Adventures in the Template Level Reality.

16th January 2015

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Ok so yesterday evening I had a two hour massage. When I returned home, I did a mindfullness meditation with some initial energy work to get me in the correct vibration. I held a raw piece of moldavite in my right hand, my quartz record keeper in my left and on the table infront of me there was my moldavite bracelet with a small quartz cluster in the middle and next to it was a fluorite cluster. I kept on slipping into a deam state during the meditaion and the mediation turned into a flux between seeing and interacting with dream images and me noticing it, then refocusing on my breath. The meditation lasted 50 minutes. After that I was chatting to relatives online and as a result I went to bed about 2 hours later than usual. Earlier in the day I had made a recording on my phone with me saying 3 times, each one minute apart, "You're dreaming" and "You're in a dream". I set this as an alarm on my phone and I set it to go off about 01:15. I heard it go off and I woke up. I decided I would get up so I look at the phone and the time is exactly 01:11. Stayed awake until about 03:00 and then went back to bed. Took me a while to get back to sleep. At one point I was able to see the room with my eyes closed! I could actually see the reflective surface of the cupboard door and when my GF went to the toilet I could see the door open. I tried waving my had infront of me a few times and I could see movement but couldn't really see my hand. Felt and looked exactly the same as the times this has happened to me before (see note 1). Had a real sense of perception and depth and the same strange sensation you get from seeing with your eyes closed. After a short while it actualy feels quite natural and you kind of forget they are closed.

Below is the dream that I recorded when I woke up at approximately 05:00. I had also set the voice signal to go off on my phone again.


Location: @ home
Tools Used: raw moldavite, quartz record keeper and mobile phone
Others In Room: sleeping next to GF
Unusual Activities During The Day: See above

Dream

I can remember hearing the first voice signal on my phone. I can't remember hearing the other two. When I became lucid I was inside a house/buiding. Everything was white and it had a very light and airy feel. I felt like my vibration had been lifed considerably. I felt very light and connected. Very open. I started walking through the house allowing myself to become more and more lucid. I remember feeling so good. So high in vibration but I could feel someting on my back. Like there was an uncomfortable pressure across part of my back. I tried to sort it but it wouldn't go away, so I assumed that it was my body in the bed and the sensation has transferring through to the dream. I though to myself after what felt like a few minutes 'Ok, I'm getting distracted now. What was it I was planing on doing when I became lucid?' After a few seconds of puzzling over this I remembered! 'I was going to do the Keys of Ascention meditation technique!'. Upon this rememberance I heard my GF's voice say "Oh my God!" and I though 'I wonder what's happened?' So I went in search of her. I saw a door that I wanted to go into and there was a female DC standing just before it in another small room. She was folding towels and putting them neatly away. She appeared to be a maid and as she crossed my path she gave me a side glance and half seductevly, half lovingly smiled at me. As I passed her I brushed my hand against her ass and I walked to the door and opened it. Inside there were 4 girls standing around, all nannys, and there were two babys. The girls had all been admiring the babys when I arrived and now they were all looking at me, slightly puzzled. I looked at one of the babys and he screwed his face up at me. The girls all laughed and so I decided to screw my face back up towards the baby in a playful manner. As I tried to screw my face it felt like it wouldn't move, so I tried with more force and I then started feeling my body in the bed. I instantly understood that I must have actually been doing that to my face in my waking reality body and it was waking me up. I tried to relax myself and stay calm but I was on a slippery slope and was in the bed awake withing a few seconds.

I stayed awake for another couple of hours and although I'm wide awake I decide to have another sleep. So I load up my oil burner with water that my herkimer diamond has been cleansing in for a few days and I put frankincense and sandalwood in it (see note 2) along with clary sage which relaxes me tremendously. The moldavite and quartz are still under my pillow. I fall asleep in bed after a short time reading. I'm very briefly woken about 20 minutes later by my GF leaving for work and I remember what I've been dreaming:

I was in a small room and I was holding an iron (as in an iron for clothes) in my hand. The metal part of the iron was not soild. It was hollow and open at the top and inside it was brown powder. I was waving the iron around and skipping around the room causing the powder to come out and go into the air. It was all around me and as I was breathing it in it was making me feel really really good! It was like pure love energy, making me feel very high in vibration. I was semi lucid throughout the dream.

