wallad

So this dream's a little off

It started with me and these guys in a podcast, and we were talking about furries. From what I can remember they were talking about drawing furry porn and I think trolling with it or something like that. In the dream however I was literally painting a drawing of an dinosaur, riding an ape. I don't know either. I also remember this part being long because I spent about 5 - 6 minutes fixing the leg of the ape and specifically trying to shade the genitalia on the ape correctly, apparently I was attempting it with the colour purple that I had a thought in the dream that 'due to the opacity and the colour it was being added onto, it had looked like a pink..' It was not anatomically correct, the dinosaur, as the genitalia was females but it just looked like a huge rip going into it's chest. I have no idea why the hell this part was vivid but oh well. It was a pretty good painting unironically though, it ended up turning out super well and shaded. Thank god it wasn't real.

Next part of the dream is a little messed, but I think I went outside with the same guys on podcast. These guys kind of reminded me of Smosh (early 2010 - 2013) but I 100% don't remember their faces. We were having an outing and this other guy showed up and so did this other girl, she was kind of fat, she had blonde hair and was wearing a jump suit and a denim jacket (I think). She seemed pretty shy and I was glad she was, knowing my anxious personality. after awhile we all sat at this picnic table (there were two parallel eachother). Our one had been loaded with food and we began to eat, or specifically me and the other girl. The whole weird thing about this is that from the men I had this huge 'abusive' vibe coming from them. They all had moved to the parallel table, but then the girl came back and started eating with me again. We hadn't talked so this was basically a really boring filler.

In the next part of the dream, I was back at a youth home I used to go to when I was younger, and all my washing from the last time I went there was still there, and it all had gotten dirty so I was putting it back into the washing machine. weirdly enough I remember a possum being in the washroom and just thinking 'ah so that's probably why'.

I had went back to school and it was snowing, like really heavily!. for some reason we were literally meeting in this desert of snow! (we don't get snow in the area I live so this was kinda fascinating.) but for some reason we were being told we're going on camp again, last time I went to camp at school I remember getting heavily depressed since I had nobody to talk to, so I threw a tantrum in the dream and cried about it since I didn't want to goto camp again lol. in reality I didn't have a tantrum, I just sobbed about it in all honesty. However I remember just bouncing in the snow (convenient) and accidentally sitting too close and onto people without realizing and feeling really guilty.