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    1. Buddhist temple AP

      by , Today at 05:49 AM
      Training in Buddhist temple x2

      Failed ap heard kids playing likely in dream.
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    2. Make me better

      by , Yesterday at 03:12 AM
      3-4nld.I was so despondent. So dejected, so discouraged, disheartened, despaired. I thought I didn't get any lucidity 2 days in a row. Well turns out it was only 1 day. But still I felt like giving up. I know I'm getting better, but I wish it was easier and simpler.

      Why can't it be more straightforward. If I needed to do tree pose for an hr straight everyday for lucidity I will do that. If I had to do a thousand jumping jacks then well ill do that too. But what am I suppose to do? I just want it to be easy! I just want it to be easy...

      But I do know the mistakes I made last night. I browsed on the phone too much. I was browsing for a reusable notepad to write down DJ in also himalayan pink salt. Although I meditated quite a bit, I was also exhausted and I probably didn't have the mental clarity in the dream.

      I don't know! I wish I could more easily gauge my progress. I just want to know that my efforts are not in vain. I just want to know that I'm doing it right.

      I just wish my dream will light the path for me... Yeah I know, lay still, I'm getting there but. I just want to know what to do, what to focus on...

      Do I do grc all day? If that will work I can do that.

      Do I focus on MILD and shadow work throughout that? I can do that.

      Do I visualize or incubate the dream I want? I can do that.

      But i just want to know... What to focus on...

      Someone or something guide me... I'm crying for help.

      Light the way, show me a sign
      Dry my tears face my fears
      Left or right ill make it alright
      As long as I got the goal in sight

      The despair in my heart dances wickedly
      Yet I will conquer it definitely
      Left but only clarity
      Practice always sincerely


      Just when... Right when I was about to give up...

      Magic happened because I kept going.

      Make me better than ever before.

      Yay! Now super-omnilucidity!


      Always super-omnilucid dreamer


      Dreams:

      Dream about a dragon and something FA into another dream.

      Wake

      Dream about a crime scene investigated by the police. I'm being unfairly accused, speak up get on with my way. I find the culprit on the top floor of the building. Looks like the tall square library. He's staying in this building and is like a hotel. He had some weapons and drugs laying around. I grab a missile launcher and launch it at him. And I leave the building.

      I'm waking by the river or lake, as I walk away from the building. There is a zombie, kind of an immortal thing thats just hard to kill. I had some drugs from the building and therew it. the zombie just entertained itself endlessly with it. I get away and something about the mafia happens.

      Wake

      I dream that I'm at a kind gaming tournament. The rooms are like a bowling ball alley without the bowling stuff. I find myself taking care of baby moon. People are targeting the baby and I am running away with the baby. I must keep him alive!

      Wake


      Always easily omnilucid

      Updated Yesterday at 03:23 AM by 96162

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    3. Few fun gamey dreams, good shadowwork

      by , 04-17-2019 at 04:44 AM
      pretty fun dreams. Likely many trace memories of long ago. Some recent. Caused likely by ngf. 4-5 days or afternoon? Rem rebound perhaps. Did good shadow work. Time to level up.



      Dream
      Making snowman

      Wake

      At a computer lab. I'm playing wc3 tournament or something. There are the big Chinese pros and my hot keys stop working. Call the guys over to fix.


      D lu
      Zombies in subways fighting them off. Meet a nice little girl she might be important part of subconscious feel close to her. I am lucid. I embrace her. There is a guy he approaches us. Get a little excited, worried about waking.

      The little girl might be part of me.

      FA
      Wake into FA. In subway waiting or on train. I'm a mess, false dream memory that I fell asleep here. Guy across tells me I got something on my face. Wipes.

      I meet some cool guy we hang around for an afternoon. We meet young king of a desert country. We hangout and I try to make him some sausages. He loves it but I think it can get better. Tells him to come back again nex time ill make better sausage.

      Fear of waking put me in FA. Just relax.

      Wake

      I'm a character from a game, d2. I had modded items and they were bugged after patch.
      Something about scary plants that grew in desert, had to fight against them.

      Could be homeland of the king from last Dream. Memory of games long ago.

      Wake
      I am traveling with my mom in car. It's downtown and the traffic is bad. I think about using a portal and how that would be much faster.

      Maybe just memories of how bad traffic is in downtown areas.

      Wake.
      Back to plot about desert plants i guess. I find a shrine, meet a light goddess(or spirit) of sorts. Who is granting me blessings.

      I go around to defeat orcs and other corrupted creatures.

      I discover a dungeon or hidden entrance. It is a shrine of a dark goddess. I suppose Sister of the other one. She gives me dark power. Realizes I have the other blessing and is ok with working together despite differences.

      I go to the light goddess and she is furious. Crimson with anger that I'm working with the dark. Dark one was nicer.

      Wake

      Light and dark. Yin and yang. I wanted to learn about yin Yang fusion so could be incubated.

      Perhaps feelings about people who preach goodness without the actions



      Notes:

      Relax. I guess I didn't wake. But

      Try to be more aware just as awake. FA was too realistic visually though.

      Shadow work was super today. Expecting super results.

      Grc

      Trying meditating sitting on bed.

      Always do shadow work.



