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I tried to do WILD again. I woke up in the morning, my body was relaxed, so I thought that it's the right time to do a WILD.

I lay on my back, and started to count my breath. After a time the position were always uncomfortable so I switched it multiple times. At the last switch I fell asleep and lost my consciousness.

I was on the street where I live at night. It was snowy everywhere. I started to swim in it shirtless and I slipped down the road. That was funny for me

Then the lucidity kicked in. I remembered that I was trying to do WILD.
-blackout-

I was inside our house, I wanted to go somewhere else, so I tried to go thorught the wall, but I couldn't, so I tried to put my hands through the door. Nothing happened. I even felt the hardness of the material and the pain in my fingers. "Okay, another technique". I imagined the scene of a beautiful beach and then I opened the door. Damn , there was the bathroom like in the reality.

I started worrying about losing lucidity like last time. I did the nose RC to comfirm this is a dream. I started to rub my palms and then counted the fingers. First I seen 5 but then when I was countig there was 7. I had two thumbs.

So I opened the window of the bathroom and prepared to swim in the air. (My cat suddenly came to see me ) I knew that this is a dream so I jumped. I never felt myself light like this before. The feeling of my weight wasn't there. The sky was still dark. I flew down the street. I yell "Let there be light!". It doesn't let me control. The sky was brighter a bit, I saw lightning in the sky. Wow that was beautiful!

Suddenly I was running on the ground and then I saw coming the family of my friend.

Then I woke up.


It's funny how much I tried to gain control, my unconsciousness didn't give it to me.
I hope I will be more lucid next time.

There's nothing much I can get out from this dream, but here's a few.

I was standing at the end of the street I'm currently living in. I could tell that there weren't too many people around. I walked around this area earlier in the morning today(3/31/2013). I was also in front of a home where my attackers were last seen, but yet, the authorities could not do anything about it.

There was a home set out on this end of the street. The walls were the only thing that were finished, everything else was wasn't finished. It sort of reminds me of Blender because I was using it before going to sleep this morning.

There was a girl I met in the dream, not the Vietnamese one but, someone I recently seen on Youtube. She was nice, outgoing, but she wasn't normal in the dream. In the dream, she was still fun and nice, she was even playful around me. Her and me were both inside the walls of this unfinished building while she was cleaning up some books she had placed out on the floor. She'd pick these books up and place them in a nearby home on the same street. And every time she'd go in to the unfinished building to grab books, we'd both always talk to each other nicely and make friendly compliments.

There was a time when she wanted to give me one of the books she was taking away from the area. She gave me a book that used to be hers. I was a little excited that I got to keep it, especially from her. It was like treasuring her heart, her touch, on to this book. It sort of makes me want to go out there and get away from the thoughts that I have about someone else. I can but, Quynh is, of another genre, and from what I noticed throughout the moments I was left with unanswered questions, if you do not believe my friendship is good enough after a set of the given amount of time, innocence is no longer a virtue and anger will be all that is left.

I woke up thinking about school. I might not be so successful in the class I'm taking now but I just have to. I have to pass the class, even if it's not the career choice I want.

I started out in the dream in front of the street I am living at. It was in the afternoon when it took place. The dream immediately centered around Quynh Nguyen. Not that I saw her anywhere in the dream, she was still in my mind. I was searching for her, like I used to do in reality. Sometimes in the waking world, I wasn't able to find Quynh around the school when trying to apologize numerous of times. The Stalker image fit me well but, it's been a year but I still can't stop remembering the times when I felt so alone in that world. Quynh is not going anywhere.

I was walking towards Dwight Way and tried my best to search for Quynh, or even Trinh. The feeling felt a lot like ones I felt before in person. In my mind, Quynh was nowhere to be found. I tried looking and talking to people, just like I did to someone else years ago but, there is no way she is going to come back the same way I first saw her, even if I did summon her, she's turned to the evil witch I just want to get rid of.

I walked a little bit more and noticed my mother was walking with me now, but we weren't looking for Quynh anymore. This time, we pulled up to a few teenage boys who had something to offer us. Firepower. Tools like flash bangs, grenades, and explosives. They weren't able to accustom our needs at the time though. We had to wait out the rest of the day until we got the goods.

These boys had also offered us to see some of these weapons in action. We did, after unknowingly being teleported in to a home where the feelings of my mind started to change. This room was about the size of a normal bedroom. There were maybe six or five people with me at the time. There were also triggered explosives set up all over the floor. Luckily, these explosives were not set.

There were times when people in the room played around and pushed each other.I was pushed once and when someone pushed me, I accidently almost turned off one of the explosives. And last but not least, I remember someone trying to tickle my behind, which was one of the things I hate from happening in dreams.