Wishfulthinker

Had a few really vivid dreams of me preforming every day tasks in my sixth form, conversations and tasks I wake up fully believing I have been preforming. Hopefully this shall lead to me remembering more dreams and eventually retunring to lucidity however I've forgotten the details now. xD

Shall update with dreams when remembered.

o over the past few days I've been having a mixture of nightmares and, 'troubled' dreams. Here's just a brief record of a few so I can remember them.

1 - I have children. One of them's about 15. He gets murdered and it hurts so badly. Then my boyfriend (husband at this time) dies and I'm left heartbroken with two kids.

2 - My dad goes out to Afghanistan. My mum has a really bad car accident and ends up in a coma, I hear on the radio my dad's dead, told his parents instead of my mum. My mum dies. I have to leave our house because it's renting from the military. I'm homeless before exams.

3 - I wake up being burnt really badly. My entire right side of my face is beyond repair, lots of scars and skin grafts, most of my body is burnt. Loose all confidence. Get persuaded out one day and I make a child cry. I wake up properly after killing myself.

4 - My boyfriend gets burnt badly. He draws into himself but goes about his daily life. I'm supposed to be going somewhere with him and I get on the bus and only when it drives off do I realize he's not with me. I get off and run back to his. Talk to him, persaude him out. We argue, I leave in a hurry, forget something and when I return find him saying I'm not worth the effort. We break up. I run away and don't ever see him again.

Few others I can't remember at the moment.

Bit of a strange dream and concept really but just a random bit of DJ space to explain it.

Last night I dreamt that the naming system within society changed and you could no longer name your kids, you had to name them with your middle name and then you could choose their middle name (or names if you wanted them to have multiple kids) so you essentially chose the names of your grandchildren.

This worked both well and pretty poorly as some people had been really harsh and given their kids really awful middle names and inflicted that upon their grandkids but some of the names were beautiful and it made things so much simpler.

Society was a bit messed up in the dream two, there was only a certain type of generic music allowed and it was a slight bit like the plot of the musical We Will Rock You but that's not really important.

I started out my WILD on the balcony of a hotel room. I wasn't wearing very much, just a chiffon dress, and both my hands were on the railing of the balcony. My boyfriend walked out of the room behind me and wrapped his arms around my waist, making me smile quite a lot. We stood there for a while until I turned round and kissed the tip of his nose, telling him I'd be back in a minute.

Eventually I exited the hotel and walked out onto the street below. It was a short walk to the empire state building (My dream self must be rich to afford a trip like that ) and I began the walk, realizing along the way I had no shoes on. I reached the bottom of the esb and looked up at it. This is my least favourite task so I was pretty reluctant to do this. I shut my eyes and concentrated on the fact that I wanted to transform my self into a giant primate (for... some... reason... :L) and stood there for a while, pretty soon feeling my limbs extending and growing.

When I reopened my eyes I discovered I was now a giant primate and even though I didn't particually want to be, I needed this task finishing. People around me had already started to scream and run away so I thought I might as well start scaling the building.

It took me a while but eventually I reached the top of the building, swinging round from the top of the spire whilst I waited for the task force to respond. They eventually did and some fighter jets came soaring through the sky and started firing some tranquilliser bullets at myself. It was quite a scary experience and I really didn't like it. A bunch of army people were surrounding the bottom of the building and trying to set up nets and stuffs. As the jets flew past I tried to grab out at them to complete the second part of the task. When I realiised this wasn't working I started to climb down, being hit by a few tranquillisers on the way down and making me a bit drowsy. There were tanks and other things on the ground so I picked one of these up and threw it upwards at one of the planes, causing a collision and a pretty explosion in the sky.

At this point people started to try and actually kill me so I decided now was a good time to run. I ran as quickly as I could to the Brooklyn river and jumped in it, transforming back to my normal size and climbing out, running past the army guys and into my hotel before climbing in the shower to wash the rubbish off of my skin.

I was waling along the street of Cardiff Bay thinking about my boyfriend. His hand appeared in mine and we walked together for a while. Then I had an idea and pulled him into 'my' T.A.R.D.I.S and we time travelled back to ancient Rome. When we arrived I grabbed a sonic screwdriver from the control and we exited the blue box, walking the few feet into the Colosseum. I sent my boyfriend up into the stands, thinking of the task of the month and made my way towards the arena. A fight was just finishing so I slipped my way to the front of the little waiting area thing that was basically a cave underneath the stands seperated from the arena by a metal cross-hatched gate.

