whiterain

had a really cool and weird one last night. i was in a recurring location, but its one that i have yet to put into any context or into my dream map. often takes many repeat dreams before i remember more than a place and a feeling. this one was really special though because i tried to fit in into my dream map while still dreaming, without getting proper lucid. funny thing is all i did was drew a massive crocodile down the side of my dream map. sure it has a message to it somehow but its so hazy i cant read much into it. it could just have been a reminder to draw a new map full of the dreamsigns that i forgot. i remember being sad that i thought i had ruined my original map though

also had a bit where i was smoking salvia with matty and j. talking to matt about feeling the blood rushing to my head. didnt really have any extreme salvia effects but it was a much more reassuring feeling than the harsh beatings i have taken from it in reality