dream fragment

I was searching for some medical equipment in a doctor's pc, idk what.

The dream was fragmented, had bad, short sleep last night but vividness was better. I am convinced it's because of "nofap" as I head from too many sources that sexual energy is a must for awareness.

I am getting married to a beautiful girl who has lost her sight when she was a child while climbing unsuccessfully some fence
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I am at a summer party somewhere, there is loud music and lots of people outdoors around a pool, I am thinking about getting in it
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Someone is chasing me and I am running away, this is a common theme in my dreams, I guess it's related to my constant worry and anxiety

I am walking with some books, a few girls all in black are passing by, I feel out of place, accidentally I press a button on my keys and the car truck opens just when they are passing my car. I feel embarrassed to make it look intentional I go there and put the books into it... I am driving the car through bazaar through narrow passages asking them to make way.