The female side of NeAvO ~ 1/7/08
The female side of NeAvO
I was walking past a busy main road near my local bank. It's really warm outside and quite sunny. I have the feeling of being followed. I somehow imagine two men in a 1930's style mafia outfit, with the overcoats and funny hats, being the actual people that are following me.
I get a sense of insecurity and make a run for it. Although I'm running away, I'm still in the same area, for example when I run around a corner I end up at the opposite side of the block. Like when Neo tries to run out subway in Matrix Revolutions and just ends up running out of the opposite tunnel.
I end up becoming lucid throughout this part. I realise I am dreaming and think of things that I can. I completely forget that I was being chased. I realise that I haven't changed my gender for a long time. So I somehow readjust my body by moving some of my skin on stomach and turning it into breasts, incredibly big ones :P. I then manage to make my body really slim and toned and give myself long blonde hair. I can actually feel my breasts push my shirt outwards. I then walk into the building next to my bank which is actually a kebab shop. I go in there and get all the guys looking at me. I look out the window and see like four tanned men staring at me, practically panting. I feel like having some fun so I grab my breasts and start squeezing them. I just laugh. I then turn around and leave the shop walking but putting emphasis onmy butt as I walk. When I left the shop I had a sudden sense of insecurity and felt like a shadow was coming up from behind me, I started to panic and lose lucidity. I think I had a horrible feeling that I was going to be raped or something.