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DREAM 1: This dream was about the Avengers... sort of. Iron Man was there, Captain America, and Wolverine. Thor had just joined, but instead of his usual Norse god self he was a blue creature (looked like a Navi from Avatar) with super strength and the ability to manifest eight electric spider legs from his spine that acted like whips. The enemy they had to fight was a goddess of destruction or something like that. They fought her in the city at night, but she couldn't be damaged in any sort of way. Back at HQ, someone invented a black inky substance that could cause every disease known to man. However, because of her toughness they had to inject it into her rather than any other way they could think of. The Avengers fought her again, and she pretty much dessicated them. Only Iron Man and Thor were still conscious, but Iron Man lost most of his armor except for his helmet, chest plate, and one of his gauntlets. Iron Man poured the black substance on his gauntlet while Thor used his whips to penetrate the goddess's abdomen. Iron Man thrust his hand into her wound, and the goddess began to cough up blood. Then she turned into a miniature chubby clown, then imploded into herself and vanished.

DREAM 2: I was at our local store, Vons, in the isle with the meat. My ex and two of her friends were there talking. My ex pulled me aside while her friends left. She wanted to ask me something, and she looked distraught. She was almost crying. She said the reason she wanted to get back with me when I first broke up with her was because the guy she was seeing behind my back hooked up with another girl while they were seeing each other, and she wasn't over him. This made me mad that she actually told me that, and now wanted advice. I woke up before the dream could progress.
(In real life I have no way of knowing this is true, but I don't feel like this is true.)

Haven't remembered, or had time to write down, any dreams lately. Had time to jot these down this morning.

DREAM 1: My supervisor wanted to give me a promotion or something. In order to get my promotion I would have to fly to the roof of our site, were a garden was, by holding my arms out, rotating my back, and start spinning in order to propel myself in the air; like a helicopter. Once on the roof I would have to pick some flowers and put them in a paper bag, and bring them back. These was a certain technique to the helicopter ability; you couldn't just do it. The way she showed me made it look easy, but I had trouble learning it. Eventually, I was able to do the technique and flew to the roof where the garden was. I picked some blueish or purple flowers, and put them in the paper sack. When I got to the office the secretary who works there was surprised that I was able to learn it so quickly. She also told me that even though the supervisor says anyone can go to the garden whenever they want once they learn to fly, in actuality only the supervisor has permission to do so. I wasn't sure about her statement. On a table in the back was a gift bag for me that was filled with flowers, candy, cake, and Starbucks stuff.

(In reality, one of my coworkers won a gift bag in a raffle, but I found this out today. As for the garden and the promotion, neither one is existent.)

DREAM 2: This dream had something to do with a woman that I pretty much gave up on. My former crush as-it-were. Don't remember it exactly, it was a little vague to begin with. Somehow we were in a dining room-type environment where most things were white, and the table cloths were white. I think we were wearing formals I was sitting at a table, and I saw her but I was trying to ignore her in the dream. But she came up to me and asked me why I was ignoring her. (In real life I have given up trying to talk to her because she ignores my messages [since we live so far away we can't just see each other]. But par to her personality, when we both lived in the same town she would always ask me why I didn't say hi to her if she ever saw me but I didn't). I wanted to tell her that I didn't want to speak to her because every time I talk to her she ignores my messages, and I'm sick of getting hurt. But I didn't. Instead she sat next to me and smiled like she always has. I felt happy that she sat next to me, but I was apprehensive. Somehow a pic of her grandmother materialized. (I'm not sure if she showed me or it just popped up in thin air). A pic in black and white and the lady almost looks like the woman I'm talking about (I've seen this pic in real life). The pic related to something like "they both play/played hard-to-get" or something like that. I felt myself starting to warm up to her again, but decided that it wasn't worth the pain and games so I decided not to give in to my feelings for her, and instead decided to resist her.

(Once again, in reality she posted this pic online the today after I dreamed abut it. Just thought I'd point that out.)

Random dreams.

DREAM 1: Inappropriate dreams but had something to do with butter. *Sorry that's all I'll say*

DREAM 2: My crush's current boyfriend gave her his number because even though they've been going out for awhile, they're not that close (In real life I'm sure they are). He wrote down his number on some line paper and gave it to her. She looked at it and she smiled and said thank you. I felt hopeful that she wouldn't take it, but jealous that she did. She didn't seem overly excited, however.

DREAM 3: Something off, like dogs playing poker in a shack or something. Dimly lit with one of those hanging lamps on the roof that swings back and forth. Shack was made of wood and it seemed to be chilly. Don't really remember it that well..

I somehow got a hold of one of my friend's friend's number. This friend of a friend was bald and was basically a Mexican Gang member dude. I had nothing in common with him, but had this urge to call his number anyway. I dialed the number, and when he answered I introduced myself. I asked him if he wanted to hang out and he was like "ok." After I made the phone call I regretted making the call, thinking "I don't even know this person, how can I hang out with him. I was at my grandma's house waiting for him, and he showed up in a low rider. I acted friendly, but he made an excuse and left. I felt relieved that we didn't hang out.

