Hello, I'm Objective, or Matt. I'm 14, an oversea student in New Zealand from Thailand. I have been trying lucid dreaming on and off for over, hmm... 5 years I think? There had been periods where I had been able to lucid dream regularly, to the point where I was able to do the goals in my former site, Dreamerbase (I guess this don't count as promoting since the site is dead). However, I became stressed due to real life issues, and then forgot about lucid dreaming. To say I had a "dry spell" would be an understatement. I didn't even think about lucid dreaming.
Then one day, lying on my bed, something hit me. I nearly forgot about lucid dreaming!
So here I am back again.
I have a fairly potent dream control power, if I may say. Maybe they have eroded over the time, but I remembered that I once was able to will the Moon to explode
. So control certainly isn't an issue. In fact, I don't really care much about it. I just want to be able to observe my dreams in an aware state and enjoy the view in the landscape of my mind.
I used to RC incredibly frequently, but they were all mindless RCs, and soon they began to result in negatives in my dream. I now instead practice in ADA, and frequently question my surrounding, before doing reality checks.
My problem, however, is my sleep. I think I might have insomnia, and often I sleep in. I am in the process of healing my messed up circadian cycle, and so I will not be doing WBTB for quite a while so as to not stress my brain
.
The effects of mantras on me is pretty inconsistent. They don't seem to work before I go to bed, but they work in combination with WBTB. They also make it harder for me to sleep if I repeat them before bed, though this might just be my anxiety.
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