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no memory of my dream, but i remember having a false awakening at "3:00", pinching and trying to breathe through my nose and actually being able to, but waking up instantly once realizing what that meant. for some reason, i could only breathe through one nostril.

dreamt that i was playing a 3d game on a handheld. the game took me on horseback to a forest. in the game i was a samurai.

i looked away from the screen and i was in a completely white walled classroom. there was a teachers desk and a chalkboard. desks were sprawled without care. my friend since 6th grade, R3D, was in a desk that was aimed towards mine next to me.R3D challenged me to a pokemon battle and i noticed all the other desks looked as if we moved them out of the way just to be together.

back in the game, i opened my menu to a Pokemon Black version 2 type menu with a full party of 6 Pokemon. my favorite pokemon, Lucario, was there and i distinctly remember having a psyduck and snover but for some reason snover had no feet or legs.

i determined that i then only had 2 good useable pokemon.

i told R3D "im probably gonna lose"

at the same time an acquaintance, 3R8, and the girl who always hung out with him, and someone else came in through from the right side of the room.

side note: there were 2 windows showing pitch black outside.

the group sat behind us. 3R8 crossed his arms and leaned back. his girl sat, rested her arm horizontally on the desk rested her head on her arm, and positioned the other one so her elbow met her opposite hand and her corresponding hand rubbed the back of her head. she sat there smiling at me. then, R3D proclaimed to 3R8 "yeah, i know pokemon better than you"

3R8, looking annoyed (or maybe cocky), said "R3D, you dont know anything"

as i turned back to my game, which had exited out of the menu somehow, i heard R3D try to somehow correct 3R8 by saying"no, i know..... geometry" and the group collectively groaned.

BACK TO THE GAME HOWEVER! i was in the forest and came across the main villain for the base version of Wizard 101 (the 1st version) and he took me back to his castle. i saw around his castle for a bit from the outside and then i saw him on the opposite side of a drawbridge . he was putting sticks and boards of wood on it. the drawbridge closed and there was an anarchy symbol on it.

i heard the voice of a little girl asking "is that necronomicon?" twice, but she seemed to be omnipresent because i heard her coming from everywhere, but she was nowhere to be seen.

the Wizard asked me to gather items for him, and i accepted his quest

i ended up in a field.

as i was about to sprint into the distance to the open grassy plains with a clear blue sky on a sunny day, i paused the game. tried to fix the controls, but the menu was now more like monster hunter Tri. and despite the game system being a handheld. there were guides for wiimote controls.

Had a dream that i was in the CoD. BO2 Drone map and camped in a building. i was looking down a reflex sight with a red dot reticle.

remember dreaming, but no details.

looked at my hands, but they looked normal.

could possibly rule out checking my hands as a dream sign.

Tried my hardest to LD, but no luck.

fragment (hearing only) about Giz tutoring me on how to LD, telling me i wasnt doing it right.

slept early.

got close to an LD. while attempting wild, i felt a heaviness and a sort of feeling like i was getting sleep paralysis.

sleep once again interrupted by dad.

fragment about medieval times and something about Narnia

no LD nor NLD.

sleep interrupted by dad

possible that the dream had to do about a hot pink male MLP pony with purple hair and purple hooves. had wings, but dont remember how they looked like. had the power to make geographically distinct arcs.

I am in a world where everything is made of rocks. It's old,
like the 1700s. The rocks are gray and white stone and I
think I'm in a parallel universe. I get excited. I throw three
front handsprings, feel the motion in my arms and legs and back, and land them. \
I am not terrified at all. I am not lucid, but I am not afraid, and I
decide to explore this new world. Deep inside, I insist it's real and it's part of Heaven
and that God sent me there, otherwise I would have become lucid.
I find a castle and suddenly I am on a bridge above where I used to be walking around\
doing gymnastics. It is at least 15 feet drop. Someone jumps, then I jump off landing in a perfect stick-it squat, and then my friend Kirstin jumps too and I see her she looks 12
even though she's around 25. We hug I think and then I wake up.