I had a couple unrelated dreams, two I remember, one I forgot, and one I barely remember (it had something to do with being at a University and I had to climb stairs.)

DREAM 1: It was night time, and I was in bed with my ex. It felt like we got back together. Our bedroom looked almost like my grandmother's bedroom. I was kissing her but she started to act complected like she used to before we broke up. For some reason, she acted jealous of me and denied me herself. I felt disappointed to be back together with her. Then I decided that I needed the bathroom, but the place we where at had no bathroom; so had to drive to my Aunt N's and Uncle D's house. I drove around the col de sac where they live, but I realized they lived next door to us so I drive back to my place and walked over. I went to their door, but it went underground and the front door was sealed with glass. I knocked on the door and my cousin D answered. She was happy and hugged me, then my Uncle D shook my hand. My cousin M was up the stairs (they don't have stairs in real life) and when she saw me she squealed and was happy to see me. Then I woke up and used the bathroom.

DREAM 2: I was going out with one of my crush's friends. Se had a smaller frame than my crush but had the same chestnut brunette hair. (This woman does not exist in real life). She seemed to like me a lot. I liked her too at first. She watched me play the wii while we laid in bed. My crush came over and I realized I still wanted to be with her. I was trying to impress her a couple times, and I caught her looking at me once or twice. Otherwise, she acted like she was ignoring me. Her friend noticed and became solemn. My crush left and I asked the friend what was wrong, but she said 'nothing." She knew I still liked my crush.

Seemed to have dreams about being pulled over more than once last night. Other than that, I can't recall any details.

I had more dreams to write, but I didn't get the chance to type them because of minor computer problems. Therefore, I forgot a majority of them.

Dream 1: DYNAMITE: I dreamed that I went to a Do it yourself type-store (Home Depot) and I bought dynamite. Each set of dynamite was sticks of three cylinders stacked in a triangle shape (like Loony Tunes) wrapped in plastic. I had two red sets and two grey sets. Red was stronger than grey. I went to my house and I set a grey one off on a pile of rubble in my backyard. The explosion was intense, but the blast radius was actually quite small. Maybe about the size of a large beach ball. I set off a red one next to it and the explosion was slightly bigger. I got excited, so I decided to lure the family dog under the kitchen table, tie him to the remaining dynamite, and set the timer. The dog had no clue what I was doing, and simply acted casual except for the fact he was tied up. After 5 minutes I decided it was wrong to explode the dig, so I untied him and got rid of the dynamite.

Dream 2: CANYON: It was dawn, the sky was orange and purple with stars still shining. I drove out to a desert with orange sand in a red jeep (I don't own a jeep, but I live in the desert) and parked next to a canyon. I got out of the canyon and began to walk toward the canyon. I walked up a natural ramp which led me to a cliff. As I walked, the dust went into my nose, and it smelled like peanut butter. I got to the cliff and a path led me to a circle that went around a natural structure that looked like a loop-de-loop that was made of rock. The path led me higher up the canyon, and I thought I'd get lost. The path then led downward and led me back to the jeep. I was disappointed the path didn't take me anywhere exotic.

I feel I had dreams but I don't remember them. I only remember briefly that I was on Facebook, and the woman that I've been messaging sent a reply. Reading the words made no sense (It looked like "gdg zxfgh $6l;") but I knew what they said. Basically, they were direct responses to a message I sent in real life to this person a few days ago. In real life I've gotten no reply yet.

I had a dream of my crush. She was in the hospital and had given birth to a baby girl. The baby was healthy. Obviously, my Crush looked exhausted and un-makeuped, but was happy and relieved. She held the baby close to her face, closed her eyes, and smiled softly. I couldn't tell if I was actually in the room in 1st person, or an observer.

There seemed to be a time skip. My crush and the child were walking in the parking lot of our local outlet. They were walking toward the baby/toddler store. Her daughter had long light brunette hair, almost like mine but almost blondish. She was quite happy, and holding my crush's hand. The daughter jumped out of joy. My crushed let go of her hand, and jumped, too. From my perspective I was behind them, but close. I made a conscious decision to jump, too. I did. However, by jumping it caused my leg to jerk hard in real life, so I woke up.

I did fall back asleep, and think I had another dream about my crush, but I can't remember.

5 - 2 - 2013

Dream 1: I had a dream were I was watching Shrek, but non of the characters were talking. I discovered that I was actually meant to make the voices for Shrek and Donkey, so I started to improvise their voices. I remember saying phrases like "waffles!" and "leave me alone, Donkey!" or stuff like that. While in this dream, I remember seeing the first part of the movie were Donkey was flying in the air, then was saved by Shrek.

Dream 2: I just got off work, and I was about to walk toward my car which was in the parking lot. I remember the sky was cloudy. Before I could walk to the parking lot my crush's mother pulled up next to me. She looked about the same, but her body was younger looking (she actually had the same body as my crush) and wearing a tank top. I believe it was a light pastel green, or something light. She told me she was going to go out of town to see my crush and the rest of her children in some city n Southern California, and asked me if I wanted to go. I wanted to, but I remembered my car being parked there without anyone picking it up, so I regrettably told her no.

