itself had different shades of blue.

My mother comes in, and I'm half-naked from the top, but I still didn't get a good image of my dream body. I'm standing up and watching something from my Zune, and it seems to be some inappropriate things.

I didn't want my mother to see what I had, so I tried tilting it from her view, and the fact that there was lotion to the right of me on top of a drawer chest made things even more awkward.

She told me,

"Let me see what you're watching.."

"No....." I said with an awkward tone.

I think she smiles and leaves the room. I get out of the bedroom as well after a few seconds had passed.

I see my father is going to sit on a white fold-able chair, and he's most likely waiting for my mother so they can leave. I think I see him doing this while peaking out from the bathroom, but I don't know why I would have to hide and try to peek at him.

My mother eventually comes out somewhere, and I said good-bye to them. I shut the door completely, quickly turning the locks to go about doing what I want to do.

I take one or two steps before stopping completely, and then I had thoughts feeling how my mother would feel sad having to leave so quickly for a few moments with her son.

I started to get depressed a little, and then I realized I should quickly open part of the blinds near the entrance of my apartment, and I see my mother is still in the process of leaving.

Before she does, I tell her,

"Mom? Hey Mom?"

She turns around and looks at me.

I declare, "I love you, Mother."

"I love you too," she declared.

I take my hands away from the blinds, and turn around, feeling even more depressed because I only said that to her to make her feel better, and it still left me speculating if I really love her in waking life.

Dream 2: Eighty-Two

I'm inside a building, probably at my University, and I see my current professor for Biology 112. She's wearing a brown shirt, and probably a long black dress with some high heels.

I talk to her about something, but I forget most of them. As the conversation is coming to a close, she declares something about my grade for the class overall.

She tells me,

"You're going to get an 82 in total."

(Something along those lines)...

I'm a little surprised for an exact value that she's giving me, but I take it into consideration, and said good-bye to her while I'm walking my way to another class most likely.

Dream 3: Where's the Hamster?

It seems I'm in a warehouse, and there were some random things that were so unique, that it's kind of difficult to remember all of them.

The warehouse, if you looked above to see the ceiling, it was pure black, and it was kind of spacious too because you can just hear the sound of air moving in and out, kind of like small echos of air that cover a huge surface area.

I remembering holding a small hamster on my hand, or at least seeing one on top of something. I think I grab it and threw it somewhere randomly. Then I started to get worried, and tried to find it.

Its fur was light brown, and its pupils were pure black, with some light glaring on it.

My perspective shifts to where I'm looking at some kind of mini-map, and it's showing locations of where other small hamsters like the one I threw were. The landmarks on the mini-map where kind of confusing.

I believe one was a white castle with pink roofs??? It showed a picture of the hamsters zooming in and out, and had a little alert sound like you would hear from a radar.

(Not the submarine radars that make the deep and slow sound, kind of like a GPS system).

I know someone else was there with me, but I can't remember exactly who. I believe I saw someone in a red outfit, but that's just pushing it before I start becoming too suggestible with the possibilities.

04.04.2012

Biology Cladogram, Prospective Tenants (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

First dream that I remembered, it was really vivid, and some things were out of place, but it's funny how it was since I have a cladogram assignment to finish before today.

Dream 1: Biology Cladogram

I'm inside a Biology Laboratory, the environment is remarkably accurate to the one in waking life. There is faded gold-ish flooring to it, white lighting, and windows to the sides.

The tables have black tops, with the shiny brown and wooden cabinets with drawers and such supporting it, just like the ones in waking life, along with the light brown stools to sit on as well.

There's this person who looks like my lab partner in waking life, let's call him "Ley." Ley was telling me about the cladogram assignment.

One thing that I didn't catch to do an RC was that I normally sat at the far end of the set of lab tables in waking life, but I was sitting to the left side, and since each side had a set of stools, this meant I was close to other people who had their backs facing me.

Ley is wearing a brown jacket I believe, some dark blue jeans, but I can't remember the color of his shirt, it's a warm color, at least.

In his hand, it seems it is a folded up maroon paper that would would extend maybe 2-3 feet if opened. He finished the Cladogram assignment apparently, and I realize I haven't finished mine as yet.

The TA (teacher's assistant) wasn't here in the dream at all, but she probably was because I wasn't trying to paying attention to her at first.