I woke up again 2 hours later, having had a very deep sleep with no recollection of any dreams.


Thoughts/Notes

note 1: I've been able to see with my eyes closed quite a few times before. Twice when I was working offshore mid 2014 which was definitley due to me using the baramay device on a daily basis. The other times were during a 30+ hour ibogaine session. Happened a lot of times and was quite clear. I should also note that I've just started using the baramay device in meditation again a few days ago after a very long break from it.

note 2: Both frankincense and sandalwood make your brain release more melatonin. Herkimer daimonds help me to sleep and are widely regarded as one of the best crystals for all things sleep related.

11th January 2015

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Location: @ home
Tools Used: moldavite
Others In Room: sleeping next to GF
Unusual Activities During The Day:

Dream

This dream occured in the later stages of sleep, not long before I woke up.

There was an initiation ceremony being held for me. It was being held/conducted by my GF's family. My family was there also. It was in an area of countryside where we would play as kids. The 'test' I had to complete was to jump from a really high cliff and land at the bottom, although when I jumped, I was to jump straight out. I understood that if I didn't jump far enough straight outwards, I would fail. So I jumped and I made it far enough out and then I fell through the air and landed in a river or lake at the bottom. Then all the family members appeared there to give me gifts of flowers made of fruit for completing the task and I was taking them and eating them.


Thoughts/Notes

Notice the similarities between this dream and the 'jump program' in the Matrix.

9th January 2015

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Location: @ home
Tools Used: In my left had I has holding a herkimer diamond, above my head was the fluorite cluster, raw moldavite with the wand pointing down from it towards my head.
Others In Room: Sleeping next to GF
Unusual Activities During The Day:

Dream

I was inside a oval shaped UFO. There were other people (humans) inside it also and we were flying around. Inside there was a periscope like the kind you would find on a submarine and I was looking through it at the people outside. I was thinking 'It's so cool to see what it is like to be on the inside of one of there as oppposed to seeing one from the outside!' We saw a man and he was about to do do something bad (can't remember exactly what but it was something that would cause harm to others) and we stopped him from doing it by using the ship in some way. The the man had tried to escape from us and I was then outside the craft and I was chasing him on foot. I got close to him and he make himself dissappear. Even though he had done this I could still see him as a little black dot although after a while this little black dot dissapeared also.

At this stage I started to awaken and in the waking state I thought to myself 'I should have known that was a dream cause I was inside a UFO' then without moving at all I quickly slipped back to sleep and started dreaming almost immediatley.

