Low lucidity I feel sleep paralysis and stay still. I try not to focus on anything. I end up in a small room with vanilla colored walls and a security door. I make sure that I am lucid with the nose pinch. I leave the security room to find a hall way in a school. I do the hand and whole body stabilization. I briefly see Valda-1 and I think she tells me to go down stairs. So I do and it looks like a hotel down there. Very grand. Someone offers me a blue jacket. I find myself. In NZ. I walk along Colombo and then I see a lady selling clothes that are stored in boxes. I grab one to have a look. The arms of the sweater (black/gray) are not the same length (I laugh to myself). I walk along further to find an escalator. I go up it to find my brother and this chubby girl in a dull yellow shirt. I ask her, "Are you dreaming?" "Yes, I am dreaming." My mom comes holding a baby. I think to myself, "good! Now my sister has someone to play with." It is naked and my mom hands it over for me to hold. My mom pauses and the baby poops on me. I go to the bathroom just behind me to wash off the poo. Bathroom is very filthy. There is this bucket with a whole lot of pills which I chuck down the toilet. I yell out to my brother for a cup to wash myself with. "Were the pills my grandpa's?"
Updated 01-01-2011 at 04:43 AM by 35484
We saw this opera about Buddhism at B-1. I go to have lunch in a classroom but there are only boys in there (boring) so I leave and another guy leaves for the same reason. We sit at the door where there's this blond girl and then after a while Anna-5 comes to sit beside me. Janis-2 asks me what the name of the first song was about the lady and the snake but I don't know but I was just looking at this poster which has info about it so I go look at that and there's a picture of a snake. I tell him that later on in the story there's a similar situation with a man and a snake and the story is trying to teach a similar thing. Earlier on... I am going out with friends and want to make lunch for them all to save some money. I want to make eggs on rice. I ask Tricia-2 if I can do it but she sternly says no and I was guessing that it's because of the energy consumption. She's sitting in a faint red couch and wearing her work clothes with a black jacket. I tell her that it's traditional for us to have rice and eggs and that they are very easy to make. I am about to go out with my NZ Thai friends and one of them is Mindy-3.
I am biking through an alley in the late afternoon. The vendors are packing up and I am thinking about what to buy for dinner since my brother is away. I briefly see a black guy with a wooden cart. Scene change: I am now in New Zealand crossing the street on the corner of Cashel St and Colombo. I end up in a library. It is a cloudy day. I sit at this table. I see a person who left B-1 school a long time ago. He is blond and wears a blue t-shirt and looks like a real nerd. There is a guy with long black hair tided up sitting beside him. He also wears a black shirt. They are talking about how scientists still haven't got results because they are looking at the wrong side of bat behavior. Apparently some kind of study about bats. I see Naoko. Coming up to the table. I say, " you are Michiko?" She replies, "How did you come up with that? I am Gomiko." She then says something about her Dad that some how is related to me. Then the guy in black says, "What did you do to her Dad?" She sits at another table. I want to take this opportunity to talk to her but I am too shy. A cameraman and a black lady comes and stand behind me. The blond guy commands them to shoot from left to right the top half of this floor. I see a laptop on a little table behind the cameraman. It is mine and I show what I'm working on at university as a biology student to a friend who just appeared. There are heap of Word files and one says microbiology. I try to shut the computer down but then a picture of a bee cartoon comes up with fireworks going off around it. Then my phone rings and there are too many options on it and I can't turn it off. Turns out to be my phone alarm.
Date: Wednesday, May 19, 2010 12:48:41 PM PDT Important: No Red shirt I am at someone's backyard. I see m-2 face. Smiling. I have a feeling that my other Thai nz friends are there too. I have a feeling that I'm not part of the group because I am a red shirt. -----
Date: Saturday, May 15, 2010 9:51:19 AM PDT Important: No Bus, stop! The bus stop signal on the bus wouldn't stop sounding. It turned out to be my phone alarm. Nz bus.
Date: Friday, April 16, 2010 5:30:27 AM PDT I go back to study in NZ. I enter a class with a similar set up to a Thai class. I see an old friend who used to be in my Thai classes in primary school I tell him that he is in the wrong class because he is too short but I am only teasing. I see Irene sitting about the middle of the class but slightly to the left. She saved the seat beside her for me, even though I was gone from the school. She is still wearing last year's uniform though. She talks to me but she is different. Not as gentle but more open and expressive. Daytime. First person perspective.
Updated 01-01-2011 at 02:21 AM by 35484
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