Nothing too special.

Had a dream where there was a guy who looked like Dan from the cartoon "Dan Vs." but in real life. He even had the same voice as Curtis Armstrong. Anyway, this guy had to borrow money from the mob. But because he had to borrow money from the mob he performed as a clown to make the money back. However, other mobsters dressed up as clowns and always foiled his attempts to make money. The main mobster who did this was a very short man in a clown costume with a round belly. Finally, Dan considered skipping town but the mob found out and he ended up not doing it. On the day the money was due Dan brought a suitcase with some money in it to a school auditorium. He gave it to the leader, but it wasn't enough. He tied up Dan to a pole in a crucifix-like manner, and all the mobsters beat on him. Some with fist and some with blunt weapons. They broke his ribs, teeth, fingers, and had blood all over his head. then they force feed him McDonald's food (I dislike McD's and also am on a diet) so Dan was actually crying when they were stuffing food down his throat. There was fear of a heart attack and weight gain more than anything. Finally, he was in the doggy style position on a plywood table on the stage. The mobsters watched him as he was forced to stay in this uncomfortable position for several hours, the stage lights glowing on him. Finally, the leader told him to get off, and as he struggled to get down someone kicked him in the gut and he rolled over on the ground. The mobsters told him not to make the same mistake again, and they left him on the floor. A minute later, he got up and went home.

This happens to me occasionally, less often now than before. I think the term is Deja vu. I like getting them, and there have been times where the outcomes have been altered. I can usually tell a Deja vu from ordinary dreams because DV's always seem to have a slight copper haze, and the edges of my vantage point are foggy and hazy. They are usually people focused as well, but I've had a few that were situation based. Stronger ones I remember upon awakening, weaker ones I usually remember at the moment or right before.

Recently - I'm in someones truck in the back seat riding with a friendly stranger and a person I don't like. We are driving on the freeway near a city. Because I don't like one of the people I don't speak much. This is brought to my attention when the friendly stranger ask me why I've been so quiet. Possible took place 2 weeks ago.

In Real Life - I just returned home from a trip. Yesterday, I was riding in the back seat of a truck sitting behind a person I don't like, and a person that I've just met. I do, indeed, talk to these people for the 1st hour, but their loud music prevents me from being heard. I remain silent until I somehow remember the dream, and I begin to converse again. I avoided being asked why I'm quiet.


6 Months Ago - Had a dream where my then GF and I are outside a Starbucks, and acted as if we haven't seen each other in awhile. We were happy to see each other. I seemed to be with another woman.

Currently - Broke up with said GF, but this event has yet to happen.


8 Years ago, 2 weeks before the Summer Quarter of Community College - I'm in the Boy's Gym (Never been there before this dream) waiting for an instructor. As I stand, a familiar girl from the same Grad year as me walks into the middle of the group. She tells everyone some kind of news. She looks at me as if wanting me to talk to her, but I don't. I remember not caring for her for some reason.

In reality - I signed up for a fitness class at that time, and our class was waiting for our first day. The instructor's daughter shows up to tell everyone her mum is running late. This girl, of course, is in my Grad year, and she looks at me wanting me to talk to her. At the time, I didn't because I didn't know why she would want to (I had a low opinion of myself at the time). Her and I were at the same exact positions as in my dream. When the instructor arrives, the girl walks out after greeting her. The girl looks at me sadly as she walks away. After this, I remember the dream, and decide that I should try to get to know her better. I ended up having feelings for her, and she is quite special to me right now.

I could think of more, but I'm too tired. I should get to bed soon. This phenomenon is quite strange, yet intriguing, to me. Very difficult to rationalize, and that sort of takes the fun out anyway.

This dream I had 21 years ago. The reason why I remember it so well is... I don't know really. It's one of those things that stick in my heart like a deep memory. I think about randomly sometimes, and am reminded of it when I see someone that resembles the person in it.

I dreamed that I was in a large white silky bed with white silky pillows. With my head facing the roof I looked to my left and saw a window that was open. The curtains where blowing, and sunlight shown throughout the window. It was known that trees could reach the 2nd story of the house, where the bedroom was, and the leaves of the trees could be seen. Also to my left was a woman who was still sleeping. Her face was convoluted in the dream, but I knew she was a beautiful looking person. Her hair was brunette, and when the sunshine hit it copper highlights could be seen. Her skin was white or olive, and in the sunlight it looked golden. As I stared at her she woke up and she smiled. Her eyes where expressive somehow, and she smiled with contentment and sincerity. I got on top of her to kiss and hold her. She was happy at first, but her expressive eyes got widened and her smile turned into shock. I began to float to the ceiling. I didn't want to leave, but we both seemed to know that it had to be this way. Then I woke up.

When I was younger, I didn't understand what any of this meant. I didn't have any interest in girls, let alone full grown women, and I never have been exposed to anything inappropriate. I've always felt this was an important dream.