      Always omnilucid!
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    4. Just keep going

      by , 04-16-2019 at 04:28 AM
      Had 3 nightmares no Ld. Few hypnogigic that almost were dream or Ld but missed

      Notes:
      Ate too much at wbtb, may have affected dreaming.

      Maybe from trying to learn new skill, not giving 100% to practice. Weather was bad, couldn't go outside.

      Maybe affected by slight change in mantra. Will do both versions.

      Need to do more shadow work, I felt very small doubt last night that grew today.

      Grc, shadow work, mild, visualization.

      I felt very frustrated. Decided to persist though since it always bounce back with the best results.

      Keep going!

      Be Always omnilucid!


      Dreams days long, no time to expand.

      D1
      Dream apartment, wild animal cat racoon that jumped at me dodged and it fell of balcony.

      May be fears regarding animals.

      D2.
      Friend Mike seaweed mask coconut bits. Refund at store. Heading home up the hill with group. Went too far up. Going back down the hill girl feels bad send her in teleporter. Keep heading down get separated with some friends I'm with Mike.

      Find group of ppl random foods tools for survival. Girl takes my supply. I go after it's maze. We form groups for survival.

      In the end get ancient survivors revive them.

      Could be incubated coco bits from earlier in the day.

      Survival perhaps related to fears of how people are against each other.

      D3
      Playing a game goblin and ghoul style. Final boss. Went to backroom. Thougjt I failed. FA my mother wakes tells me I was groaning in bed. Something about oldest cousin doing good.

      Likely bad memory about the time I got abused because I fell asleep at someone else's house.
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    5. Learning from mistakes

      by , 04-14-2019 at 08:45 PM
      Short Ld and failed ap. Slept too late, I think that affected Ld alot. Was overwhelmingly tired in dreams, hard to get lucid. Will add detail to DJ if i want to expand dream mapping.

      Notes :
      Try to sleep earlier

      Avoid heavy mental activity before bed, made me tired inside dream (do it earlier)

      Focus on destination or thing when vibrations, relax though

      Lay still

      Keep it up, youre getting better. I know I did bad but still could get lucid.

      + I think glitchiness and tiredness may be connected. Trauma? Could be a good thing.

      Remember to touch wall or ground when weak.

      +remember to use "rewind" ability in lucid dreams.

      My thoughts maybe overwhelmed = tired. Thought about learning new things before bed.


      D1
      SC, donkey kong friend.

      Could just be memories from past that created this. Friend became the game character.

      D2
      Class room hanging out with ppl. We eat food and stuff. I need to go to bathroom. vegeta, fused with huge zombie guy, cut him apart. Vegs underling short Alien creates 2 blackhole for him. Talking about infinite worlds inside them. (I think I'm in veg pov towards the end)

      Could be incubated, tried using funny visualization along with mantra to make it easier to remember. Pretty long.

      School was structured like the one in Japan. Bathrooms at both ends of hallways.

      D3 lucid
      Starts out with clear but just visualization, micro wake about subway. Eventually finds a narrow blocked cemented entrance i crawl under and get a little stuck. MA.

      Find myself in a beat up house connected to subway. Figured an old guy lived here but they wanted to build subway here.

      Memory about subway.

      Memory /fear of getting stuck in narrow places.

      Are these 2 separate dreams?

      D4
      2d rpg like game ff series. Was in a town with chests. Gets into dark castle. Decide to save and load but get back to town. Chests unopened sad about losing save state. Game glitches. Faces a broken lady with every character max dmg to all.

      Maybe memory of losing save states.

      Glitch in the dream were scary before. This one not really. Maybe getting better.

      I rewound the dream because I felt like it. Did the dream get mad because of that?

      AP fail
      Wake kind of can see through eyelids. Maybe already outside body /FA. Get vibrations, focus was wrong. And just get strong vibrations. Felt good though.

      Should focus where I want to be or what I want to instead.
      Or maybe should have tried to touch wall or crawl during vision

      Updated 04-14-2019 at 09:06 PM by 96162

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    6. Walls Meditation, ukulele, crawl, wishbook, mountain

      by , 04-14-2019 at 02:21 AM
      Most dreams were ld. I think I'm really getting the hang of this.
      *Just laid still, on back, scratching is ok, calm breath, calm mantra.


      Dream deild chains

      Friends playing catch in the park, I didn't feel like playing catch. I didn't want to get hit randomly either. I control one person with a controller and catch the ball the way, and I'm thinking playing catch isn't that bad. I try to catch the next ball but the guy next to me gets in front and catches it first. I head towards a direction.

      Wake/transition to next dream

      I think this dream might have signified fears of getting hit by balls randomly.


      Big Walls

      I am standing upon yellow stone ground. It's similar to the color of pyramids kind of. The environment is dry just like a desert area. I look around and I see a large staircase made of the same material, the stairs are wide. At the end of the stairs there is a monolithic wall made of the same stone material and it's closed off. I turn around and look behind me and I see a similar mololithic wall that's slowly becoming closed off. The walls were really gigantic. Porbably would take atleast 50 people to move it? It was more of a sliding door/wall or I guess a gate is more accurate.

      I am lucid and I decide to meditate on the spot. I hear strange whirlling sounds that keep on repeating every few seconds. It gets hot though, I have boots on and I decide to stand up and maybe do walking meditation. I take my boots off and perhaps distracted and lose myself to worry of dream ending.

