It took me some practice to do this, here are some parts of my DJ:
The first time:
There is a thumb, a bunch of three fingers, and then another bunch of three fingers. I get a little alarmed, but realize it is a dream. “Hah, I knew it!” I say, excited. “This is a dream, that’s why!” He keeps walking up, and I turn around to look at Her. The staircase is very dark and sort of creepy, and when I turn around she is wearing this glowing white dress like something from the Ring or whatever. I get nervous, so I tell myself to ignore her. I walk up behind him and try to concentrate on his back, but I keep finding my mind drifting back to her. At the top of the stairs a few seconds later, I think of my dream tasks and remember that I want to shoot power balls. So I take my arm back, launch it forward, and a ball of light shoots out of it and into the wall. It is pure white, and not an actual ball. Instead it is like light is lining the inside of my palm on my right hand, and that that is glowing. It doesn’t do any damage to the wall, just explodes itself on impact. I get thrilled and throw two more, the third one is bigger and more spherical. I keep finding my thoughts drifting to scary things, and in my sort of low lucidity, I wake myself up, pleased with the results of the experiment.
And then:
I know it’s a dream now though, and I’m excited but have low lucidity and I feel awkward having a lucid around these people I know so well (low lucidity interference). I want to practice more on throwing energy balls, so I grab X and ask him if he wants to see something awesome. “Like DragonBall Z style,” since we used to watch it all of the time together. So I push X against this wall and stand a few feet away from him. I hold my palm out and look at it, concentrating. I think about how last time it was simply a bright white light in my palm at first, and the same thing happens. I start concentrating on the shape of it in my palm, and it becomes more spherical. It’s not solid though, it’s like moving purple plasma strings that are glowing brightly and moving about like they have a mind of their own in their spherical shape. I get it brighter and brighter, and bigger and bigger. I prepare to throw it, thinking about how last time nothing blew up, and as this happens I lose lucidity. I did throw it at him, but once again it just dispersed on contact.
So yea, you're not alone. I need some more practice, too. Maybe I should start watching those anime shows again and help get me in the mindframe that Energy Blasts = Huge explosions haha
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