This beginning is a bit vague but I had pursued some line of work I was interested in, and in doing so I had met this female DC. We were inside a building. It was bright inside, with white walls. The female DC was middle aged, blonde hair, tall, dressed in light blues and white flowing robes. She was very wise and elegant and she gave off a very loving energy. She told me that one of my abilities was I could see things and I could also channel. She started teaching me how to channel. I was to project a blue light from myself (I think my throat chakra) towards an object which looked like a bucket. I was practicing this for a while and she was helping me then after some time, other people started arriving, one by one and they were all sitting and standing about, some mingling with each other and they all had abilities also. There was a kid sitting next to me and he was trying to talk to me but I couldn't understand him. He gave off a really nice loving energy and he was smiling at me a lot and then I realized that he was Thai kid. So I started to talk to him in Thai, asking him what his name was but he didn't reply, he just gave me a loving smile. Then I remember seeing there was little kid with a woman standing behind her entering the room through the doorway. Just as they were about to enter the little kid, whos facial apperance was adult and almost exactly the same as the womans, turned around to face the woman, who I then noticed was acting in a kind of robot fashion, and the kid climbed up into the womans stomach which looked like she was pregnant although there was a big hole in the front, and the kid climbed inside the womans stomach! When she did this the woaman stopped acting robot like and started acting normal! It was like they were one and the same being and if the child left her womb only the child could act normaly and when the kid was inside only the woman could act normally. I though this was so bizarre and then I reflected on the whole sceen and I realized that it was like Xmen; we were all here with different abilities and were here to learn from the female teacher I'd met in the begining. I then realized this is a dream and the dream became clearer and clearer. When I could feel all my senses, I shouted up to the sky "Higher Self, show me something that's important for me to see" and I stuck my arms out and started spinning round. After just a coule of spins I lost my ballance, fell over and hit my forhead hard on something which hurt quite a bit, although I was quickly distracted from the pain because the scene of the dream had totally changed. I was now outside and there was a low grassy hill to my right. I was standing at the botom of the hill and couldn't see what was beyond the horison of the hill. The amazing thing about the scene was, there was all different kinds of animals running at top speed over and down the hill and off to my left. They were moving so fast it was hard to get a good look at each one individually but I remember seeing a few limas and wild boars. It was as if they were all running away from something which had scared them. I noticed there was a dead tree on the hill and as I looked at it I noticed a monkey had gotten itself tangled in the tree and was struggling to get out. So I went over and helped free the monkey, which frantically took off running in the same direction as all the other animals as soon as it could. I didn't feel interested in that scene any more so I started walking away from the hill and as I did, I realized that there were two DCs from the last scene I was in, who were accompanying me (walking together always staying behind me). We soon came to a large indistrial style building which was made of brick. We entered a door and behind it was a stairwell which we started walking down. As I was walking down the stairs I wondered to myself, 'What does this building represent?' and so I shouted upwards "Higher Self, what does this building represent?" I then got a strange feeling start at my feet which moved up trough my shins. At this point I started to feel my legs in waking reality and I was quickly starting to feel more and more of them moving up as in my dream. This only took a few seconds and then I was awake.


Thoughts/Notes

When I woke up I was a little bit shocked and disapointed. I felt like I had been kicked out of the dream for asking about the building.

7th January 2015

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Location: @ home
Tools Used: moldavite with quartz wand coming from it pointing towards my head
Others In Room: sleeping next to GF
Unusual Activities During The Day:

Dream

This was the 4th dream of the night I can remember and the only one I was lucid in. I'm not sure exacty how I became lucid. I presume something started to make me up, but not fully, and when this happened I knew it was a dream.

I remember I could still feel my body in the bed whilst I was dreaming. It felt like 80-90% in the dream reality and 20-10% in the waking reality and at that stage I was fully lucid. When I became lucid I was in deep natural water (felt like the sea). I was trying to hold my breath and then I though to myself 'Why am I trying to hold my breath? This is a dream! I don't need to breath!' and then I started breathing again. When I did this I could actually feel the water entering my lungs which felt really amazing. So I swam to an area in mid water were there was nothing around me and I was enjoying the feeling of being under water and breathing water so much. It felt so incredible! I then thought to myself 'I need to get down to businesss here and stop playing around'. So I looked upwards and said "Higher Self, show me something that is important for me to see". Everything went pitch black for a few seconds then, in the far distance below and infront of me, I could see a little blue light which was getting bigger and bigger. As it got bigger it looked like a rectangular area that either I was moving closer to, or it was moving up to me (see note 1). It resembled a tennis court when it was at a disance but as it got closer it appeared to be an old ruined castle. There were lots of DC there who were dressed like medieval soliders. There were two different types of soliders uniform. One was red and the other was (unknown). They were attacking me and I was hiting them and they would smash up as if they were made of something like rock. After I did this with quite a few of them I though I would find out what they represented. So I stopped hitting them and I noticed if I didn't hit them they would all stop attacking me and become disinterested in me. I then, whilst standing next to one, looked up to the sky and shouted out "What does this one represent?" To which I got no answer. I tried asking a few more times whilst standing next to both types and I still got no answer. There seemed to be more and more of them appearing since I stopped fighting with them. I decided to take a walk around and I came to a large giant with another similar looking giant standing a short distance behind the first. The one closest was holding a quartz crystal wand in his right hand and he was acting just slightly agressive towards me but I was starting to get bored of the scene now. So I put my arms out and started spinning. I could feel myself getting dizzier and dizzier and everything turned black so I stopped spinning. I was still in complete darkness and I thought to myself 'I've got my eyes closed! I need to open them'. So I tried opening them but they felt like they were really tightly closed and I couldn't do it. After doing this for a while I though to myself 'I must be feeling my eyes in my body in waking reality' so I concluded that my dream eyes must actually be open and I'm just in pitch darkness. Upon finishing this line of though I started seeing a soft blue light starting to appear and grow larger. Next thing I know I can feel my phone in waking reality is ringing in my pocket so I think 'oh no! I'm going to have to wake up and get that'. I wake up and answer the phone. It was my Mother who had called and I was saying "hello, hello?" but all I could hear were office noises. It was as if she had left the phone off the hook by mistake instead of hanging up. I notice I am in a castle scene again but it was a small area and I had the feeling I was not at ground level like before. I was lying down and infront of me there was a guy I worked with once shooting a hand held sling shot over the side of a wall at, I pressumed, rats. A girl I knew from school was sitting behind me with her back against a wall. I then woke into waking reality.