      Wake

      I think the sounds I hear during this dream were actualy my heartbeats. I heard it in my dream but it was slowed down to 1/2-1/4 the pace. So time was dilated. Very cool. The closing off of walls could indicate the closing of energy leakages in the body. Healing. This is also the first time I managed to consciously meditate in my dreams!


      Running in empty city

      LucidI head outside, into a big city, but it's empty. I run and keep running, I run faster than I have ever ran. I jump to try to fly up. I keep jumping, keep trying.

      Wake

      I think the "try" made it difficult rather than just "do".


      Basement crawl


      Lucid

      I am laying in the bed. I look around and it turns out to be a basement room. Things begin to get unclear and I lose my vision. So I try to touch something... reaching. And I touch the wall. Touching the wall made my vision come back. But I wanted to walk around. So I just figugred I'd touch the floor. I decided to crawl like a baby and it worked. It was kind of hot so I decided to take some clothes off. Totally like a baby lol. My dad comes in and says "why you crawling like a baby?" I hang around a little ibt more but

      Awake

      Old house, violin/ukulele

      lucid

      I find myself in bed again, upstairs bedroom. I still have some memory of previous dream. I find myself in a room full of random toys and things. I find a violin and I pluck a bit. Wishing it was a ukulele, I begin holding and playing it like a ukulele. I played a song I knew and enjoyed myself really. Before I knew it the violin turned into a ukulele. I hear a voice in the distance, calling me. I'm really unsure whether it's from the dream or outside it. I wanted to prolong the dream so I tried the "stop" from the dream yesterday and I think I had time dilation, lost focus and I think its effect gote weaker.

      Wake


      Class ??? ???


      lucid, have trouble reading handwriting lol.

      says class/ded?/ hor?

      Bed

      lucid, waking in bed, heading out to the hallways,

      wake->transition to next dream

      Wish book

      I am in the school hallways, walking around. Losing lucidity. I hang out with these dream friends or schoolmates. I find one child who's in a bad spot. He likes book or something I think. So I decided to grant his wish. I gave him a wish book, a kind of a novel that would grant all of his wishes. His wishes come true

      Time rewind. Or just a different day in dream. He no longer has the book. I ask him about it and he said yeah there's a comic book with the same story like that! Guess he wished things back to normal.

      Mountain
      I was in a similar school to last dream, not sure if its the same but similar struture. I think this one was more of a highschool, while the last one was middle-elementary school.

      I am hanging out with some kids I have some trouble recalling earlier parts of the dream. I have some powers so I'm recruiting kids or they just begin following me. I think something cool to make them follow me, forget what though. Later on I find everyone in a classroom.

      I find a mountain that you could see outside the window in the classroom and there's a girl who's from this class that's gone missing. I tell all the kids in the class that we should go on an expedition to save her. I can use my clairvoyance or something to see that she's indeed in the mountain, alive and pretty well. She's level 80 or something for some reason. I'm grabbing random tools and items from a stash and hands it out to them and as we head out.

      Wake

      School interior similar to an elementry/middle school I went to. Perhaps memory of that. Just not good times though.


      Notes:

      6 ld total, 2 were muddy, or hard to recall so I'll count as 5 for now.

      "stop" worked for time dilation

      meditation works as time dilation, I should maintain it instead of moving away and getting distracted.

      Calm breaths, relaxed mantras work well

      Stay still! Scratching is ok but go back to position

      Crawl! If nothing works!

      Numerous LD daily. Getting regular? I decided to sleep longer and wasn't lucid in last dreams. If I didn't sleep in then it's pretty much all lucid dreams!!!!

      I'm noticing more control in my dreams.

      Keep Practicing! GRC MILD, Shadow work, write, meditation!

      +day 17 of grc actually, told myself 14/15 days for big change. I think that was ôripening"

      Always Omnilucid!

      Updated 04-14-2019 at 03:20 AM by 96162

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    7. laying still

      by , 04-13-2019 at 06:08 AM
      Had a couple of nlds and lds. I triedl aying still like DC said last night. Had trouble sleeping, may have to switch bedroom temporarily or something since I used the phone on the bed too much.

      Dream pokemon

      I have trouble recalling the dream. It was pretty long but I only remember bits of it. Towards the end it had mew2 from pokemon and it was confronting misty who was with mew. It was in a laboratory setting. The initial bits of it were unrelated to pokemon. Could just be trace memory. that pokemon film from loooong ago.

      wake

      Dream
      Looking for parents. Parts unclear, was very tired during earlier sleep stages.

      dream may be about getting lost in supermarkets as a child


      Dream karaoke
      Was in an apartment, could be connected to the previous dream. I entered an apartment that looked like the one I lived while in Japan. However the interior of one of the rooms were much larger. The width was about the same but it kept going inwards deeper and deeper. There was a karaoke machine, I sang on it but it did not carry many songs so I was disappointed. Family acquaintances came over, they are trying out the karaoke machine. I think the mics have trouble working. Towards the very end of the room, which went very deep, maybe 1000ft into the room? There were friends and some people hanging out on a couch. We were doing something I am still recalling.

      wake

      About not having enough songs on the karaoke machine, could be memory of not having enough songs on the machine when getting it, also the mic issues as well.