The reason why I'm declaring that is when Ley showed me how to set up his Cladogram, I felt like someone was watching me, or it was just being cognizant that since this assignment does not allow collaboration with another classmate that made me quick in how I turned my head to see his folded up paper.

His choice with the color of the paper, along with it being in black ink wasn't even legible. The things that I saw on it were links, and a few think boxes linking each other to rectangles with curved corners.

It seemed more like a concept map rather than a Cladogram with just lines and a few curves. I try to take a peek, since he's offering to show me where to start at least, but I quickly look back the other way because I still feel the TA is in front of us trying to explain something.

I stopped looking after two peeks, and just paid attention to what was in front of me.

A projector screen was placed far back at the front of us in the middle, just like in waking life. It had a few messages on the board, and they were actually pretty stable in syntax.

I can't remember exactly, but the general message it was trying to portray was about the Cladogram Assignment we had to do, and what would happen if students turned it in late, some general things, but I'm glad the dream managed to have clear and legible spelling for once (other than the material on Ley's paper).

I stand up, and I decide I should go work with the people around me, but then I see a girl sitting alone on the far right side of where I'm sitting (I'm still on the left side of this table).

She looks a lot like someone I met in High School, but I can't figure who it was exactly.

She had brown and long hair, her facial composition was small, which made her cheeks stand out a little more, which augmented the cuteness factor big time. I believe she had freckles, and was probably wearing a little mascara, or was just using eyelash makeup to lure attention to her eyes.

She was wearing a light blue shirt, and her jeans, I'm not going to describe them too much, because it's probably wishful thinking to presume they were butt-lifting jeans, but because she looked like the girl I met in waking life, she did wear jeans to elevate her ass.

And the fact that her waist was wide, and having an hour glass shape (with the bottom a little wider than her top) along with perky breasts to accommodate her skinny top region just screamed "Fertility."

I believe she was a little annoyed with my presence, probably because I was showing someone else some magazines containing some adult content. After a while, I closed it and forgot about them altogether, and I basically stayed close to the girl from what I can remember.

Dream 2: Prospective Tenants

It seems people are checking out the house we're in, and I presume this because someone that looked like my mother was telling them to look around without any concern.

I was resting on my side, probably watching something, and I see more of what seems to be the relatives of the tenants. They were all Asian with black hair.

02.28.2012

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Dream 1: Person giving a Speech in College Class

This dream probably repeated itself two times. I am hungry in this dream, and I'm going to some class in college, and I see this DC that looks like the cook of a Sushi Restaurant I go to sometimes. He asks me if I'm ready because we're doing some kind of speech in class.

We go up the stairs of this random building we're in and give our speech. The dream resets and I meet the guy again. We were doing the same thing.

Then the third time he said we needed a microphone, and was the type you hooked somewhere on your chest for convenience and to talk to a larger audience, but I didn't worry about getting one, he did most of the talking.



And I was skipping up probably 2-3 steps at a time going up the stairs.

Dream 2 : Biology Lab Practical Review

I was in my Biology 112 Laboratory, and apparently we are doing a review for the practical coming soon. I think that this is reviewing the day before the actual practical exam, but it never hit me that I only go to the lab once a week.



The TA that I have starts going over a few questions, so I immediately get my notebook out and try to remember the first question she asked, because someone already answered it. I managed to do so, and I wait for the next review question.

I'm worried that the practical is going to be hard, and then someone tells me that it's actually occurring on Sunday instead of this Thursday (I still don't do a RC because I am completely gullible).

When I heard the practical exam was shifted to Sunday, it was one of the moments where you start to get pissed at yourself for worrying so much over something you thought was going to happen tomorrow.

I almost wanted to cry, and my face was making weird expressions of being shocked. I stretched my mouth to the back a little bit and squint my eyes, and then I move my mouth a bit as if I'm going to stutter because I'm still in shock that the practical is only a few days ahead instead of starting tomorrow.

I believe the dream probably resets again, and this time, I think I'm a little early to class this time, I'm not sure.

The same TA like the one I have for Biology 112, she was bragging on how she made all of the review for us to study, and I could see how childish she looked saying it.

