I believe all religions lead to the same place. I believe truth is absolute, there is only one ultimate truth. and I think you can get there through christianity, buddhism, or certain other religions, possibly all. notice I said you can get there
through it. you have to shift through all the doctrines and dogmata that misguided people create. these are sets of beliefs thought to be ultimate truths, but there is only one truth (and therefore only one true dogma and only one true doctrine).
the one and only ultimate truth is that the only thing anyone can possibly know is that they don't know everything. if someone were to ask me about something I didn't know, I'd say I didn't know, but I already knew that there was something I didn't know, which is all you can know at once. once I learn what the person asked me about, I'd still know there are things I don't know, which is all you can know at once. whatever facts I learned could be false. therefore, I don't even know that all of the things I've learned in life are true...all I know is that I don't know.
only when a person realizes and truly understands this can they exist. (otherwise they only exist in the eyes of the person who is aware.) this is because to exist, you must be aware of yourself, and to be aware of yourself there must be something other than yourself. you must be aware of yourself and this other. this other is not aware of itself, and you must pass on the awareness to it, or else you only exist in your own mind. so to truly exist, you have to pass on awareness. there is not just one other, there are many others, and I think one day everyone will "get it".
I'm mulling over reincarnation as a possibility. if a person lives their life and never becomes aware of their existence, I believe their energy goes into another life on earth, over and over, until they become aware of themselves. I think the "elightened" ones go to a place where there is no suffering, only the
memory of it.
(edit): and what
is memory? we have memory so that we don't repeat past mistakes! when you make a mistake you don't repeat it because you
remember it! you remember that when you tried it, it didn't work, and you know not to do it again! why would you do it if you know it doesn't work? that is how heaven can be
perfect, because we can still exchange information, but
without suffering. we won't suffer because there won't be pure selfishness in anyone or an inclination of selfishness in anyone, because everyone will be aware of the fact that pure selfishness is distructive! the mistakes will not be repeated!
I believe all of this because I've witnessed it work in my own life. I came to the ultimate truth through christianity. I was told certain things but I questioned those things. I saw the good in christianity, I saw
potential in it. I saw a light, I just had to find where it was exactly. I saw the good in it but it was surrounded by fear, confusion, suffering. I think I am "saved" in the christian sense, "elightened" in the buddhist sense, "sane" in the scientific sense, a god in the satanic sense, and I think all religions have their own way of saying it- but they are all the same thing. (those are the only four "religions" I've looked at, but I've seen this truth, or the potential to find this truth, in all of them).
you can call this truth whatever you want. I consider it a power, the only power there is. I believe it should be feared. when you fear something, you believe it has power over you. if the only thing you fear is
certainty, you will not suffer. if you fear
uncertainty, you will.
personally, I'm leaning towards calling this power Satan, for several reasons. one reason is (and I can't seem to find where I read it but I'll keep looking), more people have been killed in the name of God, Christ, Allah, etc. than in the name of Satan. also, Satan is a badass motherfucker. he represents indulgence, he is THE party monster. it is OKAY to indulge, as long as you don't hurt anyone (yes, with the exception of masochism, don't even say it), and you don't have to hurt anyone to be happy, if you understand and apply the ultimate truth. maybe that will shock some people, ok, I know it will. but think about this: it doesn't matter what I call myself, it is inevitably going to disgust SOMEONE. if I call myself a christian, scientists will cringe. if I call myself an atheist, christians will scowl. if I call myself a buddhist, whatever, you get the idea. and since I understand that, I will refer to this power
according to what the person I'm talking to believes. that is the most effective way to communicate with them. after all, we're talking about the same thing, right?
so, calling myself a satanist does not make me evil. the only thing I want in life is to be happy and make others happy. there's nothing evil about that.
please, for your own good, understand that you can't possibly know everything. ask questions and think for yourself.
do not have faith. faith is blind and will get you nowhere. question things, learn, keep an open mind. if you don't understand it all now, keep thinking, you will eventually get it. no one can argue that closing your mind is a good thing. everyone knows it's not. I just understand
why it's not.
ok, those are my thoughts, I've developed them over the past few weeks. it's a lot and I may have left out something important, so please ask questions. ask questions anyway because I don't know everything and I need people to question my beliefs or they couldn't progress and become clearer. I've been talking to several people these past few weeks about this subject, of why we exist, but a few in particular really challenged my beliefs and made me think, and eventually come to more sensible conclusions. I'm very grateful for that. my soul mate Alec is one, also several people here on dv, especially Universal Mind. thanks guys. let's continue to increase our understanding.
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