      LD/AP WILD+ DEILDs + FA dream (I think 4 total, but 1 not clear, since I focused more on deild instead of noting it on DJ, order of some slightly mixed. End of it was a FA dream, which was pretty long and affected the recall a bit. maybe 1-2 AP like, 2-3 LD like, one of the AP like transformed into LD. I'll count the 3 since I remember I had 4, but have trouble remembering 1) stayed still

      I was getting some sensations and that "feeling" that I could leave the body or do a wild ld. The feeling might have been weaker than prevous times, however I felt confident since I have more experience and I managed to succeed a lot lately when I had that feeling. I just focused on the very gentle vibration. Almost felt like I lost it but I kept at it, I felt confident that I could do it. I think the confidence let me do it. I had slight worry but I believed I could do it and vanquished that thought. (focused on light and sound)

      I see kind of a scene inside the house I think, left eye open but right eye closed. This happend before and usually happens when I am tired. Before I would focus on trying to open the eyes more but that didn't work. So instead I just tried to relaxed and believed that things would get clearer and it did. I look around a bit I think, the house was kind of empty. I think around here

      Wake

      Started as AP, tried to re-enter, became more ld like and explored a bedroom and woke?

      Wake

      I stay still to re-enter.

      I think I am in a bullet train. Quiet and low-noise train with 4 seats facing eachother instead of one directional. There is a girl sitting in the seat opposite to mine. Asian, black hair, round face. She comes close to me, way tooo close. I am lucid. But she is still waaay too close and just keep coming closer. We are so close that we are now touching. I am just rubbing her skin for a few moments, inspecting, feeling the sensation of this dream and really am impressed . So I take a look around and I see an agent coming out from the automatic door. Russian spies or something. I begin to get away and the girl follows me. I raise my hand towards an agent and say "stop." I either stop the body function of the agent, or the time that surrounds the agent. I push him away. As we head towards the door on the opposing side where the agent came, another agent comes out the door, again I raise my hand, say "stop", stopping and knocking away. We take a left and the door leads somewhere else not inside the train anymore.

      Either woke, teleported to the bedroom, or a diner.

      FA

      Long dream. I woke in a bed. The dream gave me a backstory. I was an old man, maybe 70's white hair, wrinkled and thin. I was a LD teacher and was teaching them kids how to LD and stuff. I head outside to go towards the cafeteria. It was in a futuristic place, people just dont' work like before. I think this place could be a spaceship of sorts, either that or an enclosure bubble that protects you from the harsh outdoors that the earth has become or something.

      Some stuff happens here. I believe I find myself a fortune teller woman.

      I am at the cafeteria. I found myself sitting in a seat. There's a black boy right there he spilled soy sauce all over my food! Everything is too salty. I was trying to hack or repair a phone and I ended up breaking it. The boy tries to help me but no avail. I'm still just wandering around trying to find somene who could help me fixed it or something. Suddenly there's like some authority figure who calls everyone towards him, he's gonna assign random tasks for people to do. I didn't feel like it really. So instead of following the dream plot I just decided to go the other way. There's a security woman there, so I grab my broken phone and parts, put them in a box along with some other things laying around. I tell her "i'm doing the maintenance, let me through." So she does. I am walking through the hallway and eventually finds myself inside an airport. I'm really feeling lost. Dementia? I got my box of stuff and keep exploring feeling even more hopeless, and I find a young man with sparkling eytes, long brown wavy/curly hair. He's an aspiring magician but he's broke and starving. So I find some tomatoes in my box of things and feeds him. He follows me and we keep walking...

      wake

      The feeling of dementia, or loss of memory is very interesting. It's like I knew that I should remember to do something in the dream. I know that I would know what to do, that something is off had my faculties were sharper. Close to lucidity. The earlier part of this dream I thought about DEILD or WBTB to another dream, but I was not lucid. So close!

      +I think the discomfort and confused feeling was me questioning why I was here. Close to lucid.

      So broken phone could just be memory of breaking a phone and salty food is just eating oversalted food.


      notes:

      Lay still

      Believe it will work and it will work

      The dementia feeling or maybe amnesia is the state of nld I believe. I perceived it as "odd" and scary kind of.

      Am I changing? Like I am beginning to perceive the state of non-lucidity as something that's "strange" and lucidity as the normal state of consciousness? This could be a very large growth indeed.

      Improve GRC, do mild and meditation.

      Feeling something big coming. Just a really strong feeling. It's coming!

      Writing stuff down works.

      Maybe use "stop" to stop time around you. Time dilation.


      Always omnilucid

      Updated 04-13-2019 at 06:52 AM by 96162

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    8. Song writing, ripening omnilucidity

      by , 04-11-2019 at 11:47 PM
      Did not sleep enough for too many dreams. 2nld 1ld. May have been another dream. May have been able to get more Ld!

      Rubicks cube during wake session woke me too much. However it may have helped visualization dramatically. Writing down mantra was very effective.

      Dream 1 catching ride

      Still trying to recall the earlier part of this dream. Me and a friend and a child emperor are trying to catch a ride. We get on the car share like thing.

      Wake

      Could be related to missing bus rides in school.

      Dream 2 wonderful music***

      I really really really loved this dream. May be connected to dream 1 as the destination. I ended up in a music hangout or kind of place. All the musicians would write songs and sing and just hang out. I was writing down songs on my DJ. At first I had trouble writing but I got better and better as the dream progressed. (writing got more elegant as songs got better ) Made mucho good friends in that dream. In the end I made music that was out of of this world... It was amazing I wanted the dream to continue!