Thoughts/Notes

Note 1: This was very similar one of the experiences I had whilst taking ibogaine.

17th October 2014

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Location: @ home
Tools Used:
Others In Room: sleeping next to GF
Unusual Activities During The Day: bought a large quartz crystal

Dream

Very briefly woke up a few times throughout the night. Each time I remember seeing images of quartz crystal and I could feel the energy coming from the crystal(s) I was seeing.


Thoughts/Notes

I've recently heard about something you can do to form a stronger connection to the mineral kingdom. It is to have a crystal, preferably a kind that you like, cut into a thin sheet. When it is struck and held close to the body, the vibration given off resonates through the body and this forms a strong connection between the individual and the crystal type. The idea excites me a lot so yesterday I bought a large quartz crystal (1kg) which I plan on having cut in to lots of sheets and made into a wind chime which I'll put on the back of the washroom door so it rings throughout the room every time I open or close it. The quartz crystal is very beautiful and clear. I could feel a lot of energy from the crystal when I held it. Whilst I slept, last night the crystal was in the next room.

16th Oct 2014

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Location: @ home
Tools Used: two baramay devices under the pillows
Others In Room: sleeping next to GF
Unusual Activities During The Day:

Dream

This dream wasn't like a regular dream. I wasn't in a dream reality. It felt more like I was actually doing this to myself and my GF in the waking reality whilst I was in a dream state. Difficult to explain. Very similar to meitation except it was a dream. I was making etheric energy with my GF. I was designing a system for it to interact with our bodies. There was a part of it I though was wrong and I was telling my GF that it was wrong and needed to be changed. So I changed it and then I realized that it was actually alright and it would have been fine if I had left it. I woke up then.


Thoughts/Notes

I was actually doing something with myself and my GFs energy makeup. I'm sure of that. It was a very strange dream and I'm not sure if I could even class it as a dream.

15th Oct 2014

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Location: @ home
Tools Used: two baramay deices under the pillows
Others In Room: sleeping next to GF
Unusual Activities During The Day:

Dream

I had quite a few dreams (4 or 5) throughout the night and I was lucid for brief moments in the inital dreams, although in the later ones I was not able to become lucid in the classical sense. In one (the second last I think) I was seeing myself in the dream as the third person and in the last I was watching the dream as if it were a movie.

The first dreams were all linked. I was on a journey. Going from one town to the next. I was in a place in the countryside that was rocky and had a lake. I was walking along a path. I had a motorbike there and it was broken down and I was trying to get it repared. I must have woken up and the next thing I can remember is I was in a house and it was owned by a teacher. He was older and had an eccentric characture. There were lots of people in his house as if he was throwing a party and he was trying to sell his house.

The last dream was me watching Star Wars. In the beginning it was like I was there just viewing it Han Solo was there with Chewbaca and they looked really young. I can remember thinking that they have done really well with the makeup to make them look so young. They were both in a situation with a guy who was a trader. They were in some sort of dispute and Chewbacca was allowed to leave although Han Solo had to stay until it was sorted out. Then Han Solo did something. He tricked the trader into letting him go. I can't remember exactly how he did it but I remember thinking at the time 'that's so clever how he did that'. Then they were both on the millenium falcon flying away. That's the last I can remember of that dream.


