Trouble Getting Motivated In Dreams?
I've had quite a few DILDs since I found out about lucid dreaming, but nothing interesting is happening in them. Most are blurry, and I don't control anything. My problem is that when I realize I'm dreaming, I'm completely satisfied with just going with the flow of the dream and the thought doesn't even cross my mind to try to control the dream. But when I wake up, I'm frustrated because I let an opportunity to do some really cool stuff go to waste. Is it because I haven't really been very motivated to try lucid dreaming lately or maybe because I've been becoming lucid because of reasons other than reality checks?
Also, I remember my first lucid dream was only a second or two long. But it was so cool to me because everything became extremely vivid, like way more vivid than any other dream I've had. I actually felt like I was there, is that what an out of body experience is? Anyway, I've been really disappointed with my other lucid dreams because none of them have been vivid like that.