This is an old dream, 15 April 2011. About Narnia, or a Forest similar to it.


Basically, I was in Narnia, playing amidst the autumn forest with the foxes or something, and there was a lake, possibly a war going on, and I remember running. But at least at first the dream was tranquil, I can't recall it too clearly so the events may be wrong.

I couldn't remember the night before when I tried, so I neglected making a post.

Last night was pretty disjointed. I woke up partway through, trying to remind myself to remember my dream, but I'm not sure I really do. I do remember some stuff, though.

I woke up partway through and considered trying WILD but I was tired and making up for sleep debt over the week. And I just didn't feel like putting in the effort. I'll definitely do it tonight, though.

Anyway, I recall a fragment about... having Skittles, and eating them, and then I was digging through someone's laundry. I had dropped my Skittles in there.

I was doing this outside, kind of in front of a beach area, and it was kind of dark out but not nighttime. Sort of after sunset but before actual night sets in. And it was kind of cold and rainy out.

It was someone's brother's laundry. All of the clothing was a drab olive, or gray, or black, and there were skittles in them that weren't mine, and I was trying to be careful to eat only my Skittles and not the ones that were already in the dirty laundry, but I wasn't sure if I had accidentally eaten one of those, and it kind of grossed me out. I could sort of tell the difference because those skittles had gross spots on them, etc... anyway, I finally just spat out what I'd been chewing into a paper towel that I somehow magically found behind myself.

Then, some of my friends had moved into some low-rent apartments. They were very nice. There were persian rugs all over the floors, the floors were marble and natural wood, there was a nice fireplace, etc. I was amazed by how nice the apartments were. They were a 2-bedroom and even had a nice balcony. My mom complains that "people trash them" so not all of the apartments are this nice.

I wonder if it's possible for me and my boyfriend to rent one of these apartments, but we probably make too much money. I go outside for some reason that I don't remember, and walk a few blocks. I pass a little outdoor eating/socializing area with black cast iron tables and chairs, and think that it would be a nice place to hang out with neighbors. I'm trying to get back to mom's apartment, but realize that I don't remember which one it is or where it is, and it's very dark outside. The complex is mazelike, and I wander around for a long time looking for her building.

Then, I dream about a movie that all of my friends and I have been anticipating, but it's also actually a TV show, and it's about a bunch of underwater people/mermaids. And the special effects are TERRIBLE. The actors just have badly painted face makeup, and the whole thing feels half-assed and unconvincing, and we all feel ripped off. I recall a scene of one of the actors surfacing from beneath the waves and the makeup just looked so terrible, and I was very disappointed.

The next dream... now I am some sort of mermaid, and I live in a high rise, but I'm stuck there and don't have very much freedom, and the whole place is run by some millionaire.

I stand in front of a glass window and look out at the city. I am also floating, because I have no legs.

I sometimes steel a very small plane... but it's not a plane, it's more high tech, like a flying bike or something... and go fly around.

Flash back to another dream I had that this one dredged up:
I am in an apartment complex. It's a very run down complex. I'm going up and down the stairs, wandering around in this place. The carpet is very dirty, the walls are dingy, the whole thing is run down and it smells like food someone's cooking... that sort of general "I smell someone's food" smell where you can't figure out what they're cooking and whether or not it smells good or nasty. I remember the carpet being kind of... yellow brown...

So I go up these stairs, looking for some apartment, but I'm also not really looking for anything. The layout is a lot like an apartment I lived in when I was 13. It is not exactly dimly lit, but not well lit either. The stairs are claustrophobic and narrow and enclosed by walls. And for some reason, there are no doors for apartments. I get up to the top and there's a ledge against the wall running between the stairs, and nothing else.

Then, possibly in the same dream, I walk into an apartment building... it is dark inside... with the same sort of layout, but also falling apart.

