07.02.2010 Entering the Fruit (Non-lucid)
NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID
This was an extremely long and vivid dream. What I write down can only be a fraction of what occured.
As early as I can remember, it started off with me being sent on a mission to try and find out how to get into a certain bar in the city which was supposedly in the upper levels of a McDonalds building, opposite the cinemas. I found an odd passage in - a golden gateway with lots of metal latticework - which was more appealing than any other entrance of the building, so I took it. It led to a ramp that took me up to a courtyard around the back of the building. All the architecture here looked and felt in an elegant old fashioned style of a royal palace or sophisticated castle.
I walked inside and through dozens of small rooms, corridors, staircases and passage ways, until I came into a room full of formally dressed wealthy old men who were having some kind of conference or get-together. They greeted me warmly and showed me great hospitality, but also acknowledged the strangeness and unanticipation of me being there. My memory of the remainder of this episode gets hazy after this.
Later on, I was in the city with friends, but for some reason I kept having an urge to walk down and visit the scientologists in their building quite often. I'm unclear on what I was trying to achieve by seeing them, but I remember I had made some sort of plan, or at least wanted to. The people there were very nice and hospitable to me, especially a reoccuring woman who was very conversive, but I still had my cynicisms that this was just another recruitment tactic. They had a chart with a set of scientologist principles which I secretly found hilarious, but I pretended to show general interest in it, and as I left I asked nicely if I could have a copy to take with me. They said no, but instead they gave me what looked like some sort of application form, which was several pages long and complex, and asked me to, if I wanted, copy down onto a certain section on the form (where an appropriate writing box was present) their list of scientologist principles, provided that I, for each one, provide an example from my own life which would relate to each principle, as a kind of exercise for cohesion of their principles into my life. Amazingly, I actually started doing so. I can't remember what the principles were, but I remember often relating family situations quite often in my related examples.
In another episode, I remember catching a tram back homewards with all my friends. I was still writing out my scientology application form on the tram and my friends kept asking me what it was but I kept it secret from them in fear of social embarrasment. On the tram, an asian girl came and sat near me and started flirting with me. Then an old friend from primary school appeared and sat across to me. I was very glad to see this old friend, and we engaged eachother in conversation. He also had an almost identical haircut to mine.
When we were off the tram, I was walking with a quite large group of friends, through an old, sparse and semi-industrial area with lots of grasses growing tall everywhere. My friends had gotten possession of my scientology form, and in their hatred of scientology, were laughing at it, throwing it on the ground, and stomping on it. Suddenly, a group of scientologists who were working in the building, notably the familiar conversive woman, and another amiable young man, had appeared and intersected us. They saw what my friends were doing with the application form and were determined to stop them. The woman and the young man whom I knew, recognised me, and beckoned me to come with them. I asked them were they were going, and they showed me an industrial complex that was embedded with an abundance of grasses and flora. They said that in their spare time they run an agricultural lab here, to develop the natural side of things. As they went in, I chose not to follow them, and I rejoined my friends.
Later on, I remember us all arriving back in my home suburb. I remember meeting with Alex Leyland who pressured me into drinking the remainder of his alcoholic drinks, and then he left for home. For the remainder of the dream I stayed in a constant state of drunkeness which entailed difficulty walking, severe uncoordination, and a generally very expressive and sociable disposition.
On a brief stop at my house, my brother Rafael and my cousin Marianne joined the cohort of my friends, and they set the mission that would persist for most of the rest of the dream, the mission that we must go to Katoomba, via train. We left house quickly, with little time to prepare, and this was further hindered by my drunken state. Immedietly upon leaving, I instantly felt pangs of regret for my lack of preperation, for example, not bringing barely enough warm clothes or a jacket, not bringing much money, and not having a prepaid bus ticket for the bus to central station. On the disorderly and havoc-ridden journey to the bus stop, I became absorbed in the mission to obtain a prepaid bus ticket. I discovered that traffic light buttons had been recently installed with helpful prepaid bus ticket vending machines, but unhelpfully all the ones I came across were out of service for the time being. In my drunken state I clumsily and narrowly avoided disaster of collapsing over stalls in the immensely crowded and dark street.
