Inner World حلم Gamma Waves

I was trying my best to fall asleep but was having difficulty. What seems like hours of an eternity was met with many " I should have not did this at work " " Why did I work so hard for so little " " Where am I " My energy was gone but my mind couldn't drift to sleep. Then out of no where I could hear myself breathing. I look around and realize it was dark outside and thought it was just day light not too long ago.

I began to panic because I needed to go to the bank and had things to do with in the day that was now lost. Disappointing but it started to dawn on me that it was unusual for it to be night. Where was my bed and why was I outside a car parking lot near a gas station?

I then reach the conclusion that I must have fallen asleep. I celebrated by jumping in mid way in the air and knew that I didn't miss the errands I had to take care of on that day. I decided that I'll probably be asleep for awhile considering how exhausted I physically was. I wanted to check out the scenery and see if I knew anyone in the gas station.

I went in and didn't recognize anyone there and made my way over to the counter to buy something. That's when I felt my lucidity growing weaker and thought to myself this is bad. I wanted to stay a bit longer on the dream but for some reason had trouble remembering techniques to stabilize the dream environment. I decided running to a different area of the environment would somehow change the outcome.

I made my way over to another parking lot and felt better for only a second in till the dream became extremely shaky. I look around and could see everything disappearing in to white abyss. I said "No" and then my eyes was staring up at ceiling and could feel myself breathing shallow and went back to normal. I was awake.