The fight finished, massive cheering occured and these gates lifted, signalling that one of us was required to enter the arena. I took my chance and grabbed a sword on my way in, placing the sonic into my pocket for later use. Our fight started and I remember sighing deeply, the guy I was against was massive and had it been a normal fight I would have been dead within 10 seconds. I raised my sword to meet his attacks, our constant to and fro-ing going on for about 5 minutes, one of us always countering the other's attacks until I got bored and pulled my sonic out of my pocket. recieving a blow to the arm in the process, and pointed it at the guy, freezing him in place.

Putting the sonic back into my pocket I jabbed him with my sword before slicing his head off, causing a massive uproar to be heard from the crowd as I hadn't waited for the emperor's blessing. Dropping my sword I sprinted over to where I'd left my boyfriend and dragged him towards the exit, both of us running like mad to avoid being caught by everyone chasing us. We quickly got back to the T.A.R.D.I.S and shut the doors. Setting her into flight mode and returning to modern day.

I lay down to WILD at about 9am, Sunday 17th Feb.

It took a lot more effort for me to get into he WILD and to maintain the dream than usual. This makes me want to stick to my before bed method even more.

When I 'opened my eyes' I was walking down the streets of China, through a giant market with so many people in it. Some of the colours were quite dull and dreary but the top of the stalls were a bright red and some had golden banners trailing down the sides. People were crowding round trying to buy items and food which smelt really peculiar.

There was a tiny gap in the middle of the street as everyone was crowding the stalls and through it I could see this man getting stabbed, I sprinted down the gap, knocking people flying as I ran and skidded to a halt when I reached the stabbing. There were about 4 or 5 people committing the crime and the guy was still alive so I ran forwards a few more steps, spun around and kicked the knife out of one guy's hand before drawing my leg back in and kicking him in the face. The other people then dropped their knives and glared at me so I ran.

I realized I was running alongside a massive wall and that I'd been stood in an archway before. I thought this had to be the great wall of China. I came to some stairs going the other way to the direction I was running and zipped up them, taking them two at a time and turning really sharply when I needed to.

I eventually reached the top of the wall and began running back in my original direction. I kept running as fast as I can until I reached an 'invisible' barrier that just cut the wall in half. You couldn't see the barrier but you couldn't see past it either. I cursed and then panicked as I could hear the gang people coming up behind me. I walked to the edge and dropped down, clinging to a stone that was jutting out of the wall. I hid here until the gang had approached, looking for me and shouting as they couldn't find me.

When I was sure they'd disappeared I climbed up and breathed a sigh of relief. I then remembered the task and reached into my pocket for a can of spray paint. One appeared, I pulled it out and started scrawling 'I survived' onto the pavement(?) of the wall and looked up when I saw some fierce looking Chinese people coming my way, about 9 or 10 of them in total.

I stood up and waiting for them to approach, when they were about 3 steps away from me I spun and lashed out with my left foot, kicking people repeatedly as I spun closer and began whacking people with my hands, hoping I was doing the right thing as I kicked someone in the face. Eventually everyone was on the floor and I began to run off, tripping and apparating into my hotel room, sprawling onto the floor and laying there trying to catch my breath.

The dream ended and lasted around 10-12 minutes.

I lay down to WILD at about 12:30am Monday 12th. When a picture formed in my mind I was looking at the moon. Then all of a sudden I was playing hockey on the moon and I hit the ball really far, went back to a memory of the hockey game I'd played that afternoon. I Recieved a compliment and a jet of water started to flow from somewhere and caused a river. I was swept away with this lushious blue water through a rainforest. I was sat in the river on a inflatable and came across some Rapids which quickly started to get out of control. I leapt out the boat at the top of Angel falls and grabbed onto a rock, clambouring onto the side of the drop. Then I saw a DC of my boyfriend so I Sat next to him on a rock but suddenly he fell off and into the water below. Even though I knew he was a DC I plunged down after him, falling through the air for what felt like a lifetime in a (hopefully) elegant swan dive. WHen I eventually hit the water I used a bubble charm to swim underwater to look for the DC but gave up the search after about 20 minutes of nothing. Then I climbed out and walked into the rainforest before apparating to a street in London, It had the typical 1950/60s look about it. I walked down street with my hockey stick (picked up from beside the pool) over my arm and when I reached a phone box I phoned my boyfriend. The dream ended soon after we met up, him in a waistcoat and top hat (self note, top hat acquired next day)

