I just awoke from a dream, spooked and in awe; and I decided I had to record it before it slipped from my memory. werid thing is, it felt so real, that i dont think i will ever forget it, even if i wanted to. this has been happening to me a lot lately, and frankly, its beginning to worry me.
this is the third time within a couple weeks where i have dreamt and ALMOST became lucid. it has been suggested that these are merely "unstable dreams". in all of these dreams i seem to understand the idea of dream control, RC's, and i always preform the "spin in a circle" trick, to increase my lucidity. but as soon as i become close to doing so, i begin to get scared.
without going into too much detail, these past few dreams that i have had had some sort of demonic figure in it, which scares me out of sleep right as i begin to become strongly lucid. this latest time, which happened just 10 minutes ago, i saw the figure, tried not to be scared, and started spinning. i suddenly got a feeling that something was grabbing my wrist, and believe me when i tell you, it FREAKED me tfo. it felt as though it was pulling me out of the bed, and i actulaly thought i was going to fall off. i tried to wake up, while yelling to my roommate who was in the room with me, calling for help. of course no sounds escaped my mouth, and he had no idea that any of this was happening. as soon as i woke up he noticed i was weird, and he could tell i was just freaked out.
guys. what is going on with me. is this some sort of 'inner demon' that is trying to tell me something?
im scared its a warning to stop trying to LD, but that only makes me more curious.
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