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20.06.2013

Home is Gone (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Coming around the corner, back from the store....I see our Del Vista house is gone, along with some neighbors, but not everyone.
"Uhh, where is our house?"
We get up closer, I get out to check it out. It looks like our house fell into a sinkhole, along with part of the park in the back.
It has been condemned, we aren't supposed to enter.
There is a wine blob growing inside and drowning the house, pushing out. We are inside, looking for things to salvage. It is obvious that we will be trapped soon. We swim through the wine blob. It pushes out and we surf it through the park.

We go back and the house seems somewhat stable. I am looking for my things. We have nowhere to live.

02.09.2010

Musashi Revealed (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I'm at some party with my friends, I don't really know where I'm at. I'm with Justin, Tim, and Jeff. Crystal Castles is playing (the 2008 album) on the radio in the kitchen. Everyone is in the living room, hostilities are rising, I don't know anyone here. A fight breaks out, I think I see Justin in it and try to join the fray but Jeff holds me back. I keep yelling at him to let me go, but the fight is over soon enough.

Everyone is drinking crappy Corona, I lost my beer, I keep having these dizzy spells. My friends all go outside through the front door, I'm in the entrance from the front room to the living room where the big fight was.

A bunch of jock kids approach the narrow opening where I am standing, saying something like "Leave or we'll kick your ass" They are all crowded together and pressing on each other like a mosh pit. I grab the first guys shirt and pull him forward and everyone stumbles. Then I push him back and they stumble more. I say I'm leaving and hurry outside into the night. I see Tim down the stairs on the lawn, he tells me to hurry up.
I go down the stairs and realize i left my hoodie in there. I also start thinking about what Musashi would have done when he waws challenged by the room full of people. He would have said something like "I am a Samurai! I'm not going to just run away!" I decide to never turn down a fight again, even if it is with a whole room of people, after all Musashi fought the entire Yoshioka school and won. I must follow the same path in life.

I turn around and head back towards the house. I see only one big guy at the top of the stairs.
"I thought I told you to leave." He says threateningly.
"I forgot my sweater" I say without even bothering to look at him. I walk right past him into the house and find it, then leave.

Outside, it looks like my friends left me, maybe they thought I was staying when the saw me going back inside.
I get down the street a little and I can see them. They are renting a building for the rest of the night, an old man is unlocking the doors.

09.08.2010

Running Killing (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I'm at the mall, it is a giant underground maze, teeming with hordes of people. I go inside and go underground. I'm looking for the arcade, I find something that looks like an arcade, but I heard there is a really nice arcade somewhere, this can't be it, can it?
It's like a giant Disney store. i see some games, but I have no quarters or my camera, so I leave. I'm able to find my way back out of the mall. Some kid at the arcade grabbed on of my buttons of my jacket, I grab him in a rage and smack him around a bit, security says they'll torment him for a bit longer when I leave. i thank them and tell them not to arrest him though.
Outside, it is early morning, cold, cloudy. Cops are moving past on cop elephants. I get out of there way warily. One stops right in my path and takes forever to move.
I'm going back to my car, over by college market. I start running, like a jog. I'm over towards that neighborhood, I see a beautiful dark haired woman out jogging, but shes dressed in a skirt for like a party or something.
I wave at her.
"<Thelemic>? No you're not <Thelemic>."
"Yes I am! I was waving at you."
We start talking on the sidewalk, somehow I pull of my moves and I'm holding her close.
Kissing her, her chest has tattoos. Shes up against me, I'm up against a car, we can feel the vibrations.
I get her to come with me instead of where she was going, we are going to get some drinks and have them at the park.
We meet up with Christian somehow. He falls and it looks like he broke his wrist.....it looks bad I see the elephant cops nearby, I tell Christian they'd probably give him a ride to the hospital, but he is healing at a freakish pace. He is all healed.
We are at the car. Getting ready to go and I see a man at the trunk of my car stealing my camping tent. He says "Going camping this weekend." He seems very satisfied with himself, I jump out of the car and unleash a string of violent obscenities at the man.