This WILD occured at about 8:50 on Saturday 2nd February 2013

I started off in the FAYZ, a zone in the 'Gone' series of books that is cut off from the rest of civilisation and has no adults. The FAYZ is in the state it is described as at the start of 'Hunger'. I'm walking around with Astrid and Edilio and we're all looking for Sam. After this the storyline differs because I get a phone call from my boyfriend and then drift off to go meet him. After I've spent a while with him he mysteriously disappears. I don't get too worried because I know it's just a WILD. At this point I remembered I'd intended to do a part of the TotY and apparated to the south pole. As I watched some penguins walking about I smiled to myself, hugged a penguin and then pointed my wand at a spot of snow/ice. I had no idea what I was doing so I just waved my wand and 'reducio'ed the ground. About 20m cleared so I walked into that little tunnel and kept clearing. As I got closer to the centre of the Earth it got warmer, but not unbearably hot as Science dictates, and changed to more molten colours (yellows, oranges. ect.) When I reacched the core of the Earth I found myself on a rock ledge with like a pit of lava in the centre. I looked out from my little tunnel and saw all these really strange looking little people skulking round the edge. They were really freaky and creeped me out so I didn't get a good look at their appearance because I didn't want to look at them ( honestly Katie.) But I'm fairly sure they looked slightly like Gollum from LotR.



Something weird happened when one of these little people passed my tunnel, looked at me and snarled, snapping it's jaws shut at where my wrist was before I jerked it out of the way, making my weird little yelpy, Nyargh, noise. At this I started to carve another path, bringing me out at the same rock ledge before starting to skirt very quickly around to the other side of the ledge. In my haste I am fairly sure I managed to push a little creepy person into the pit of lava () but I eventually made it to the other side and started digging frantically with my wand, quickly making my way to the surface of the Earth. When I reached the surface I came face to face with a polar bear, stuck my tongue out at it and apparated away to safety before waking up.

Completed at about 7:10am Monday January 28th 2013.

I was stood in Sydney, Australia, thinking about the tasks as this was a WILD.

I decided I was going to complete the Great Barrier Reef one so transported myself to the sea. As I floated there I whistled and called a turtle to the surface before clinging to it's shell as it dived down. At this point I momentarily panicked about how I would breathe until I remembered it was a dream and I could do whatever I wanted. So I started breathing and everything was fine. This turtle kept swimming and I saw the most beautiful sight in my life. There were so many greens and blues and reds in the corals and it was gorgeous. Then all these pretty fish swan out from the coral and swam by us, not caring that I was human. Whilst I appreciated all the wildlife and pretty colours I noticed all the fish were swimming away and I saw a shark swimming towards us. Aha! I thought, this is good timing. I let the shark come closer and before it could bite me I thrust my fist out and punched the shark in the nose. I swore I remembered something about biting a shark so whilst it was dazed I swam across and bit down on its fin, bringing the shark back to concious thoughts and leaving it to swim away.

I can't remember what happened next but I left this scene and was standing with my boyfriend in a burnt out building with a big sword in my hand. As I walked through this building I can only remember looking for zombies. I was with this girl I really dislike and she started hitting on my boyfriend and winding me up, trying to irritate me into punching her so she'd look like the martyr and get sympathy. Unfortunately for her she annoyed me too much and when we found a zombie I spin-kicked her into the creature and left her to be eaten. The last thing I remember is feeding this girl to the brain-suckers and then running. My parents then called me to get up and I lost the dream.

This part of the task of the month involved bringing the Great Sphinx to life and fixing her nose then riding her to the top of The Great Pyramid. This is how it went.