She was happy like she solved the cure for cancer for something, then some random female comes in with a gray hoodie and your typical blue jeans to tell the class that the TA needed help.

The TA turned to her and had the face that said "SHUT UP!!" I think the random female just goes somewhere else, I can't remember if she was laughing back or not.

I'm still sitting down at a lab table, and a DC that I can't remember asks me if I want to hear something funny. I say sure, and they go on to how this person is going out with this girl. They start going on and on, and then a familiar face pops up of what they were talking about.

It was this girl in my Comm App class in High School named Melissa, apparently she's going out with some guy who also looks familar to me. I believe his name was Josh, but I only saw him in Middle School, and I was never friends nor did I talk to him.

The person goes on how this DC that looked like Josh in an over-sized black shirt (he was one of those guys who liked wearing big shirts I believe) wanted to touch Melissa's breast by slowly hugging her.

I get this image of him behind Melissa, getting closer to her, and having his head rested on her shoulder looking down at her breasts, and he hugs her while cupping her breasts.

She realizes this, and pushes him off and asks "What the hell are you doing?" But she looks like she enjoyed it, but just wanted to tease him a little bit or something.

Now that I look back at this dream, I'm annoyed that the person is Melissa/Marissa/Marisa rather than potentially being Alyzarin. It's like my mind just completely teased me with Melissa rather than Alyssa.

Dream 3: Girl in Black Jacket and Pants?

I'm at my University somewhere around Heldenfels I bet, and I just got out of some class since I'm heading towards getting my bicycle.

The setting is afternoon, and the dream is vivid (probably occurred around 6AM-8AM in waking life). I go to my bicycle, and I'm not paying too much attention to the bicycle, I'm just busy putting in the key to unlock the lock.

Then I notice a girl in a black outfit, wearing a small black jacket that is opened, and she looks Hispanic. Her face is slightly radiant, she looked like the person who would have a positive energy.



Her hair was smooth and black, and she was walking with some random dude in a black outfit as well. The dude had a lot of gel applied on his head, and he looked familiar to me as well. The DC reminded me of a guy I knew in Middle School as well named Jordan.

(Again, I never was friends with him, he was just a person I saw in Middle School).

As she's walking down the path that is going downhill, she glances at me for a while. The other guy isn't doing the same, nor are the DCs around me, just her.

For that moment, I looked in her eyes, and felt like she was luring me to just come up to her, but I didn't want to because I thought the guy resting his hands on her shoulder would be her boyfriend. I believe I see the girl again somewhere else in the dream, but I can't remember where.

I honestly think that she was trying to get my attention by making me jealous or something since she was with a guy, but the guy wasn't really that much of a competition for me overall. (sorry, that may be conceited, but I rarely have this type of self-confidence anyway).

I may be paranoid, or maybe I'm over-analyzing the dream, but I sure did feel something from this girl, because if she was able to stop me from trying to unlock my bicycle, and unwinding the loops I made to a bar to keep the bicycle in place, I guess she had something I liked.

Anyway...next dream.

Dream 4: Going to Random House

I'm walking somewhere probably to a random house, because the environment was completely different than the apartment complex I live in near Texas A&M University.The sky is beautiful, at least to me, it was mostly light blue, but it looked like it was going to rain or just going to be windy.



I'm walking down the street, and some DCs are going the same direction as I am as well. I see a Cop car near a stop sign, waiting for us to pass through so he could go along his way. I tried to look beyond the window, but I couldn't see clearly.

I don't know where I'm going at this point, but I reach a random house and go inside, Something I'm holding drops in front of me, and I could tell there were a few DCs behind me. I pick up the items in front of me since they were blocking my way, and I apologized to the DCs behind me.

I look back to see who they were, but all I could recall was a blonde female. She looks as me for a while with her mouth slightly opened, but it was just a reflex of her to look back at me since I looked back at her, so I didn't pay too much attention to why she glanced back.

Dream 5: Secret Facebook link leads to Adult video

I'm in my apartment, it's still slightly dark inside, and I'm only in my underwear, completely ignoring to do reality checks (I don't know what's wrong with me, I think I should just spam RCs now in waking life because if I'm remembering more dreams from keeping a steady dream journal, obviously, there's obviously something I'm doing wrong, or maybe I'm just a freaking incompetent who doesn't do RCs in his dreams).

