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I don't remember much of last night's dreams. I keep waking up overheated, which I don't think is helping me.

I just remember that I was somewhere sort of like an old apartment I lived in in my old hometown, and my mother was extremely angry about something... something to do with a window... and I was really scared and woke up yelling.

Then I went back to sleep, and I don't remember anything else.

I was on a hill with a lot of houses in the area. There were mountains in the distance an I was in a school. At the school, I was taking a police psychological evaluation for employment. The girl doing the test was a bitch but I managed to pass it. I got excited when I did and decided to go visit my aunt Fina. I was then at Nathan's house with some cats and Nikki.
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I was in my apartment with someone. Nikki and the rats were in the bathroom and little ghosts/wisps like the ones in Brave started appearing and playing with the cat. I took pictures and videos of the wisps. which were different colors, and eventually got mad and told them all to leave. I was then at the old apartment in Venezuela and I opened the door and gate and told the ghosts to leave.

Issue with my old apartment. Apparently a new roommate is coming - kind of as I'm leaving. His name is Andy and he has a cold sore on his mouth. Anyway I'm showing him the place (which is the dream version of the apartment - it always look the same in dreams, however it looks nothing like the actual apartment (that should be a trigger for lucidity)). Question of what the rent would be since I would be leaving. I hadn't been to the apartment in quite some time. I think my cats were there, but there lots of insects on the floor and under the bed. I kept thinking I need to vacuum. Roommates bedroom flooded. I tried to find Elfie, the landlord. The place was suddenly a high rise complex instead of the dingbat.

I left a year and a half ago. But I must feel still very drawn to that place.

Me and some girl (which looked like my old friend Emily) were looking at apartments and I decided on possbily Foxwood again. I was excited to find the one we were looking at seemed almost in the same spot as the one I lived in previously. The office lady assured me it wasn't, although it might seem like it. We walked inside and I was immediately surprised at how remodeled this one was. It had like an upstairs bay window seat, as well as plenty of cabinet space.

Somehow it turned out to have more than just two bedrooms, so we decided to look around. Us (Emily and I?) and the office lady opened one of the doors and we went down this dark hallway. We opened a door to a room where a child was sleeping. Hearing us in the doorway, the child looked up and started screaming like she was possessed. We were like, "Okay, we're done in here."

As we were leaving the office lady mutters, "Somebody died in here." Officially creeped out, we turn to leave, and suddenly there's a cat sitting there. Apparently the little girl had turned into a cat somehow. And then I see that my cat, Shithead, is also there. The evil cat tries to attack us and we leave just in time. As I'm closing the apartment door, I realize my cat is still trapped in there, so I go back for him. I start attacking the evil cat, and then the one that's supposed to be my cat says, "Yeah, that's actually YOUR cat." So I'm like attacking my own cat. Horrified, I realize there's no way to beat this ghost and decide to never rent from Foxwood again.

I think I woke up sometime after this, and also I kind of remember Bruce Willis being in this dream, but I don't remember what the context was at all.

I don't recall much of the dream.

I was with friends/family, at various different places. The only scene I can recall distinctly is being at my old college apartment.

At random times, my jaw would try to force it's jaw shut. The pain of my mouth being forced shut, beyond by teeth, caused me to try to force my mouth open (which hurt even more.)

I wasn't lucid, but I was able to will the jaw-shutting force to stop.

26.01.2011

Blind Escape (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

This was an interesting dream, but it was sort of scary at the same time. The weird part is I'm just fed a lot of background information.

I'm in my dad's old apartment (In real life my dad got re-married a year ago and they moved into a much bigger apartment after they were married. I should also point ouit my stepmom in real life is very nice and caring.) and I immediantly know that my step-mother is evil. I know that she is just mean and cruel. My step-mom is convincing my dad to do something terrible with me, I'm not sure what it is though all I know is that she is hitting him and forcing him to agree. An abuse lady came in and asked me some questions. I basically acted like I wasn't scared and loved it there, but I hesitated so when she left my step-mother beat me. (My dream recall is weak right here, but she looked a lot like Mihcelle Obama.) My step-mom told me to just leave the house and never come back so I left, inside the house my dad was yelling at her. I wa soutside and caught up with the abuse lady and I crouched down behind her car because I was scared they would see me. She basically ignored me so I started crawling away when I saw my dad come out looking for me. I crawled up to this girl and she was crawling too, I said "Exscuse me!" because she was slow and as she was moving over she said "All these new crawlers don't lnow what they're doing." Then she sucked her teeth. I was thinking about what she said and then I saw the road. (This happens a lot I would think about something and be close to being lucid but then my dream would distract me right before I put all the peices together.) I started walking down the road wondering where to hide. (I actually passed down all the stores I use to in real life.) I saw the gas station but said no because they were doing drugs in there, then I saw two other stores but I said it was too obvious. I saw a bunch of houses in the distance and thought about my mom's house and why she would even let that happen. (I stay at my mom's house on the weekdays and my dad's on the weekends. I would of thought about that if it wasn't for my dream distracting me.) Then I saw my dad across the street looking for me, so I was going to go hide in some trees but I was topped by what I thought was hobo. I pretended to be his son so my dad wouldn't know it was me, and it worked he boarded a bus looking for me. I tried letting go of the guy's hand but he wouldn't let me, so getting scared I called for help and my dad opened the window and said he's coming. The man said he thought I had the wrong idea and said he was blind and that he needed help corssing the street. I said okay and I helped him cross the street. When I started parting with the man my dad came up and we exchanged a mushy momement and he said he kicked her out. He also said she was making him do something which was making him lose all his friends. Me and my father watched the blind man run across the street back and forth, never getting hit and acting crazy. (I woke up and went back to sleep)

I was observing what wa shappening like it was a movie. Threee girls were in a car and complaining about the air not working. The guy said they had to turn on the heat then the fan, they did. Heat blasted them and they shreiked, then it got cool. I realized that could help me solve something in real life. (I don't think it can actually help me but this time I was so close to being lucid.) They then started complaining about everything and how old it was. The guy got his friend, who I noticed was the blind man, and they started laughing about the girls.
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Side-Notes:
-These dreams were a mix of tv and a bunch of commercials I saw.
-These dreams also make me want to go see my dad.
-I was so close to being lucid so many times, but even if I was lucid I would be too swept up in the dream plot and lose it anyways.