VastAwakening

I was in this outpost somewhere in the jungle. Reminded me of Jurassic park. I would switch between being me, and observing the main guy from lie to me. I was walking throughout the outpost and my wife was there. She was completely insane. And she was explaining how people would use their barracks beds to kill people. I went over to observe the bed. The beds were in the same set up as camp chamasal. I went over and noticed the beds very close together. And that they wouldn't move at all. She then began explaining that people would walk, look in between the beds, fall through and get stuck. Then die. I then switched from here to observing. Lightman went over to his wife and asked, " well after that I'm wondering, who's really attracted to one another? Is it me to you? Or you to me". She looked at him and responded "me to you." he said this because the bed that was set up to capture and kill people was her own. Then it switched to me being lightman. I found this iPhone on the ground but it wouldn't turn on or do anything. I looked at a small florescent bulb on the wall, and it turned green once I got near It with the other phone. I then noticed a fallout 3 bobble head above the light. I grabbed it and it fell to the floor turning into a medical needle. From there I grabbed that and I got a tip from a menu exactly like fallout 3. I forget what the menu said. From there I was observing lightman again. He was calling someone telling them that his wife was "stinging" him and trying to kill him. From there he entered a door. The door closed and we were both inside. I looked around and it was a big smart super computer set up. And Jarvis from iron man was there (the talking computer butler). He was wounded and very low on power. He said in a British accent "sir please, to the private quarters" with a weak tone. I looked at the door and it closed. I said "yes!" because the crazy wife woman couldn't get in. Lightman hooked up some weird metal chords to his arm, and teleported to a safe place.

I was playing real life fallout 3. The only weapon I had was this butchers knife, but it was really powerful. I saw a soldier and swung at him and killed him. Then two more came by and I killed them. One was holding a death claw gauntlet. I killed another soldier who looked like brick from borderlands. He was tougher than any of the other ones I killed. After collecting special weapons and other drops from the soldiers I started to complete challenges like in fallout 3. I wanted to continue doing this, although it would ruin my reputation with the soldiers after I got out of that area.*

I switched positions with peter at sobeys. And I found the work to be very difficult because a bunch of things kept popping up on the computer and no one told me how or what to do with them. Shawna was there and I don't remember seeing anyone else working but me. I remember leaving the cage, and coming back to see my mom there talking. I was pissed cause she was there while I was working.

About an hour ago I was falling asleep, repeating to myself "I will have a lucid dream" over and over. New thoughts and ideas would come into my head, and I would simply quiet them down with my mantra.

Then I was in a dream. I was at my job looking through shelves and noticed that they were completely empty and I could see to the other side of the warehouse. I thought to myself "Finally!" I did a reality check, and instantly my balance and depth perception went insane! I had crazy spins and it almost gave me a headache. I then had a huge surge of relaxation waves rush over me. At this time I felt like I was in a chair, and the chair started to move quite quickly to the right.

Basically unable to move I faded out of the dream. Then I noticed that my eyes were still closed. Its almost as if I exited a dream, and entered right into sleep paralysis. I felt like a lead blanket was laying across me. Then I heard this frightening evil laugh. I got really nervous and decided to overcome my fear with confidence. I took that noise and said to myself "Fuck yeah!" and acted like I was on a roller coaster, because at the time of hearing the noise that was the sensation I felt.

I then tried to enter back into a dream, by visualizing a dream scape. "A beach" I thought to myself. But as soon as I started to think of the beach, the sleep paralysis went away.

I remember something about being in a big mall. But that's it haha

I remember eating a pot firecracker and getting extremely high. So high to the point where I was in a field with a friend, but feeling like I was climbing a mountain. I also remember fragments of being in a mall. movie theater, and coming down from my high and having my dad extremely disappointed in me, but he said something like "well atleast you did it when you were with me, and not somewhere unsafe." I felt like complete crap afterward.

I met up with justin and his father dave. They seemed excited to see me which I knew was strange, because dave is quite an introverted guy. Very quiet and rarely shows emotions like that. I remember a table sitting some where in the middle of the room. Which at first seems frightening, then calming because I realize its in a familiar place. The warehouse I work at in the produce section near the bananas. I told them both I saw them often at my old job, and wanted to speak to them, but felt a little afraid. They remained friendly and inviting throughout the rest of our conversation.

I was in someones basement eating dinner. Miranda and Jerry were there. Jerry's hair was bigger then usual, it seemed closer to victors. Miranda starts taking to me about whatever, and Jerry keeps making these absurd but hilarious faces and noises at us. "Do you see what hes doing?" "ahaha oh my god!" I was literally crying because what he was doing was so hilarious. Jerry continued to make us laugh for quite some time. I remember the basement being a mixture of the piano room from unleashed, my aunts basement, and my uncles kitchen in his old house. The owner of the house walked in, I felt like I was intruding at this point. he was big and bald. A heavy feeling of needing to leave washed over me. I got up and started to head up the stairs to leave. I noticed that my old psychology teacher from grade 10 was standing behind me. I walked over to the kitchen sink and saw two muffins caught in the drain. They were both chocolate chip, and looked delicious. I picked one up and asked her "Can I have one of these?" She seemed puzzled saying yes at first, then said she wasnt the owner of the house, and it would be better if I asked him instead. "No no thats okay!" I yelled. I didnt really want them that bad anyway, and he really creeps me out I thought. I thought it was better to avoid as much contact with that person as possible.