      Made friends with this really cool big afro haired dude, I loved the song he made and sang it daily within the dream, while he sang my songs daily too. Also met a long dark haired girl, skin pale as the moon, she was very cool. Somehow she could read my very messy lyrics from the start of the dream that I wrote but couldn't read myself and sang them.

      Her voice... So powerful and strong towards the end it resonated through my heart and I..

      Awoke

      This dream! I wish I could have stayed longer. It was wunderland. It was so amazing, so beautiful. It was so fun. What would it be like if im lucid in this dream?

      Writing getting prettier from writing down mantras, very fast incubation.


      Lucid dream class room, ripening omnilucid

      I was sleeping or napping in class. The teacher was a math teacher that all the girls found hot back then. I felt like his heart was much bigger than his looks from my memory.

      I was exhausted in my dream and trying to sleep and I looked around the room. There was a friend Greg, who asked me stories about my lucid dreaming journeys. I found a guy and he let me try out my moves on him. I kicked! A few times and then he helped me improve hand to hand combat. People are leaving the classroom gradually

      I see a guy in the class staying put and I remember about a dream goal.

      I think I'm suddenly lucid around here.

      I ask him about omnilucidity. He says "you can but..." and something in another language that doesn't make too much sense. I keep pressing him futher and I

      Wake

      Upon waking up what he says kind of makes sense. If I translate what he said it's, "you can, but time spent laying too green."

      So what i thought of immediately was that, Im getting it, but the time is not ripe for picking yet. Or that it would take just a little longer for my body to make all the minute adjustments for omnilucidity.

      Or it could mean my time sleeping is not enough:

      either need more sleep time daily, or

      The total sleep time needs to be greater, perhaps the body adjusts itself dream wise only when you are still or sleeping.

      This dream could also be a memory of school, when i used to nap in math class didn't study and still had the best grades in class. But maybe trauma of when my dad forced me in a room to study grades dropped after that. i think he made me do a homework and wouldn't let me go to sleep because I got one problem wrong or something like that.

      Also might be related to insomnia I had back then, if I knew about polyphasic sleep I wouldn't have been worried about 2 or 3 hrs of sleep daily. Went to doctor but he gave me a tranquilizer (I thought were just sleeping pills) , it may have damaged brain, likely also the cause of dropped grades back then. I think my brain was numbed and nothing would just go in. Maybe the rubicks cube helped activated that slugged area along with Ld practice, reviving the neurons back then. I'll put em to use for Lucid dreaming!


      Notes:

      Very cool dreams

      Rubicks cube very good for visualization, but perhaps not on bed.

      Writing mantra is excellent. Also get to practice cursive too.

      Keep up meditation, grc and shadow work!

      Keep practicing!


      Ripening omnilucid dreamer

      Updated 04-12-2019 at 12:00 AM by 96162

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    9. Magic school

      by , 04-11-2019 at 05:04 AM
      Almost forgot to post DJ.

      I slept late.. Very late. I think it affected Ld alot. I das reading some books to help with visualization and other stuff but got a little carried away.

      Dream 1 magic school

      I dreamt that I was attending a magical institution. Apparently I was an expert but decided to attend anyways for fun.

      So I was a mage and our class was forming a party of 4 for a project that we would do. My plan was to get 1 mage, 1 warrior, 1 rogue sort of party for balance. I found a lady with a pretty high int stat and added her to my party. I head back home once to rest and me and her get into an argument regarding the rest of the party. Worked out OK in the end.

      Wake

      Dream dead bird

      A bird flying around the house into a closet. I try to find something to catch and release it but when I came back it was dead.

      Wake

      Dead bird is a memory of when I killed a bird when I was young and scared probably. I'm sorry. Please forgive me. Love you. Have fun in a better place.

      had maybe a failed ap or wild something here. I just felt a little bit of the feeling and didn't attempt to separate or visualize into wild. Moved into different position.

      Vision quest
      I was just visualizing and the images stayed to become a film and more realistic just lacked other sensations. It began to form a story about going to a office. Very close to wild Ld I think. Just got a little too excited I think. Perhaps could have worked if I retried and stayed still. Don't think I'll count it as Ld, but will note that I was close.

      Might be a wisp of memory of when I visited my dad for work long ago as well.


      Notes:

      read too late, reading too much on bed is no good. I think i lost too much awareness or lucidity in waking. Reading a little about LD right before bed it ok i think.

      Magic school was something I wanted to do in Ld. In LD! Haha. Incubated. Things keep getting incubated.

      Next time I should probably stay still and try on apparent fails. It's pretty close to transition between sleep and wake.

      Also just bought a rubicks cube to train visualization and things. If I get better I can just visualize a cube or something to play and exercise.
      *might have played it too much on wbtb, perhaps too awake

      Just read a little about Ld or ap on wbtb if desired, helps incubate and doesn't wake you too much.

      Also bought a rewritable board for writing down mantra today or jot dream keywords I think it will help and save paper too.

      Read a book regarding hermetics. It was pretty good reading, about balancing visualization and other senses.

      How do I get lucid on earlier dreams?