Anyway, I have my hands on the wall, and apparently, I see an image of a computer screen in front of me. It's like the perspective shifted to where I was on my laptop, but I wasn't doing anything on it. I think the screen was on the wall, and I'm watching the URL box being typed.



It's going to Facebook, but it included some extension that went like this: "-____-" or something like that. The link is completed and it links to some time of XXX Russian anal video subbed in English or something.

The link dissapears, and the video is gone as well. I start worrying because I wanted to see the video, especially since it's on Facebook, it would've been a laugh for others to know about this.

I still have my hands on the wall, looking for another screen to show up for some odd reason. Another screen finally shows up, but the video is now in German, and I get dissapointed.

That dream was somewhat funny, but I feel kind of sad that I was desperate to see the film in the dream.

Okay, the last few night, I've had some pretty cool dreams.
Or, actually I'm pretty scared, but, you know.

22/9-11:

I was sitting in my Biology class room. The teacher came in, and asked about we've done our homework. I said yes. I looked down on the paper, and saw, that I haven't done the homework!!´
I woke up, and found my homework, and made them.
I thought so much about the homework, that I totally forgot my book, and the teacher became mad anyway.

23/9-11:

I ran. Down on my road. I was late, and I was afriad to come too late for the bus. I stopped up. The bus just drove away from me. I screamed: "NO!", and people looked weird at me.
I woke up. I went a little earlier, just in case, that it would happen. It didn't happened in the morning, and I was glad it didn't. But then I was going home. I saw that here only was 3 minuttes to the bus should drove, and I ran down! And again, I saw the end of the bus. "Shit!" I said. But then my moms friend saw me, and drove me home.

1. I'm playing Unknown Armies with the usual suspects in a bedroom at my old college. As the session draws to a close, people are getting ready for bed. I unfortunately have to share a bed with K.R., who is quite a large fellow, while everyone else has separate sleeping arrangements. He has a scar on his back, and when I touch it in curiosity he screams out from sleep. M.G. and V.W. walk in to say goodnight; V. looks particularly attractive in a one-piece nightie. I can't sleep, so I go out into the night. I end up in a dorm that seems to be having a Homecoming party.

However, everything is in 19tth century military style, almost Napoleonic. H.B. is dressed in epaulets, playing odd military boardgames with people I don't recognize. The bathrooms are also odd, and I really need to use them. I end up avoiding the matter entirely and pissing on an inconspicuous wall looking out into a courtyard. Of course, a group of other friends, (Q., N.H., M.T.) take this opportunity to walk by (dressed in regular clothing). They look and laugh at me, and I turn away in shame.

I start to almost float, bouncing off the walls as I move down a different hallway (everyone is back to normal). There's a bunch of rowdy old alums making too much noise, and I get past them to a proper bathroom at the end of the hall. There are posters hanging across from the sinks for odd metal bands, including the real-life band "Bigelf." The venue, however, is the fictional "Redneck Mountain." As I look in the mirror, I realize that I look like another student, a Jacob E. I do a double take, and recognize that it's a reality check to go lucid. I start washing my hands, expecting the activity to stabilize me, and I do feel the sensations of running water and friction. However, at this point I've been dreaming for over 10 minutes and I can't hold on any longer.

2. Fragment of a dinner with my future grad school mentor and family. He stays quiet throughout the meal until we ask about his work. When he talks about genes that manage magnetic particles, I stand up in amazement.

1. I'm talking about traffic density with one of my brother's classmates, Sam S. We have a nice visual aid as we discuss, a projected map of Earth with different traffic patterns as different colors. There are black/white and red/blue modes that show routes of transit quite clearly. Sam gives the example of dogsled races as an unforseen variable that brings lots of traffic to untraveled areas, and illustrates this with the map. The display changes to a 3-D view, showing the swath of tree destruction caused by tourists to the races. Obviously I'm disturbed by this, so I get my family to travel to Alaska to check it out.

Transition to outside the home of one of Alaska's most prominent breeders. We talk about the science of breeding; for whatever reason my parents call heritable traits "actions." Conveniently, the breeder has a poster that's basically an illustrated Punnet square for nose shape, with each genotype's phenotype shown and discussed. My dad talks about technique, and speaks of backcrossing by "taking the best female dog and getting offspring with her son."