Rafael ended up helping me get on the bus to central station since I had failed in obtaining a prepaid bus ticket before the bus came. This took us all the central station, which in the dream was a multitude of magnificence greater - with a size rivalling the biggest of shopping centres, and a luxurious sophistication rivalling the most prestigious hotels of the world - I later found out it was so posh that even the elevators that navigated the multitude of storeys asked for a seemingly disposable large sum of money in gratitude for their minimal services. On that note on the elevators, I might add that while being in my drunken state, the symptoms strangely extended to an unreasonable extreme fear of heights - and this meant that I couldn't use the great staircases that were abundant in this grand building because of the great heights they reached with only light railing, which at times was impressively unsafe, or even sometimes essentially missing.
The long and eventful episode of central station was mostly consisting of a furious and desperate search for the required items of : a prepaid bus ticket, a train ticket, and the information of what platform and what time the train would depart. In my stumbling state the difficulty of this task was made extremely difficult, especially with the added factor of a constate state of urgency that came with the rumours that the train was departing in less than 15, 10 or 5 minutes which I heard often; and the constant panic that came with my habit of losing track of where my friends and family actually were, in this huge complex station.
Marianne and Rafael had mentioned to me earlier that there were two diverging possibilities in the plan. They said one possibility was to catch the certain train that took us straight to Katoomba station. The second possibility they said was that we take a train that would not leave us at Katoomba station, and would then entail a massive hike through the wilderness in order to reach Katoomba, which they said that we had done once before, and that it took the entire night until morning to complete. I was confronted by a vision of a memory of hiking through a seemingly endless environment of pure nature, with my path being lit up by the occasional lightning strike, as we stoically travelled through pouring rains. I had an ambivalent sense of both foreboding and adventure as I felt that this option would be the one we would ultimetly end up with.
Back at central station, I came across so many of my friends and acquaintances, that it seemed to me that the massive cohort of my entire school year and more were all preparing to take the journey with us. After suffering a seemingly endless barrage of confusion, displacement from my friends, pangs of pain from the elevator fees, and states of freezing fear as I paralysed myself with vertigo on attempting to follow my friends up several staircases; I finally made a helpful acquaintance of a young professional blonde woman who was helpful in guiding me in finding the right places to buy a prepaid bus ticket and train ticket in the huge complex of the gargantuan station, whilst reminding me how many minutes I had left with which to board the train with. Thanks to her guidance, I was able to complete my required tasks - which led me to rejoin the cohort of my friends and acquaintances who were making a massive que on a giant staircase.
By the end of it all, the que did not even lead to any train, but rather, everyone seemed to be lining up to get into some sort of semi-organic looking futuristic mode of transport. The vehicle was planted int he centre of a great hall. It appeared as a giant semi-organic bulbous sack, with a tubular appendage extending from the top, which was the entrace, and spewed forth a narrow and fleshlike ramp which the cohort had steadily crowded onto. The young professional blonde woman was waiting by the foot of the ramp, and before I got on, I greeted her once more and thanked her for all her help. She made some sort of enthusiastic and cheerful hand gesture at me, and I then amorously held her hand before embarking, as an expression of my love and joy.
The ascent up the fleshy ramp was slow and congested, and by the end of it I was paired to enter the tubular appengade with an acquaintance from school with whom I enthusiastically talked with. The entrance was a tight squeeze to get into the appendage, like trying to get inside a carpel of a giant flower. Once I was squeezed in, I felt my body disintergrate into the fluid totality of the organic structure, and I felt as one with the totality of the cohort in here with me. It was at first pitch black, but soon a designed interface appeared, which appreared to be engineered for easy communication and entertainment for our uncarnate states as dissolved entities to fill the time of our mysterious long journey that lay ahead.
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