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Bedtime: 11:30 pm; no meditation before bed; visualization ~15min; did sport; stomach not full/empty

First time awake: 3 am

F: practice something but not as a job

should be micro WBTB but a little longer awake because sick and nose full so little problems breathing (~20min?)

5:10 am
Dont remember how the dream started or how i got lucid in the first place. its really bugging me because it was an interesting feeling and i would love to know what happend before.
I am in a small group and (re)enter a house. i try to move something with TK and it works. i smile and say ah still lucid thats good. i look to my left site where a friend is walking and tell her: "I´m still lucid, nice right? Remember? Ah you´ve forgotten again?" and pet her back. [funny enough i dont remember neither :/] "Wow i´m already a long time lucid this is cool." We enter the house. i ask her if she can tell me how to get lucid more often. she answers that i´ve already asked the question before. i cant remember if i got an proper answer or thats it. i want to make her levitate and it wont work at the beginning even if i try hard so my body tense up. Hm wait this is not that hard i did this already with more than 3 people! i relax my body and zap she starts floating. i do so with another friend of mine because i think its funny
I go into a garage? Its a garage for small boats (size of a normal garage but with water in the middle) i look at the wall and there is some text about a dude who now is handicapped and can´t swim anymore or something? after i´ve read that a guy jumps into the water. i want to make him levitate but he dives down under the garage door. there is a girl in a swimming ring. i swimm to her and kiss her and tell her something naughty. i sit down on the other side of the garage and

Spoiler for explicit:

she starts to blow me. pretty good by the way.

I remember my goal that i want to teleport. i smile, enjoy, close my eyes and think why not. i lukewarm imagine where i want to go open my eyes and feel again a little like my eyes are squint but i can manage it to look straight again. more interesting is that i see through a grid of compound eyes like i would wear funny insect eye glasses. Pretty strange i think. i try to put the "glasses" of and actually put of some glasses but the visual stays. i concentrate on the other feeling i have or get and pretty soon my visual is normal again. the girl and i are now on the other side of the water again. i tell her what i would like her to do for me and she is doing. behind me a dude is standing around and talking to me it seems that it is his girl or atleast he did it with her. he says something like ah you like that? nice i like the movement the other way round. i think we then talk about something not sexrelated. something about vacation somewhere?

F: i´m walking somewhere with L. i climb up a little wall and walk on the wall. there is a construct of wood. it looks pretty unprofessional. its like a tunnel. i think i shouldnt go up there and want to come down the wall because L will surely be like "Dude you cant do that thats dangerous" but instead he climbs up the wall too and i go into the woodconstruct. near the end tilt over like a weighting scale. we are a little scared if the whole thing blow up but we come to the ground or atleast near it and jump out.

F: I seem to be in a hospital? or maybe school? i enter the local bakery and there is a lot of sweet stuff. i think its all vegan? i feel stoned (cant remember to smoke but the feeling) and think wow now munchies. i want to buy stuff but need to get money first. i go outside to ask L. for some money. he is on a very low wall behind some plants.

should be micro WBTB but a little longer awake because sick and nose full so little problems breathing (~20min?)