Now Im in the upstairs level of the house, and it now has elements of chris's house. That strong sense of needing to leave still lingered with me. Chris walked over holding his dog, who seemed alot more giant than usual. He put him down and started to hold and hug him on the floor. "You dont need to leave now you know" he said to me softly. By this time, environmental aspects of a show home we once saw while looking for a house awhile back seemed to take place. The feeling of needing to leave vanished because I thought I was now in chris's house.

I was in a field area that was a mix of tuscany, arbor lake, and silverado. Im buying food from a drive thru mcdonalds in the middle of a field. All I see is the menu sign, it seems to take up my entire field of vision. I dont remember if there was an actual building or not. "hello, welcome to mcdonalds, may I take your order?" I hesitated for a moment, did my friend mike want anything? In an almost panic state I took out my phone and started to dial his number. An overwhelming sense of taking too long started to encumber me. I started thinking to myself, I have little time left to make my decision, so I ordered a big mac meal, small drink, and large fries. I remember thinking that cutting down on the drink size would make my meal a little more health conscious. "Your order comes to $1.99" "Damn fast food is so cheap" I said out loud to myself. Then I thought about going more often if the price of an entire meal is only $1.99. The scene changes. I get a cell call from mike saying that he is at the bus stop not far from me. I realize that I forgot my food at the restaurant pick up window. That thought quickly passes with the fact that my friend literally showed up at my house uninvited. I walk over to bus stop to greet him, mildly annoyed. "Hey mike, we didnt talk about you coming over?" I said puzzled and worried about my dad showing up to take me back to his place, and that there was school tomorrow. "yes we did" he replied. " we talked about it around 4:30 today." "but mike, how is that possible, its only 2:30 pm?" He seemed to drop the subject immediately. "So I bussed all the way down here, and you want me to go home? Ugghh okay atleast Im at my dads house and its close" The day seemed to change from day to night at this point.

I got these pills from my dentist to help with my mouth pain from my wisdom teeth surgery infection. The pills were white and had little weed pictures on them. I had jarrett over, and he was telling me about these candy gummies that he got that made you totally trip out. And how there were different kinds with different levels of intensity. At first they seemed like regular candies, but at a closer look they were all covered in theses crystals. I had a strong feeling that jarrett wanted to take my pills that I got from the dentist, it seemed like he was acting how he was back in grade ten. Really needing an escape. I took my pills out of the container, and was holding them all in my hand. Jarrett was describing the effects of his candies further, I suddenly felt like I was holding alot more pills then I originally took out of the container. But I didnt think anything of it. Then I noticed that I took a piece of a gummie, and started to eat it. I felt the effects almost instantly. It felt like sharp fast energy was flowing through my body. It really freaked me out. When I looked back at my hand that was originally holding my weed pills, I noticed a large amount of the lsd gummies has taken their place, but there were still some of the original pills still there. I looked at jarrett, and he has a smirk on his face. I got mad at him for switching the pills on me, and realized that the rest of the pills were slowly transforming in my hand. Now all I had in my hand were gummies.

I remember kurt telling me about jarrett lashing out and deciding to go out tonight and doing every drug out there. He also told me that his younger brother chris was involved. I saw chris in their kitchen, and tried to convince him to not go out tonight. He seemed very distant, and set on his decision, but I also had a sense that somehow, he had no other choice. I remember feeling very scared that chris was going out to do very harsh drugs with jarrett.

Me and shaf were walking down a pathway that seemed to be a mixture of coventry, and macewan. The weather was very mild with sunshine. Then I remember us singing in a heavy metal band, and me holding the final vocal scream perfectly. But, not exactly feeling like I did. Then we jumped over fences located on the same pathway environment as earlier. We were saying how much fun it was

Non Dream
Dream

This dream skips around a little bit, so im going to put spaces between where scenes change

I was getting high with daniel, and his pot had fantastic effects. His house was located in a combination of MacEwan, the back pathways of coventry, and was still a reasonable distance from my highschool. We got back to his hosue and decided to jam. I knew that I had spare right after lunch, and got excited about having time for the pot to were off, and jamming. Daniel picked up his guitar, and started to play the most amazing music I have honestly ever heard. I was completely blown away. I remember his room looking very similar to wyatts. And the front entrance way to jordans.

Daniel and I were walking over to his house from getting high, it felt like everything was on fastforward, it gave me such a rush of energy and felt fantastic.

I had to leave his house to get back to school, and forgot my running shoes. His dad seems familiar when I saw him, but I cant seem to pinpoint why. He was cool with us smoking up.