He takes off running and I give chase with a weapon I pulled out of my trunk (like a hex head screwdriver).
He drops the tent by the sidewalk and runs towards a house with its door open, his house.
I feel like he may be going for a gun inside. I catch him at the doorway and stab him with the screwdriver in the spot between the shoulder and the neck. It goes all the way in, more blood. I run off, grabbing the tent and run across the street. As I'm shoving the tent in the trunk, I tell the girl "We're going." In a serious voice.
She understands and gets in with Christian.
I jump in the drivers seat and struggle with the keys momentarily. We drive off. The man is not following us. As we head towards the park, I start wondering how I'm going to get out of drinking and driving, as we are going to the park to drink and make out, I'm not going to be able to tell this hot girl afterwards "nahh I can't drive you home now.." It'll never work and I don't like it. Def Leppard - Animal is playing on my blackberry and headphones, I plug it in to the car stereo so we can all listen.

09.08.2010

In the House of Dogs (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I'm in a beautiful mansion, that is full of dogs.
There are girls here and they are super goth dominatrix type satan worshiper girls. They want to spill blood for the devil and for some reason i want to impress them, when it comes to my turn to cut myself I tell one of them to cut my eyelid off. She cuts off part of my eyelid, it hurts like hell and I now look like a freak. After a while I decide I want my eye back to normal, I ask one of the goth girls if she still has my eyelid. I get it back and am going to try to sew it back on, or glue it on with eyelash glue.

I'm looking for a bathroom with good light to do this, but there are giant dogs everywhere and they won't leave me alone. I also keep dropping the eyelid and I get very sad everytime because its so hard to find I think I lost it everytime. I see a tattooed mini elephant. I'm reminded of bob fossil for some reason and I say something about the little hand -foot man. The tattooed elephant has shapeshifted into a humanoid. I comment that I like it's tattoos, it thanks me.

07.08.2010

At the South Pole (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

It's new years eve, there is a big party going on, the girls are doing giant piles of coke. I'm smoking a rolled cigg. I keep setting it on the ground in between drags. I start to notice my mouth is all kinds of numb. I look on the ground and there is lots of cocaine I ask my friend if she spilled some coke, she says yes. I scoop it all up and walk off to find a spot to make a line. Outside there are still lots of people partying at the park, gangbanger types.

I see a man falling from a plane into the ocean over the south pole.
I wake up in the ocean, it's night time, it's dark and I don't know which way is up.
I finally surface and we are right by a long wall, like a big building.
It has windows up high. So I think we should be ok.
The water is freezing, but we swim on down the length of the wall..
This place is familiar.
I remember being here before and finding out that it's an abandoned natural history museum.
Inside there are a few people that are really androids. i talk to one of them, he's oblivious to the fact that this place has been abandoned since the 60s.

I notice that there are lots of crap newer video games in the pizza parlour, and two cabaret games. I don't have my camera/blackberry.
Something fishy is going on, if they had new games brought in, there must be a way for us to get out.

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In space somewhere, we are fighting against droids. I come around the corner and fire my lasers and rockets at them but I'm low on ammunition. It doesn't seem to affect them. I parlay with the closest droid who says this is a hospital. I tell him I'm a medical droid in need of repairs. We follow him down a little ways down, there are about 10-15 arcade games lined against the wall....two neo-geos with samurai shodown iii right next to each other. Most of the games are in bad disrepair, broken control panel overlays, missing buttons, broken coin doors, etc. One 50 cent game has 17 credits on it. I comment on this.

When the droid doc comes I show it my mosquito bite, but also tell it ive been having chest pains and other symptoms.
it gives me a shot and tells me to wait.
I can hear the Lower Class Brats playing Background Music with different words slightly. There are some biker/punks in the area.

04.08.2010

On the Road to Santa Cruz (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I decided to set out on a journey to Santa Cruz. I will take the freeway. Before I leave I screwed a folding door to the frame at my moms house, but I forgot to remove it. I remember this as i am already quite well on my way, if I go back to fix it, i'll lose a lot of time..I decide to leave it.
I realize I didn't bring a jacket, luckily I find one of my jackets on the trail, my denim skins jacket. It has a lot of cool patches and buttons that I don't remember putting on..
the freeway to Santa Cruz is deserted, usually there are lots of cars on it and I have to stick to the dirt road along side the freeway. The freeway is closed for construction or something so I'm skateboarding along it at a leisurely pace.

I pulled some skateboarding ads of my wall to show Talitha. One was a Real ad with a picture of me at the bar...