We continue to walk to the breeder's backyard; I feel a cool breeze quite vividly. Finally we see the breeder, who is on a deck high above us. He pays us no notice, as he's managing an owl on his shoulder with an unusually big head. He releases the bird, and as it flies down to earth it seems to grow larger. It's practically human sized as it hits the ground in the neighboring yard. This belongs to an apartment complex, and two pretty girls clad only in towels giggle (and maybe flash us) as we look up at them. I comment to myself that it must be cold up there, but the owl has my attention. I marvel at the breeder and say "I want to be the guy!" My dad smirks and says, "You probably already are." Dream ends, but that's probably the best dialogue recall I've had in a long time.

2. I'm playing a Terminator 3 arcade game. It's quite high-tech, with Kinect type technology, but it keeps glitching and showing the body recognition data instead of the game proper.

The dream starts in my ecology classroom. The teacher has just handed back an exam, and I've done particularly poorly. I start to complain, arguing for several of my answers, but the teacher doesn't budge. I become louder and more forceful, flailing my arms and even screaming. My classmates start to look at me funny, but I don't care...

I wake up into the same ecology classroom. I realize that the previous dream had been caused by me falling asleep in class, and I'm quite embarrassed. The teacher scolds me while handing back the actual test, on which I've done well. It seems that I actually moved a bit while dreaming, and I apologize. This is, of course, a false awakening, and I soon wake into real life.

My family had gotten a new computer. I might have been telling Axel about it. I read a story on the internet about a mom who had saved her son's face by tinkering with a chair. I also had a new laptop, which I spilled some crumbs on. I decided to make a new website and delete my old one (I actually had a couple of these), saying that the new one would be body part-free. Then I saw that I had every unit of my Biology class neatly organized into pages about everything we learned. I didn't want to delete it because it was so much work.

*yawn* I should stop watching Grey's Anatomy before bed. Tonight will be more interesting, really.

V and I are attending a movie, a biology documentary about wetland habitats. The screen is huge and very high-definition; underwater photography, alligators, and birds are all shown in stunning detail. After watching for a while, we move closer and closer, and finally close to kiss. The ensuing makeout is full of energy and passion, and I vividly feel both tongues writhing. There's so much energy, in fact, that she knocks out the filling from my front tooth. Its texture, hard and ugly, now enters the dream, and my brain pulls me out presumably to avoid that feeling.

I wake up (IRL, not a false awakening, thanks to RCs and my own dream journal), but when I go back to bed the dream has continued with a shift of scenes. We're now in the bathroom of the movie theatre, preparing to have sex. I try to hurry up and begin to piss... and I keep pissing. I notice, too late, that the urinal I chose has someone's shit blocking the drain, and soon the water starts to overflow. I have no choice but to continue, but as V knocks on the door to check on me the urinal breaks out of the ground! Water, piss, and shit start flowing everywhere, and she steps in the refuse with her heavy boots. The mood is, to say the least, ruined. I stumble out of the toilet trying to clean myself up and salvage the night, but another student from the research station, S, is crying to herself and washing glassware in the sink. I have no peace and wake up very frustrated.

1. I'm attending some sort of video game expo, watching a high-production pitch for a game that seems sort of a cross between Metal Gear Solid and Grand Theft Auto. During the demo, one of the military showpieces breaks. The presenter gets angry and shouts, "We'll make a fucking car!" A sports car proceeds to unfold from the wreckage of that showpiece.

2. I attend a showing of the movie "Beat It," a cartoon parody of Michael Jackson's life starring Wayland Smithers of the Simpsons in the main role.

3. I am taking part in the chorus of an opera, a modern-day production about the pirates of Africa. The pirate queen is making her grand entrance, cuing a major dance scene; I screw up my footwork, and although my fellows try to accommodate me, eventually the whole number turns to shit.

4. I'm walking around in Paris, France, when I see two men leave a nondescript building. I go to check it out, and find that the building is both unlocked and the French atomic research center. I do parkour down the stairwells of the building to find a top-secret biology paper (something about genetics, and text so a failed RC) lying about. I leave without incident and take the paper back to my rural research station, showing it to my professor K. (who reacts in IRL character).