      **should have tried to engage other senses in the vision, that would turn it into Ld!

      Keep up grc and mild! Do shadow work!

      ALWAYS LUCID EVERY DREAM!

      Updated 04-11-2019 at 05:08 AM by 96162

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    10. buff guy, John C training awareness

      by , 04-10-2019 at 04:21 AM
      Had some nld and ld.

      Was in emotionally pretty rough spot. Just old emotional trauma? Triggered and replayed. It was tough. I could have just ignored it or glossed over it with other activities but I didn't want that. Because if I did that... I wouldn't be lucid in the moment anymore. I could have lashed out at someone else, but I wanted to be better than that. And it was so tough. The emotional pain just wouldn't go away. I needed to take care of this emotional burden on my heart. It was rough. I didn't know what to do. Tried meditation, tried praying, tried and tried. I wanted to badly just to do something to numb my brain, but then I wouldn't be lucid in the waking, which would reflect in my dreaming. Just randomly decided to do shadow work on that feeling. Wow it worked.

      started with hypnogogic images
      4 awakenings,
      saw a large manor near the shore
      + something about magic kingdom
      (couldn't sleep well before, just emotional distress)

      did shadow work around here

      dream FA + deild lucid
      I was in downtown area of T, was going to visit a relative or something. My mother wanted to buy clothes. I went but decided to go elsewhere. As I'm heading down the stairs, I see my dad there, he begins to repair something, I forget.

      I wake or have a FA and decide to go back to dream

      I'm back to the same place. Just seeing people going own the escalator and stairs. I'm trying to record my dream journal in my dream.

      wake or FA here again I think and go back still thinking about DJ

      I'm back in the same building but on upper floor. Lucid around here. Maybe it's a parking area or something but the wind from the outside is blowing apart my DJ. I try to push away the wind with my right hand but it didn't work. A middle aged lady looks at me weird lol. I still try to cover the wind with my right hand.

      Wake/FA deild backed

      Back but indoors now, a waiting area with bunch of chairs. I'm recording my DJ, perhaps lost lucidity a bit. I see a really buff tall guy pretty tan reminded me of the rock, kind of intimidating. So I just remark how nice his muscles are with gestures. He smiles and carries me off and I'm like "noooo". He takes me to a private bathroom and we fool around. More lucid. It was.. quite pleasant actually. My emotions were pretty stable and I stayed in the dream a little while after that. Good guy.

      Wake

      I'm exploring an outdoor mine or something with a bunch of friends, and we fall into a pitfall. We enter an underground mine dungeon and some memories aren't clear here. But we are defeating goblins or something. One of us is a chosen one of some sort and we need to help the blonde elf guy save the elven kingdom that were being invaded by goblins or something.

      Wake

      This one might be connected to last one maybe. We are in a basement house, just hanging out with some people(maybe relatives from first dream) we know. The room next to it piques my interest and I find John Chang, the healer in the next room. He's training us and I need to jump on floating square white platforms above the water and cross to the other side, then cross back. I complain that it's unfair, how others got a head start before I came in! JC tell me to look at the scoreboard, and the scores are mostly zeroes with a few 1, 2, 3. I realize that going around the lap isn't what the score's about and I look under one of the rocks. There's some secret inscriptions about techniques of sort as I memorize them. Others are still walking around and I realize I have to keep going. So the score is based on finding out secrets stuff around the platform, training the awareness while moving. I realized I was being trained for awareness within my dream.

      Awake


      notes:

      Emotion more stable from the shadow working on waking, more stable ld. MORE STABLE!

      Could not tell if I deild'ed back to dream or just teleported from FA bed to previous dream scene. I believe there may have been both. Bed was little strange on one awakening?

      DEILD is awesome, I'm getting better

      Training awareness in dream is a good thing. Dream trying to teach me to LD betterm maybe training in dream is more effective than waking. Getting trained by John was a goal of mine so yay.

      Dreams all were sort of connected. Persistence?

      I really WANTED to make sure I wrote my DJ down during my mini awakening. Perhaps I could have INTENDED for something I wanted to dream, then it would have been incubated really, really quickly.

      Really fast incubation.


      Always Lucid dreaming!

      Updated 04-10-2019 at 05:01 AM by 96162

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    11. Just go

      by , 04-08-2019 at 10:18 PM
      3nld no lucid. Not even a moment hadn't happened in a while. Deflated. Never wanted to give up so badly. Just do it. Just practice. Just go! Just go and you're there! I promise you the world and more, just go! A faith small as a mustard seed. That's all I need, nothing more. Just go, you'll see. Just go do it and you'll be it. Go now! You're at the lowest now just so you can jump your highest and soar across the clear blue skies. Go now, this time you'll succeed!

      You're right there, but no one else can go for you.

