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Hey my name is Sukhdeep Deep for short. I'm 16 years old living in Canada. |
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Welcome to the DILD class! |
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Hey Gab thanks for welcoming me I just have a few questions for you :p |
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Last edited by Sukhdeep66; 02-03-2013 at 01:21 PM.
Im pretty happen for what happened with my attempt of WILDing. At first I stayed still for about 60 minutes and then im pretty sure either A i hit sleep paralis or B i was in dream space. Before i closed my eyes an hour ago i remember exactly how my blanket was places I have 2 one to keep my warm and a giant fluffy thing i put around my head so i cant see around my bed just the ceiling. So as im sitting there i realized that ive never hit sleep paralis and wont know how it will feel so instead of counting inhale 1 exhale im dreaiming i just let my mind drift away thinking of random and bizare things. I dont know if this was sleep paralis but i felt like i was on a life boat just chilling and letting the waves rock my body. Some light happened but not Crazy bright. When i payed attention to the light it just disappeared. Ive tried to go into sleep paralis before but it would get so warm sometimes i just couldnt bear it but when i started to get warmer tonight i then decided to concentrate on my breathing and the inhale exhale im breathing. Mantra i think. As i did that i forgot count and my brain started to drift. I basically zoned out for a bit and remember a voice. It was my cousin Gordan. atfirst i thought it was a dream because i kinda saw myself in third person. Then i realized im still in bed and i the image of me and him went away but his voice didnt. What kinda freaked me out was i felt like someone was pushing me and telling me wake up man we gotta get outta here! I admit i got freaked and woke myself up. But maybe a milisecond before my eyes opened i remembered im still in bed but it was to late. i woke myself up and was so happy tho. Even tho i was scared i felt like If that is sleep paralis i just experianced it and i know what to expect next time so then im like shit i just woke myself up. I then remembered that i read somewhere that men should sleep on there right side something to do with the flow of energy. I said what the hell and tried to get into sleep paralis again. But i was really tired then and fell asleep really quickly. But then i remember waking up. I woke up and noticed my phone wasnt there and the blanket i have on the side wasnt there. I walked out of my room and no one was there i did a reality check and said damn im dreaming. I got so happy so i walked outside and my friend lives across the street from me and i wanted to see if hes in there in my dreams. So instead of walking there my body kinda Leaped and just jumped onto his neighbors roof and i could see his window. I kept trying to get into his window but every time i would reach the window it would reset. I would wake up in my bed again. I maybe tried 3 times to get into his window. I dont know why i coudnlt do it. i thought to myself maybe my body isnt that lucid or is about to wake up so as i would get out of bed i would rub my hands as hard as i could. But still to no avale. I woke up around 10 oclock thinking Yes i lucid dreamed again!! but then was like What if im dreaming again?? So i pooked my cheeck and didnt feel anything then i ripped skin from my lip thinking obvously this wont hurt...Ive never felt so much pain xD I was about to write into my dream journal but really what would i write? I jumped on the roof didnt work. Jumped again still couldnt get in. So i said what ever. |
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, I understand your enthusiasm for WILD. It is a wonderful technique, and the attempts can be as much fun as lucids thmemselves. |
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