And now this leads to recalling a fragment of yet another dream. I don't know if I've written about this one already, though.

I am in a sort of hospital place. Possibly a mental institution. The architecture is very prison-like, bars across the windows and everything is very washed out. I recall going down some stairs and gaining lucidity as I did so. I know this is a dream, but I'm not sure what to do about it. I go through a door at the bottom of the stairs.

I don't remember any of my dreams last night, beyond waking up and reminding myself to remember what I'd just dreamed about.

d'oh.

However, while trying to remember at least a few fragments of it, I somehow dredged up an ancient dream from when I was like... 4 or 5 years old.

I was in a store in the mall with my aunt S. It was a clothing store, think of like Ross's but a much older one... the name escapes me... the chain has mostly faded away. I don't think I've seen one in a long time.

Anyway, I lost my aunt somehow. I'm wandering around through the aisles looking for her, when I see a yellow Mylar balloon with a smiley face on it floating in the middle of the aisle I'm looking down. A balloon is interesting, but I'm looking for my aunt. I continue looking down the aisles. When I turn around again, the balloon is behind me, a few feet away.

As I go through the store looking for my aunt, every time I turn around or look down the aisle, the balloon is there. I start to feel like it's following me. It goes from interesting to weird to unsettling.

I finally find my aunt and complain about the balloon. I can't really articulate what's going on or why it's upsetting me, though. Either way, she either doesn't believe me or doesn't care. Little kids say weird shit all the time, after all.

I follow her out of the store and we meet up with my grandmother and my cousin outside in the main area of the mall. There is a giant yacht in the middle of the mall, just sitting there. It's huge. Not quite the size of an ocean liner, but definitely way too big to just be sitting there in a mall. I recall that the lighting in the mall was very dim, and the ground was very... kind of fake brown marbly. Very "generic mall". The yacht was very white.

I wouldn't quite classify it as a nightmare, but I remember that it was an upsetting dream. At the time that I had it, I still didn't have a firm grasp on the idea that dreams are different from reality, so I spent a while believing that a balloon had really chased me around a store. I didn't like Mylar balloons for quite a while after that.

It was a dark night, and I had the "blindness" nightmare trend. There were a lot of worried voices and worried-looking people. They all seemed to be filing into a doorway guarded by two soldiers (they were medieval guards, kind of Egyptian looking with spears). I was going with them but then I remembered that I needed something from my tent, either glasses or a flashlight I think. The doorway was carved into stone and it seemed to go underground. I went to my tent, which was right next to the long line of people, but I heard a horrible noise. It was like a dog whistle, and for some reason I knew it was not only coming from the sky but also the cause of people hiding inside this underground bunker or whatever it was. I looked up, and saw all the planets (jupiter was about 1/2 - 3/4 the size of the moon) in alignment in the sky. It may sound cool, but it seemed extremely ominous like there was some evil cosmic disaster going on. I went inside my tent and started searching for whatever the object was. I couldn't see a thing, so I pulled out my flashlight and turned it on but it didn't help at all. I still couldn't find it, so I went up to the doorway and the guards let me go in front of everyone else for some reason. Inside was not a bunker, but a mineshaft going into the darkness. I got on the mine cart and launched off. Let's just say when I came out everything turned really fucking weird... there was something involving a red flying squirrel who spoke english with a mexican accent and a few other weird fragments but the mine cart basically transported me into a different dream.

In this dream there was a massive Tyrannosaurus Rex somewhere between 50-150 feet tall hunting me and some other people at some place that looked like a research outpost in the jungle. I know a T-Rex hat big couldn't actually hurt anyone due to sheer unwieldiness but in this dream it definitely could rip people apart as easily as you can walk, and it wanted to. It was kind of like hide and seek in that it was seeking, and we had to hide. It moved so quickly on its massive legs that I knew once it found me there would be no escape. It even came close enough that it could have killed me but then started off in another direction. There was a building that was like the "safe zone" because for some reason it couldn't find people in there even though it had a glass ceiling. Only like 6 people could go there at once though or else it would detect the concentration of people and attack. We had to take turns, because for some reason it seemed like it was hunting in "rounds". Kind of like hide and seek.

