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Its been so long
I guess the most important parts are my lucid dreams
i had two . one was barely lucid the other i was partly again but i had a false awakening. the third Oh yea i had 3 i had sex somewhat LOL
yeah

• syd offered me chocolare i offered her a club
• brother was a member of my school, in there more than a year
• beat my brother for having my ipod taken
• was on the bridge with syd
• tarantula in room
• i asked myself if i was dreaming, i was
• got distracted by people arrested outside
• brought a gun didnt shoot
• chocolate was in shape of heart and delicious
• c'est tout

Not anywhere near the real thing. I won't get into dem details.

i rejoined a class and kept getting called on. a different teacher was in it and they said a test was goiing to be today i was like wtf ;( kid had her painting in gym i was saying how great it looked and the teacher came over and said i need to see who did this . i was pointing at kid and she walked away then i said kid vocally. she said no and i asked myself why am i so gullible? then i found a young girl who was talking about bdays and i asked when it was the 9th. i asked if today was the 9th than i kept speaking to her in french. while my teacher translate "bon aniversaire!". we sang the song and i asked quel age a tu she replied i forget how old .then i rode my bike to my desk.

playing game thought my time would run out but I was winning there were zonks. went on dv and found a cartoon after my pic. it was a moving animal picture. went to cb’s house and cb’s sister was talking about $. I had dif hair and worried about how it would look I was finishing and only brought $4 said I should’ve brought $20, sis said not enough . had ms b for study hall gage and someone were reading sex-ed/leisure books and I was reading the book from fresh yr. I said hi ms. b! she laughed I picked up her paper off the ground then saw bec and her friend. I asked her friend to ask y she was ignoring me she said she didn’t know but to add her on facebook and I asked how many friends she said 150 but she joined 3 days ago. I said I deactivated mine bc of technical difficulties. and she said oh

mr l was my study hall teacher but everyone liked his cooking we wanted to leave and I tooka plate the women scooted the food over to her and we talked about how to leave but I said he wudnt let us go together. I saw her facebook and she had all these ugly young pictures of her lol. she had them for attention but rarely got likes so I felt bad. then we had to do a project group left me so I ended up not finishing. Nolan was very funny and everyone kept saying “Aww” to his speech. he sounded mental to me. then I exited outside and sam said bye sierra. they wanted me to draw myself but I wanted to use a bigger nose which I couldn’t do. my hair was different. instead of drawing myself, I drew the piano and everyone left so I did too. sam was in car with another guy and I was entering the driver side. she said I didn’t fit the stereotype. I opened the car with my house locks and got confused. then she said you got it? she started driving and she was telling me brake grl! I was confused at why she was driving in the first place but she continued and I woke up. I took my foot off the brake but didn’t have it on the accelerator and the car accelerated into a stop sign in the middle of the street. + girl asked for 2 of my favorite donuts (said she'd save one for later) but ended up only geting one. tried to use the toilet m had to use it so i peed on both and had to clean it up. saw b and ignored her

dream recall lm cc class i was in turned into ll who hated me; oreo mcfurry told m we got oreos but they were black and i ate the cookie part went around my building dark and saw 2 couples having sex. turned around to see more and thats about it. i wanted to google people on cars etc so rushed up stairs- literally jumped up the back porch stairs- to do a rc and it failed. m wudnt come but other m wanted 5 dollars it was 12 and she was just calling.

klein hair thinning them telling the false story of how they were making fun of a girls hair i was watching mzumdar paint we sat outside i had to sit next to a and d of my class -_- pe then switched to 6th and i had b for histoire 1st

They thought I stole the iphone, it was in Africa then lp's bday party i hid everything. Gma called in missing wanting me to go with her as well as flow mom called back cuz I missed it. I was joining a rap group Latroy and other girls/ bri and jazI had to rap. Chose to rap about dreams saying the lamp etc. They were digging it and snapping their fingers. I had to use a shovel for tryouts and I missed the toe dance for 10 mins until i messed up. mean girl tried to help out, giving me tips. Asked people to show me it cuz I got there late. Said I went to bathroom at lp's house. Closet in africa they let me open I expected they would think I would steal the iPhone and proved them all wrong.

The 1st I was joining a HS rap group haha
2nd I was "hosting" my cousins birthday party
3rd I was trying out for hockey by shoveling and toe-tapping ...

To Be promptly Continued.

right now. I have about 5 minutes before I have to go so lemme hurrrrray up .
Recently, I haven't had lucid dreaming on my mind...or so I thought. So the last thing I expected was to wake up from a semi-lucid. I'll retrace my sleep last night.
I got in bed at 11:30. Back up and back down by 12:22 . I found myself tossing and turning, just trying to get to sleep. In my dream, I was in a stressful situation so I did the reality check, noseplug. It failed me, because I could breathe. But I expected to be able to. I was like oh damn! I am lucid and woke up. But really I was still in a dream. Then I went back to "sleep" and again, said I am in a lucid. In my dream, I ran around the school asking where lacrosse started. I was with sophomores and they had to show me where to go. I asked a teacher, he said he couldn't help me etc. I realized I was in another lucid. I don't remember after that but I love how I got closer to 100% awareness without thinking about it. #proud

little fragment! -loose tooth all i remember