I wake myself up out of spite, But i really dont want to?

okay, so heres the thing, it's bothered me for a while now. Everytime i become lucid, After about 10 minutes or even earlier, If i get the thought into my head. "Don't wake up" all off a sudden, it's like i cant controll myself and i acctually try and wake myself up, it's so wierd, It's like my brain is mocking me, It's like if i imagine a roundabout going round and round on its own, I can't even make it just stop still, I dont have the power to do that:shock: is this odd? it's as though someone inside of me is just trying to piss me off, and theres two sides to me. But honestly, it's starting to anoy me so bad. aneytips on how i can gain controll over my acctually will power? thanks. :?

Hi Sasuke :) Cool name; I love Sasuke
If you ever feel the dream slipping away, try these techniques

-Focus on something in the dream. An item, a person, anything.
-Rub your hands together
-Spin
-Yell "INCREASE LUCIDITY" it sounds silly but i've heard it works.

I'm sorry but I don't know how to make your brain stop "mocking" you, but maybe you can fight back using these tips :)
Hope I helped :)

this kinda sounds like an intrusive thought which most of the time go away on their own for me.