I was floating in a red void in the 3rd person with a giant iron man in front of me. This dream was recurring, and for some reason I thought it was a nightmare, so I'd become lucid at this time, although I'd usually wake up as I did not know what you could do with lucid dreams. If I remained asleep, the giant iron man would punch me and I would begin to tumble and float to the right. I'd pass a few random objects and some sort of moaning cartoon characters before landing on a gray floor. I would see a black ghost/spectre thing, and I'd wake up a few seconds later.

If you would like to see the dream, watch this video:

I had this dream about four years ago but had to share it because it reminded me of how unique my dreams can be sometimes. I pulled this off of ld4all on my account since I have the same username and all, but I don't go there as often to record dreams. So here it is, typos and all.
3/09/10
My dreams from last night :
Titled: A faraway enchantment

From the start of the dream I was running away with a girl who was similar to Cinderella . I wasn't actually there but it seemed I was viewing her actions as a ghost or spirit but not specific. She was running away from her godparents/evil step mother and sisters because they were treating her badly and blaming every circumstance or misplaced object on her part. There was a scene were the girl went dashing under a long dinner table and was pulling the cloth down with her as she went along the bottom. She made such a noise that a group of people came down from a long corridor in this huge house in which the dining table was. Then there was a scene where her parents/godparents were standing by one guy who was missing his pocket watch and kept asking who took it. I thought it was my fault even though I wasn't there and jumped out of the house, yes, out of the house, kind of like I was jumping into another dimension. outside the house I was climbing up a tree, furthering my adventure "as fast as possible" as I claimed because I was getting away from something of which has not been revealed to me but to me was more like a burden of blame and consequence. The tree, to my surprise spoke. It said "climb up my vines and and situate yourself so you can see the sky from above, it is going to be a bumpy ride." The tree was very exact as it spoke as i climbed it lifted me up to the very top and I then saw the sky from above. It seemed to me that I've seen this landscape from previous dreams. I can describe the scenery as: Thick trees so thick you can't see the forest ground, it was lush, and prehistoric looking like in the movie Jurassic park. I remember sitting on the tree's top and saying something like "this is it" and falling down towards a huge Disney like castle. When I landed a prince pointed towards a tower which flashed red. he said to me, while pointing at the tower "that is it."
and then he told me I needed to leave and included that I was in evil witch, and that meant to me that i didn't belong. He tried to throw me into a magical gate that was like a parallel universe with a magic shield.But i did not want to leave. I ran off and as I ran off he said "you have to leave!" I told him I had one more thing left to do, and then a godmother's message repeated in my head "as the clock strikes twelve you are to know" or something along the lines of that and as I heard the clock strike things appeared to me strangely. The dream quickly as it was being folded into my mind and in this ending sequence The godfather was sitting by a table in which a spread lay out, kind of like tarot cards, the cards had Disney characters on them, one of them that stood out to me was one of Donald ducks nephews. The godfather then told me what the spread meant as the Disney song "as you wish upon a star" played. He told me that I either do or I don't believe in magic. As I woke up i already knew that I had a belief in magic in RL, and then the cards became different, and instead of there being Disney characters there was a display of child psychological disorders each being labeled as non significant, and then I woke up...

My next dream after going back to sleep had to do with a very wealthy daughter and her father. They were actually high in the monarchy, and they also had a kingdom. But the father wasn't sure what to do with his daughter. The father mentioned that his daughter was coming of age and wasn't doing what was expected of her. He sent her away to a boarding school for the needy. At this poor boarding school she found the lover of her life...but then I woke up the dream ending in were they first met, the dining table at the boarding school for the needy.