7:40
and again i am missing the interesting "what happend before"-Part...
I am in a shoe store. I "remember"(false memory?) that the saleswoman needed a break and go somewhere and i substitute her. two girl are coming and want to buy shoes. i look very critical because the shoes look bad and they get insecure and decide not to buy them and look around again. an older woman enters the store and asks if dogs are allowed in here. i dont know try to look on the entrance to see if there might be a symbol that tells me but i dont see anything. i thinking about to tell her its my first day but i dont say anything. i move to the entrance and start hoping that the girl comes back soon because i dont have that much time anymore. while i open the door i see her and some other people infront of the store. i ask more to her if dogs are allowed. but one guy of the group answers "Yes". i enter the store with the saleswoman and we sit at a table. i make a stupid joke about if she would like to know anything specific about a product (so one could believe i am really working there) but she dont get it and think about the money she may pay me for my effort. i tell her nevermind. i tell her i was daydreaming (actually it felt like i was sleeping for real?) during my shift. this makes me RC. I raise my hand and tell her to count my fingers because they look a little bit blurry to me. she answers "Five" i move it out of her sight and up again and ask her: "And now?" "Six" i smile because it worked and stand up and do a fast nosepinch. i clap her back and say something like "and thats the reason why you should regulary do a RC, i go now and try to teleport cya" i move some feet away close my eyes and imagine a meadow. my eyes seem not to be closed 100% like in meditation and i see my shadow like there is a bright lamp right behind me. i close them for good try to visualize (i see a little visuals like floating stars or something) nick with my head and open my eyes. i am in my bed. a little confused i stand up and still know i am dreaming but start to question. i want to go out of my room and notice my door is completely green. i smile because no RC is needed. i move out and remember for the first time that i never been in our bathroom and i might look into a mirror there. i enter it and want to switch on the light. it doesnt work and its to dark to see without. i shortly try to just make it glow in a corner but have no idea how. i try to make my hand burn for a second but again no real effort. i go out and see my roommate. "R can you please turn on the light in the bathroom?" "Yea sure" and he do. i enter and the light is on. i want to look into the mirror but its only a horizontal stripe pretty high so i need to put on my toes to see myself. i see him and me and one of us has different hair but i am distracted because i ask him why the mirror is so high and if L is bigger than me? (like in a different dimension) he answers: yea he is bigger than you. i gape because IWL he is a head smaller than me. i tell R that the light is not so good and IWL there is the light and i point to a position over the mirror. i leave the bathroom and go to L.´s room. the door is closed R. is following me. i start smiling and make a kamehameha at his door. instead of a unbelievably strong energyburst some water sprinkles against the door. the pressure is not that bad but the door just dont cares and gets wet. i try again with "more force" but again just water and this time even less pressure. i open the door like every normal human would do and enter the room. L. is sitting infront of his computer and playing something. he sits right infront of his monitor and has only his mouse in his hand and a book right next to him. i again do the watersprinkler and wet his monitor and book. he complaines a little but i just smile and tell him who cares this is a dream. i look around in his room and wake up

9:00

i am in the living room? there is a girl stting at a computer and one of my roomate on the other side of the room at his computer? i enter my room and sit on the ground. i notice some saltsticks in between my laundry on the clotheshorse. i wonder shortly. i do the crow (yoga asana) and somehow manage to be that flexible in my back that i am in perfect balance and nearly need no strength and can look up. it feels awesome and i have a moment of epiphany. i try aga but this time it wont work that good. the girl enters the room and steps over me to get something. i hold her leg and move it so that she drops on me. she smiles and i pet her head. i look into her face and recognise a girl i met some days ago IWL. i notice that she had boots on while i was holding her but now is barefoot. i give her a kiss and she stands up and puts on her shoes (now something smaller like ballerinas) and goes back to her computer.

so conclusion? teleportation is not that easy as i thought. i think the next time when i close my eyes and visualize i also tell out loud where want to go and maybe let my eyes closed some time more. i am scared that if i close them to long i might wake up but i think that should not be that of a problem after all.
dont know whats about with my dream recall. it was pretty bad. maybe because i am sick a little because i really was eager to recall alot this night. i even used another mantra for it.
on the other hand the little longer WBTB´s might have been good for lucidity.

I will often, for my amusement, approach my LD's with a couple of different personas that put me in different places regarding my environment and my interaction with the characters. Inspired by KingYoshi and (in a way) a TV Show I've been watching recently (The Tudors) I decided to make myself the King of my dream world.

19/06/2013 - DILD

I was in my kitchen with my mom talking about something I don't recall and I did a RC for no apparent reason, counting my fingers mindfully looking at my hands I had half fingers "This can't be, is this really a dream?", I RC'ed a couple more times, somehow I was having a hard time accepting I was dreaming, I don't know why but my guess is because it was an habit RC and not a surge of awareness or questioning of reality.

Eventually I accepted the most welcomed fact, went to my backyard and jumped to the top of a big green wall which is sort of not there (iwl). I decided to stabilize and enhance the dream so I started looking for visual detail around me, the dream was already vivid so I'm not sure if this really added to it but where before I didn't have sun at all now I was still standing in the shadow but the sun illuminated an area directly in front of me.

I remembered my current goal at the time, to have the queen of my dreamverse present herself to me (such bs).

I let out a passionate and euphoric shout into the air "Your king is back! May the queen of my dream world please step foward!" As I was finishing that sentence I expected to hear cheers from a crowd all around me while some sort of competition was to take place and, I think I closed my eyes somewhere in the sentence (or the scenario turned 180º with black in between).

The crowd did make a lot of noise (mainly females) and suddenly I was sitting in the central top row of a place like this:



The biggest contrasts with the image is that there was nothing in the field (but a big central screen hanging from above) and, it was a smaller arena. In the screen I saw the image of a martial artist girl wearing a kimono and throwing a big kick in the air. When she appeared I also heard a male voice announce "The first contestant is a judoka from Japan (bla bla bla)". So they are going to fight, sweet. I immediately just stretched my arm to the side and was expecting to manifest someone bringing me some popcorn to snack while I watch some of the action before acting myself, when... my alarm went off and I obviously woke up.