Thoughts/Notes

I'm no longer using the baramay device for meditation in the same way I was before. I just keep it close when I meditate. Still keep one under my pillow although it works on your dreams much better if you use it correctly in mediation and activate it before going to sleep. I've also got out of the habbit of writing my dreams down.

The first dreams are about me learning to lucid dream again. Not sure what the others are about.

29th July 2014

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Location: on a large platform vessel
Tools Used: baramay device
Others In Room: one other
Unusual Activities During The Day:

Dream

I was in the middle of a full scale medieval battle and I was the king. There was loads of bloodshed and we were in a massive sort of arena. I worked my way towards the king of the other army we were fighting and we started fighting one on one. He was smaller than me and much younger. I won the fight by stabbing him 4 or 5 times. Then we began retreating but we noticed that the king was still alive! And so I called him out to his face and said there was "no need for anyone else to die" and that "we should just fight each other". He didn't want to do it but he knew he had to now that I had challenged him infront of his army. I was absolutely confident I would win. I was riding on the back of an animal which looked like a little monster and the enemy king killed it just before we started fighting. It was obvious that what he did was dirty tactic. We started fighting but I can't remember if I killed him before it ended because I woke up at this point.


Thoughts/Notes

I could rememer 3 dreams that night and I was lucid dreaming on and off during each dream.

23rd July 2014

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Location: on a large platform vessel
Tools Used: baramy device
Others In Room: one other
Unusual Activities During The Day:

Dream

I was dreaming that I was on the same vessel I am working and living on now. I was on B deck, standing outside and there was large a box with (walkie talkie type) radios in it. I was trying to use one and it wouldn't work so I swapped it with another one and it wasn't working properly either. There were two DCs standing there and they were telling me there was something wrong with the supervisor. I started thinking that everything looked very odd and out of place, then I realized I was actually dreaming! I got really excited and I was running around, jumping up and down saying "I'm in a dream, this isn't real!!! I'm dreaming!!!" Everyone was looking at me like I was crazy! They were tellling me "No! this is real, this is real!" So, to prove that it was infact a dream, I decided to grow a pair of big, beautiful, white feathered angels wings. I then started to fly, staying just a couple of meters from the deck. The DCs looked absolutley astonished and were saying "Wow!!!" Next thing I know I'm at the stern of the vessel next to some walk in containers and my work mate was there with the supervisor. They had been swimming in the sea for some reason. I was asking them "What are you doing?!!" The supervisor couldn't work for some reason and I was saying to my work colleague "I don't care this isn't real anyway" but he couldn't understand what I was talking about. I started wondering 'what do I want to do?' So I decided to have sex with some girls. Next thing I know I was instantly in an entirely new scene. I was at a checkout, like the kind you would see in a supermarket, and there was this girl working at the checkout I liked. I went over and started kissing her and very soon had her bent over the checkout and I was going to have sex with her but the table wasn't at the correct height. I was adjusting the height of the table by intention so she was at the right height for me. I woke up.


Thoughts/Notes

During the dream the guy I was sharing the room with woke up in waking reality, and he was going to the toilet and closing the door and sometimes these noises were starting to wake me up and I could feel myself start to slip from the dream.

22nd July 2014

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Location: on a large platform vessel
Tools Used: baramay device
Others In Room: one other
Unusual Activities During The Day: using the baramay device in meditation whilst lying down daily

Dream

This was the first night I ever tried lucid dreaming. My plan was to see ailens in my dreams.

In the early part of my sleep I was regularly drifting awake and telling myself "I will realize I am in a dream, I will realize I am in a dream" then drifting back into sleep. I was having dreams but I can't remember what of but I can remember in one of them I managed to control it and I was looking at a spacecraft with quite a few aliens standing infront of it. Didn't last too long though. Then I was woken by my alarm at 2:00 and I told myself the same thing again and then fell asleep. The dream I remember having was this:

