2 LD's in 1 night but I need help.

[hellohihello]

They both started as FA's. I focused on something for the stabilization as spinning hand rubbing my hands wakes me up. I said when I turn this corner (In my house ) there will be a monster. Nothing happened. I jumped and floated a little, and when I landed I woke up. Next. I woke up, pinched my nose, said oh another LD cool and woke up. ( I wasn't excited ) How come these LD's were failures ? I stayed calmed then I stabilized, or tried to at least them. I had full control of my actions. I just couldn't summon a monster doing the way I normally make things in LD's, IE: Go hide behind something and think of the new dream scenery. I still am surprised I had two but I wish they would of lasted a little longer then 30 seconds and like 2 seconds. I have had about 4 LD's since joining. My first LD was unbelievable, I was exploring my neighborhood, flying, skipping tremendous distances. These last 3 just last long enough for RC's.

[RunflaCruiser]

Maybe your fear or expectation of awaking after you become lucid is a barrier you created, and now have to tear back down. Thats one thing you didn't have on your 1st LD so the first was better.

[hellohihello]

Holy cow another 2 LD's! The first one was a about 5 min and the second one was about as long as the one I first wrote about.