01/07/2013 - DILD (DF)

My memory is very fuzzy regarding the details of this piece of fun because I didn't record it immediately due to the nasty back pains that have been bothering me from dawn to dusk for a couple of days. It just got way better today.

I was in some busy street and it occurred me to do a reality check and I was lucid. I remember aimlessly but nicely spending some time jumping from place to place in the scenario before deciding to have a go at some fine Miss in the middle of the street. I can't exactly remember how she looked like but I know she was very fine, then... I saw some other one I liked and got her on top of a small structure in a central place. We made out and all the action was very good sensually, very vivid and also felt quite dirty in the middle of a dream busy street.

While we were having fun, just to our side, down in the ground was Bruna (a middle school classmate I had who was fairly attractive but I didn't care much for her most of time, wonder why she was there) talking to another person, so I thought "hey why not?". She aged normally btw.

So I was going to pick her up when I realized she was not only talking but making out with a girl that was just my type. Dark black hair, snow white skin, glasses and beautifully shaped curves. I thought it might as well be more exciting to steal the lady away from Bruna. I come down to pick her up and as I do she wraps her legs around my waist and we go up there and have some really good fun.

Somewhere between all this playing with the ladies I remember trying and enhancing the dream which certainly happened, this was nothing but intense.

I also had some interesting non-SP HH chat but this is way too long already. Certainly more to come, see you next time.

14.07.2012

Finally lucid again (MILD)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

***This post will have some spelling errors, since I'm writing it at 5:00, and I'm very tired. Sorry about that, please ignore ***
I haven't been trying to get lucid for a good 3 weeks now, because of lack of motivation. I think this might be the motivation I need .

I was in a relaxing room in my school, together with some friends. We were just fucking around, chilling, running and stuff like that. At one point, I think to mylsef, that I'd better get in the real classroom again. I then look for my friend, give him a highfive, and go towards the door. Halfway to the door, I feel this extreme amount of pressure on my body, and I fall down to the floor. The weird thing was, that I fell like a peice of paper, and not a sack of potatoes.
When I got to the door, I raised myself up again, and walked out the door. When I walked out the door, I got a shock. I was on the highest floor, and I didn't remember how or when I got up there. I was standing outside the door, looking out in the hall. It was all white, and some guy was standing there, and painting the other side of it. For a second I was afraid he was going to do something to me, but I thought to myself that it was a silly thought.
When I got to the stairs, it finnally hit me, this is a dream!

The stair steps was really close together, and the staircase was bending and twisting, and looking nothing like the normal stair we have at school at all. All the way down the stairs, I was thinking to myself "I'm litteraly going through my biggest dream-sign right now. I decided to wait until I was all the way down the stairs to do the reality check.
Counted my fingers, and to my surprise, they didn't look weird! So I looked away, and then at them again, and sure enough, my pinky was bend in a 90degree angle.
I jumped up, as far as i could, and twisted my body until i was laying vertically in the air, and let myself drop. Right towards the floor, with all my weight.

I plopped through the ground, just like I expected. Suddenly, it was black. I fell for about 5 seconds, before opening my eyes, and realizing I was laying on the floor in another classroom, filled up with my friends.

I was laying on the floor, with a pillow under my head, and my arm under the pillow, while they where all sitting at their desks, on their chairs. When I got up, everyone cheered. They were like "oh my god dude, you did it! You are lucid! congratulations!!" I scouted the classroom, and saw all the people in the classroom. For a second I thought about jumping out the window and fly around for a bit, but I decided to do sexy times instead. I picked one of the hottest girls, and told her I wanted to talk to her. She said ok, and went with me out in the hall. I told her that she was beautiful, and started kissing her. When I was taking off her top, I also remembered we were standing in the middle of the hall, with people all around. So we decided to find a more quiet room. We found a room, with a single person in it. So I was like "You're out buddy", and he was like "okay.jpg".

Boom, woke up.

I woke up in my bed, and thought about how cool it was that I finnally got another lucid dream. I turned on my computer, and started writing my dream down. after awhile...

Boom, woke up.

So yes, I was actually writing down my dream, INSIDE my dream..
It's not the first time it has happend to me, but it's just as weird as the other times!

writing the dream out like that, also made me realize some of the mistakes I did. For example:
1. I only did one reality check, should have done two.
2. I didn't do reality checks after waking up, which is one of the most importent things to do.
3. I didn't stabilize the dream, clarify the dream or anything like that, which I should've done.
4. I wasn't focused enough. I should've looked at my surrounding more, instead of just wanting to get some .

Happy dreaming!