I was back at the house I grew up in when I was a teenager and my current work colleague HB(male) was with me. I had the car I owned as a teenager and we were waiting for MR(male) to come cause we were going to give him a lift to school. My HB(male) wanted to drive so I let him. MR(male) was taking too long so we left without him. We saw the school bus leaving and lots of people standing waiting for the next one to arrive and we were going to do the same but I said to my work colleague "lets just drive all the way". So we kept on going. He was driving really bad and he was doing something else instead of concentrating on his driving. I was telling him to be cearfull of the bridge that was we were about to cross but he wasn't listening to me and we went over it way too fast! The car went flying through the air and came crashing back down on the road! I got really angry with him and told him to pull over into the car park that was at the bottom of the bridge. Then the scene instantly changed and we were in a classroom with lots of DCs all students and one male teacher. At this point I started wondering 'Is this a dream?' and I kept on repeating it in my head and started saying out loud "This is a dream!" I then came to the full realization that it really was a dream, and I was thinking "ok what do I want to do"? So I decided to fly. I shot up in the air and I was flying then I though, to test my theory that it was a dream I would have sex with a woman and then a beautiful girl appeared but I was struggling to change her apperance into exactly how I wanted her to look and she was leading me to the pyramids at the Giza plateau. I thought "No! The pyramids are not for doing that inside!" and then we started having sex then I was instantly back in the classroom. The teacher was asking me something although there was no sound. His lips were moving but no sound was coming out and I noticed the whole dream was muted. Slowly the sound started coming back and it felt like I hadn't actually been flying or went to the pyramids with the girl at all and it had all just been a daydream. The teacher then started asking me to demonstrate something that he had shown the class but I had no recollection of being shown anything. I'm just sitting there puzzled as hell about what's going on and I'm asking myself 'is this actually a dream?' over and over. All the other students are looking at me like I've gone completely crazy and the teacher is starting to get pissed off at my extremelly unusual behaviour. He then, upon realizing that I wasn't totally confused as to what he was talking about, started to demonstrate to me what to do (something strange with my mouth on a CD case) So I copied him and then the teacher started teaching the entire class about something else. I remember thinkin 'this is a dream. I should just stand up now and vanish infront of everyone and they will be amazed' but I started doubting myself and I was worried if I tried and failed I would make a fool of myself. The teacher started doing some more weird things with the other students and all the time I was questioning weather or not it was a dream. Then I woke up. It was approximately 4:30.

12th July 2014

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Location: on a large platform vessel
Tools Used: baramay device
Others In Room: one other
Unusual Activities During The Day:

Dream

I was thinking to myself, before I went to sleep last night, that in order for me to become more of the person I would like to be, I should start believing that I am competing with others and this will help me get there much faster. The dream I had was related to this line of thinking

I was dreaming I was in a school hall. Looked like the one from my primary school. There were other kids there of all ages. Some the same age as me (I think I was younger than I am now but not sure). Everyone was playing a game where you take as many balls from one end and put them in a basket at the other end. I didn't want to play at first but then I watched some of the older kids playing (might have been young adults) that were the same age as me and I then decided I would play also. I knew I had explosive power and I knew that if I used it I could beat them. I was looking forward to my turn and I was getting excited to start. Then when I started, I realized I was competing against really young Thai kids. My mood totally changed and I felt like I always feel towards kids. I loved them and I started playing with them. Letting them get ahead of me sometimes and beat me and I didn't care about winning anymore. The kids were having lots of fun like kids do and I just felt happy. My girlfriend (who is a school teacher) was there helping the kid next to me, telling him to run because he was becoming confused and wasn't sure what to do sometimes.


Thoughts/Notes

I should look to kids as an example of how to become more of the person I would like to be. I should feel joy in the process, stay in the moment, have fun, love others, help others who I see are confused.

