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    1. Nightmares diner inception FA

      by , 03-31-2019 at 08:53 PM
      I decided to nap. Will clarify if I... Everything felt real .

      Saw a pyramid moving in the air rotating. Gain awareness control movements and wake up.

      Find myself in an old house there's an old dude there with 3 laptops. I check them out. One has broken keyboard. One is new. He says watch out for your mom outside. It's a bad area. I go outside. I see bad kids going in the car I tell her to get out . She's held hostage. There's an afro kid but white skin with knife. Can't do much. Stabbed in neck to my left. I die. I feel my death.

      Black women singing in snow about how knowledge is important. I am laying on backyard lawn that's rising up 45 degrees from the house. I lay in thin layer of snow.. I think about knowledge is important but you need more than knowledge. Wake

      I am in a diner. The kind that's similar to one you see in pulp fiction at start. It's not a diner but a safe house. There are a bunch of people there. I go around and head out. There is a girl in black clothing she stands out. A girl in hoodie wants to be my friend. We walk towards her home and she wants to get my phone so we can play. Phone out info shared. Heading back i get into trouble. Girl with sword tells me to not leave diner. May have gotten into a dangerous situation here.

      Somehow ended up back in diner. I'm exploring and a bunch of guys are digging out the flooring. The inside of the floor has a basement filled with huge salami or spam. They want to remodel. I ask why not eat it?I leave the diner. I end up eating some of it.

      I see a girl who tells me to follow her. I do for a bit. She takes me to a place... Prostitution. I start walking away. Her hand grabs me and it tingles. I run away. I see a fat girl with a sword chasing me. I run harder. I grab long pieces of wood to deflect the attacks. Run deflect run. I find a door to the diner but it's not the safe part of it, it's empty.. The safe house is in the middle where the people were. I had into a door,it's not safe yet, no ones there. I see two more doors, large and small. I enter the small one because I think other one is locked. It's a janitor storage closet. There's a short knife there, with leather straps all pretty cool looking. I grab it. I saw legs of that girl trying to come from under the door and I stab them. I jump up the top of the door. Stab Stab stab. Run into the safe house.

      I wake up and I am in a dormitory, I find two kids with black hair there and talk about my nightmare. Not getting through kind of. Scared.. I think I wake up again I know I'm dreaming by now. I'm in a bedroom and I try to get up again. Still in a different bedroom. I hear sounds outside of this dream. I know that I can wake up, but do I want to wake up? Am I stuck in this dream? Do I want to keep exploring? I wake up and still am dreaming. I felt some urge to pee. Should I continue?

      I gravity rc. Still there but maybe could tell something was off. I tell myself "is gravity normal? Otherwise wake up." snap fingers and slowly

      I wake up

      These dreams.... I ran away from home. That person. That person made me do dirty things. That person used me for money. That person said "love u". .. I was a fool. Said would kill me, called the cops. Got myself out.

      Can I be clean?do I deserve love?

      I accept myself then, for being a fool. I am ready .Next time I'll succeed. Next time I'll be aware. I'll move through the pain. Next time I'll be like a tornado, unstoppable.

      Thank you my inner self, for trying to protect me. You were that girl in black probably.

      Maybe it was all of you, you made me lucid didn't you? Thank you.

      The light huh... Shining upon my darkness.

      I'll keep going though. I'm tired of giving up.

      My goal is set, it only hurts momentarily. If I must face it for lucidity and better me then so be it.

      Thank you

      Always lucid dreams

      Updated 03-31-2019 at 09:06 PM by 96162

    2. Giving up

      by , 03-31-2019 at 02:18 PM
      "The temptation to give up is the strongest right before you succeed"

      I know I must be doing it right then. Just like last time I wanted to give up.

      Bearing my heart open now and it pains me. The pain is so great. Especially when you truly want something. When you truly put all your heart into it. Even more so with what appears so elusive.

      Many will give up from this pain. Many will give up their true desires, whatever their dreams may be. But this pain of growth is only temporary. But the pain of regret would last forever. Whatever the spiritual beliefs, if the soul be immortal, perhaps the regret makes you come back... To the cycle of reincarnation, knowing very well that the physical entails with its many innate flaws.

      Nevertheless the pain is real. To be truly lucid, and fully aware of it all, makes it all the greater. To keep the eyes peeled when you must face that monster, and stare at it right in the eyes.

      That monster is me. Of all my regrets and all the times previous I have given in to that pain. And that monster will grow yet still, if I give in again.

      The monster is not so scary after all. It is just lonely, it wants to be loved, and play with you after all. An angel, a blessing in disguise .

      I give up. I give up on giving up. I'm tired of failing. So instead I'll just succeed. Because I'm even more tired of giving up.

      Success is neigh because the temptation has never been greater.

      I give up looking the other way.

      Practice. Practice. Keep practicing. Before b you know, it you're already there.

      Shadow work. Do it everyday.

      1 dream, Chinese people modded d3 game. Barbarian. Low to high res.

      Catching my fingers in slightly different position in bed, being too aware and awoke.

      Should I stop coming to DV? Seeing people giving up was negatively affecting me.

      Should I stop gravity rc? I said 14 days so I should follow up. Is it worth the stress? Next time I catch myself focusing on body part when something weird happens I'll focus on gravity. That will keep me away from focusing too much on body.

      Hahh.. Just told myself this.

      MILD. Do more mild.

      It snowed last night, but winter will soon end.
      Might snow one more time. It rained before that so I couldn't mediate outside. Need to take vitamin d or find a way to get more sun. That affects my mood.

      Summer is coming.

      Just learned how to edit DJ! This is great!

      Be more aware instead of focusing. Focusing too much wakes .Just be aware.. Like aware of gravity, breath or thought

      Lucid dream all the time!

      Updated 03-31-2019 at 04:04 PM by 96162