      Go
      Always
      Lucid
      Dreamer

      Updated 04-08-2019 at 10:50 PM by 96162

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    12. heirograph

      by , 04-08-2019 at 01:37 AM
      2-3 nld
      2 ld, short
      Had some crappy events, emotions unsound. Solved in the end by labelling it, mindful way. Arose again today, overcame by visualization feeling kindness/love meditation.

      dream 1
      workplace, competitive co-workers, turn into vampire, overcoming obstacles, perishes in the end when I can't suck enough life blood.

      ld
      I think during a dream, I get the usual "feeling", focus on it and begin to see the ceiling, it becomes clearer and I see heirographs on the ceiling I'm looking at. I become a little excited, wake.

      dream x
      dreamt about boogie board

      dream 2
      friends in computers lab, doing stuff. expand later.

      ld/ap
      get the "feeling", focus on vibrations, feeling like I lost it but the sensation goes up. Feeling a bit non-moving, still in bed. Push the buzz higher, above head, pushed self out of body. Explore bedroom, hear stuff. Do gravity RC, gravity is lighter than normal. Wasn't sure, so tried to close bathroom door to do more checks. Begin thinking about the bed, where the body is, causing me to return to body.

      Ohm nee loocid dreamin!
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    13. How do i get better?

      by , 04-06-2019 at 06:41 PM
      Maybe juggled too much, too much med, grc visualization. Lacking rem.

      Had a very short lucid moment. 2 dreams recalled.

      Dream

      In a hall by supermarket or mall. Friend t goes and splats yellow paint on people to enact a movie scene. People are not impressed. I get painted. I go in the mall to find something to neutralize it. For extinguishers and some other spray. Some friends use it and there aren't enough. Writing an assignment here for some reason.

      I look around and find sticks. The jerk store clerk wants me to hurry up. He tries to sell me 800$ stick. He takes a break. I find 80$ stick that was better. It could fold up or extend with a button. Buy it. Another nice clerk helps me. Heads out.

      Wake
      Perhaps related to experiences of pressure sales. And friend painting is trying to make others around conform in a certain way.


      Dreaming about meeting people on dreamviews. In a small room green/white theme, people are trying to get lucid. Going out to the beach and just swim and stuff.


      Notes:

      I should avoid visualization really hard until grc becomes second nature. Brain overloaded. Or avoid doing it too hard at sleep. Doing it hard earlier is ok.

      Did I mediate too much before sleep again? I'm reaching the deep state faster than before.

      Slept too early.

      Need to do more shadow work.

      MILD or intention about alrdy at goal worked better. Feel that feeling throughout day.

      Getting too stressed. Take it easy but practice consistently.


      Lucid every dream.

      Updated 04-06-2019 at 06:52 PM by 96162

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    14. senator rapper audition

      by , 04-06-2019 at 12:27 AM
      Have trouble recalling some dreams, did not jot down at night, was very tired. I need to improve on that for better recall and clarity.

      Had a very short ld, tried visualization wild again, perhaps too early in rem cycle so it was short.

      dreams were long... very long... a week long events?

      Dreams

      something about a house, inside the house

      woke

      ld. wild visual, found self in room immediately lucid and looked around

      woke

      The senator

      Dream about a blond guy 40s, pretty handsome and skinny. American, new york or some big city. I am in his shoes. I'm suppos to become the senator or something but I am backtracking in time of sorts to change career path of sorts. I headd into a club, populated with aboriginese I think, and we are partying and discussing. Alot of stuff but hard to recall. I'm suppose to head home. But do I go with the current path (becoming senator) or go with something else?

      I head home and talk to his relatives. They are offering 3 options for career. The senate, doctor, researcher kind of. End up picking researcher, heads to china. Research about lucid dreaming or dream related (I should be lucid lol). Have 3 choices of area of focus. One is dream, one is lobsters (seafood), one more I forget. I pick dream as we are in this amazing massive units of foodstalls with amazing foods. I head up to an elevator to join the group and I get ambushed, attacked. Co-reseachers pushed out the building. etc etc.


      forgotten keyfigures:
      old black wisewoman -on the heavier side, very wise and a kindly woman, met at the club
      agents - trying to stop me from researching dreams
      dream family - met a mother and some siblings (I think all sisters?)


      Black rapper

      Still recalling details. I was a black guy, in mid to late twenties, story is somewhat similar to above. Trying to decide on career and what not. Going through places and things. After some stuff happens (lasts about an afternoon duration) I find my father. I also find the father of a friend. The dad tried to be someone else because his son didn't have a mom, but his son is fine with his dad as he is kind of deal. We are on a train. So I talk to my dream dad and we are discussing things. He gets off and I forget to get off because I am doing some amazing rapping . I don't have money on me so what should I do? Characters from previous dream are here. One of the nice lady from the last dream gives me some money, about $3632 or something very close. I say I'll pay her back tenfolds. I get off the train and get robbed immediately lolol

      wake


      Karaoke audition
      I had a chainsaw for the first half of the dream, I have trouble recalling what I did but it lasted for the morning to noon ish in perceived time. Met some comedians and kind of stuff I think related to showbiz kind of things.

      Heads into an office, the chainsaw goes out of control, my dad helps me fix fold it up. We are getting on an elevator and I need to get off for an audition. But it's at the base flooor and the building is like 100 floors tall. I don't think I'll make it in time and the comedian from before gives me a pair of parachute and I breakthrough the elevator's window that shows the outside and jumps out. They are like do you even know how to use it!? The comedian reassures everyone else "Don't worry, it'll work out."

      I head down to the surface, they are holding a singing audition. I get to my turn but my rival or something picks a bad song for me to sing. Not doing well. The comedian comes to save the day again, he picks a song and it sounds like a maroon 5 song style tunes but lyrics are different. I sing it and do kind of bad. Anyways I am leaving and I am called back for something... I can't remember.

      wake


      notes:

      REPLAY THE DREAM events 2-3 times in your head upon wake. YOU RECALL IT PERFECT; BETTER THAN BAD SCRIBBLES!