Sunday January 13th

I started my WILD thinking about teleportation, particually apparation. I attempted to apparate and found it to be a success. Then I remembered the TofY and apparated to Egypt, just in front on the great pyramids of Giza and the Sphinx. I brought my wand out of my pocket and pointed it at the Sphinx, realizing as I stood there that I had no idea at all what the spell to bring things to life was. As I stood there dumbfounded I just decided to wing it, pointed my wand at her and I thought 'This will work. Please work. Come to life!" and low and behold, she came to life. I began to climb up the side of the sphinx and then on her shoulder looked down and remembered I hated climbing. I squeaked "Please may you climb down so I can fix your nose!" And she started to climb. The Sphinx had been stood on a stone rectangle cuboid thing and so I dropped off off her shoulder and landed on this. When she stood on the floor her nose reached about my height so I set about fixing her nose, holding my wand up and crying "accio concrete!" NOt sure why I chose concrete to fix a statues nose but I did and the next thing I knew I was using a little trowel to sculpt a triangular nose onto the Sphinx's face. As I looked up I realized it was late afternoon when the sun is heading towards setting and everything's really really pretty and sun glown and yeah. At this point I looked up and realized I was next to THE GREAT PYRAMIDS OF GIZA!!! I was amazed. After this I turned to the Sphinx and said "Is there any respectful way that I could climb up to the top of the pyramid with you, could I cling to one of your legs as you climbed?" and she looked at me and in a silky sort of purr she said "Certainly young one, but most people want to ride on my back" and I looked at her blankly and replied "But that's not very dignified for you. That's not your purpose. YOu were supposed to eat travellers who didn't pass your riddle!" She purred a little giggle at this and started to climb to the top of the pyramid so I clung to her leg until we reached the top. As we looked out over the top I looked up at her and asked if that was Cairo over in the distance and she turned her head and said "It certaintly is my dear child." As we watched the sun set a little more she kept talking. "You spoke before of my riddle young one. Do you know the riddle?"
I then recited the riddle to her (What walks on 4 legs in the morning, 2 legs at midday and 3 legs in the evening) and she proceded to ask me if I knew the answer. When I answered with man and explained why it was correct (you crawl as a baby, walk as a child/adult and use a walking stick as an elderly person) she sort of smiled. "good my dear child. The youngest generation is not as hopeless as the myths are saying. Go on your way. As you said before, I have to spare those who answer my riddle correctly. Journey safely young one, the path ahead is a dangerous path indeed." She climbed back down and sat herself on her perch again as I skipped off into the distance.

I then looked for a phone to find my friend, appeared in his room and then shook him awake. I told him about the TofY. Then I looked at him and said "I don't know why I woke you up. You're dreaming." He looked at me in confusion and said "No I'm not." I grinned at him and said "Yes you are! How else would I be at your house in the middle of the night? I can't drive, and my mum can't bring me here." He smirked at me, moved over so I could lie down next to him and said "Well you're so stalkerish I wouldn't put it past you to walk!" Then we had a conversation, I kissed him goodnight and left.

Dream over.

My last dream of 2012 was a very intriguing one.

I was at my friend's birthday party after having a conversation with her about missing it. We were at the Doctor Who experience in Cardiff, Wales. Everything around us started to come to life and started to want to kill us. We all start to run and I end up on my own in a dark, abandoned hanger. I was in the Falklands and ended up on a James Bond level of awesomeness mission. I started alone and made my way through this compound full of doctor who monsters. I moved through all the think tree cover and warehouses. There were loads of dinosaurs and other deadly and dangerous creatures. I walk through this warehouse and find three dinosaurs, two smallish ones and a very large one. I end up shooting the two smaller dinosaurs and then run like mad because the bigger one starts to roar and look like it's gonna eat me. oops. I manage to get to the end of this 'test' thing and find it's like the exit to my school that I walk down with this dinosaur (like a brachiosarus) and find this other woman. When I meet her this dinosaur stops and snarls at me before starting to talk to her. I make up with this dinosaur and it turns around and walks back to the warehouse, complaining that I shot it in the tail. I then get into a landrover discovery with this woman and we drive down the road to MPA, past all the aircraft hangers and it's started to snow. She tells me we're circling the compound and we're looking for her daughter. The woman looks like a young Sarah Jane Smith (an old Doctor Who Companion). Before I know it I'm in a minibus with the two of them (the woman and her daughter), all my friends from Stanley house and another friend who lives in the Falklands (Sam FPR)

After laughing and joking with them the dream ends and I wake up.

