ZenLD

Use not the means to gain awareness;
for the mirror only reflects that you are.
Seek not the things you wish to be;
for the mirror only reflects all that it sees.
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STAY!
Stay! In the awareness. Notice! This time. Notice the moment of unlucidity. Not a minute later nor an hour greater. Not even a second but only the present. Be in that moment and see. Truly be and notice its happening. And embrace it. Fully grasp that elusive force of unlucidity. The cause, the source - the cause of my remorse. Oh ghost! I boast, "I shall capture thee!" I shall see you and grasp you til my everlasting lucidity.

Let it be done.