Hi all ~~!
Mr. fogelbise, The DJ you suggested is glorious! Her stories are like straight out of an awesome book. It's so enjoyable. Yet, still not the person I was looking for . Thank you, soooo much for searching for me. I have an idea for why you suggested wrong on both times. What I was looking for is a workbook, not a Dream Journal . But Thanks, don't waste anymore time in searching for her, I'm sure I will find her if I look a little more.
Here's a little lame story happened to me. So I was in a bookstore, surfing the books that might assist in my journey in mastering my mind. Then, a random guy went to the employee and asked her: (Where can I find a book called "How to make friends and inf.., inf..") As he struggled to complete the title, I interfered and said: (... Influence people.) He said: (Yeah! that one. Where can I find it?) I guided him to his desired book while watching the employee staring at me with hatred for stealing her precious customer . And he got his book . I know this story might seem meaningless, but for me, it showed me how much aware I was. Not only did I remembered the name of a completely random book within between hundreds of books, but I also remembered where I saw it. Compare that to where I was before knowing lucid dreaming and you will know just how much did I improve. You can never know how much do I own you and everyone who teach me lucid dreaming. Thank you. <3
Currently, I don't experience LDs often. And there I was bragging about my "supernatural awareness" . But I think I know the reason why and how to fix it, and I will mention them later. Even though I didn't experience LDs lately, I experienced very vivid, fun, exciting dreams. To the point that now, I get excited to go to sleep just to live another dream. I remember a dream where I was sitting on the side of a street, waiting for my mom [She was visiting someone] and I got sleepy and slept! I slept inside a dream. And then, I had dream where I was in a sandy land where I visited a ghost man. He magically put me in a floating, human-size bubble and started to spin me around, while simultaneously talking to me about life and why I should be careful in it. Upon waking up (Now I'm in the first layer of dream) I found out mom was done and she was looking for me. I woke up for real when I found her and got in the car. So yeah, I'm not entirely failing when it comes to dream life .
I want to tell a story of an epic LD fail . In the night of 28 December, according to my journal, I had a lucid dream! When I realized I was dreaming, I found myself with my family in an electronics showroom. I turned to myself, contained my excitement, stabilized my dream, and recalled my goals. My goals were trying some mantras that I created, just to see what happens, and summoning three girls that I know. Those girls are like sisters to me and I wanted to see their faces in my dream, so don't get any fishy judgments . Here's the twist though, After attempting the mantras (Which had zero effect on the dream) I was ready to attempt summoning, where suddenly, someone seemed to call me. It was similar to my voice, calling from behind my back. "Raed... Raed!" As if he wanted my attention to look at something important. The voice wasn't very loud but it interrupted my precious LD and woke me up. I thought I was in FA, unfortunately I wasn't. Remind me to beat him next time I have a LD.
I believe the reason why I don't have many LDs these days is emotional instability. When I go to sleep, I don't take the time to meditate or take few minutes to calm down, but instead I fall to sleep while thinking about my day. Of course I think meditation is the primary solution in this case.
Can you please do me a favor :3 ? I finished reading (Lucid Dreaming: Gateway to the Inner Self. by Rober Waggoner) and now I don't know whats the next book to read. Would you please recommend me a book? I heard a book about sleeping yoga would be good. I want a book that teaches relaxation and imagination *-*. That would help me calm down and achieve more LDs. And hopefully a WILD too.
Thank you all for being there.
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