      Dream plots likely beliefs about how musicians and rappers are like, very broke unless you make it.

      The LD research? Maybe getting deeper into LD practice. Before it was university, and high school etc. Now it's advanced research!

      I think the dreams about singing is from me singing alot yesterday right before meditation, may have distracted me too much. I also heard a kind of rap tune in my head and things I create but didn't. Indicating fast incubation and perhaps part of me wanted to try out more. I could sing but never rap- its too fast. Thought of audition also - incubated.

      But I should know this; anything music related before meditation makes me too energetic. It's fun but do not do it before meditation. I could have meditated better.

      I had some pretty bad doubts in my heart. I think it started last night but it was very hard to tell and it got very strong today. Pretty tough. Probably very indicative of another growth phase of my LD practice. Temptation was very strong.

      Did the best shadow work to date and I think I am super now. I am super!

      I think the ld was short from doing it very early in sleep cycle from one of my awakenings, so if I choose to go hard at wild and things I should put it later into sleep. But even though I was disappointed in myself, I still did get lucid, and that's a truth I had to convince myself during shadow work.

      COMPILE KEY NOTES.

      Practice GRC! ALWAYS IMPROVING! LEARN FROM FAILURES! DO YOUR BEST!

      ALWAYS HAVE FUN LUCID DREAMS

      Updated 04-06-2019 at 12:42 AM by 96162

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    15. Success! Kamehameha! Visualization

      by , 04-04-2019 at 08:22 PM
      Was heartbroken when I awoke again, had couple of nld, maybe alot but I was uninspired to write them(also was too tired from really constant grc) . But I noted a few. I realized if I kept going with these emotions I'd lose. It hurt but I read the quote "temptation to quit is strongest before success" and I read skippers mild again. I still didn't feel it. It wasn't resistance but lack of oomph. I asked myself what would I do if I was already at my goal .?

      I would visualize what I'd do.. I read a quick guide. And saw shadowy images, changed it and moved it as I once again drifted to sleep. And I did it! Lucid the entire time, I think about 7 scene changes. I belive 3-4 real awakenings where I was back in bed and I heard sounds outside, but I went back by revisualizing.

      Dreams :
      Missed a couple or many, didn't write down.

      I bought an iPad and it was damaged, tried to repair but the board was damaged with juice. My dad was playing Mario on an android tablet. Computer. We had outside into a forest trail but I didn't want to give up on fixing it up so I went back to the office. The rooms were dark.lights didn't work. I tried all the lights and finally found one that worked.

      Wake

      +this is the first time I managed to get the lights working in a dream!
      Also might be a memory about getting a broken electronic


      Lucid chains: visualization wild?
      Looked at particles behind eyes dark, formed images, let it morph or changed it.just relaxed and slowly scenes formed.
      Don't remember all, was 7+ I think. Jotted down a few memorable or remembered. Was less engaged early on but got more clear and real sensation. I'll count the 4 I remember

      Start visualization

      Objects and stuff,

      Just looking at scenery, trees mountains.

      Wake

      Legend of Olaf. I'm the shapeshifter yet again. I see people doing a play. The protagonist of the story is Olaf, a legendary warrior and his tales played by a handsome guy with long flowing blond hair. They only got the hair part right! I was blonde back when I was doing those feats, as I transform into the real Olaf appearance and watches the play. I walk away and t into a shadowy building dark inside. It's like a mainframe or something. Can see places or memories in each room. I had into a door.

      Wake

      I'm at a beach, I remembered to do something. I read the toty (toty save planet vegeta) and wanted to try learning Kamehameha. Dbz universe. I'm standing by the shore, I begin getting into the position and say Kamehameha! Boom did it but it's not long. Tried again, still more like an elongated ball. Tried other side, like a lefty, still small. I'm shooting these into the ocean as some Dbz characters are swimming or floating around. I get tired of this and decide to do it my way , I thought doing it like Freiza would be easier so I create a tiny blue orb on my finger and throw it into the ocean. I use my mind to expand the orb and its a little too effective. It's getting too big and it might hurt others so I neutralize it. Phew.

      Wake

      Shapeshifter again.
      I'm at a door outside of an elementry school shift into a kid, some kids are picking a fight on me. Don't think I need any superpower so I just dodge and get away as they trip and fall. Have some trouble recalling. Was going through the halls there is a very large and tall girl there, I read her mind. Im suppose to be looking for this black haired boy. I go around and find him by the stairs.

      Wake

      I'm at a classroom in high school like setting, two girls there talking wearing Japanese uniform. I talk to them and we play a game but I start think about physical body, get worried about waking up

      Wake



      Notes:

      Visualization worked

      Visualize again when it fades, keep doing it. When the pictures start moving its close to dream

      If waking up visualize again so u can reenter dream

      Focus on dream, be present or awareness like grc, helps stay in dream.

      Keep emotion in check. Maybe mild about calmness or just grc more


      These shapeshifter series are really cool, persistence?

      Mission accomplished - learned Kamehameha kind of


      Yes!

      Keep improving!

      Always lucid every dream

      Updated 04-04-2019 at 09:08 PM by 96162

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