I'm slowly gaining a little more recall but it's still pretty awful. All I remembered from last night was a small and quite uninteresting dream

I was taking pictures in my room with my camera. It died so I took the battieries out to charge them up and then sat on my bed, pulling my shoes on before getting up and going outside. Although when I'd been in my room the windows had told me it was dark outside when I got out of my front door it was light and sunny, almost like summer, and I started to walk down the road, deciding to go for a run down to the stables. I pulled my headphones into my ears and started running towards the stables. When I got there I found Big Molly and started petting her nose. Then the dream ended

WILD 1

I started looking for my dream guide as I had been given this task the night before and just before attempting to WILD had instead, fallen asleep. :L Anyway, I heard someone trying to talk to me so I turned around and saw a blonde woman, her appearance quickly morphing to that of a very tall man. I believed this was just another dream character so I turned around and walked away. Upon my walk I came across a man floating cross-legged in mid-air. He had an omniscient and omnipotent (all-knowing and all-powerful) feel about his aura and had short dark hair, skin that was neither pale nor tanned, a lithe build and noticeable, but not any bigger than regular muscles. We started to talk (say hello) but when I’d laughed in my dream before I’d managed to jerk my body awake and it was fighting to move so I jerked awake and lost the dream.

WILD 2

About 10 minutes later I attempted to re-enter the dream. I searched for the man again and as I knew what he looked like I found him easily. At first I asked him a question I can’t remember (thinking back it may have been how he was). After this I then asked him what I should do. This question refers to my current mind dilemma of not knowing what I want to do when I leave school as I have many options and I’m not really sure what I want to do (I want to be a doctor but I don’t feel smart enough) and I've read alot about dreams being used to solve problems irl. He told me “In the end, it’s your choice and your choice alone. Do what you want to, and what you can, do. However, (long pause) if you want my opinion, I think you should continue with your current goal.” I thanked him, ran out of things to say as my brain wasn’t working and, biding him a good day, walked off to leave him to what he was doing before I got there. I found my boyfriend and just chilled with him for a while until the dream ended.

This was a really strange dream. I'm really confused as to a - why is happened, and b - why I didn't realize it was a dream.


Miss Kershaw (my head of year) came up to me and asked me for a podcast to play on our school radio on the 14th January. I felt really bad because I wouldn’t be able to give her one until the 19th so I offered to record one especially for her.

Then the dream turned really strange and I became pregnant, giving birth to a child within 5 minutes and then watching the child age until old age and then die within about 15 minutes. This scared my dream self massively and I walked away, thinking it was just a vision but then there was a massive police investigation that got me involved, the police very confused when they discovered that the genetics matched mine and my boyfriends, both of us unrelated and far too young to have a 60+ year old child. Then the dream became hazy as I began to wake up and the dream was lost.

I got extremely bored in my Philosophy exam and was the result.

WILD 1

I was in a dark room, remembering my past experiences I picked up a nearby black phone and phoned my boyfriend. I then found myself in a snowy wood with him, we started talking and I decided I had nothing to lose so I told him he was dreaming. We started to run down this little path before skidding to a halt. I asked if I could teleport him to the Falklands and he said yes so we arrived in the park at night. There were loads of beautiful stars visible in the sky so we climbed up to the top of the square rope climbing frame and lay on the top, watching the stars before I started to reminisce about the time I’d spent here, I knew I had to finish the dream before I lost it so I kissed him goodbye and left. The dream ended.

WILD 2

I was stood in a dark and creepy forest, a wand in my left hand. I threw it over to my right as I am right handed and heard a movement in the trees and somehow I knew it was death eaters so I started firing random spell at the trees. Then someone who looks like my boyfriend ran out of the woods yelling “Ginny!” As soon as he saw me he grabbed my shoulders, colliding with me as he stopped and his face split into a grin. “Rose! Thank Merlin you’re safe!” At this point I realized this person was Scorpius Malfoy and we had a conversation. We eventually agreed that I could fight with him and as we started to run through the trees the bell rang and I was jerked awake, losing the dream.