26th June 2014

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Location: on a large platform vessel
Tools Used: baramay device
Others In Room: one other
Unusual Activities During The Day: during this period I was spending a lot of time contemplating the concepts of waking reality as a projection of consciousness

Dream

I dreamt I was on a small boat and we were in rough sea. I was at my work station looking at a monitor and liasing with the captain on the bridge by radio. I could see on my workstation monitor a view of the vessel from above and I could see that there was what looked like big blocks of ice shooting out from bellow the waters surface and up into the air, coming back down in a long arc and smashing back into the sea. We were being thrown about a lot from the impact of these blocks of ice were making with the water and we were searching to find the area of sea we were going to be working at. I was running from inside my workstation container to outside on deck and back inside to see what was going on with these large blocks of ice and whilst I was doing this there was a male DC standing outside. The bridge called me on the radio and said that a block of ice was going to hit the vessel and to brace for impact. I knew it was serious and I ran outside and told the man we were going to be hit and to hold onto something but before I could finish what i was saying, there was a loud smash and the boat immediatley started sinking! Before I knew it I was under the water and I couldn't see much, just lots of bubbles and splashing. I can remember thinking 'this is so exciting! I better start swimming upwards so that I don't get sucked under by the vessel going down' but I was near the surface and I was confident I would be ok. I then woke up.



Thoughts/Notes

When I woke up I was a bit shocked from the dream because it was so extremelly vivid. Especially being under water. I could actually feel the cold water soaking into my clothes and touchig my skin and I could hear the noise of the bubbles all around me. Regardless of the authenticity of it, I wasn't ever scared. It wasn't a nightmare. It was a very exciting and enjoyable dream.

My interpretation is this: The boat represents me on my lifes path. My higher mind is represented by the captain up on the bridge and I'm obviously the ego mind down on the deck. The water symbolises my emotions. Not sure what the male DC represents could be my thoughts. The blocks of ice represent either negative circumstances or my beliefs.

22nd May 2014

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Location: On a large platform vessel
Tools Used: baramay device
Others In Room: one other
Unusual Activities During The Day: lots of travelling, now in a foreign country

Dream

Tonight is the first night I have slept with the device offshore. I woke up tonight in the middle of the night about 2:30 and I had been dreaming about how everything is all one. I drifted back to half awake half asleep and it continued happening. It didn't feel like a dream as much cause there was no story or scene or anything. It felt more like I was being taught the concept so it was well understood.


Thoughts/Notes

You can find out about Baramay device here:

Higher Self Connections

22nd May 2014

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Location: @ home
Tools Used: baramay device
Others In Room: alone in my apartment
Unusual Activities During The Day:

Dream

I had a nap this afternon. It was a really deep sleep and I was woken up half way through by the alarm on my girlfriends phone. I was dreaming but I couldn't remember the dream. You know when that occasionally happens? When you're dreaming right up until the very moment you awake and you just can't remember what it was. There's a strong sense it was something of great importance but it's like it's blocked or your mind is unable to comprehend the dream. Anyway, I managed on this occassion to remember a small clip from the dream. I was looking over books to buy on amazon.com. In the dream it felt smooth. Like silk. And I was making a decision. Not in the sense of I was dreaming I was sitting at my computer making a decision on amazon. It was that I was making a decision about how everything would go. I think I may have remembered my conciousness planning part of my future.


Thoughts

This type of 'dream' I find, only occurs with me if I have a nap during the day. I never seem to have the same experience after waking from a dream I have at night.

I have a belief that our waking reality is created in our sleep. During this time the physical body releases large amounts of DMT from the pineal gland and the ego mind goes to the reality where the higher mind exists. The plans for waking reality are then made. If anyone is interested in this and wants discuss it more just PM me.

18th May 2014

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Location: @ home
Tools Used: baramay device
Others In Room: alone in the apartment
Unusual Activities During The Day:

Dream/Meditation

I did meditation in the afternoon today (about 12:00) using the device lying down. I was drifting in and out of sleep during the session and I can remember talking to individuals. Just before I ended the session I entered a room. I reinstantly recognised the place I was in and I had a strong sense that I been there before. There was a group of 4 people, one guy and 3 girls, sitting on the floor crossed legged, all facing in towards each other in a circular fashion. They were all working together to make something using their hands although I couldn't quite make out exactly what it was they were doing. I went to walk past them to go sit on my own and the guy saw me and quickly gestured for me to stop and sit with them. It was at this point that I realized that I was dreaming and I became fully lucid. I sat down cross legged with them and I made two balls of light, one in each hand. I then absorbed them into my body. I then made one bigger one and gave it to the guy then I did the same for all 3 girls/women. I then made another big one for myself. It ended there.